She laughed. “Um, yeah, I do work in the film industry, so I’m familiar.”
“And moving around every two years to open yet another call center gets old. Sometimes I think about cashing in all my stock and opening a fly fishing store here in River Valley.”
“Are you serious?” She sat on the arm of his chair, peering at
him.
He returned her gaze. “Would you still love me if I said I was?”
“Of course I would. I might love you more, actually. Well, no,
that’s not possible.” She hesitated, running her fingers along the collar of his T-shirt. “I have an idea for something too.” She told him of her discussion with Mike about changing the mill into a factory for her cosmetic line.
“Bella, that’s really exciting. You know I could help. If you wanted.”
“Being with an MBA is so hot.”
He pulled her onto his lap. “You really think you could live here?”
“In a second.”
“I could run my little store while you turn into a cosmetic
tycoon.” He looked into her eyes. “Everything that’s happened the last couple of days—us—and then this awful mess with the police—it’s made me think a lot about what I want, how I want to spend the rest of my life. I’ve been so happy here, especially now, knowing you want to
be part of my life. The stress that comes with all this ambition doesn’t feel worth it. I’ve done it, you know, the whole corner office
thing, and I think it might be time for a change.”
“I understand. Do you think Drake would invest?”
“Maybe. The numbers are small compared to what you’re trying to do so I could fund it myself. Rent’s cheap here and I could carry
other outdoor equipment besides just fly-fishing gear. Plus, the town needs guides for the tourists and I could run that out of the shop
too.”
She shook her head, amazed at him. “You’ve really thought this through.”
“I had to think about something so I wouldn’t think about you. Which didn’t work, by the way.”
She kissed him lightly on the mouth. “I have to get to set. Don’t spend all day worrying. Peter Ball’s going to figure out what really happened. I promise.”
“Bella, if we get through this, I want to take you somewhere. Like Hawaii maybe?”
“When, not if, we get through this. And Hawaii sounds
awesome. I’ll wear my pink bikini.” She got up to go but he pulled on her hand and brought her back onto his lap.
“You’re going to marry me, Bella Webber, if it’s the last thing I ever do.”
She stared at him. “What did you say?”
“I said I want you to marry me. But this isn’t me asking you. I’m
going to ask you properly, in a way worthy of you. But you should know my intentions.”
“Benjamin Fleck, you know how to make a girl swoon. And
getting me to marry you won’t be the last thing you ever do. It’ll just be the beginning. I promise that too.”
IT WAS POUNDING RAIN
as she drove to the set; her wipers on high couldn’t keep the front or back windows clear. She was one of the first to arrive, but soon the rest of the cast and crew came in, holding coffee cups, looking tired and worried and scared. A few of the women were crying.
Poor Tiffany
, thought Bella.
If you only knew how much some of us cared.
She searched the room for Graham but he was not there.
Typical,
thought Bella.
Richard ambled to the front of the room. Bella had never seen him look as poorly as he did this morning. His clothes
looked like he’d slept in them and his bushy hair stood up like it hadn’t been combed in days. He took off his glasses and cleaned them before he began to speak in an unsteady voice.
“Gang, I don’t know how to begin to speak about this in a way
that will comfort any of us. I certainly can’t think of one way to
explain how or why a talented young person should have to go out of the
world in the way that she did. I will not pretend she wasn’t a
troubled person but she was doing her best, as we all do, day in and day out, to be better than she was the day before. It’s my understanding she
had a relapse the night she was killed. Would she have been
forgiven
by me and welcomed back into the fold? Yes. I believe in many
chances for those with good hearts, knowing from my own experience that
sobriety is not easy. Those of us with that particular addiction
struggle for it each and every day.” He looked around the silent room that seemed as if no one dared breathe. “I’ve been sober for twenty-five years. I was just a little younger than Tiffany when I took the first step into an AA meeting. Tiffany Archer was a good girl, a talented girl who struggled as I did, as I do. We’re never fully safe—each day is like the first day. Regardless of her disease, she will be missed, most especially by those of us who looked forward to seeing her triumph like Phoenix Rising in the next several months. I believe in my heart she would have. But she won’t have that chance now and I
won’t pretend like my heart isn’t broken. However, we must
continue forward, not only for the sake of all the jobs represented in this room but also because the only way to fight against evil is to live. This is all we can do. Make art. Kiss in the rain. Hold our children close.
Love hard and without restraint. So we will.” He paused, his eyes
skirting to Stefan and Gennie, who were holding hands, both in
tears. “I’ve already shared this with Stefan and Genevieve, but you should all know we’ve hired a new actress. I know it sounds beyond callous; I can hardly think of how to go on today, let alone offer Tiffany’s role, her comeback role, to someone else. But it must be done.”
His voice broke. He took off his glasses once again, wiping
under his eyes with the sleeve of his shirt. “When I cast the film there was an unknown actress who auditioned for me. She goes way back with Graham—theatre school at USC—and I would’ve given her the role if it hadn’t been for Tiffany. We’ve offered it to her now and she’s accepted.” He put his glasses back on, shaking his head. “But I cannot film for the next several days. I cannot bear it. Instead I’ll find an AA meeting, in honor of Tiffany and to ensure my own demons do not yank me over to the dark side. Tonight my wife’s arriving with our five children so that I may hug them and hold them close and take them to dinner and tuck them in for bed at night. So please, all of you—take the day off. Do something you love. Live. In honor of Tiffany’s memory. And to say, we will not succumb to the evil that wants more than anything to bring us to our knees. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever.”
In the parking lot, Gennie grabbed Bella and they hugged one another in a tight embrace. “How’s Ben?” The rain came down upon them but neither seemed to notice.
“Scared.”
“Oh, Bella, me too. And heartbroken. I think it sunk in this morning. This is real. Tiffany’s gone.”
Stefan came up behind them, his eyes sad and red. It appeared as if none of them had slept last night. He embraced her as well. “What’s your plan, Bellalicious?”
“Peter Ball’s picking me up. We’re going to poke around, see what we can figure out.”
Stefan nodded and glanced at Gennie. “Come on, sweetie, I’ll take you back to the lodge.”
Gennie nodded and took his outstretched hand. “Call us later, okay?”
Call us? Since when were they an “us”? And since when did they hold hands? Kiss in the rain,
she wished for them.
Just kiss in the rain.
***
Moments later, Peter picked her up and they headed toward town. “Like I said last night, always start with the bartenders,” he said to her. “They know everything.”
“And makeup artists,” said Bella.
They parked in the muddy lot outside Lefty’s Tavern and went inside. It was cold and empty but for a couple of drunks at the end of the bar and smelled like a damp ashtray. The walls were made of stone; there were no windows. How long had this place been here, she wondered?
Peter spoke under his breath. “Places like this always depress the hell out of me.”
“Yeah, me too.”
They sat on two barstools in the middle of the counter and waited for the bartender to acknowledge them. He was white-haired and overweight, with a red, bulbous nose. Sampled the goods too often, thought Bella. Was he Lefty?
“What’ll it be?” asked the bartender. His eyes were half-closed. Suspicious of them?
“Nothing for now,” said Peter. He pulled out his badge. “I’m a cop, looking for some information.”
“This about the actress?” He leaned against the counter with
both hands, shaking his head. “Terrible thing. But the cops have already been here. I told them everything I remembered.”
“I’m on the case as well,” said Peter. “They want us to be as thorough as possible.”
“That don’t make no sense. Why would there be more than one cop assigned to a case? That ain’t how it is on television. She a cop too?” He indicated Bella with a jut of his chin.
Bella scooted to the edge of her barstool and looked him in the
eyes. “No. Just a friend of Tiffany’s. I’m a makeup artist on the
movie set. She and I were close. I’m devastated and can’t rest until we find
her killer.” How easy it was to lie, she thought. It just rolled off her tongue. She thought of Ben, home and scared, and let her eyes fill
with tears. This must be how Genevieve did it, she thought. Just think of what you’re really sad about and let the tears come.
The bartender visibly softened. “Well, I’m real sorry to hear that. Hard to lose a friend.”
“Are you Lefty?” asked Bella, keeping her voice vulnerable.
“Oh no, that was my old man. He’s been dead twenty years already. Gave me this heap of stones that’s like a dead weight around
my neck.” He put his hands, red and chapped with short square fingers, on the surface of the bar as if he wanted to shake hands but then thought better of it, hiding them under the counter in the next instant. “I’m just plain Spike. Spike Lawson.”
“I’m Bella Webber and this is Peter Ball.”
“Wait a minute. You Annie Bell, I mean, Annie Webber’s sister-in-law?” asked Spike.
“Yes. Drake’s my brother.”
“Oh, well, anyone family with Annie is all right in my book.”
This surprised Bella. She would have thought Spike would
consider Annie competition. “You know her?”
“Sure. She and Lee Tucker been real great to me and great for this town. Brings people in here to spend money and that’s good for all of us. Plus, Annie sends me down dinner every now and again. Knows my wife died last year and that I sleep down here in my office most nights. Gotten to where I hate to go home.”
“I know how that is,” said Bella. “Hard to live alone.”
“Sure is,” said Spike. “It was a heart attack that took her. Just
like that, she was gone.” He said this as if she’d asked.
“I’m sorry.” Bella hesitated, her heart twisting. “I’ve lost so
many people.”
He nodded, knowingly. “Most folks have. Guess it’s the way of
the world.” Spike looked over at Peter, the wariness gone from his
face now. “So what do you need to know?”
“I just have a few questions for you,” said Peter, taking out his notepad. Bella noticed his gun then, just perched at his side like a cell phone or something. He was a cop. A real cop. The enormity of what happened in the last forty-eight hours hit her then. Tiffany was dead. Raped and murdered. She felt the pastries she’d eaten earlier rising to her throat. Peter glanced at her. “You okay?”
She took in several large breaths.
Keep it together
, she ordered herself,
or Peter will make you stay at home.
“Yeah, I’m good.”
“Spike, what do you remember about Tiffany that night?” asked Peter.
“Well, she came in around ten, give or take. She’d already had a few if I was to guess. Real chatty with me, like we were old friends or something. Ordered straight shots of tequila. Two of them. Drank them one after the other then went to the jukebox and put in at least ten dollars worth of music. And then came back to the bar and asked for two more shots.”
“Was it crowded for a Thursday night?”
“No, it was slow. Everybody was down at Riversong listening to Tommy’s band. It was just some of my regulars and the girl. And
two suits, sitting over in the corner, nursing beers.” He pointed at
the far corner of the bar, near the restrooms.
“Were they here when she arrived?” asked Peter.
“No, they come in right after her.”
“You recognize them?”
“No, never saw them before.”
“Did they leave before her?”
“Yeah. Sort of. They went outside, I figured to smoke, but
instead
they just stood under the awning, like they were waiting for
someone
to pick them up. After the girl left, they came in and put some
money on the table for the beers and left.”
“Did you hear anything the two men talked about?” asked Bella. “You know, to give you a clue about who they are?”
“Not really. They were quiet, didn’t seem to speak much as far as I could tell, even to each other.”
“What did Tiffany talk to you about?” asked Bella.
“Shoot, only her life story. The girl was as plastered as they
come. She told me she was an actress because I didn’t recognize her. I’m not partial to movies—I like hunting and fishing shows mostly—but anyway, she seemed real surprised by that and said she was glad to be in a bar where no one seemed to know who she was. I asked her why she wasn’t out with her movie friends and she said none of them really liked her—that they all felt sorry for her because she’d had some trouble.”
“Did she tell you what kind of trouble?” asked Peter.
“Said something about drug rehab and…” He searched the ceiling as if for answers. “What did she call it? A declining fan base. That was it. Said this movie was kind of her last chance but that the acting stuff didn’t come easy no more like it did when she was a kid. Said she wanted to quit the whole business but knew she couldn’t because of her sister.”