Authors: Alexandra Duncan
“What's that?”
“I don't know. A city, I think.”
I think on the colonies and outposts the men have come back telling us about. Little clusters of airtight buildings surrounded by fields of solar panels, nitrogen pumps, and domed dioxide converters. Even with Earth close packed as it is, could it be so hard to find a person once you've got it narrowed down to a single city?
“We send out a call to her?” I ask. “Is that what you've got in mind?”
Iri looks uneasy. She shakes her head.
“What then?”
Iri hesitates.
“You can't mean . . .” I recoil. I think I know what Iri means to do. “Oh, no.”
“Only for a little bit, Ava.”
“No.”
“Don't you hear? They've got the whole station looking for us. They could be listening if we send out a call. The only way to reach her safe is to go there. Go groundways. I heard some of the men talking once on how you can rent out a slot on a ferry ship. You can pay to keep your name hidden, even.”
“No,” I say again. “Iri, what are you thinking? We can't.” As if in warning, the lights above us power down, leaving us in darkness. We've been still too long.
“Look how we are without the ship,” I say. Winded and lead boned, ready to cave to the Earth's call. “Going groundways might kill us.”
Or worse
.
“The so doctor's daughter bears it,” Iri says quietly. She knows the Word as well as I.
But who knows what living groundways has done to the so doctor's daughter, how it's changed her? Is she still even a woman, or do you have to become something else to bear the Earth beneath your feet?
“No, Iri,” I say into the dark. “Please, no.”
She touches my arm. “It's the only way I can figure, Ava.”
“We can sign ourselves on a work detail with one of the industrial shippers. Or hire out here for some duties, doing cleaning or what. Or beg our way onto a new crewe. I heard Jerej say one time the Nau crewe's too interbred. They need womenâ”
“Aviso de seguridad,”
the woman's smooth voice interrupts, rounding into its next language cycle.
Iri huffs. “No shipper's going to hire us with that over our heads, and no crewe will take us either, not even the
Nau
. You forget, you're dead as much to them as to the
Parastrata
. And I'm no prize as a wife either, especially on a crewe desperate for birthers.”
She glances down at her flat stomach and pulls her eyes away before she thinks I see. But I do. I see. It pains her. The weight of what Iri has done in saving me falls on me. She's given up any chance of marrying again, given up all chance of trying for smallones, and all for me.
“I'll do it.” I hear myself say the words. “I'll go.”
Iri and I climb out of the service shaft into the passenger tier. The world tips again as gravity realigns itself, but I'm ready for it this time. We slip into the crowd pushing its way along the concourse. Men and women walk freely here, and we melt into the flow of print silks and hyperbaric suits, dark skin and pale. I look for Jerej and the Watches. No sign of them, not yet at least.
“Avis de sécurité.”
Doors line both sides of the concourse, each with a desk or booth stationed beside it. A dark-skinned woman with a burst of gold-tipped black curls, a white shirt cut to show off her collarbone, trousers, and knee-high boots sits by the nearest one, splay-legged on a chair. Behind her, a latchport joins her short-range sloop to the station. She tracks us a few paces out of the corner of her eye, expertly cracking a nut between her palm and the flat of a long knife. She crumbles the shell to the floor and pops the meat into her mouth. A deep, puckered scar trails down the side of her nose and interrupts her red-painted mouth on one side. I press closer to Iri.
“There,” Iri says. She steers us to a set of booths before the gangway to a fat passenger ferry. A ghostly image of a comet circling a planet rotates above the booths, and the woman on the other side of the glass wears the same symbol pinned to her lapel. She is all clean and smooth. Her dark hair shines, her lips shimmer an eye-aching pink-orange, and soft glitters and pigments dust all the planes of her face.
“Welcome to Hyakutake Stellar Transit.” The woman leans forward with a smile. “Our service is simply stellar! Where can we fly you today?”
“M-Mumbai,” says Iri.
The woman shakes her head, but her smile doesn't falter. “I'm sorry, I didn't understand. Where would you like to go?”
“Mumbai,” I blurt out.
She shakes her head again. “I'm sorry, I didn't understand. Where would you like to go?”
I narrow my eyes. Something is off, the way her hair bobs exactly the same each time she shakes her head, the same lilts and dips on the same words.
“A hologram,” I say, and as I say it, I notice the faint transparency of the woman's shoulders. I step to one side, and she shrinks flat in the glass.
Iri nods as if she knows this already. “Mumbai,” she repeats, clear and confident.
“Transit to Mumbai will require overland transport from landing point: Dubai International Spaceport,” the hologrammed woman says. A transparent map springs up in the top corner of the glass, showing the overland path the hologram proposes in glowing blue. “Would you like to book overland passage now or when you arrive?”
“What's the cost?” Iri says.
The woman shakes her head again and smiles. “I'm sorry, I didn't understand. Please say ânow' or âwhen I arrive.'”
“Now,” Iri says, sharp in her hurry. She checks over her shoulder. “What's the cost, please?”
“Your ticketing options are displayed here.” The projection gestures to her left, and a long pattern of columned symbols expands above her hand. Sparse Vs and As scatter through the words, but they do me no good.
“Please select your preferred pricing choice by touching the screen.”
A toneless overhead voice slips itself between us, a soft warning.
“JÄng bà o . . .”
I look at Iri, worried. Her lips press thin. “We need someone live,” she says to me. She scans the crowded concourse. “Some small boat, someone we can bargain with.”
“I'm sorry, I didn't understand.” The hologram shakes her head again and smiles.
“Never mind. Cancel.” Iri waves her hand at the hologram. “We don't . . . cancel.”
The lines of symbols fade, leaving only the woman projected in the glass. “Thank you for considering Hyakutake Stellar Transit for your travel needs.” She freezes with her chin slightly tilted, smiling mouth wide.
We slink away. Iri's eyes dart from ship to ship. No one manning the ticketing carrel of the midsized utilitarian carrier, only another hologram. A tall man with a shaved head glaring out at us from beside a needle-nosed transport. An older woman steeped in fuel and alcohol fumes sitting by the last ship.
Iri creeps up to the man, head bowed in respect. “Please, so, we could book passage?”
He chews something slowly, looking her over. “Can you pay?”
Iri opens a fold of her cloth bundle to display the treasures she robbed from the
Parastrata
.
The man plucks up one of the coins and rubs it with his thumb. A smudge of green wears off on his skin. He tosses it back to Iri with a look of disgust. “Credit only.”
“Please, so, those are bride coins,” I put in.
“Worthless is what they are,” he says. “What, you think I can fuel a ship on rags and moldy coins?”
Iri shrinks as though he's slapped her. I start to speak back, but she loops her arm through mine and hurries us away. We stop in the center of the concourse. People elbow around us, dodge us as we stand like stone, Iri's treasures cradled between us.
“We can't go arguing, calling eyes on ourselves.” She shakes her head over the bundle. “I thought it was worth something.”
“Me too.” We've never not been able to get something through trade with the other crewes or one of the colony outposts. Could the people close in to Earth really be this different from us?
How do you bargain with them?
I look up, over Iri's shoulder. The woman with the knife has her head cocked in our direction again, the scar down her face making her expression unreadable.
Iri sees me looking. She turns. “Her?” She spins back around to me. A smile picks at the corners of her mouth. “Perfect, Ava. Good watching.”
“No, wait, Iri.” Something about the scarred woman makes me uneasy. Mercies know what walking on the Earth has done to her, if it's made her mind and soul as malformed as her face. In the oldgirls' stories, you can always read the map of someone's soul by her looks. I try to catch Iri, but she slips out of my grasp and strides up to the woman.
I hang back, unsure. The knife woman looks from Iri to me, back to Iri. Iri waves her free hand in circles, holds it out, pleading, and proffers the stolen bundle. The woman takes it, weighs its heft in her hand, and looks back at me.
Iri follows her gaze. “Ava, come.” She waves me closer, new hope simmering in her eyes.
I hug my arms across my chest, duck my head, and walk quick to Iri's side. I scan the crowd for signs of the Watches and step light, in case I have to run again.
“This is Captain Guiteau.” Iri says. She puts her arm around my shoulders and speaks to the scarred woman. “You see, we're neither of us much heavy.”
The captain hands the bundle back to Iri, but she keeps her eyes on me. “I don't doubt it. But this is only a mail sloop, ladies. Now, if you've got packages, or you want me to take any of that down to the surface . . .” She nods at Iri's armful of cloth. “That I can do. Certified delivery.”
When she speaks, only the right side of her mouth moves, the undamaged side. The corner sliced by the scar stays stiff, making her every word a grimace. It was some bad, whatever made this cut. I look away quick so she won't see me staring.
“Please.” Iri tries again, quietly. “There's a woman we know groundways what can give you more, if you only take us to her. Just a space on the cargo floor, that's all I'm asking.”
Captain Guiteau shakes her head. “I can't put live people in my cargo hold. It's not temperature regulated, much less space tight. I'm not landing with two dead bodies mixed up in my delivery.”
“Please, so captain . . .”
The handheld clipped to the captain's belt crackles to life. “Security alert . . .”
Captain Guiteau flicks her eyes down to the handheld. She looks at me and deliberately switches it off. “What's down there you need so bad?” She folds her arms across her chest.
The words won't leave my mouth. I look to Iri.
“Her . . . ” Iri searches for the word. “Her
modrie
. Her mother's sister.”
My mother's sister. I've never heard it put together that way, what the so doctor's daughter was to my mother. My mind fumbles, trying to fit the words with my memories.
My mother's sister. My blood modrie. Maybe she come an' snatch you 'way
.
Captain Guiteau watches me. I look away and stare blindly at the crowd. Only a day or two ago, so many people pressed together made me feel near drowned, but now it's easier to watch them flowing up and down both sides of the concourse, like fish moving together. I watch their heads bobbing. Bird's-eye black and white and brown and red. I stop. Red. I try to tie my thoughts together. Red. A cluster of red hair surging along the edge of the crowd.
I clutch Iri's arm. She follows my gaze and sees what I've seen. My father and Jerej, tense with purpose, and a whole party of flame-haired men fanning out through the crowd.
“Run, Iri,” I whisper. I grip her hand and tug.
“Wait!” the captain calls.
Iri hesitates.
No. Go, we've got to go
. I pull her.
Captain Guiteau's eyes flick from me to Iri, Jerej to my father, the Watches to me. I can see her mind making its final rotation, all the pieces falling into their lines.
In that moment, my father turns. He sees me, sees Iri. He shouts at Jerej over the steady shuffle and hum of the crowd. Some of the passengers slow and stare, more and more eyes snapping on to us. Any moment they'll come shoving through the crowd and drag me and Iri back to the
Parastrata
's coldroom, but Iri waits, her eyes locked on the captain of the mail sloop. Time slows. My father thrusts a gaping passenger aside. Jerej signals the other men with a wave of his arm.
The captain purses her mouth. Decides. “I can take one.”
Iri doesn't hesitate. “Ava. Take Ava.” She thrusts the bundle of cloth at me and pushes me into the captain's arms. “Run. Go now.”
“Butâ” I stare dumbly at the bundle.
Captain Guiteau locks a hand around my wrist. “This way.” She tucks her long knife inside her belt and pulls me after her to the latchdoor joining her ship to the station, wrenches it open. “Quick, now.”
I turn in time to see my father tackle Iri to the ground. Her chin smacks the floor hard, a sound like an egg cracking. “Soraya Hertz,” Iri shouts. Blood coats her teeth. “Your modrie, her name is Soraya Hertz. Don't forget!”
The captain pulls me through the door. It swings shut and locks with a
fisss
, but not before I catch sight of Iri struggling on the floor beneath three men, while a crowd of open-mouthed travelers looks on.
“Iri!”
I nearly break free, but the captain is fast and stronger than me. “Come on, fi. There's nothing you can do for her.”
“But . . .”
“She wanted this.” Captain Gitueau spins me around so our eyes meet. “You understand? She wanted you to get away. Now we've got to
get away
. So we run.” She releases my arm.
I run.
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