Retribution
Authors: Gemma James
RETRIBUTION
Copyright © 2013 Gemma James
All rights reserved.
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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Cover design by Gemma James
NOTE TO READERS: RETRIBUTION is a novella with a BDSM edge and contains material that is only suitable for adult readers. If dark and edgy erotic fiction isn’t your kind of read, you might not enjoy this story. Part three of a three-part series. These stories are not stand alone reads. For a better reading experience, I recommend beginning with ULTIMATUM and ENSLAVED, book one and two in the DEVIL’S KISS series. Approximately 21,000 words.
SUMMARY:
Kayla Sutton thinks it’s over. She now holds the leverage she believes will end her contract with her blackmailer, but Gage Channing isn’t going down without a fight. He’s turned the tables on her, cleverly making her submit under the guise of giving her a choice, and Kayla soon discovers that retribution isn’t so black and white when everyone around her has secrets.
She faced sexual servitude in Ultimatum. In Enslaved she was seduced into craving it. Now she must find the strength to either accept the part of her that craves him still, or walk away for good . . .
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
For my husband, who doesn’t enjoy reading but took the time to become invested in this story. Thanks for loving me, despite my craziness. To my kids, who understood that the headphones meant mom was at work. I have the best husband and kids in the world!
I also owe a huge thank-you to my best friend Crystal Richter. You’ve been there from the beginning tossing ideas back and forth with me. You’re the most awesome friend anyone could ask for, and I love our late night trips to the coast.
And saving the best for last! Thanks to the readers, for without whom this story would have remained in the land of obscurity. Your words of encouragement and support mean more than you know. You guys continually amaze me with how much you’ve embraced this dark world my naughty muse created. Thanks for taking a chance on my work—you guys are the best!
1. C
ONFRONTATION
Power was an interesting thing. It rose in me now, spurring me forward and stomping down the timid, scared woman Gage had molded with his thirst for domination. I clutched the manila folder—the source of my salvation—in one hand and knocked on his door.
No answer.
I pounded harder, using enough force to bruise my knuckles. The bastard was going to face me. After everything he’d put me through, he owed me that much.
“Open the door, Gage! I know you’re in there!” Another few seconds of blatant knuckle abuse passed, and I finally yanked on the handle, surprised when it turned. The evening shadows darkened his foyer, but not so much as to hide the destruction of his home. I halted, stunned as the scene in front of me gave an alarming visual. Overturned furniture littered the space, picture frames had been knocked from the walls, and glass was strewn across the hardwood floor. My sneakers crunched on a piece of lightbulb as I took a cautious step into the living room. The area opened into the kitchen, which didn’t look much better. Several dishes lay in pieces, and one of the cabinets had a gaping hole in in the dark wood.
“Gage?” Silence greeted me—an unsettling void that raised the hair at my nape. The urge to flee was strong. I was stupid for coming, especially after what he’d done the night before, but I wanted to shove what Ian had found down his throat and see him cower for a change.
A quick scan of the dining room revealed empty space. After finding the same in his bedroom, I moved on from the sight of his bed—from the memory of the night we’d spent there—and stopped at the basement’s entrance. The door stood wide open, like a cavernous mouth inviting me into the bowls of hell. I flicked on the light to chase the darkness away, and then questioned my sanity as I descended the stairs. The basement didn’t fair much better than the rest of his house. His collection of whips and paddles were scattered across the floor, and the St. Andrew’s cross had been torn from the wall.
“Go home, Kayla.”
I clenched my jaw and closed the distance between us. Looking down, I realized two things: he was still wearing the same clothes from the previous evening, and this was the first time Gage Channing had ever sat at my feet. He kept his head bowed toward the bottle of rum clutched between his hands.
“I’m not going anywhere until I’ve said this.” I threw the folder at his feet. “You’ll find enough evidence in there to send you to jail for a long time.”
“What evidence?”
“Proof of your embezzlement. How ironic that you blackmailed me for doing what you’re guilty of yourself.” I let out a bitter laugh. “Isn’t this a tidy little circle we’ve got here? You steal from your clients, I steal from you. He blackmails you, you blackmail me.” I gritted my teeth. “If I didn’t have Eve to think about, I might find some humor in it all.”
“Why are you here, Kayla?”
“The rules have changed.” I paced a few steps before stopping in front of him again. “I’m here to call a truce. End our contract, pay for Eve’s care, and I’ll consider us even.”
“Fine. You can go now.” He tipped the bottle back and took a swig.
“That’s all you have to say?” A tremor laced my voice. Dammit, I’d wanted so much to remain calm, just as cold and detached as him. He was more of a master at cold and calculating than he was a “Master” in anything else. “Look at me, Gage.”
He raised his eyes, and I reached up and unhooked the buttons of my jacket. I stood before him without makeup, wearing sweatpants and a T-shirt because anything else hurt too much. My fingers disappeared under the hem, and I inched it up, removing my clothes and watching his reaction as I revealed the welts and bruises he’d left behind.
He took another swig, and something in his expression shifted from indifferent to pained as his gaze wandered over my body. My breasts and bottom had taken the brunt of his rage, but every inch of me showed evidence of his cruelty.
“Is this why you’re hiding in that bottle? Did your conscience finally claw it’s way out of the grave?” I wouldn’t look away or back down. I wanted . . . no, I needed him to acknowledge the line he’d crossed. I tapped my foot and waited. “Dammit, say something!”
“What do you want me to say? That I’m sorry?”
“Are you?”
He sprung to his feet, so unexpectedly that I jerked back. “I’ll
never
be sorry for fucking you in front of him.” He hurtled the bottle against the wall, and the sound of shattering glass competed with the warning going off in my head. I shrank away as he advanced, but he grabbed me anyway. His hands dug into the bruises and welts. “I’d do it again and again until he gouged his fucking eyes out.”
“Let go, you’re hurting me!”
“Then stop me.” He caught me in his vice-like embrace, and his mouth crashed onto mine, his tongue infusing my taste buds with the bitterness of rum. I struggled until every ounce of strength seeped from my bones. Finally giving in, I sagged against him and submitted my mouth.
He tangled his hands in my hair and tilted my head back, and I was helpless against the lure of him, split down the middle between logic and need.
With a groan, he pushed me away and staggered back a few feet. “Go home, before I fuck you again, and no amount of crying or begging will stop me.”
“Why are you holding back now?” My voice cracked. “What’s so different?”
He collapsed to the floor and buried his head in his hands, and he said nothing. I told myself I hadn’t glimpsed a seed of remorse in his expression, that he was an ice cube underneath all that anger, incapable of feeling anything real. Problem was . . . I didn’t believe it. I’d been ready to let his actions shatter whatever I might have felt for him, but then I’d walked into his disaster zone and seen the image of a broken man.
“If there’s a speck of humanity in you, Gage”—I reached up and removed the collar—“you’ll do the right thing.”
The thin strip of leather drifted to the floor, and still, he said nothing. I dressed, and his silence followed me up the stairs and out the door.
2. D
ROWNING
I couldn’t remember the last time I’d gotten drunk, but that’s exactly what I was, and the culprit was a continuous supply of some fruity drink I found too easy to consume. It was like drinking Kool-Aid, only better. Kool-Aid didn’t give me this amazing floaty sensation; weightless and free. I didn’t have to think or feel.
Who was Gage Channing? Who was Ian? Who the fuck was I?
A persistent hand landed on my thigh, and I had to stop and think about who it belonged to. Oh, right . . . the guy who’d bought me the last round of drinks. What was his name?
Kyle?
Kevin?
I settled for calling him “Guy.” Did it matter if I remembered his name? Likely not. Nothing mattered, which was how I wanted it. Guy’s hand inched upward, and I was thankful for the ugly sweatpants I wore. He leaned in, and his beer breath overwhelmed my senses.
“Wanna get outta here, baby?”
I shook my head and stumbled to my feet, experiencing a sudden and urgent need to use the restroom.
“Hey, darlin’, where’re you goin’?” he protested.
I broke into laughter and had no clue why. “The lil girls’ room. You can’t come.”
“Aw, that’s not fair . . .”
His voice faded as I hobbled toward the bathroom. I pushed the door open and stalled at the sight of my reflection in the mirror. I looked like a zombie from a horror flick with bloodshot eyes and traces of mascara on my cheeks . . . right . . . I’d given in to a crying jag earlier. I should’ve stuck with bawling; drinking only made me look like hell, and in the end it was a temporary fix anyway. Tomorrow morning I’d feel just as miserable, if not more so. But I didn’t indulge in alcohol often, and if Gage Channing could drown his demons in a bottle, why couldn’t I?
Why do I let him get to me?
I squatted over the toilet and considered the question. I’d been prepared for all kinds of scenarios upon walking into his house. Rage, disbelief after seeing the evidence, and even his usual smugness followed by his demands, because even though I held power in my hands, surely something like the threat of jail wouldn’t cause him to back down.
I’d expected a fight, only I’d gotten my first real glimpse of remorse, and it reminded me that underneath all his complexity, Gage was still a man. I finished taking care of business and crashed through the door of the restroom. I’d hit cab status long ago, but I couldn’t bring myself to regret this foolish indulgence.
“There you are.” Guy pulled my body flush with his, and we fell against the wall outside the restrooms. His mouth and hands were everywhere, and my first instinct was to push him away . . . until I realized that I needed to know. I needed to know if someone else could spark the same all-consuming feelings in me as Gage. I pulled him closer and gripped his hair, wrapped my leg around his calf, and rubbed against the bulge in his pants. His mouth plundered mine, slick and wet and all wrong, and his body moved against me, too rough and too fast.
I shoved him away. “I can’t do this.”
“Sure you can.”
I jerked my face away as he descended again, and he slobbered on my cheek. Lifting my knee, I blindly aimed for where I knew it’d hurt most. I must have found my target, because he struggled for air. I slipped from his grasp, and his voice sounded odd as he called after me. I ignored him. In fact, I ignored everyone. Keeping my head bowed, I headed for the exit. He didn’t follow. Maybe he figured I wasn’t worth the trouble. And I wasn’t. I wasn’t worth anything. Not after what Gage had turned me into.
His whore.
Icy air hit me as I stumbled from the bar, though it was exquisite relief to my flushed cheeks. The sidewalk spun, and the brick wall of the bar blurred in my peripheral vision, as if I’d entered a funhouse . . . except the word “fun” didn’t exist in this carnival. I fell into the wall and pounded my fists against the rough texture of the brick. Who was Gage, that he could propel me to hit bottom like this? The pain in my knuckles failed to register, and that was my problem; I was attracted to things that hurt me, even now in the way I chose to unleash my anger. Finally spent, I slumped to the ass-numbing concrete and pulled out my cell. He was the last person I wanted to face . . . and the one I needed to.