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Authors: Antoinette Stockenberg

Tags: #Romance, #Contemporary

Pete and the plumber left, and Wendy was able, at last, to serve supper. She still cooked most nights, just as she still worked in the bookstore on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. She found that she had a desperate need to soldier on in her routine until she absorbed the enormity of what had happened to them. Quite simply, it hadn't sunk in yet.

"New recipe," she announced as she set a platter of sliced meat loaf in front of her husband. "It has portobello mushrooms in it just for you, rich man," she teased.

She had put out cloth place mats, too, today, instead of the laminated. And the larger-sized paper napkins instead of the lunch-sized. If Wendy had had her druthers, that's how she would have approached their new wealth: in tiptoe steps instead of a flying leap.

"Meat loaf?" Jim blinked at the platter. "This is the best we can do? Meat loaf?"

Tyler
was also looking askance at the meat, but for different reasons. "It looks lumpier than regular. What are those dark things in it?"

"Those are the mushrooms. People say they taste like steak. Try a slice."

She may as well have been feeding her son deep-fried tarantulas.

"Why can't we just have hamburgers like everyone else?" the boy muttered as he slid the spatula under an end piece. He took a tentative bite. His nose scrunched up and the corners of his lips, like two thumbs, turned down in rejection. "It doesn't taste like steak; it tastes like soot," he said flatly. "If these mushrooms are so expensive, why didn't you just buy steak?"

Sighing, Wendy said, "To torture you, honey; why else?"

"You know, Wen, he has a point. Why
didn
't
you just buy a steak? Why go to all the trouble with some fancy recipe? Beef is beef. We can get mad cow disease either way."

"Very funny, mister. Eat." But she was hurt, and she let it show.

Instantly remorseful, Jim said, "C'mon, hon; you know I was only kidding."

Her husband had an arsenal of half-smiles that were very effective in smoothing the raised prickles on her skin. He used one of those smiles on her now as he raised a huge forkful of meat loaf to his mouth, chewed, considered, swallowed, and said, "I'd rather have this than filet mignon any old day."

Tyler
pretended to stick his finger down his throat.

Wendy wasn't sure if her son was reacting to Jim's lie, the meat loaf, or both; all she knew was that, as usual, she was outnumbered. Father and son routinely took sides against her. It could be an interesting challenge at times; but this wasn't one of them.

"Listen," she said, only half in irony, "I don't like being rich any more than the next guy. But you won that money, and we're stuck with it, and until I get used to it, you're going to have to humor me. Now shut up—both of you—and eat your supper."

Tyler
laughed at her twisted logic, but her husband found little humor in it. For Jim, there was nothing complicated about the issue: if you won a lot of money, then you could spend a lot of money.

They ate more quietly than usual. The phone rang, and Wendy, newly annoyed, said, "Let the machine answer."

"I'd better get it," Jim said, demurring. "It might be George. You're the one who's
so hell-bent on this financial-
planning shit," he added as he crossed the kitchen.

She watched his face, trying to gauge the depth of his exasperation with her. He was unhappy, no doubt about it. She could see it in the way he leaned against the refrigerator as he lifted the phone to his ear, studiously ignoring her.

"Jim here. Go," he
said as he stared over the dotted-
swiss curtains into the yard.
  Anywhere but at his wife.

The woman at the other end was loud enough for Wendy to realize that she didn't know the voice. The caller was cheerful, too, obviously falling all over herself with congratulations. It was a tone they'd all got used to in the past few weeks.

"Yeah, thanks; it was a shock, you bet." Jim had a bemused look on his face; plainly, he did not recognize the caller.

The woman spoke at some length, with Jim answering in confused monosyllables
. Wendy stopped eating her por
tobello meat loaf and laid down her fork, more curious than confused. Taking advantage of her distraction,
Tyler
put down his fork as well and asked to be excused.

"Yeah, okay," Wendy said, not taking her eyes off her husband.

Well into the woman's monologue, Jim looked at Wendy and winked. Then he said, "You know—Caroline, is it?—I really do think you have the wrong guy."

The woman went on a little while longer, until Jim finally interrupted. "Caroline, look, I'm sorry, but I'm just not the one you're looking for. Try one of the other eight. Hey, you just might get lucky."

He winced, apparently because she'd slammed down the phone. With a shrug and one of his half-smiles, he took his place at the table again.

"What," asked Wendy, "was that all about?"

"Another long-lost lover," he said.

She saw merriment in his eyes and was immediately reassured. "Oh, great. When was this one from?"

"Seven, eight years ago. She was a little vague."

"Does she have your child?"

"She has my twins."

"Wow. Gutsier than the others."

"What has she got to lose? What have any of them got to lose?" He thought about it a minute, then shook his head, looking almost sympathetic. "You know, this meat loaf's not half bad," he said, squirting a blanket of ketchup over it.

Chapter
3

 

Zina set the cat carrier on the rag rug and crouched down for a better look at the ball of fur huddled in the back of the box.

She said softly, "It's okay, sweetie. You'll be safe here. You can stay as long as you like, and you can sleep wherever you want. Just make yourself at home. Hey, now?"

She opened the door to the carrier and then stepped back. It would have been a minor miracle if the abused animal had felt secure enough to come out without being dragged; but Zina had managed minor miracles before. She walked the half-dozen steps to the kitchen area of her duplex apartment, then popped open a can of liver-flavored cat food, the smelliest choice in her cupboard. She set down a dish of it in plain view and upwind of the frightened cat, who had purposely had her breakfast held back.

After adding a bowl of water and a litter box to the a
r
ray, Zina curled up on the homemade slipcover of her sofa, and there she sat without moving for the next fifteen minutes, watching and waiting. She was good at that—watching and waiting. She had been doing it for a dozen years.

A whiskered muzzle appeared at the door of the carrier. The cat poked her pink-and-black-spotted nose a little farther out, caught a glimpse of Zina, and promptly backed up into the carrier.

Zina smiled sympathetically; it was going to be a long wait. "No hurry, sweetie. I can sit here all night."

As it turned out, she couldn't. A shave-and-a-haircut knock on the door told her that Zack had decided to stop by. Zina stepped lightly around the carrier and got the door for her brother, who was holding an old wood chair in his arms.

"One glued chair, returned to owner," he said, lifting it up for her inspection. "This thing's a piece of junk, by the way. If you put it on the curb, no one would bother to take it home, even in this neighborhood."

"I know; I really should replace them."

"Except that you're too busy spending every cent you make on cat food and adoption ads," Zack said on his way to the dining area. He slid the chair under the small round table, opposite its mate. "I saw your last ad; get any nibbles?"

"Three calls so far. But no one's actually made it to the shelter," Zina admitted.

Zack pulled out the other chair and sat down gingerly in it. "This one's wobbly, too," he said in disgust.

"Not when
I
sit on it."

"You weigh two pounds. Look, about those ads, here's a tip. 'This cat needs a loving home' isn't going to cut it with most people. You should be pitching it as 'Your home needs a loving cat.' Tell people that their lives will be twice as satisfying with your cat. Tell them that your cat wil
l fill a need they didn't even
know they had. Tell them—"

"But this shouldn't be about the
people
; it should be about the cat."

The pitying look she knew so well settled over the rugged lines of her brother's face. "God, you're naive, Zina. All right," he conceded, "if you're determined to stick with
your approach, then at least pour it on. Don't make people feel guilty for not adopting your cat; make 'em feel
damn
guilty."

Her laugh was indulgent and affectionate. "Oh, you're such an expert."

He nodded absently, but his focus was on her furniture. "Zee, I'll buy you a set of chairs for your birthday. Just go to Cabot's or Pennsylvania House—hell, go to Pier I!—and pick something out. Anything. I'm begging you."

Ignoring his offer, she said, "You should be in sales instead of in cabinetmaking. Why don't
you
write the ads for me? Please, please?"

"Nothing doing. I don't like cats," Zack said gruffly.

"Yes you do."

"No. I don't. If I were going to like anything, it'd be a dog," he said, getting up to check out the wobble.

"Then why not adopt a dog? The main shelter has lots of them, too many of them."

"Not gonna happen. Dogs don't live long enough." He rocked the chair seat gently back and forth and saw that both spindles had come unglued from their supports. "You get attached, and then all of a sudden they're—"

"Gone." She added with a sudden catch in her throat, "I know."

"Oh, Christ, I'm sorry, Zina," he said, looking up from the chair at her.

She saw real regret in his eyes; after all these years, he still had the capacity to sympathize.

She was so grateful for that. She smiled at her older brother, because he was so wrong: he did love cats and dogs and human beings; he just didn't know it. She said softly, "I can't stop thinking about him, Zack. It was the picture in the paper; it hit me out of the blue."

"Zee, Zee," he said, shaking his head. "We've been
through
all
this. It wasn't him. It didn't look anything like him."

He came over to her and gave her a reassuring squeeze and said, "Hey, how about a beer for all my hard work?"

He was right. Change the subject. Because they really
had
been through all that.

She reached inside the fridge door for a Coors and handed it to him. "But don't you think it's odd that their first names and initials are the same? I mean, really; don't you think that that's quite a coincidence?"

Zack's broad shoulders slumped a little; his expression turned rueful. He took his beer and crossed the imaginary divide that separated the eating area from the living area, and he dropped with a sigh onto her brightly slipcovered sofa. She watched him take a long, thirsty slug and thought how quaintly bizarre he looked, sitting there: two hundred pounds of well-honed workman surrounded by yardage of blue lilacs and dainty butterflies.

He perched the beer can on his thigh and said, "God, I'm sorry you ever learned how to use a computer. Why couldn't you just stick to your sewing machine?"

He didn't mean it the way it sounded; he truly did just want to change the subject.

"But it's such a
coincidence,"
she persisted. "I saw it right away when I looked up the names of the lottery winners on the Web site. James Hodene: it's so much like
Jimmy
Hayward."

"You don't even know if the name James Hodene goes with the picture of the guy you think is Jimmy Hayward."

"Oh, come on."

He shrugged and said, "The last names are nothing alike."

"The initials are."

After a burp came wry agreement. "Yes. That's true. You're right. The initials are the one thing, the single thing, the only thing, that's alike between the two men. What the hell is
that
?"

The long-haired black-and-white cat had come creeping out of the carrier and was slinking with flattened ears toward the darkened bedroom.

"That's Cassie, my newest foster cat."

"Cat, my foot. It looks like a skunk."

"Shh. Don't tease. She was taken from a woman who was watching her for her daughter while the daughter toured
Europe
." Zina jammed her fists in the pockets of her denim coveralls, reluctant even to relate Cassie's sad history. "The woman didn't want her on the furniture or bringing in fleas from outside, so she kept her in a cage in
a corner of
the basement all day, all night. It was a small cage, the kind you use to trap
small
animals with."

"Jesus. How long was the daughter gone?"

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