Ruthless: A Bad Boy Mafia Romance (19 page)

Epilogue
Carmen - Four Years Later

"
A
party at the mansion
?" I asked, shaking my head as Mariana and her 'little sister' Isabella danced around the room. Practice was over, and I wiped the sweat from my forehead as I watched the two play. "You know, every time someone has a birthday party here, strange stuff happens."

"Oh come on Carmencita, you only turn thirty once," Adriana said as she watched her niece and my daughter play. She was ferrying Mariana while Luisa was busy working. "You know, I kinda feel bad that Johnny lost interest in this."

"He's like his father," I said with a laugh. "That boy fell in love with martial arts from the first time he got on the mat. It's okay though. I'm still holding out hope for Bobby."

"I'm amazed you bounced back from having another baby so quickly," Adriana said. "I mean, it's been what, two months since you had him? And yet you're already back to dancing again. How do you do it?"

"The same way you did,” I replied. "You're looking pretty slim for two months postpartum yourself. I guess having husbands that rev our motors into overdrive constantly helps."

"Why does Uncle Dante rev your car into overdrive?" Mariana asked, stopping and tilting her head. "Your car is old. It's going to break."

Adriana and I exchanged barely swallowed laughs and a choked comment. Mariana had very good ears. "Never mind, Mari. You ready to go see Mommy and Daddy?"

"Can we go too, Mommy?" Isabella asked. "I wanna swim in the pool!"

"I think we can arrange that, Bella," I said. "You two go get changed, though, I’m not taking you to see Carlo in dance tights. Now hurry, before you find out I'm still a mean dance teacher!"

The girls disappeared into the back, toward the new changing room, running past the picture that hung on the wall. It was of the Dreamstyle Dance children's team, doing a show at a Mariners game during the seventh-inning stretch. Mariana was near the middle, a huge grin on her face as the camera caught her in perfect mid-jump, her feet curled behind her until they nearly touched her head. She wouldn't be a competitive dancer much longer. She was growing like a weed and would be tall like her mother, but she loved to dance, regardless of whether she was built for a career in ballet or not. In some ways, a lot like her teacher.

"So are you going to defend your title?" Adriana asked quietly as the girls left. "You know, being three-time AADP champions would pretty much engrave your legacy in stone around there."

I shook my head, smiling. "Nah. It's time to turn the competition work over to the kids, and helping the others reach their dreams. Besides, I'm not going to be eligible anyway, and Dante’s so busy with Daniel at the security company."

"That they are," Adriana admitted, chuckling. "Admit it, you were geeking out as much as I was when our husbands worked security for Leo DiCaprio."

"A bit," I admitted, “And he's why I'm not going to be eligible for the AADP anymore though."

"Oh? Come on, spill the beans. If not, I'm going to bug you the entire party until you do, or until Luisa throws me in the pool."

"Not with that belly of hers. She looks like she's got a basketball under that shirt nowadays. Two for her and Tommy now too. But you asked, so I'll tell. He's got a project coming up, one of his period pieces, and there's a scene where he has to dance with Margot Robbie. So guess who got hired to be not only their coach, but also the dance choreographer?"

Adriana thumped the table and laughed. "That's amazing! When is it?"

"Three months from now. I got the contracts in the mail yesterday. With that, I was thinking of maybe relocating Dreamstyle. Still in Seattle, but a bigger building, better locker rooms, a place that actually has a shower."

Adriana shook her head. "Are you crazy? This little spot has heart and history. How'd we be able to recreate all that in a new place?"

"Well, Dante and I could have sex on the dance floor in the new place too. It's worked twice for kids."

Adriana laughed and shook her head. "Yeah, well if you do that, we're all going to be in trouble. There’s enough little ones running around here already. So you'll be there Friday for the party?"

I chuckled, and nodded. "Okay, I'll be there. Just tell Luisa her brother isn't invited. But yeah, I'll be there."

Adriana smiled and left, and I called to the back. "Ready to go girls? You hurry, maybe we can talk Grandma Margaret into some ice cream."

The cheer from the back was unanimous, and I heard a rustle of bags. Before they burst out, I turned and looked at the two nearly identical trophies that backed my front desk. Two-time national champions, ballroom division. The only differences were the years, and the names on the trophies, with the first one saying "Carmen Esperanza and Dante Degrassi," while the second said, "Carmen & Dante Degrassi."

A small difference, but all the difference in the world.

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Preview - Revenge: An Enemies to Lovers Romance
by Lauren Landish

Coming in the not-so-distant future! (As early as late September). This has been a year-long project and is going to be a 3 book series,
and
the entire series will be released at once. Here is a 3 chapter preview of the first book.
*Warning* Jackson will come across as a pompous, arrogant asshole, but by the end of the book, he will win you over! As always, anything here is subject to change before publication.

Chapter 1

Katrina

R
ed
...He likes red. I chose this dress carefully, making sure to pick one that would be both classy and slutty at the same time. The fabric is skintight, and I can't wear anything except for a G-string underneath, not even a bra. He'll notice for sure. Jackson always notices a woman's breasts. Mine aren't the biggest, but that's okay. He has a thing for nipples, and I've been told mine are perfect.

Next come the silk thigh highs. The dress has a slit that goes almost all the way up my right leg, revealing a lot of thigh. He'll notice the lace top, and the fact that I'm wearing something other than pantyhose will draw his attention. I put less care into selecting the heels I'll be wearing. We'll be in a car for most of what I have planned for him, so they're what I'd consider reasonable. They're just meant to draw attention to my calves, so the heels are only three inches. I like my calves. They're pure muscle, and extremely defined from all the training I do.

Now is the hard part, the wig. I don't want Jackson recognizing who I am at first, so securing my naturally brown hair underneath this platinum blonde wig is vital. I want this hair to look like it really belongs to me and not a wig. It's why I spent nearly as much money on the wig as I did on the dress, and I've practiced multiple times with the spirit gum to make sure it all looks natural. My eyes...well, blue eyes go with blonde hair all the time, but the false eyelashes I'm wearing can partially hide my eye color for awhile. A little bit of makeup will help soften my jawline. I've increased my food intake over the past few days, trying to add a little bit of body fat--at least enough that you can't see my jaw muscles flexing when I chew. I don't give a shit, since I like my body the way it is,but Jackson likes women with a little more meat on their bones. I'm glad at least I keep my hair short, not quite butch short, but it's still considered short for a woman. I don't have time to deal with that shit...I've got other issues to deal with.

Okay. Dress, stockings, shoes by the door, hair...check. As for makeup, I'm going with sultry and dark eye makeup to help my eyes look larger, more doe-eyed. I made sure to spend extra time on my eyeliner, because when I make my big reveal I want Jackson to know exactly who I am. I know he remembers my eyes. The lipstick I'm wearing matches my dress. Everything I'm wearing practically screams, 'Fuck me, Jackson DeLaCoeur!'.

I look at myself critically in the mirror. The woman staring back at me isn't Katrina Grammercy, the twenty-two year old orphan whose parents were ripped from her by a car bomb a decade ago. She isn't the Katrina Grammercy who did nothing but sob for weeks, living in a haze for months. That woman never heard the rumors, never had to learn that her best friend's father, Peter DeLaCoeur, had orchestrated the whole thing. I stare at my reflection, and I don't see any traces of the woman who swore vengeance on the DeLaCoeurs, the woman who no longer goes by Katrina, just Kat.

Instead, what I see is exactly what I want Jackson to see. He might have been my best friend ten years ago, but a lot can happen in ten years. The Jack DeLaCoeur I knew is gone. Jackson has followed in his criminal father's footsteps--partying, fucking, and ruining people's lives. While Jackson may not have had anything to do with my parents' death, this is the only way to put my plan in motion. Besides, I'm leaving him alive. That's better than what his father did to my parents.

Thinking about the bombing, the way the fireball rolled across the concrete ceiling and stained the parking garage by the convention center, singeing my hair even though I was fifty feet away, the smell of everything burning...knowing my parents were trapped inside, and I couldn't do anything but watch helplessly....

I shake my head. I can't let the blackness overtake me, not right now. I can't afford it. Before it sinks its eagle claws into my brain again, I go over to my dresser to retrieve a small plastic bottle. This isn't on any medical directory in the world, but this special concoction my herbalist connection makes for me works wonders. It's got GABA, a little THC extract, and some Chinese shit I can't even pronounce. Unscrewing the top of the bottle, I shake out four capsules. They look like rabbit food—little pellets of grass trimmings and yellow pollen sitting in my hand. I down them with a glass of water, then grimace. They taste like rabbit food, too. I lie down on my bed, the cheap springs creaking in complaint despite the fact I only weigh one hundred and twenty-five pounds. The bed's a piece of shit, but it's all the bed I need.

I made sure to leave myself enough time for this next part, and I close my eyes, starting my meditations.

There is no peace. Peace is a lie.

Freedom is a lie.

Happiness, love, and the future...are lies.

The rage is the truth. Rage gives me power.

Anger gives my power focus.

I have my target.

Rage...Power...Anger...Focus.

DeLaCoeurs...Vengeance is mine.

I
t takes
me fifteen minutes exactly to run through my meditations until I'm calm and my pills kick in. I sit up and double-check my outfit, noting that everything's still in place. Good. My training is still strong. I am still strong.

I go to my dresser again and pick up my work phone. It's a cheap prepaid burner, and I make sure to switch out the SIM cards every four days on a rotating basis. I take a deep breath, then punch in the number to reach Domino. That's not his real name of course, but he lets me call him that. He understands my need for secrecy, as well as the meaning behind the nickname I've given him. Once I tip him over, the domino effect starts.

“Domino? Yeah...yeah, it's me, Mercy. Yeah, you still want those pics of Jackson DeLaCoeur, right? Come on, Domino. You know once you break a scandal on the Big Easy's biggest playboy, you'll have a ton of website hits, and that's just the minimum. You know you can even sell some print copies if you work the angle right...Yeah, okay, I'm not gonna tell you how to do your fucking job, but I'll do mine. So you gonna be there, or not? If not, I can always call up Vicki at the Picayune. No? You know if you aren't there, I'm gonna come after you next...okay. That's right, Riverwalk, the event tonight. Don't sweat it, he'll be there. You'll get your money's worth and then some. Fine.”

I hang up with Domino, and place a second call, this time to Vicki. She's probably going to be there anyway, but it doesn't hurt to make sure that she's cued in. Domino's going to be expecting it anyway, and I'll let them jockey for the best position for the pics themselves. They're both vultures, but at least they're useful vultures.

I swap out the SIM card on my burner, and slide it into my tiny clutch along with a few other essentials. I also make sure to grab a pair of sunglasses for my getaway. Putting on my shoes, I check myself one more time in the mirror, then nod. “I hope you're ready, Jackson. Because tonight...I start to get my vengeance.”

* * *

Jackson

S
he's moaning
, her caramel-kissed skin dotted with sweat in the muggy New Orleans afternoon heat, begging me to fuck her, fuck her harder...give it to her the way she needs it.

“Oh Jacky, oh God baby, you're going to make me...Jackkkkkyyy...”

Her pussy tightens around my cock, and she's not faking it. I can tell that for sure. I've been pounding her like a machine for I don't know how many minutes, and she's barely coherent at this point. It's easier now to detect the syrupy accent of her native Acadian Creole, but I'm already bored with her. She might be beautiful, and she might be a student at Tulane, but this girl just isn't a good fuck. Besides, I hate being called Jacky. Jack—I guess that's okay, even though that's what I went by as a kid. Jackson's better. But never Jacky.

I speed up a little more. I close my eyes and let my fantasies push me over the edge so I can come. All glove, of course. I wouldn't give her the gift of my come even if I believed her story about being on the pill. I can't take that chance.

She collapses on the bed next to her friend. The other girl's been passed out for a good ten minutes by my estimate—I played with her for awhile, but she didn't have my stamina. They never do. I pull out and slide the condom off before taking it to the bathroom. I make sure to rinse it out in the sink before I flush it down the toilet. I'm not taking any risks. I don't need some gold digger saying I knocked her up or any stupid shit like that.

I rinse off my face and look in the mirror. My last shave's still holding up, so I'm not looking too bad. I can probably get by with just rinsing off quickly before I need to get ready for the charity event. But not here. This bathroom fucking sucks.

I go back into the bedroom and see both of the girls sprawled out across the bed, completely passed out. Earlier I'd considered taking one of them with me to be my arm candy for tonight's event, but looking at them now...that's a hard nope. I grab the bed sheet from the floor and cover them up. When they wake up, the house staff will see to them and show them out.

I leave the spare bedroom, walking down the hallway toward my room when I hear a disgusted cough behind me. “For fuck's sake,
niichan
, can you at least put on a robe after you get done?”

I turn around and see my half-sister Andrea behind me. Her almond-shaped eyes betray her mother's Japanese heritage, although her eyes are the characteristic DeLaCoeur sapphire blue. “Why, Andi? It's not like you haven't seen it before.” I smirk.

“So? That doesn't mean that I
want
to see it,” she says crossly. Andrea hates it when I call her Andi. She wrinkles her nose. “Besides, it's not that big.”

“Bullshit,” I brag, looking down. “I know your exes, Andrea. And none of them have what I've got.”

“What's that, an ego bigger than your dick?” she retorts. “Seriously Jackson, you can swing that meat around me all you want, but I'm not interested. Even if you weren't my half-brother, I'm never going to be interested.”

“Right,” I reply, turning around to head for my room and giving her a nice view of my ass along the way. I'm not seriously interested in Andrea. We've butted heads for far too long. Even if we weren't related, her personality really turns me off. Still, it's fun to needle her every once in awhile.

I shower in my own bathroom quickly before I start to get ready. Running my hand along my jaw and feeling the stubble there, I decide to shave a bit after all. A quick trim with my electric razor, some aftershave, and I'm good to go.

I go back out into my bedroom and start to get dressed. I throw on a pair of boxer briefs and decide on a moisture-wicking undershirt since the humidity here in New Orleans is no joke. After buttoning up a white dress shirt, I'm ready for my tux now. It's a Gucci with a shawl collar, but in a lighter fabric appropriate for the climate. I'm skipping a cummerbund today. I don't need that fussy bullshit. Plus it's just more that some lucky girl will have to take off. I take the time to put on a silk bow tie though. That's definitely classier than some damn cummerbund.

I check my shoes, and head out after slipping my billfold into my jacket pocket. I go downstairs and ring for Mike, my chauffeur. “Yo Mike, I'm ready.”

“And the young ladies, sir?” Mike's from Boston, so there's a hint of Southie in his speech, but he's actually been trained in England. It sounds impressive, but what it really means is that he has all the stuffiness you'd expect from a driver born and bred in London. He's worked for my family since I was in elementary school though, so I don't know why he won't just unclench his asshole around me already. “Are they not coming with us?” he asks politely.

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