Saving Her Destiny (4 page)

Cara sighed.

“She's menopausal.”
That was Cara's explanation for it, anyway. While not the biggest fan of the time Cara spent with Duncan, her mother couldn't complain about how much better Cara's telepathy was improving.

Besides, Cara loved hanging around Duncan. He told her stuff about the Fairy Realm, how that all worked—something her mother would never talk about. Practicing telepathy with Duncan was probably the only good excuse she had to spend time with him.

“No, she is not,”
Duncan said.
“Your mother is a very kind lady.”

Cara snorted.
“I don't think she likes you telling me about the Fairy Realm.”

“Why?”
Duncan answered her back.

“Because…because you're…”
The thoughts got jumbled in her head, and she couldn't figure out how to articulate them. Probably because she was still feeling the after-effects of kissing him.

Really, should she still have the tinglies over it? It was like the drug that didn't wear off.

“Because I'll never be a part of any of that, and telling me all about it will just make me want it more,” Cara blurted.

“You want to be a fairy?” he asked.

Cara shrugged. “I don't know. Maybe. I don't want to be chained here. I mean, I can't ever leave the island. I'm stuck here.”

“This is not a bad place to be.”

“Says the two-hundred-fifty-year-old guy.”

He laughed. “I'm only thirty-five. Just in stasis.”

They both laughed. He'd explained to her once about fairy aging. Basically, they aged until thirty-five, then, after they'd trained, they signed on for three hundred fifty years of service. Their aging stopped until they retired, and after that, they started aging normally again.

So Duncan liked to call it “being in stasis”.

“You're still an old guy who's seen everything. And everything change.”

“Except here.” He brushed his hair out of his face. “This is the only place that hasn't changed.”

“Exactly!” She huffed. “Exactly why I want to leave. I want to see something. Something more than just this island.”

“There is not that much to see.”

She shook her head. “Maybe not to you. My sister moved off the island. Did you know that?”

“No. I was not aware.”

“She, uh, fell in love with a human near where she releases her cries. Went to be with him.”

“Is the love returned?” Duncan asked.

“I guess. They're getting married. I think Mom would rather her marry a fairy, but Dad's all happy about it. Can't wait for grandkids. He keeps glancing at me, like he's waiting for me to come in and declare my love for some guy as well.” Though she had to admit, she wasn't completely against the idea of marrying. Her ex turned her off to doing it anytime soon, but she wouldn't mind, you know, eventually.

But there'd be some caveats.

He'd have to be really good to her.

Yeah. Awesome, like Duncan. That's the kind of guy I need
.

He shifted next to her and didn't look at her as he spoke. “You are far too young to consider marrying. Fairy or human.”

“Says the two hundred plus year old guy. Unlike you, I don't get to live that long.” She bumped into him, and they both sort of swayed for a second before he straightened himself out.

“You just need to be a grown-up for a while. Be
you
for a while. Then worry about marriage.”

“I don't have any plans to be married. If the right guy came along, of course, I would.” She glanced at him. “If a Fairy Godfather came and helped me out a bit…”

Good, Cara, keep playing it off like they hadn't kissed,
she told herself.
Don't act like you still want to kiss him again.

Because you don't.

Really
.

He rolled his eyes. “I got out of the Fairy Godfather business long before you came along.”

He didn't seem the
find your true love
type anyway. He was more a
Git-Er-Done
guy. Evidenced by his numerous blind dates and lack of serious girlfriend for as long as Cara had known him.

Cara bumped his arm with her elbow. “You know I'm just playing.”

He smiled and wrapped his arm around her.

He really had a great smile. Nice shiny, straight teeth, but not that neon
I-over-whiten
white. Naturally pretty.

It didn't make her feel weird things in her toes. Nope, not her. No more weird feelings like when he had her all wrapped up in his arms. And his wings.

Even like now…

Her cheeks felt warm, and she was sure she'd probably turned bright pink.

Duncan didn't seem to notice; instead he stared out at the water. “Should we practice some more? You're still really cluttered when you try to use your telepathy.”

Goddess, she hoped he hadn't heard that…

“Fine.”

“So, why are you hiding from your date?”
she sent him.

He raised his eyebrow and smirked.
“Girls are stupid.”
He poked her.

She elbowed him back in the ribs.
“We are not!”

“You're all smelly like flowers or citrus or something. And the lipstick. You all have to wear that stuff…”
He stuck out his tongue as he sent the thoughts.

“What, you don't like pretty girls?”
She slipped out of his touch and put her hands on her hips.

“Just don't like lipstick smeared on my lips when I kiss a girl.”

Cara's turned away from him.
OMG. He brought up kissing…

Did he still want to kiss her? Of course not. He wouldn't do that. He was a nice guy. He'd have to look at her a certain way…

Just like he was looking at her right now.

It sent shivers down all the way to her toes. And other places.

“Um.” She picked up a pebble, not able to look at him anymore, and threw it out into the water. She couldn't kiss him again. Didn't matter if she wanted to. He was her friend.

They weren't going to be that friends-with-benefits things.

No.

No more kissing Duncan.

“I'm sorry. I made you uncomfortable,” Duncan said and scooted away from her.

When had they gotten that close? Cara realized there was barely a finger's distance between them. At least, there had been until he moved.

“It's okay. I…”

“I should be going,” Duncan said. “I really should go meet my date. Maybe she's not interested either, and we can hatch a plan to both bow out gracefully without hurting Christy's feelings.” He stood and dusted his pants off.

She stood as well. “I should go back home anyway. It's my turn to do dishes.” She faced him, noticing how he stood over a head taller than her, and she didn't move for a second.

Like neither of them knew if they wanted to hug or not.

She made a snap decision. “Hug,” she said and held out her arms.

Relief washed over his face. “Yeah.” And he stepped toward her.

As they pulled together, Cara looked away, her gaze passing over the cove just below her sitting spot.

The sound of a boat motor jarred her attention. Not a big deal—lots of people on the island had boats and would cruise around the inside of the shield.

Then, as the boat's motor shifted, the whine in the engine pinged recognition in her.

Her stomach dropped.

“Dammit
.
”

“What?”
Duncan asked as he pulled away from her. He put his hands on her shoulders. “What is it?”

“It's Luke,” she whispered and faced the coming boat.

Sure enough, her ex-boyfriend Luke, along with a gaggle of his friends, rode in the boat that had just come around the bend into the island's cove.

Including his new girlfriend, Izzy.

Cara inhaled a breath and turned away as she saw Luke pull Izzy into his arms.
“Of course they come over here. This is my spot. I should have never told him about this little cove.”

Luke maneuvered the boat up to the rocky shoreline as close as he could get, and everyone on board proceeded to disembark.

Right below them.

Duncan rubbed her shoulders. “Let's go.”

She nodded. “Yeah. They'll see me soon enough—”

The words were barely out of her mouth when Luke looked right at her.

Not just in her general direction, but
right at her
.

For a second, she considered raising her hand in a friendly wave, a “no hard feelings” gesture before she walked away. Not that she meant it, but it was polite, right?

Luke turned to Izzy, pulled her into an embrace, and kissed her. Hard.

Cara's stomach crawled.

Duncan pulled Cara into his embrace. “Come on, let's go.”

It was hard to take her eyes off her ex, who stood there doing a tonsil check on another girl, especially since Cara knew the kiss was more to hurt her than out of any real affection.

“He is an ass,” Duncan muttered as he guided Cara off the rocks and back toward the grass, out of sight of Luke and his friends. Cara curled into his arm, not really caring where Duncan took her, just that he got her away.

“He was showing off,” she muttered.

“Ergo, an ass,” Duncan replied. When they'd walked out of line of sight of the beach, he paused and turned her to look at him.

“You don't need that kind of ego in your life.”

She snorted. “I'd rather have an ego than have nothing,” she whispered. All the pain she'd been trying to get passed—hell, that she thought she
was
passed—bubbled to the surface.

Dammit.

She hated being like this. She hated being so wishy-washy and whiny. She wanted to kick her own ass.

“No. No, you're not allowed to think that way.” He tipped her chin up, his finger warm against her skin. “You will find that person who's destined to be with you. He's out there. I promise.”

“Oh yeah? When? When I'm old and crotchety?” Cara pulled away.

Duncan sighed. “You'll find him when you're supposed to.”

“Again—when?” Cara put her hands on her hips. “I swear, every damn person around me is happy and in love and getting married and all that crap. And here I am, stuck. I can't find anyone who wants to be with me, I can't even leave this damn island! I'm stuck here!” She dropped to the ground and started to cry, the emotions such a jumble.

It wasn't even that much over Luke. It was over, well, everything. The tears fell and she didn't bother wiping them away. She fisted the grass and pulled it up by the roots, making a dark patch on the ground.

At least for a few seconds.

Then Avalon's magic started and the grass grew back in just a moment.

If only it was that simple…

“See, everything comes back,” Duncan said as he sat next to her.

“I don't know that I want
him
to come back,” Cara muttered, not looking at Duncan. She couldn't help but feel the warmth of his close proximity, and she liked it. Made her feel at least a little bit better.

“He's not,” Duncan said.

“And how do you know?”

“He would have come back by now.” He leaned into her a little, his shoulder brushing hers.

She snorted. “I appreciate you trying to make me feel better. It's just frustrating. Especially when I thought I was fine, that I'd gotten past this. And now it's just bringing up more and more emotions, more and more reasons to just want to run away and leave the island, but I can't. I'm stuck here. And I know everyone here and I can't leave, so I'll never find anyone to be with. Ever. Because I'm stuck here.” She groaned and pounded her fists on the grass again.

“You will too, I promise.”

“You sound like my mother. Shut up.”

He sighed as he pulled out his wand. “Here.” He took her hand.

“What are you doing?”

“I'm reading your palm,” he said, as though it was the most obvious thing in the world.

Not obvious to her, but anyway…

He tapped the tip of his wand against her palm. Shivers ran through Cara as the green magic glistened on her skin, making her flesh look incredibly white.

“Oh wow, it tickles,” Cara said as Duncan put away his wand.

He took her hand in both of his, and Cara marveled for a moment how much larger his were than hers. His thumbs ran over her skin. The delicate caress gave Cara a shiver, and not the tickly kind.

Her cheeks warmed, and while she wanted to look away, she remained mesmerized by his hand stroking hers.

“There, it's coming through now.” Duncan's voice was soft. Maybe even a little hoarse.

“What is?” Cara shifted her bottom, hoping to see more of what he looked at. All she saw was the green lights from the fading magic.

“Your life line.” He ran his finger over one of the deep lines. “And this one, it's your love line. See, they're touching here.” His voice was still deep and gravelly.

Why was he talking so weird? Was he trying to create atmosphere?

Cara shifted again, this time moving to her knees. Their heads were barely a breath apart.

“So, what does that mean?” she asked. It just looked like a road map to her. The intimate shivers running over her as Duncan's fingers grazed her skin, however, were something else…

“That means”—he raised his head and met her gaze—“that you will be with your true love in eight years.”

His words hit her like a brick.

“What? Eight years?” Cara said.
Gah, what a let-down!
She slumped and pulled away from Duncan.

“Yes. A flash in the pan,” Duncan replied, snapping his fingers.