Run Wild (11 page)

She hadn’t dared ask before, but now the question hammered at her temples like a headache. Her gaze shifted to the unbreakable chain that bound them together, and she had to press her palms against the cool, damp earth to steady herself.

Who was this man with the cold eyes and unsettling strength and scars that bespoke years of pain? She knew he wasn’t the footpad that the marshalmen had believed him to be. But she didn’t know anything more about him.

Except that he had been willing to risk his life to escape from the law. His life, and hers.

She couldn’t blot from her mind the image of him beating Swinton with his bare hands. The way he had killed so brutally. Mindlessly.

Yet those same hands had shaken when he held the pistol. And his aim at poor Tucker had been miles off the mark. As if he’d never held a gun before in his life.

Who the devil was he?

Abruptly she turned away and busied herself tearing another strip from her petticoat for a fresh bandage.

Because some instinct warned her that she didn’t really want an answer to that question.

“Are you going to be all right?” She fought to keep her voice even.

“Aye.”

That single strained word didn’t sound very convincing. And he was bleeding, much worse than before. “I... I think I should try to close the wound somehow.”

“Give her a knife and she thinks she’s a doctor,” he muttered weakly.

She ignored him, thinking, looking around at the meager resources available—leaves, sticks, puddled water. Nothing. Less than nothing. “I could... what is the word? Cauterize it. With the flat of the knife. If I build a fire—”

“No,” he said sharply, lifting his head. “Don’t be a fool. The smoke would... lead them straight to us.”

“But if I can’t stop the bleeding, you won’t be able to keep going. And then where will you—I mean where will
we
be?”

“I’ll be fine.” He struggled to push himself up, talking through clenched teeth. “I’ll just have to—”

“I could stitch it.”

That shut him up for a second. Balanced on one elbow, he blinked at her.

Then the mocking glimmer that she was learning to hate flared in his eyes. “Yet another brilliant idea, your ladyship. And what are you going to use?” he asked between ragged breaths. “A twig and a blade of grass?”

She stared back at him with regally cool silence. Then she turned her back, not bothering to explain, and reached into her bodice.

And unpinned the small gold needle case from the place she always kept it, over her heart.

It was the only bit of her past she still owned. The only remembrance she possessed of her home, her family... her mother. She wore it every day to keep it safe from prying eyes and greedy hands. Untying the ribbon knotted around it, she unraveled the necklace and slipped the fine gold chain over her head.

The cone-shaped pendant slid down between her breasts, the richly engraved surface, burnished by generations of wear, gleaming in the sunlight. She opened the exquisitely fine clasp at the top with one fingernail, and took out a needle. One of her mother’s silver lace-making needles.

Turning around, she held it up triumphantly.

He didn’t even have the decency to look surprised, much less apologetic. “What sort of locket is that?” he asked, staring.

“It’s not a locket, it’s a needle case. Haven’t you ever seen a lady’s needle case before?”

His eyes met hers. “Haven’t spent much time among the quality.”

“Oh.” She was silent for a moment. “I see.”

The lame reply made her feel foolish, and in truth she didn’t see at all. Most ladies of gentle birth—even those of the lesser aristocracy, like herself—wore a needle case at one time or other. What kind of life had he led, what kind of world did he come from, that he could be unfamiliar with so common an item?

A life and a world, apparently, far different from the one she had been born into.

His gaze slid back down to the dangling bit of gold, the expression in those green depths not admiring or curious but simply covetous. That was the only word for it. Sam had to subdue an urge to reach up and cover her pendant.

Not to mention her décolletage. She could feel his regard as surely as if he touched her with his callused fingertips.

That strange, tingly sensation coursed through her again, unnerving her so badly she almost dropped the needle held between her thumb and forefinger.

“Now then,” she said briskly, trying to distract both him and herself. “All I need is some good strong thread.”

He looked up at her with a dubiously raised brow. “Don’t tell me—you’re an expert seamstress as well as a thief, forger, and attempted murderess?”

She shrugged. “Something like that.”

If he could be mysterious, so could she. She wasn’t about to tell him the truth.

Besides, even if he believed her, he would only laugh at her again. And she had had quite enough of that.

Concentrating on the task at hand, she cast a critical eye over his clothes—the discarded shirt and waistcoat, his snug black breeches. Plain, homespun fabrics, which would have been sewn with plain, homespun cotton thread.

She glanced down at her own garments with a disgruntled frown, realizing she was going to have to decimate either her ruined gown or petticoats a bit more. Made entirely of silk and fine lawn, edged with lace she had made herself, all had been sewn with the best silk thread, which would be stronger and more suitable for this particular purpose.

The gown was already beyond repair, spattered with mud and torn in a dozen places, her beloved lace ripped and drooping. She told herself a little more damage wouldn’t matter.

Sighing mournfully, she lifted her needle and began to unpick a seam in her sleeve, using a light touch, carefully removing the thread stitch by stitch. In a matter of minutes, she had an ample supply of pale silk spooled around her thumb.

Feeding one end through the needle, she glanced at her patient. “I’m ready. I’m afraid this is—”

“Going to hurt.” He lowered himself back down into the leaves. “What a surprise.”

Sam bit back a reply as she positioned herself beside him again. She was doing her best to help him—and her only reward was a constant stream of sarcastic comments. He had to be
the
most irksome man she’d ever met.

Perhaps he was entitled to be unpleasant because he was in pain. Perhaps. She held her tongue and her temper, took a deep, steadying breath, and went to work.

The stitching progressed fairly easily, since the wound was relatively small. She just couldn’t believe she was using one of her mother’s heirloom lacemaking needles to close a bullet hole.

The thought brought a sudden rush of memories, of a life so sweet it seemed to belong to someone else. Of a drawing room, a fire on the hearth, three women gathered around it in overstuffed wing chairs, silver needles flashing, voices filling the room with laughter, a man seated nearby smoking a pipe and smiling indulgently, content merely to watch them...

No
. Blinking furiously, she fought the tears. She didn’t dare remember. All of that was gone. Forever. The love, the laughter. Gone. It was futile to long for the life she had once lived.

There was only now. Today. Survival.

And this stranger, this maddening rogue, whose life had been tangled up with hers by a trick of fate and a chain of iron.

He didn’t flinch even once, didn’t make a sound as she worked. As if he were made of iron himself.

“All done.” She finished the stitching and tied off the thread, then cleaned the needle, using the scrap of fabric she had torn from her petticoat. She placed it safely back in her needle case. “It looks like this will stop the bleeding.”

She reached for his shirt, intending to make another bandage of the ragged remains.

But his hand shot out and he snatched it away from her. Pushing himself up to a seated position, keeping his back to her, he pulled it on, slowly, being careful of his new stitches.

She sat back on her heels, frowning. “You’re welcome.”

He remained stonily silent.

Fine. So he wasn’t big on gratitude.

She decided to make one last attempt at being civil. “I suppose we have to call one another something,” she ventured. “You may call me Miss Delafield.”

It wasn’t her real name; it was the one she’d chosen after leaving London. She’d taken the name of the first parish she’d come to.

It was the traditional way that orphans were named.

“I’m not of a mind to be sociable,” he muttered.

Irked to the limit of her patience, she stood up and stalked around to stand in front of him, the chain clattering. “Surely you must have a name. You could always make something up. Or would you prefer that I call you something simple like—”

He hadn’t finished buttoning his shirt.

Her eyes locked on a scar in the center of his chest.

“—Beelzebub.”

The word died on her lips, a shocked whisper, as she stared at that mark.

He’d been branded. With the symbol of a pitchfork. A three-pronged pitchfork, burned right into his chest, right over his heart.

Her legs went weak, threatened to crumple beneath her. She recognized that mark. Knew what it meant. Everyone in England had heard the horrible tales. Nannies still used them to frighten children into behaving.

He was a survivor of one of the prison hulks. Derelict navy vessels that had been anchored in the Thames, stuffed with the worst offenders to relieve prison overcrowding. The men aboard had been treated like animals by their Royal Navy overseers.

But that had been... Good Lord... more than two
decades
ago. Riots in 1720 had ended with most of the hulks at the bottom of the Channel. Scores of prisoners and guards dead. Dozens of the worst offenders on a rampage in London. The experiment had never been tried again.

Depending on how old the rogue was now...

He would’ve been only a boy.

By God’s sweet mercy
. She slowly lifted her gaze to his face.

He remained utterly still, his hands frozen over a button in the middle of his shirt, his expression unreadable, his features pale and strained from the surgery.

But the eyes boring into hers blazed, hot with some emotion she could not name.

She blurted the question in a frightened whisper before she could stop herself.

“Who the devil
are
you?”

His lips thinned to a grim line. She thought he wouldn’t answer her.

But after a heartbeat he did.

“Someone you’re better off not knowing.”

His cool tone sent renewed fear sliding down her spine like a single drop of ice water.

He finished buttoning his shirt with studied casualness and put on his waistcoat.

Sam swallowed a gulp of air past her dry, tight throat.
Someone you’re better off not knowing
. It was an understatement. It was a warning. She didn’t dare ask any more questions. She already knew far more than she wanted to know about this man who was chained to her by eighteen iron links.

He would kill without conscience. He cared about no one but himself. And he had evidently learned those traits—and God only knew what else—in one of the most vile gaols in the history of England.

And for the moment, her life depended on him.

Her gaze still locked with his, she remembered a lesson she’d learned very early when she’d been forced to turn thief.

Keep their eyes busy, and your hands can get away with anything.

Kneeling, she picked up the scrap of her petticoat she had set aside earlier. “Can’t leave anything behind that might help the lawmen track us,” she said calmly.

Using the same hand, she picked up the knife from where she had dropped it in the leaves, slipping both the blade and the fabric into the deep pocket of her skirt.

He didn’t appear to notice, struggling to get to his feet. He studied the sun, a red streak just visible along the horizon through the trees.

“There’s still daylight left.” He braced one hand against a tree, breathing hard, and glanced down at her. “Might as well put it to good use.”

She still crouched in the leaves, her heart beating so hard she couldn’t speak for a moment. “Yes.”

“Then let’s keep moving.” A shadow of that cynical grin curving his mouth, he extended a hand to help her up. “After you, Miss Delafield.”

~ ~ ~

Like masts in a harbor, trees towered around them, tall and silent. Nicholas guessed that he and his newly quiet companion had been walking for another hour, perhaps more. He couldn’t be sure. He was losing track of time, his senses blunted by loss of blood, exhaustion, pain.

The bullet wound in his left shoulder throbbed and burned. He hoped he wasn’t getting blood poisoning, he thought with a flash of black humor. He didn’t want to die while he had a length of pretty lemon-colored silk stitched into his hide.

That was no way for a notorious ex-pirate to make his grand entrance into hell.

The entire forest seemed quieter as night approached. Or maybe it was just the incessant clanking of the accursed chain that made everything else seem muted by comparison. The dying sun cast lengthening shadows across the forest floor, the low light swathing everything in a smoky haze, including the slender figure walking a pace ahead of him.

Miss Delafield.

Nicholas stared at her back, not sure what bothered him most: the throbbing ache in his left shoulder, the clatter of the shackles as they trudged through the woods, the unwelcome feeling of weakness that made him want to drop to the ground and sleep...

Or the fact that he had let her keep the knife.

He couldn’t puzzle out
why
he had allowed her to keep it. He had no reason to indulge her. It didn’t make sense. Bad enough that she was impulsive and headstrong and nervous around him as a cat on a storm-tossed brig. Now she was armed as well.

Grimacing, he tried to tell himself there was no harm in it. Let her think she had outwitted him. Let her have some sense of security, however false. It might make her less argumentative, less troublesome, and he was all in favor of that.

He shifted his gaze away from her stiff back and squared shoulders, away from that tangle of flaxen hair that tickled generous, swaying hips.