Ray Hoy - Jack Frost 01 - The Vegas Factor (10 page)

“Coffee sounds awful,” she said. She sat down on a kitchen chair and pulled her feet up under her. “I’m cold,” she said, shivering.

Andy looked puzzled. “Shucks, it ain’t cold in here at all.” He looked at me, worried.

“She’s always cold,” I said.

Felicia’s face was pale and drawn. She refused breakfast, and after a short time excused herself to get ready for the shopping trip that I’d planned for us. Despite the way she felt, she seemed excited, which made me glow all over.

* * *

We spent the morning and most of the afternoon working our way through some quaint little shops. I actually had fun, spending most of the time sitting in a chair in each shop while she modeled one outfit after another. Every time she looked at a price tag, she would protest. Every time, I reminded her that we were spending Varchetta’s money. We shot the whole five thousand bucks, plus another grand of mine, which I didn’t tell her about.

On the way home, I outlined my plan to stay at Andy’s Virginia City cabin for at least several weeks, perhaps even months. She haltingly told me that it would be painful to go back there, but right now that was what she wanted to do more than anything. We agreed that we’d leave the next morning.

When we returned to Andy’s home, Felicia told him that we were leaving the next morning. The old man was visibly saddened by the news. Stricken by Andy’s reaction, Felicia turned and looked at me, pleading in her eyes.

I cleared my throat. “Uh, Andy … on second thought, maybe we’ll stick around a couple more days, if you don’t mind. I think we could both use a little more down time.”

Andy beamed. “Ah hell Jack, that’d be great!”
 

Tears filled Felicia’s eyes and she quickly turned and walked into the kitchen.

* * *

We actually stayed a week longer than we had planned, just talking and relaxing. Inevitably, the conversation would turn to Jonathan Flynn. At first, we would all sit there, vaguely embarrassed. He had been a very big part of their lives, and while the memory of him was painful, it seemed wrong not to talk about him at all. Eventually, we all came to understand that it was unnecessary to avoid his name.

Chapter 16

On the morning we were to leave, Felicia was sick again. She walked out of the bathroom, weak and pale.
 

“I think you should see a doctor,” I said.

“No, Jack,” she said. “I’m sure it’s just the after-effects of the last few days.”

Felicia and Andy hugged each other with something akin to desperation. I opened the Jag’s passenger door and helped her inside. Ripper piled in, eliciting a grunt from Felicia. I turned and shook hands with Andy. He just nodded, not trusting his voice. I slapped him on the shoulder, then got into the car and started the engine. We waved our farewells as I pulled away.
 

It was a crisp, brilliant morning. I drove on, doing far more listening than talking, and delighted to do so. I realized Felicia was excited at the prospect of returning to the cabin where she and Jonathan had shared so many memories. She sat with her arms around a snoozing Ripper and talked and talked and talked. I learned that she had an absolute love for horses and had ridden a lot as a child. I made up my mind to look into buying a horse for her as soon as we got to Virginia City.

She caught me smiling. “What’s so funny?” she said, amusement in her voice. “I’m talking too much, aren’t I!”

“Not at all,” I said truthfully.

It began to snow as we entered the outskirts of Virginia City. The Jag wasn’t suited for this kind of weather. I thought about going back to Lake Tahoe for my Land Rover, but I was sure my A-frame was under surveillance. I decided I’d have studded tires installed on the Jag, instead.

Felicia’s eyes were big and excited as we slowly cruised the length of the historic little town. I followed her directions and turned down a narrow, snow-covered road. A mile or so later, Felicia pointed. “There, Jack!”
 

The little cabin sat on a point of land overlooking the the valley below. The place wasn’t fancy, but it looked cozy and inviting.
 

I rolled to a halt at the front door. We got out and stretched. I stood there in the falling snow, breathing the clean mountain air for a few moments, then walked toward the edge of the cliff, Felicia by my side. My hands were in my pockets and my jacket collar was turned up against the wind. Felicia was bundled up in a long coat.
 

As we looked down on the valley, Felicia said, “Isn’t it just beautiful.”
 

I looked at her. The wind snapped the collar of her coat hard enough against her face to bring color to her cheeks. “Very beautiful,” I said. “Well, let’s get in out of the cold and see what the place looks like.”

It was quiet inside the cabin. Felicia opened the windows and the breeze immediately cleared the musty smell. I began opening pantry and closet doors. I found a two-pound, unopened tin of coffee, canned goods, blankets, and cleaning supplies—the place was very well stocked. “We’re going to have to go for milk and eggs, and stuff,” I said. “Everything else seems to be here.”

“Yes,” she said. There was a soft sadness in her voice. “We left it in good order.” She looked around, her hands in her pockets.
 

I was losing her, and I knew it. I clapped my hands together. “Well, c’mon,” I said, wanting to speed things along. “I’m not going to carry everything in here by myself.”

Amusement chased the sadness from her eyes. She knew what I was trying to do. She cooperated, but I knew only too well that she didn’t feel like it.
 

I’ve always admired “Class.” It’s something you can’t buy, an intangible thing that some people go their entire lives without.
 

Class. That word summed up this lady in a nutshell. Class, through and through.

I walked outside, Felicia close behind. In mid-stride, the thought suddenly exploded into my mind, as if my heart had taken out a full-page color advertisement for my brain to read. I stopped in my tracks and said softly, “Oh my God … I love her!” Felicia bumped into me from behind, laughing and hanging on to me to keep from falling.

I stood there, my hands on my hips, looking up at the falling snow, stunned at the realization. “Oh that’s just terrific!” I muttered.

“What’s terrific, Jack?” she said.
 

I ignored her and started unloading the car.

“Jack, what’s so terrific?”

Chapter 17

It didn’t take long to get settled. When we had things stowed away, I said, “Let’s go to town and pick up some groceries.”

She gave me a “No nonsense now!” look. “Jack, who’s paying for all of this?”

It caught me off guard. “Uh, that would be Jilly.”
 

Her eyes narrowed.

“Who else would be paying for it?” I said. It sounded lame, even to me.

“You.”

“Oh. Well, that’s wrong. I’m just the hired help.”

“Uh-huh,” she said. And just like that, I felt like I had blurted out an entire confession. She said she was part witch, and I was beginning to believe her.

* * *

I stood patiently in an aisle of the local market. I leaned on the basket, one foot resting on the lower frame of the cart, watching Felicia as she carefully examined a shelf of canned goods.

As we were checking out, she placed a hand on my arm and said, “I’ll be right back, I’m dying for some lemons.”

“Lemons?” I said, but she had already hurried off. She returned in short order, smiling.
 

The checker added the lemons to the total. Turning to me he said, “Lemons, huh? Is your wife expecting?”

I smiled and shook my head. “No, I doubt very much if she’s …” I turned to stare at her. “… expecting.”
 

The checker gave me a strange look. I paid him, my mind not at all on what I was doing.

As I pushed the cart across the snow-covered parking lot, I looked down at her. “Tomorrow, I really would like you to see a doctor.”

She made a wry face. “I’m fine, really!”

“Just once, please do as I ask.”

She hesitated. “I don’t like to go to doctors.”

“Well who likes to go to doctors?” I immediately regretted the tone of my voice.

She hadn’t missed it, either. “I’m sorry, Jack,” she said quickly. “If it makes you feel better, I’ll go.”

When we got back to the cabin, I asked her to please, just for me, sit down and relax and let me put the groceries away. She protested, but finally gave in.
 

She looked tired.

Plucking a lemon out of the bag, she cut it neatly in half and walked out of the little kitchen.
 

I stood there with a, “Ah-ha! That
proves
you’re pregnant!” look on my face. But if that were true, whose baby was it?
 

It sure as hell wasn’t mine.
 

Varchetta’s? What a disgusting thought! Anyway, she said he hadn’t touched her during that brief period of time that he held her prisoner. It had been two months since Flynn had been killed, and she had left Varchetta several months prior to that.
 

So it wasn’t Varchetta. At least that was a relief.

“Good God,” I said aloud. For a moment I stood there, not breathing. That only left one person, and he was buried in a little cemetery in Reno, Nevada.

* * *

Felicia reluctantly accompanied me to see a doctor the following morning. I sat on a couch in the outer office, thumbing through a magazine, my mind on what was going on in the examination room. When she finally walked through the door she looked dazed.
 

The doctor was a tall young man with a goatee, and very weary eyes. He had been standing at his receptionist’s desk, looking over a patient’s chart, when we first walked in. I had taken a liking to him right away.
 

We looked at each other over the top of her head. “It’s as you suspected, Mr. Frost,” he said with a broad smile. “Congratulations. I’ll want to see her again in two weeks.”

“Thank you, doctor.”
 

I took Felicia by the elbow and led her out into the bright sunlight. “How do you feel?” I said.

“Fine, oh my God, I’m fine!” she said in a voice just short of laughter. She stopped and looked up at me. “I’m pregnant,” she said, with a sudden laugh. “
Pregnant
! Isn’t that wonderful!”
 

I laughed, too. “Yes, I guess it is,” I said.

“It’s Jonathan’s baby. Jonathan’s …” Her voice trailed off and suddenly she was crying hard, overcome by the enormity of what she had just learned.
 

I put an arm around her and led her toward the car. “I know, I know,” I said. “I’m happy for you, Felicia. I’m happy for Jonathan, too.”

“It’s going to be a boy, Jack,” she said, struggling to get herself under control.

“Now how do you know that?”

“I know,” she said, absolutely sure. “I just know.”

“If you say so; I hope you’re right.”

“I am,” she said, nodding her head with confidence. Although there was nothing to base it on, I believed her.

As we drove home, Felicia was talkative and happy, the thought of carrying Flynn’s baby filling her with elation. But by the time we arrived back at the little cabin, she had become moody and introspective.

She disappeared into her bedroom to change. I built a fire and poured her usual glass of wine. When she returned she started to reach for the glass, then quickly pulled her hand back. “Pregnant, you know,” she said with a smile.

“Oops, sorry,” I said.

She settled in front of the fireplace, her feet curled under her. I had seen that pose so many times. It was the way she sat when she was lost in thought.
 

For perhaps an hour she said nothing. Ripper lay sound asleep next to her, soaking up the heat from the fireplace. I tried, unsuccessfully, to get interested in a book.

About ten o’clock, she stood without a word and walked into her bedroom, not bothering to shut the door behind her. I could hear the bed creak and the sound of covers being pulled up over her. Ripper lifted his head off the rug and looked around.

“Good night, Felicia,” I said softly.
 

“Good night, Jack,” came the lost little voice.

* * *

The next morning Felicia woke up vomiting. The day was not off to a good start.

I puttered around outside the cabin, killing time until she made her appearance from the bathroom, pale and weak. She forced a small smile. I didn’t give her time to sit down.

I held out her coat. “C’mon, lady, we have some shopping to do.”

“Shopping? What are we shopping for?”

“We’re going to find you a horse,” I said.

“Are you serious?”

“I am, indeed. The doctor said it’s okay.” A small smile appeared at the corners of her mouth.