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Authors: Tasmina Perry

Tags: #Fiction, #Contemporary Women, #General

Private Lives (39 page)

‘So that’s why you gave me the job? To be your stooge?’

‘Is that what you think?’

The jovial mood between them had gone.

‘Something motivated it,’ said Matt, voicing a thought that had troubled him since Larry had first made the offer. ‘It was a pretty strange gesture for someone who hadn’t even bothered with me for the last twenty-five years of my life.’

‘I gave you that firm because you are my son and I wanted you to have it.’

‘And not because you were so guilty about abandoning me and Mum?’ queried Matt defensively. ‘Not because your ego still wanted the Donovan name above the door?’

‘You ungrateful little shit,’ Larry muttered.

They glared at each other, and Matt was instantly reminded how fragile their relationship still was.

‘I’m going,’ said Larry, getting up to leave.

Matt wanted to stop him, but couldn’t find the words to do it.

39

 

Loralee was standing in the hall looking at herself in the art deco mirror when Larry opened the front door. She was wearing a cherry-red mini-dress he hadn’t seen before, and her hair looked fresh from the hairdresser’s.

‘Oh darling,’ she cooed. ‘You’ve just caught me on my way out. Where were you?’

‘I’ve been to see Matt at work,’ he muttered, still smarting about the argument he’d had with his son.

‘Really?’ she said, her face betraying a hint of worry. ‘What about?’

‘It was Jonas’s birthday on Saturday. I took him a present.’

‘That would be a first.’

She didn’t say it maliciously, but the words hurt him. Angrily he flung the keys on to the hall cabinet.

‘I’m trying, okay? Yes, I’ve been a shit in my time, but I’m trying to be a good husband, a good father, even a decent grandfather. Is that so wrong?’

She held up her dainty hands.

‘All right, all right,’ she said soothingly. ‘Let’s not get worked up; remember what Dr Strong said about your blood pressure.’

She was right, of course, and he could feel his heart thumping uncomfortably, but some things just had to be said.

‘I hear Matt and Jonas came round on Saturday. Why didn’t you tell me?’ He’d made light of Matt’s revelation in the pub, but the fact that Loralee had kept their visit from him had been needling him all the way back to Chelsea.

‘You were resting, darling,’ she said. ‘I didn’t think it was a good idea for you to have visitors just then.’

‘Why the hell not? I was only watching TV.’

‘How am I supposed to know when you’re asleep, reading, or watching telly? You’re recuperating. If you’re in the bedroom or the den, I’m going to assume you don’t want to be disturbed.’

‘But this was my grandson, Loralee. It was his birthday.’

‘Yes, you said,’ she snapped. ‘And I told you I thought you were asleep.’

Her expression softened almost immediately. She put her clutch bag under her arm and came over to give him a warm kiss on the lips.

‘Let’s not fight, baby,’ she breathed seductively. ‘It was only a misunderstanding, after all.’ She trailed her fingertips down his chest and kissed his neck. She smelled of honeysuckle and the cosmetic waxiness of lipstick, and he instantly felt a stirring in his groin.

‘Perhaps,’ he murmured, sliding his hand up her leg.

‘Let’s save that until later,’ she whispered, removing his hand.

‘Where are you going?’

‘Danielle is having a little supper,’ she said, straightening herself up.

‘I thought Danielle was in Sardinia.’

‘Back yesterday,’ she said, then turned and held out her hand. ‘Did you want to come, baby?’

He shook his head. ‘You go. I’m tired.’ In reality, he couldn’t think of anything worse than spending the evening with one of Loralee’s gym friends. They were all so vacuous – and they brought out the worst in his wife. Last time Loralee had dragged him to Danielle’s place, he had been forced to sit and listen as they discussed colonic irrigation – and that included the men.

As the front door slammed shut, Larry walked slowly to his study, standing in the doorway. He felt restless and unsettled. It wasn’t just the confrontation with Matthew, when things had seemed to be going so well between them. He even felt vulnerable being home alone, wondering if another heart attack, like some seismic aftershock, could strike at any minute. It was the sort of discomfort he knew alcohol could settle. Back in the pub, the sight of Matt’s bitter had made him almost drool, but however good it would have tasted, it wouldn’t have been worth the inevitable lecture. He’d had enough of those when he was in hospital. The doctors had seemed to draw some sort of sick pleasure from reeling off the endless list of things he had to avoid. Cigarettes, gone. Cigars, banished. Whisky, vodka, gin, all off the menu. No wonder he was feeling so irritable these days. The only patch of blue in this blanket of grey sky was when his consultant had let slip that some studies had shown that an occasional glass of red wine might actually decrease the chances of a recurrent attack. Larry had seized on the idea with both hands.

A little of what you fancy . . . he thought as he opened the door to the wine cellar and descended the stone steps. The chill of the cellar felt good after the too-warm summer’s day, and he smiled at the rows of sleeping bottles as if they were old friends. There were thousands of bottles down here. Over the last twenty years Larry had invested in art and in wine, and both had yielded impressive returns. Some of the oldest, dustiest bottles were worth upwards of ten thousand pounds.

As he ran his fingers along the racks, Larry thought of Matthew and felt a stab of pride. He knew his son was a better man than he would ever be, a fact that he had, disappointingly, very little to do with. He liked to kid himself that he had had a hand in Matt’s accomplishments, but the truth was, Larry had spent more money tucking crisp fifty-pound notes into lap dancers’ g-strings than he had on his son’s education. He’d offered, of course, but Katherine had turned him down flat.

‘We’ve managed very well without you so far. Why don’t you spend it on your tarts?’ had been her response, if he remembered correctly. She’d been a fiery one, his Kathy, he thought with a smile. In the end, Matty had gone to a good state-funded grammar and from there on to Trinity College, Cambridge. He’d done well, but then he had always been his mother’s son; an idealist, and that was exactly the sort of lawyer he had become. A smart, nimble-minded one who used his considerable brain to work within the law. But Larry had meant what he said in the pub. Sometimes the law just wasn’t enough. It hadn’t been his knowledge of the law that had made Donovan Sr one of the best solicitors in London. It was his understanding of power, and how it was the only thing that mattered in any negotiation. And wasn’t that all a divorce was? A negotiation on how to divide up the assets?

Feeling suddenly better, he carried the dusty bottle upstairs and decanted £400 worth of claret into a crystal goblet. Swilling it around the glass, letting it breathe, enjoying the ritual and the anticipation of pleasure deferred, he opened up his laptop. Matt wasn’t his stooge. From the feedback Larry had heard within the firm, his son was shaping up to be a popular and competent managing partner. Still, everybody could use a little helping hand . . .

‘Fabio Martelli,’ he murmured to himself as he tapped the playboy’s name into the search engine. Larry had employed people to do all the legwork of course, but he’d always enjoyed the research part of the job: finding out everything you could about both adversaries and allies, ferreting out foibles and weaknesses. Screw the law books and precedents, everything you needed to win a case was always in the details of other people’s lives.

Finally he took a long sniff of the bouquet – apples, plums – and slurped up a mouthful, letting the wine run around his mouth.

Larry was certainly enjoying himself, but it only reminded him how much he missed work. Matt was wrong. There had been no sinister ulterior motive when he had given the firm to his son. But while he had loved the craziness of such a sweeping gesture, Larry knew he’d been hasty to retire. At sixty-five, his body had been telling him he couldn’t hack the pace of a young man any more, but his brain still felt pin-sharp. Watching Sky Sports just didn’t give him the stimulation he craved.

Half an hour later, he was sure he had enough. It was amazing how much information you could accumulate these days, but two details stood out. Firstly, it was Fabio’s birthday in three days’ time. According to
Paris Match
magazine, Martelli held a White Party every year in one of his many homes around the world. Secondly, FBC, his construction company, had begun a major expansion of his hotel and club empire into Dubai. According to reports, work on the site had already begun, with an opening date pencilled in eighteen months hence.

Larry’s mouth curled into a smile as a plan formed in his mind. Yes, with a little luck, his Middle Eastern contacts and a compliant mutual friend, he could pull it off. He sat back in his chair and took a good glug of his wine. He might not have been able to help Matthew with his school fees, but hopefully this would be an education in how to get things done. And how winning was everything.

40

 

It was beautiful, there was no other word for it. Jessica walked barefoot through the sunken living room and through gently billowing voile curtains out on to the wide marble terrace, its gleaming white surface ending at a bright blue infinity pool. She stopped at the water’s edge and took in the view, an uninterrupted sweep of dramatic volcanic coastline with a crescent of bone-white sand at its centre. Someone knew what they were doing when they made Hawaii part of the United States, thought Jessica with a smile.

‘Here she is, America’s most wanted!’ Jose Silveira, the camp Brazilian photographer came towards her from the other side of the house, his arms spread wide. He was wearing a completely open silk shirt and tiny hipster shorts. ‘How’s this for a location, huh?’ he said, evidently pleased with himself, and rightly so. Jessica had been on Maui for four days already – ‘
HQ
magazine are paying,’ Sylvia, her publicist, had said. ‘Why not make a holiday of it?’ – and she had fallen head over heels for its lush vegetation and dramatic landscapes.

Sylvia had initially been against the idea of Jessica doing the magazine’s December cover, arguing that her client needed to draw more attention to her acting and less attention to her body, especially after the Joe Kennington incident. But
Utopia
, the sci-fi action movie that Jessica had shot in last year’s summer hiatus, had been moved to a November release date, and the studio pointed out that Jessica’s contract specified publicity support. It also specified that unless she did it, they were entitled to withhold her fee.

So Jessica, her mother and Sylvia had all flown out just before the weekend. There were only three weeks to go before season five of
All Woman
began shooting, so this was an ideal chance to recharge and tan. Freshly Botoxed, waxed and eight pounds lighter than she had been at the start of the summer, Jessica actually felt pretty good. She was happy that the magazine had agreed to use Jose for the pictures, too. He had a genius for producing gorgeous, glossy iconic shots of women – ‘I could retouch a baboon’s backside into a thing of beauty’ he boasted – and she loved his over-the-top personality too: no flattery or sycophancy was ever enough for his subjects.

‘Dahling, you are looking so gorgeous today,’ he said, eyeing her up and down. ‘So goddamn hot, I can even feel myself turning for you.’

She giggled.

‘Just make me look even more hot, okay?’

‘Don’t you worry, I make you like the centre of the fucking sun,’ he purred.

Jessica was about to say something else, but she was distracted by raised voices down by the pool.

‘Your publicist, darling,’ pouted Jose. ‘She’s have a blazing row with the creative director. She wants to keep this gorgeous body covered in a sack or something. I say to her, be free! Do not be scared of the sex! Let the world see how sensual my darling Jess is, but she just pull a face like an old cow.’

Jessica stalked over to Sylvia, annoyed that she was causing problems before they’d even started. She knew how mercurial Jose was; if he didn’t feel the vibe was right, he had been known to flounce off the set.

‘What’s going on?’ she said.

Sylvia was having a heated discussion with Daniel Moore, the creative director.

‘The shirt would be closed, just a few buttons open at the top,’ explained Daniel hastily.

‘When we talked about this on the phone, they said shirt
dress
. Not shirt,’ snapped Sylvia.

‘But this is the sort of mood we were thinking of,’ he said, holding up a film still of Julie Christie in the sixties movie
Darling
.

‘I’m sure I don’t need to point out that the character in
Darling
was an unscrupulous model who slept her way to the top?’ said Sylvia coldly. ‘I’m not sure we want to be channelling those undertones after everything that’s happened this summer.’

Jessica looked at the iconic image of Julie Christie.

‘Actually, I think it’s a good idea,’ she said, giving Daniel a coy smile. She knew it was as important to get him on side as Jose. He was just one tiny cog in the machine, but he was a useful cog. All it would take was a little flirting to make him feel wanted, and he would rush back to his dull little office, desperate to please Jessica by choosing the most flattering shot or making sure the retouching was perfect.

‘Look, I know you’re a men’s magazine,’ Sylvia said through tight lips, ‘but Jessica is a respected actress, not some centrefold.’

Jose came behind Jessica and wrapped his arms around her waist.

‘This woman is the sexiest bitch on the planet,’ he declared. ‘She makes all those so-called models look like cheap whores! And I, Jose, will make her look like an angel!’

Jessica laughed and showed the picture to Jose. ‘Can you make me this beautiful, Jose?’

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