I looked up at him, wondering how he could tell me there was no danger on one hand and ask for luck on the other. The contradiction seemed suddenly very dear, and I stood up and wrapped both arms around him.
“Do you have to leave just now?” I asked, slipping my knee between his legs and sliding the length of my thigh along his.
“Enough, wench!” He laughed, walloping me on the rump, then stood back to grin down at me. “That’s no way to cure a hangover.”
I nodded gingerly, muttering that I knew there was some reason I wasn’t fond of wine. Arthur turned in the doorway and made the Roman “thumbs up” sign.
I answered in return, and then he was gone.
Tiptoeing to the window, I closed the curtain, then drank half a pitcher of water and crawled back to bed, hoping further sleep would get rid of both my hangover and the nagging suspicion that something wasn’t right.
But the heat was oppressive and I was plagued with jumbled dreams of danger and desertion. Finally I decided to get up and face the day, even if it did include my sister-in-law.
***
Morgan was sitting in the inner court, a richly dyed fleece at her feet and the spindle twirling beside her as she spun. She greeted me with all the graciousness of a proud hostess, as though this were, in fact, her own Court. I sat down on a chunk of broken masonry and took a sip of the skullcap tea that Cook had said would help my headache.
“Such an elegant hue,” the High Priestess noted, admiring the perfectly even thread she had just created. “The whelk shells from the beaches of Northumbria provide the best purple dye, don’t you think?”
I nodded silently, wondering how this woman who had tried to have me killed last time we met could sit here so calmly under my roof. Perhaps in her monumental arrogance she assumed I would never call her to account for past actions. Or maybe she was confident that what Igraine used to call “good manners” would keep me from doing something reckless.
It seemed unfair that the people with manners must put up with the often unconscionable behavior of those without. Thus are gentlefolk made helpless by their ethics, I thought glumly.
“The men will be starving when they come back tomorrow night,” Morgan mused, her eyes beginning to shine. “I promised there would be a fine feast, a truly sumptuous banquet for the victorious King. You don’t mind if I arrange something a little special, do you?”
“Not if Cei doesn’t,” I murmured, trying to imagine how the High Priestess and Seneschal would get on in the kitchen. The implication that our usual fare was dull would surely rub Cei the wrong way, as he took great pride in his culinary prowess. I smiled to myself, wishing I could be an invisible presence when these two met over the menu.
“I didn’t see Lancelot,” she continued, her pleasant attitude never flagging. “Isn’t he here these days?”
“No,” I whispered, concentrating on the potted plants along the edge of the patio. I’d have to tell Lynette I’m not fond of fleshy primroses—field poppies are more my style.
“Lancelot was one of my most devoted students; remarkably talented, and so sensitive. Don’t you find him so?”
“I suppose,” I replied as my tea went down the wrong way, making me cough and sputter violently.
The Lady continued to spin her web, watching me all the while. “I thought you two might get along.”
My uneasiness was mounting, in spite of the tea. It made me cross and testy, so I found some excuse to leave my sister-in-law and went in search of Nimue.
Merlin’s mistress had taken over the bower under the willow, where Lance and I had last met, and as I waited for her to return, disquieting memories of that kiss fluttered all around me. Confused, I went back to the Palace and retired to my room.
***
“No, I don’t want anything more,” I snapped when Enid came to get my dinner tray, then apologized and asked her to sit down. “What do you know of this ceremony Arthur’s to take part in?”
“Very little, Your Highness. It doesn’t sound like anything I’ve ever heard of, but Geraint promised that he’d keep a sharp eye out for trouble, in case the King needs protection. And Geraint doesn’t miss much,” she added. “Never saw such a man for picking up a nuance.”
I mulled over her answer, both relieved and alarmed that others were also uneasy. My headache was gone, but the apprehension remained. “And Morgan? How has she spent the day?”
“The Imperious One?” Enid snorted derisively. “Came into the kitchen like a whirlwind, and is preparing the most pretentious meal you’ve ever seen—more fit for a coronation than a welcome home. At first I thought Cei would put her in her place, but the man seems to be in awe of her. Have you ever noticed that he won’t cross his equals or betters, particularly if they are men, but is a terrible martinet to those under him? Personally I don’t understand it.”
I nodded slowly, thinking there was much about Cei that nobody understood.
“Where is the High Priestess now—do you know?”
Enid shook her head but volunteered to go find out. I balked at that; it’s one thing to ask what your guests have been doing and quite another to spy on them. So the matter was dropped.
During the predawn darkness Ettard slipped into my room and shook me into wakefulness.
“Come quick, Your Highness,” she begged. “The Lady is prowling through the Palace, casting powders and spells all about her. She’s surely up to no good, and Vinnie says you must do something at once.”
“Where is she now?” I asked as I felt for my slippers and wondered what on earth possessed my sister-in-law.
“She was last seen going into King Urien’s quarters,” the girl whispered, and I groaned aloud.
“For goodness’ sake, Morgan has a right to join her husband in bed.” The idea of being wakened for something as common as that made me wonder if all my women had gone daft.
“But she was muttering curses, and looking all about furtive-like,” Ettard persisted. “And it’s not like you and the High King, who always end up together…”
Ettard’s voice trailed off as I turned to stare at her; I would have thought that servants and courtiers had better things to do than keep track of when Arthur and I retire to our separate chambers and how long we stayed there.
“Well, I’m not about to interrupt the royal pair from Northumbria,” I said flatly, remembering all too well Morgan’s reaction when I had inadvertently come upon her and Accolon. “And I’d suggest you go back to sleep and let our guests do likewise.”
But the last word was barely out of my mouth when a terrible howling filled the building. Wild and keening, it careened through the halls like the screams of a banshee, making the hair on my nape stand up. Grabbing the lantern from Ettard’s hand, I ran toward the sound.
Shadows went leaping over the walls and ceiling of the hallway as the door to Urien’s rooms burst open and a ranting, wild-eyed Morgan was wrestled through it by Uwain. One or both of them had hold of Urien’s sword, and when it clattered to the floor her son suddenly let go of the Priestess and took a step back, gasping and shaking uncontrollably.
The boy stared at the weapon, a look of horror slowly engulfing him. I saw the flash of recognition slide from mind to heart, then twist into the gut as his face crumpled in disbelief and tears began streaming down his cheeks. Yet though he opened his mouth, no sound came out…the hideous keening we were hearing emanated entirely from his mother.
The cries that spewed from her throat were barely human. She stood with feet apart, arms taut at her sides, hands balled into fists. Her face was contorted hideously and lifted to the Gods, but whether in anger or fear, it was hard to tell.
Guards and household members were running in from all over the Palace, pushing and milling among themselves as they stared at the High Priestess. Gradually, like the dawning of the sun, Morgan realized that she was not alone. The return of reason muzzled her frenzy until she stood still as the henge stone at Mayburgh.
Her green gaze flickered around the hallway, and she began to whimper. “Where’s Urien?”
Every head turned to stare at the King of Northumbria.
Nightshirted and barefoot, he stood in the doorway to his room. His face was going from white shock to red rage as his gaze moved from the sword to the High Priestess.
“I’m right here, no thanks to you. Try to kill me with my own weapon, will you?”
The anger behind his words swelled slowly from doubled-up fist to full expletive as he called her every name he could think of for this worst of treacheries.
“No, no, M’lord,” Morgan cried, reaching out to him in supplication. “Truly it is not what you think. Have I ever harmed you, in all the years of our marriage? I have naught but respect for Your Lordship, as our son can tell you…M’lord, it was a nightmare, a sleepwalking, a case of possession by one of those Christian demons.”
Her words came more and more swiftly, a garble of explanation and defense until, in a single motion, Urien stepped across the hall, lifted his sword from the floor, and turned to face her.
Morgan’s eyes flared wide, and she threw herself against her son, hands clawing at his shoulders, head buried against the young man’s chest. “Uwain, save me…stop his madness, tell him I am innocent. By the life I bore in you, I swear I did not know what I was doing…I was but dreaming and then woke to find you grappling with me at M’lord’s bedside…Tell him, son…tell him!”
The boy put one arm around her, revulsion and desire to believe her doing battle across his face. His Adam’s apple bobbed convulsively as he tried to swallow, and his eyes pleaded with his father. “What she says is so, Sire…”
“Phawww, you puling pup! What do you know of women and their machinations? Conniving, vicious, embittered wasp, she has no love for anyone but herself and the acolytes of her precious Goddess!”
As he was speaking Urien brought the tip of the blade to a point just under Morgan’s chin, and everyone froze. The silence grew long and brittle while the King of Northumbria debated what to do.
At last, with a curse, he lowered his sword.
“Good thing for you we’re guests at Arthur’s Court,” he spat at his wife. “If we were home, I would deal with your treason in one stroke.”
A little sigh of relief escaped the crowd, and the wronged husband glanced over at me. “Get her out of my sight,” he commanded, then paused. “I’d suggest you hold her over until Arthur returns and learns what she has done.”
I nodded silently and ordered Morgan to be sedated and bound.
Urien disappeared behind his door, and Morgan swooned in Uwain’s arms, moaning incoherently. Her son carried her back to her room and coaxed her into drinking the sleeping draft, and the two of us sat beside the bed as the High Priestess lapsed into a deep sleep.
“How did it happen?” I asked, trying to keep my voice gentle, for the boy was still deeply shaken.
“Strange thing,” he said slowly, looking constantly at his mother, not at me. “That dwarf of hers came and woke me, all upset and agitated; said some sort of spell had been put on her, and she was walking in her sleep. Said he feared for her life…But when I got to my father’s room, it was he who was about to die. She was by the bed, the royal sword held high in both hands, with its point aimed directly at his heart. I think I must have screamed, or maybe it was she who screamed when I leaped at her…I can’t recall. I just know I could see the blood welling up out of him, could see her dripping with the stain of his death, could see her grinning…grinning, M’lady…she was grinning…”
The lad began to cry silently as the horrible scene replayed itself before his eyes. No child should be caught in a war between parents, so I rose and putting my hands on his temples, let him lean against me as his shoulders shook with sobs. I couldn’t change what had happened, but I could hold him safe and protected while the torrent of disbelief and despair poured from him.
At last, when Uwain had cried himself out, I bound Morgan’s hands and feet to the bedposts and led the boy out of the room. A bevy of white-robed devotees kept vigil by the door, but I saw no reason to drive them away; it was clear the Lady wasn’t going to go anywhere until after Arthur returned.
The sun was well risen by now. I went to the kitchen and between us Cei and I pared down Morgan’s intended feast to a more manageable meal.
“Can’t think what had got into that vixen,” the Seneschal said, gesturing to the range of silver and fancy dishes she had ordered brought out of the cupboards. “She kept talking about the victorious King, as though this were an ordeal Arthur must survive rather than simply a ceremony he was performing.”
Despite the heat, Cei’s words sent a cold fear through me. The Seneschal had voiced exactly the danger I had felt but been unable to name.
“Any word from the men?” I asked quickly.
“No, and not likely, either.” Cei scowled. “The mock battle was to take place at sunrise, and I’ll warrant they’ll be returning with the same speed as a messenger might. Peculiar business, though…very peculiar.”
I nodded, and when the plans had been made ready for the day, I went to my chamber for a nap—we’d all been up since well before sunrise.
On the way I stopped to check on Morgan, who slept surrounded by her ladies-in-waiting. The room had been darkened with drapes and the heat was as thick as the silence that greeted me. One might think the High Priestess had died.