She, on the other hand, had blithely failed to live up to expectation. She had grown up a tomboy, more interested in football and playing in the vast gardens of her parents' house than in frocks, make-up and all things girlish. Later, she had developed a love of all things to do with nature and had spent many a teenage summer following around their gardener, asking questions about plants, keenly interested in what could grow where and why. Somewhere along the line she suspected that her mother had given up on her mission to turn her youngest into a lady.
She had distinct concerns about the state of her frock.
âI don't know what possessed me to think that I could find a contact lens on the ground,' she confided glumly.
âEspecially with some dregs of snow still left lying about,' Rafael felt obliged to point out.
âEspecially,' Cristina agreed. She looked at her knees. âTorn tights, and I haven't brought a replacement pair. I don't suppose you have a spare lot lying around somewhereâ¦?'
Rafael glanced across at her and saw that she was grinning at him. Well, she certainly had good powers of recovery, he admitted to himself, not to mention a vibrant ability to overlook the fact that he clearly didn't feel inclined to spend the rest of the short trip chatting to her about the state of her appearance.
âNot the sort of thing I usually travel with,' he said seri
ously. âMaybe myâ Maybe there's a spare pair somewhere in the houseâ¦'
âOh, Maria's probably got drawers full of them, but we're not exactly built along the same lines, are we? She's tall and elegant and I'm, well, I've inherited my father's figure. My sisters are exactly the opposite. They're very long and leggy.'
âAnd that makes you jealous?' Rafael heard himself asking.
Cristina laughed. It was an unexpectedly infectious sound, something between a guffaw and a giggleâunlike most women who thought that tittering was the ladylike thing to do.
âLord, no! I mean, I love them to pieces, but I wouldn't swap my life for theirs, not a bit of it. I mean, five kids between them and so much socialising! They're forever having dinner parties and cocktail parties, and entertaining clients at the theatre or the opera. They live quite close to one another and they're both married to businessmen, you see, which means that they're always on show. Can you imagineânever being able to leave the house without a full layer of make-up and matching accessories?'
Since the women Rafael dated never left the bedroom without a full layer of make-up and matching accessories, he could well understand the lifestyle.
Ahead of him, he could see his mother's house, a sprawling country mansion of faded yellowing stone, its chimneys proudly rising upwards and the front courtyard full of cars, as was the long drive leading up. Even in the darkness it was easy to appreciate the grace and symmetry of the building, and he waited for the predictable gasp of awe, but none was forthcoming.
This was mildly surprising because he had occasionally brought one of his girlfriends to the house in the past and roughly about now, as the house unfolded itself in all its perfect splendour, they had exclaimed in delight as if on cue.
When he looked he saw that Cristina was fidgeting with the hem of her dress and the little frown was back on her face.
âThere are an awful lot of cars,' she commented nervously. âI'm really surprised there's such a good turnout, considering the weather.' Surprised, and a bit dismayed. She disliked big social occasions at the best of times, but this had all the hallmarks of being a vast one.
âPeople up here are of the hardy variety,' Rafael pointed out. âLondoners are altogether softer.'
âIs that where you live?'
Rafael nodded and quickly circled the courtyard, and then edged his car down the side-slip towards the back of the house and the tradesman's entrance.
âI thought you might have lived around here,' Cristina said vaguely. âI thought perhaps that might be how you know the house and stuff.' She tried to carry the observation through to its logical conclusion, but her mind was leaping ahead to the small problem of getting herself cleaned up and presentable for the number of people insideânot to mention Maria, who had been kind enough to invite her along. She might lack the polish of her sisters, but embarrassing her host would be anathema.
The back entrance was, to her relief, considerably less busy. Just the staff to get past.
âI ought to tell you that I'm Maria's son.' Rafael killed the engine and turned towards her.
âAre you?' Cristina looked at him in silence for a few seconds. She was thinking that Maria was a lovely, kind and genuine woman, and kind and genuine people tended to have kind and genuine offspring. She gave him a beaming smile because she realised that, however curt his outward attitude might appear, he was as kind as she had initially judged him to be. âYour mother's a wonderful person.'
âI'm glad you think so. On that one thing we at least agree.' Without giving her time to respond to that ambiguous statement, he let himself out of the car and proceeded to help her out, while a man, who seemed to have materialised out of thin air raced out to get the bags. This could only mean that his mother had requested a lookout for her tardy son, which was a bit of a bother, considering he was now a reluctant knight in shining armour who had to somehow shuffle his unexpected cargo up the stairs and into one of the guest suitesâwhichever one was unoccupied, because he suspected a fair few people would be staying over.
He had a few quick words with Eric, the man who had been taking care of everything to do with the house for as long as Rafael could remember, and then signalled to Cristina.
In the remorseless light of the back hallway, he was surprised to see that she wasn't actually the unremittingly plain woman he had first thought.
Of course, no one could call her beautiful. She was way tooâ¦He rooted around in his head for a suitable adjective and opted for âstout'â¦not precisely fat, but solidly built. The sort who could probably pack a mean punch if the occasion demanded, although a less aggressive person he could hardly have hoped to find. Her face was open and warm, and although she was still looking nervous he could tell that she would be someone given to easy laughter.
And she had enormous eyes, huge liquid-brown eyes, like a spaniel puppy.
In fact, Rafael thought, she was the human equivalent of a spaniel puppy. The direct antithesis to the languid greyhound sort he favoured. But, hell, a deal was a deal and he had promised to help her out with her predicament.
âFollow me,' he said abruptly, and he began leading her out
of the kitchen, and through a myriad back rooms which lay between them and the sound of voices and laughter that signalled the party happening at the front of the house.
Of course, the house was far too big for his mother after his father had died, but she wouldn't hear of having it sold.
âI'm not yet decrepit, Raffy,' she had told him. âWhen I need to use stair lifts, then I'll consider selling it.' Knowing his mother, that day would never come. She was as energetic in her early sixties as she had been in her early forties, and although there were wings of the house which were rarely used many of the rooms were taken up at various points of the year by friends and relatives staying over.
Rafael now led Cristina to one of the less-used wings and quickly ushered her into a bedroom suite, where she proceeded to look at him with a mournful expression.
âOh, for God's sake, woman.' He shook his head and favoured her with a direct and assessing look.
âI know I'm being a nuisance,' Cristina said on a sigh, âButâ¦' Then she saw the expression on his face and flushed. âI know I haven't got a perfect figureâ¦' she stuttered in embarrassment. It occurred to her that a man who looked like him, a man whose amazing looks could stop a woman dead in her tracks, would only ever associate himself with his female equivalentâwhich would probably not be a vertically and horizontally challenged twenty-four-year-old inexperienced woman.
âI've been on countless diets,' she blurted out into the ever-growing silence, âYou wouldn't believe. But like I said, I have my father's shape.' She laughed a pitch higher than was necessary and then subsided into embarrassed silence.
âYour dress has a tear.'
âWhat? No! Oh, goodnessâ¦where?'
Before she could bend to scrutinise her treacherous gar
ment, Rafael was in front of her, then kneeling like a supplicant, holding up the flimsy fabric of her loose, tunic-styled silk dress which, with its cluttered pattern of red and white tiny flowers against a black background, should have been more than up to the job of camouflaging a tear. Unfortunately, as he held it up, the rip seemed to expand in girth until it was all she could see with horrified eyes.
Through her horror, though, she was very much aware of the delicate brush of his fingers against her leg. It sent a thrilling, wicked shiver straight through her body.
âSee?'
âWhat am I going to do?' she whispered.
They looked at each other and Rafael sighed. âWhat else did you bring?' Since when had he been in the habit of rescuing damsels in distress?
âJeans, jumpers, wellies just in case I wanted to have a walk and look around the garden. I absolutely love looking around gardens. I'm addicted to it. The most boring people can sometimes have wonderfully creative streaks that come out in the way they landscape their lawns. I'm babbling, sorry, getting away from the pointâ¦which is that I have absolutely nothing appropriate to wearâ¦'
Rafael had never met a woman who only packed the bare necessities. For a few seconds he was reduced to stunned silence, then he reluctantly told her that he would fish something out of his mother's wardrobe. She had enough outfits to clothe most of Cumbria.
âBut she's so much taller than me!' Cristina wailed. âAnd skinnier!'
But he was already striding out of the room, leaving her to wallow in a very unaccustomed sense of self-pity.
He returned some ten minutes later holding various
assorted clothes, all of which seemed hideously bright, not at all suited to someone of a more robust persuasion.
âRight. I can't waste much time here, so strip.'
âWhat?' Cristina's eyes widened and she wondered, fleetingly, whether she had heard correctly.
âStrip. I brought someâ¦some forgiving itemsâ¦but you'll have to try them on and you'll have to be quick about it. I'm late enough as it is.'
âI can'tâ¦not with you thereâ¦watchingâ¦'
âNothing I haven't seen before,' he drawled, amused by her sudden attack of prudishness.
Cristina, however, refused to budge and he waited, looking at his watch while she tried on the armful of clothes in the privacy of the adjoining bathroom.
He could, he knew, always leave her to get on with it. After all, she wasn't his problem. But he found himself staying anyway, and when she finally emerged he swung round, ready to tell her whatever she wanted to hear. Anything to get going with the evening, because he had work to do and would have to disappear virtually as soon as he appeared.
He looked at her and stared before muttering the statutory, âLooks very niceâ¦'
He hadn't quite expected this. Yes, she was far from willowy, but neither was she as overweight as the dress had suggested. In fact, there was a definite sign of curves, and her breasts were bountiful, barely restrained by the stretchy lilac fabric. She had the golden colouring of someone brought up in kinder climes, and her shoulders, left bare by the sleeveless style of the dress, were rounded but firm. For the first time in memory he was awkwardly conscious of fumbling for something further to say, and avoided the dilemma by opening the door and standing back to let her through.
âThanks.' Cristina gave him a sincerely felt look of gratitude, then on impulse she tiptoed and kissed him chastely on the cheek.
It was as if she had suddenly been touched with an electric spark. She could actually feel her skin go hot, and it was like nothing she had ever experienced in her life before. She pulled back at roughly the same time as he did and preceded him out of the room, babbling yet again about nothing in particular because she didn't want him to see how hot and bothered she felt.
It was almost a relief to make their way downstairs and to be greeted by the babble of voices, providing her with a comforting backdrop into which she could conveniently slide.
But not until she made her presence known to Maria, who was fussing over a tray of drinks being carried precariously by a young waitress with a slightly panicked expression.
Now that she was finally here, she could appreciate her surroundingsâthe fine paintings on the walls, the elegant dimensions of the huge drawing room, which flowed into yet another reception room also filled with people. Vases of flowers, lush and colourful, were scattered on some of the tables, and on the oak sideboard that must have been at least ten-feet long, and the atmosphere was thick with the jollity of lots of people having fun. Young and old, fat and thin, tall and short. She grabbed a glass of white wine from a passing tray and then interrupted Maria, who had been giving instructions on the timing of the food which, she exclaimed, was a complete nightmare to organiseâbut still, she seemed to be having a great time dealing with her nightmare.
âThat dressâ¦' Maria quirked her eyebrows, puzzled.
She was, Cristina acknowledged not for the first time, a strikingly beautiful womanâelegant without being in the
least bit intimidating, and well-spoken but gentle with it. Rafael might have been a trifle short-tempered, but she warmed at the memory of him putting himself out on her behalf, showing her up to the room, rummaging amongst his mother's clothes so that he could fetch a selection for her to try on and thereby saving her the embarrassment of greeting strangers with a gaping hole in her dress. And when she had kissed him lightly on his cheek! Her heart did a funny fluttery thing inside her.