Requiem For a Glass Heart

A COLD MIND

HEAT FROM ANOTHER SUN

MERCY

BODY OF TRUTH

AN ABSENCE OF LIGHT

An Absence of Light
Body of Truth
Mercy
In the Lake of the Moon
Spiral
Heat from Another Sun
A Cold Mind
Black Gold, Red Death

I
T WAS NEARLY TEN-THIRTY IN THE EVENING WHEN SHE EMERGED
from deep within the metro station at the Griboedova Canal entrance on Nevsky Prospekt. Normally night would have swallowed the grand Nevsky boulevard at this hour, but it was late June and the White Nights had arrived, a few weeks when the sun never sank more than several degrees below the horizon, precluding darkness, transforming the night hours into an eerie, endless twilight. They also introduced a season of festivities, and throughout the city there were concerts and ballets and parties.

Irina Ismaylova stood momentarily on the sidewalk at the metro entrance and let the hordes of revelers flow around and past her—tourists, hucksters, pickpockets, and students, Gypsy urchins sniffing glue and snatching purses, drug dealers, militiamen, young lovers, and peddlers of every commonplace and oddity. New Russia. In so many ways like the old Russia. Hope in bed with Despair.

She turned toward the Admiralty building, which loomed at the head of the boulevard, its golden dome and spire glowing softly in the rosy light of a static dusk, and allowed herself to be dragged along with the throng as they passed over the broad Kazansky bridge. On the canal below, water taxis filled with carousers dawdled on the dark stream beneath the dull
beads of streetlamps strung along the embankment. At the far end, before the canal met the Moika River, she could just see the glint of the harlequin domes of the Church of the Savior on the Spilled Blood.

The crowd moved on, past artists displaying their canvases in half-lighted porticoes alongside prostitutes—night butterflies—lingering in the tea-rose glow of doorways. They passed cafes open late in this nightless season, and Irina longed to be one of the lucky people in the happy light of these friendly interiors.

She caught a crowded trolleybus near the Narodny bridge and stood in the opening of the broken door, lost in thought, the breeze of the late spring twilight tugging at the hem of her cotton dress. As the trolley hobbled across the Palace bridge, she stared down at the leaden water of the Neva and imagined that all the things that had gone wrong with her life were drifting by like flotsam on the swirling eddies of the current.

At the Strelka stop, on the northern tip of Vasilievsky Island, Irina stepped off the trolley and, ignoring the milling strollers who lingered along the water’s edge in Pushkin Square, headed toward the tree-lined University Embankment across the intersection. Keeping to a well-planned course, she hurried past the classical and baroque buildings that faced the Neva until she drew opposite Rumyantsev Square, where she paused to watch a military vessel plow the river toward the Gulf of Finland. She dreaded crossing to the park, because it was there she would see the face, or perhaps the faces, that would set in motion the final scenes of a drama in which she had a leading and decisive role. As for the faces, she never knew their names. Krupatin only showed her the photographs of the men who would work behind her, and that was all. He was a fanatically cautious man.

Knowing they were already watching her, she turned away from the embankment and crossed the street. She didn’t go into the park but entered 2-3 liniya, an adjacent street. The neighborhoods of Vasilievsky Island were among the city’s oldest, their sidewalks sheltered by ancient maples and elms, which the season’s anemic light had turned into inky silhouettes.

Walking on the park side of the street, she kept her eyes straight ahead as she entered the deepening shadows. The pale green undersides of the dense leaves were dimly lighted by the
streetlamps, and Irina could smell the chlorophyll exuding from the moist, fresh foliage.

Someone began walking parallel to her on the murky paths of the park, and just as she got to the corner, where there was a streetlamp, he emerged from the hedges and crossed the sidewalk in front of her. With perfect timing, his face was caught for an instant in the feeble light, and then he was gone.

To her left now was the Repin Institute of Painting, Sculpture, and Architecture, where she had contrived her first meeting with Vera Vikulova. An art student at the prestigious institute, Vera was a promising painter in the realist style and lived just down the street on Bolshoy Prospekt. Like many women, especially students, who were only marginally self-supporting before the collapse of communism, Vera had turned to prostitution to help support herself after the disintegration of the economy.

She was a pretty dark-haired girl of twenty-four who had had the good fortune-—or misfortune—to have caught the eye of Piotr Maikov, a mid-level official in the Security Ministry. Maikov had an irresistible weakness for an ancient pleasure, the ménage à trois. Headquartered in Moscow, he made regular bimonthly trips to St. Petersburg, where he never failed to visit Vera, who was ever on the lookout for a second woman. But Maikov was a man of particular tastes. He didn’t want just poor students or night butterflies. Vera had to bring women with an air of respectability about them. On two occasions she even provided the wives of other government officials. (Maikov had secretly photographed these sessions.) Vera had proved to be a procuress of considerable talent, for which Maikov paid her very well.

“Right on time,” Vera said, bouncing down the steps at the side entrance of the institute. She kissed Irina on the cheek and grabbed her arm, locking them together affectionately as they began walking. Vera was an irrepressibly optimistic young woman, an attribute that was almost heroic in the face of the recent sorry times.

“Nervous?” she asked with a wide grin.

“A little, yes,” Irina admitted.

“No need to be. He’s not very inventive.”

“It’s not that. It’s just … he’s a government official. That’s a little scary, maybe.”

Vera laughed. “Look, when he takes off his clothes, all of your nervousness will melt away. Luckily, he is a very attractive man. One of the younger bureaucrats.”

“I can’t complain about the money.”

“Nooo, neither of us can. And if he likes you—and he can’t help but like you—he’ll want you several more times. He loves real blondes like you. Too many blondes really aren’t when they take off their pants.” She laughed.

They continued along the sidewalk for several blocks, until they reached Bolshoy Prospekt at a juncture where art nouveau architecture intermixed with the ornate buildings of the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries. Turning left, they walked on the south side of the avenue, passing strollers who lingered here and there under the maples and poplars, enjoying the evening. Still hugging Irina’s arm, Vera talked animatedly about a new CD player she was going to buy through Maikov’s special connections. She said he was now bringing her Lancôme cosmetics every time he came to St. Petersburg and that he had promised to get her some Italian shoes next month.

At the corner of 6-7 liniya, they started across the avenue toward a three-story art nouveau building, originally a private home that long since had been broken up into small apartments. It was here that Vera Vikulova lived, in a flat that she could afford only by the graces of Maikov’s licentious taste.

Sitting at curbside, underneath the brooding trees in front of the building, was a dark-windowed American Lincoln, Maikov’s pride and joy.

Irina’s stomach tightened, and she furtively scanned the boulevard for Krupatin’s faces. There were two. A man carrying a sack of groceries followed a little way behind them, and ahead of them across Bolshoy another man was approaching on a bicycle, coming along the side of the pink-and-white St. Andrew’s Cathedral.

The two women crossed Bolshoy to the corner and stepped onto the sidewalk. As they approached the front door of the building, Irina counted four men sitting inside the Lincoln. Like many corrupt officials, Piotr Maikov had connections to Russia’s
mafiya
, which were only too evident in his choice of bodyguards. Most of these thugs were avid fans of
American gangster movies and freely copied the characters’ posturing and clothes. But their viciousness was something they had learned on their own, and often it beggared anything they saw in the movies.

“What is your name?” someone inside the car demanded.

“Ignore them,” Vera said. “The one we have to worry about is upstairs.”

As they started up the stone steps to the entry, Irina noticed larkspurs blooming in tidy flowerbeds on either side of the landing. At the top they pushed open the leaded-glass door and stepped inside the building.

“We’re going to be searched by a bodyguard,” Vera warned in a hushed voice as they started up the stairs. “A really rude bastard. I’ve complained to Piotr, hut it’s no use. They are idiots about security. Just let him do what he wants. What does it matter, anyway? It’s only touching, after all— little enough to put up with for the money.”

As they rounded the second-floor landing they were met by a beefy young man with closely cropped hair. Despite the warm weather he was wearing an Italian wool sport coat, and a pair of tiny headphones were clamped to his head like padded calipers. Seeing the two women, he yanked off the headphones, leaving them hanging around his neck as he planted himself in front of Vera and Irina. Flapping the fingers of his opened hands, he beckoned them to draw closer.

“Let’s have a little looky, sisters.” He was somber, frowning.

Taking Irina’s purse first, he opened it, felt around inside, his eyes fixed on her. She could hear the driving throb of a heavy metal band buzzing from the little pads of the earphones around his thick neck.

“Okay … okay … okay …” he said slowly under his breath and then dropped the purse on the floor. “Now …”

“Be careful,” Vera warned him. “You wouldn’t want me to tell Piotr you got in ahead of him.”

The bodyguard pulled down the corners of his mouth in a show of indifference.

“Turn around,” he said to Irina.

She did, and he started at her ankles and went up her legs under her dress, his, big hands massaging her thighs all the way up. At her crotch his hand paused momentarily, and then
his thick fingers dug under the tight elastic of the legs of her panties and quickly he was inside her. Irina flinched and froze. But it was not a surprise. This was routine with
mafiya
bodyguards now. Two months earlier a crime boss in Kiev had been decapitated by a woman who had hidden a small roll of piano wire there.

Withdrawing his fingers, he squeezed her buttocks quickly as he brought his hands from under her dress. Still behind her—he smelled of sour perspiration and sweet cologne—he reached around her and unbuttoned the top of her dress. Putting his hands into her bra, one side at a time, he checked the underwiring. After this he plumped his fingers around in her hair, and then pushed her away from him with a thrust of his pelvis.

She stumbled, but didn’t turn around as she put her breasts in place and buttoned her dress. As she bent down to pick up her purse and the few things that had spilled out on the floor, she could hear him searching Vera behind her. He hissed once, and Vera snapped, “Stupid bastard.”

As Irina stood and turned, Vera was squatting to pull up her panties and the guard was flapping his hand loosely at the wrist as if to dry his fingers. Vera’s face was flushed with anger.

Vera quickly straightened her dress, and the two women walked away, their heels echoing on the wooden floor of the old building, sounding melancholy in the dimly lighted hall.

“Stupid bastard,” Vera spat again, but even her practiced bravado could not hide her humiliation.

The door to the apartment was in a long, bleak corridor with wallpaper blotched with the stains of long, damp winters. At the end of the corridor a window was open to the street below, allowing the bruised glow of the White Night to fall upon the wooden floor. The sight of it suddenly brought Irina near tears, an impulse she struggled to suppress. She swallowed hard and, for a moment at least, fought off an unshakable sadness.

Vera stopped in front of her door and took a key out of her purse. She gave a little squeeze of encouragement to Irina’s hand, smiled, and then turned and unlocked the door.

In the past two months Irina had come to know Vera’s apartment very well, having cultivated the girl’s friendship to the point that she was often invited over to listen to music and
talk about their common interest in art. They entered a comfortable living room, to the left of which was a galley kitchen and a small table. In front of them was the bedroom door. To the right was a door to the bathroom, which had a second door that opened into the bedroom.

“Come on,” Vera said again, taking Irina by the hand and pulling her into the bedroom. Maikov was sitting on the edge of the bed, naked, pouring himself a drink from a half-empty bottle of American whiskey. As he looked around at them, Vera said proudly, “This is Irina.”

Irina managed a smile as her stomach began to crawl uneasily.

Maikov studied her in silence as Irina tried to read his eyes. But his mind was clouded by drink, and she saw nothing there, only a vacuum.

“How old are you?” Maikov asked unexpectedly, the glass of dark whiskey halfway to his mouth. “I don’t mean it cruelly. You are very beautiful. I just want to know.”