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“Will you two quit fucking around? I’m hungry,” Travis interrupted us.

Swinging my legs off Nathan, I sat up, while he readjusted himself. I looked down. I couldn’t help myself and noticed he was hard as hell.

“So,” I asked Nathan pointedly. “You’re going with us right?”

“Of course. As long as you let it be my treat,” he offered.

“I’m all for that bro,” Travis chimed in.

“Thanks, Nathan,” I said as I leaned over and gave him a kiss on his cheek. He grabbed me for a second and then ran his finger along my face scooping up some of the peanut butter that was there. He brought his finger to his mouth and, in the slowest, dirtiest, most sensual way, he licked the peanut butter clean off of his finger. My panties gushed and my nipples turned as hard as diamonds.

“Okay, I would like the chocolate chip pancakes, two strips of bacon and one egg over easy,” I told the waitress and she turned to the guys to see what they wanted. I took a sip of the juice

I ordered as soon as we arrived. Thank goodness I was feeling better. It was rough there for a bit.

“Hi, sweetie. What can I get you
?” she asked Travis. Lord knew she was going to need to use two sheets of paper to take his order.

“Well I’ll have an order of biscuits and gravy, the double cheeseburger,
add bacon, no lettuce or tomatoes but extra onions.” I nearly gagged, and he looked at me. “What?” He asked all innocent.

“Extra onion Travis, really?”

“I happen to like onions.” He turned his attention to the waitress. “Darla, do you all have breath mints?”

“No, hun, we don’t, but I may have a stick of gum in my purse that I can bring you.” She winked at him, and he stuck his tongue out at me.

She turned her attention to Nathan. “What can I get for you?”

“Wait a sec, Darla. I wasn’t done, not even close.” I had to laugh. He cracked me the hell up.

“You sure have a healthy appetite, young man.” She tapped the pen on the pad. “What else you got for me?”

“Um, can I get an order of onion rings.” He brought his eyes to me, and I narrowed mine at his. “And an order of buffalo wings, extra spicy, please with a side of ranch and blue
cheese. That’s it, Darla. Thank you so much.”

“You’re most welcome, sweetie. As long as you’re sure you’re going to eat it all? I hate for good food to go to waste.”

“Oh, he’s sure,” Nathan responded for him. “Darla, I’ll have an order of wings as well, spicy, blue cheese only and the French toast.” He closed the menu and handed it to her.

“Dude, that’s all you’re gonna get?” Travis’ eyes went a little round. “I know you can put away more than that.”

“Yeah, that’s it. I’ve started getting fat. Look at these love handles on me.” I didn’t waste any time placing my hands firmly on what he thought were his love handle and clearly weren’t.

“Nathan, don’t be ridiculous. You have the perfect body. In fact, everything about you is perfect.” I looked away thinking about what I just said. Damn it, he’s going to think that I’m hitting on him.

“What am I? Chopped liver?” Travis gave me his best puppy dog look. I felt something on my leg and looked down to see that it was Nathan’s hand. He squeezed my thigh, and I felt the sizzle travel through my entire body.

“No, Travis.” I reached my hand across the table and placed my hand over his. “I love you both, so much that it hurts sometimes. You two mean everything to me. Besides, what girl doesn’t love having two best friends that are hotties?” I winked at Travis to lighten up the mood.

“Okay, so I’ve decided we’re going to have operation: Get Lexi Laid. I’m going to make it my mission to find a guy for you to fuck.” He gave me his shit eating grin while Nathan growled.

“Travis, why don’t you leave this job up to me,” Nathan suggested and then folded his arms across his chest. “I have just the right guy in mind.”

I had no idea what to think about that. I wanted the right guy to be him. More than anything in this world I wished it were but, I had a feeling he had different plans for me. Plans I was sure I wouldn’t like.

My hand vibrated as I stroked my clit with my bullet and sighed out my deep satisfaction. It felt damn good. Being around Nathan all the time had only made me hornier, needier. What I really needed was for him to settle between my legs and give me what I wanted. But what I desired ran so much deeper than just a roll between the sheets. I wanted to be his everything. I wanted him to love me as much as I loved him. I’m pretty sure I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.

“Shit.” I hissed out. I had just discovered that my feelings ran a lot deeper than even I realized. This was a discovery of self-awareness for me. He was the balm to my soul. I lingered on his every word, craving his attention. I desired so much more than a simple touch from him like when he squeezed my leg. I desired everything from him.

Working my bullet even harder, I increased my speed and gripped my sheet with the other hand. I was nearing my release. My nipples were raised in hard pebbles, my pussy was so slick, and my clit was hard and throbbing.
There was a thin sheen of sweat that was layered on my body. I was completely primed and ready.

Letting out a loud moan, I felt myself start to clench up as my orgasm was nearly cresting, ready to peak and send me floating into a sea of tranquility. I needed this. Was made for this. I was a highly sexual woman. But what I needed most was to be dominated by a man and the only man starring in that fantasy was Nathan.

A sigh escaped my lips as I thought about him settled between my legs, his hand grabbing a handful of my hair pulling me hard against him, our bodies covered in sweat as we ground against one another. I imagined his big cock taking my body to places it had never been taken before.

As my hand worked my bullet harder, I was nearly ready to come and gasped when there was a knock at my door.

“Yeah?” The one word shook as I said it.

“Hey, love, can I come in?”

“Shit. Fuck. Shit,” I said under my breath as I threw my bullet in my nightstand drawer, situated my pajamas and covered myself up with my blanket. I loved that he wanted to come in my bedroom, but I wasn’t expecting him or anyone else.

“Lex,” he said as he peaked his head inside the door. “Can I come in?” He wiggled his eyebrows at me.

I tried to play it cool. I stretched my body out and let out a long exaggerated yawn. He looked at me funny and I had a feeling I was busted. I gave him my best innocent grin. “What?”

“You’re so busted, Lex.” Nathan started laughing and I had to laugh as well. “You know, I could’ve helped you out with that, so you didn’t have to use a toy.” The laughter has stopped and in its
place was a serious Nathan. “But, hey, maybe I’m not that guy. Anyway.” He stepped out of the room and came back through the door carrying a tray. I still hadn’t replied to his suggestion to be that guy. It scared me. What if he only wants me for one night? I couldn’t take that rejection from him. It would crush and consume me. It would eat me alive. What I wanted ran so much deeper than a simple crush. I was irrevocably in love with this amazing man.

I glanced up to see him carrying a tray of food with a fresh flower in a vase. “What’s this?” I asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Breakfast.” He gave me his panty dropping smile, and suddenly I’m not thinking about it being a one-time thing.

“You made me breakfast?”

“Sure did. Travis tried to help, and I had to fend him off. That would have been a nightmare. It was bad enough I had to try and cook.” He settled the tray down in front of me on the bed, and I sat up looking at everything. “Hope you like French toast. I looked up how to make it online.”

“I love French toast. Thanks, Nathan. Come here big guy.” I opened my arms wide for him and gave him a huge hug. We stay joined like that for a bit longer than I’d anticipated. Suddenly, his lips were on my neck, and he’s tracing a path of red hot heat with his tongue. I shivered at the contact as I felt my pussy clench with desire.

“Nathan,” I said rather breathlessly. But that didn’t stop him. His lips traveled up, and he nibbled on the shell of my ear. I shivered and then let out a moan. Damn him and his wicked tongue. “Nathan,” I sighed.

“What, love? Tell me what you want from me. Tell me. Say it damn it.” He pulled away from me and gazed longingly into my eyes. I could see the lust brimming behind his eyes. I was completely dumbfounded. I didn’t want to be his fuck buddy, but I didn’t know how to tell him that without professing that I was madly in love with him.

“Nath-“ I couldn’t even get out his full name.

“You know what? Forget it.” He climbed off the bed. “Don’t make any plans tomorrow night. You’re going out on a date.” He walked towards the door.

“A date with who?” I hoped he would say it was with him. I needed those words to come out of his mouth.

“You’ll see. It’s operation Get Lexi Laid, right?” He rolled his eyes and walked out of the room. I had no idea what the hell had just happened. We went from nearly fucking each other with our clothes on to him being pissed off at me. I shook my head and crossed my arms. I looked down at the breakfast he prepared for me and pushed it away. I had lost my appetite.

“Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!” Travis said as he jumped on my bed. My body bounced up and down from the constant motion. I rolled over not wanting to deal with him right now. “Babe, you gonna wake up?” He stopped jumping and climbed into bed with me. He brought his eyes to mine and gave me a stare. “What’s wrong, Lex?” He snuggled up to me as we laid face to face. Looking away, I tried to avoid his question. “Lex?” He pressed again. “I know I’m the goofy one of the trio and it’s hard to take me seriously, but what’s wrong sweetheart?”

“Urrggghh. Everything is wrong.” I blew out an exasperated breath. “I’m so frustrated right now and mad at myself.” I roughly moved the hair out of my face.

“Did I do something to make you mad?” He furrowed his brow. It was so weird seeing Travis act so serious. I found that I really liked this side of him.

“No, it isn’t you,” I said softly.

“Then what is it? Let me guess. You got your period and you’re having really bad cramps or some girly shit like that?” He wiggled his eyebrows at me. It was obvious he
was trying to lighten the mood, but it wasn’t working. My heart felt heavy at the moment. If I could just get some balls and tell Nathan how I felt, then things would be so much easier.

“Have you ever wanted something so much that when you have it in your grasp, you’re scared to reach out and grab it?”

He looked down and then up at the ceiling. “Um no. But I think I get it. You're scared of achieving what you want?”

“Yes.” It seemed like he may not have gotten it, but he surprised me. Perhaps he’s a deeper guy than I give him credit for. “I’m not torn or confused; I’m scared shitless. I’m afraid to take what I want.”

“Hmm, I’ve learned that you have to go for what you want, Lex. If you don’t, you could miss out on an opportunity that might change your life. You never know, but you have to try. If you don’t, you’ll be mad at yourself for the rest of your life.”