Read Scardown-Jenny Casey-2 Online
Authors: Elizabeth Bear
Tags: #Fiction - Science Fiction, #American Science Fiction And Fantasy, #Science Fiction - Military, #General, #Science fiction, #Science Fiction - General, #Military, #Fiction
“You're needed there. This is a big push. First contact—”
She gestured around the room. “What about these people?”
“The whole world's sending doctors. They're trickling in, but the trickle's becoming a flood. We're going to start shipping casualties to hospitals in the U.S., Mexico, Iceland. Over the pole to the Scandinavians. International cooperation,” he said through his mask, cheeks bulging under his eyes in what might have been a heartsick smile.
“It won't last.” She closed her eyes and leaned into the strength of his hand on her arm.
World cooperation? It'll take more than this
. “What about the war?”
“War?”
“China. Russia. That.”
“China claimed a few hundred miles of cold flat country. It's died down to sniping. Russia will take it back in fifty or a hundred years if the fighting doesn't kick up again. Everybody's looking upward now; you'd be amazed how effective it is at keeping them from shooting each other. Why do you care?”
Because I care.
It wasn't worth saying. She pulled away from his touch. “Who'd you lose, Fred?”
A long pause. He cleared his throat. “My husband. A son. Couple of”—pause and breathe—“pets.”
“I didn't know you were married.” Pets.
Goddamn it, Gabriel. I miss you
. “It won't last,” she repeated. “The peace. It always comes down to us and them in the end.”
“It does.” He pointed with two fingers, sweeping gesture that took in the triage shed and the camp and the world beyond. “Us.” And the same two fingers, thumb folded tight against the ball of his hand. A short, sharp gesture, straight up at the sky. “Them.”
Elspeth coughed into her hand, brushing a puff of dust from her mask. “It won't be enough.”
He shrugged. “I have wounded, Elspeth.”
“Yeah,” she answered. “I'll go. But Genie comes with me.”
“Don't tell me,” he said. “Call Riel.”
1315 Hours
Tuesday 2 January, 2063
HMCSS
Montreal
I wait at the airlock, Gabe on my left side, Patty on my right. Captain Wainwright is three steps in front of us, Richard hovering like an anxious blind date in the back of my head. Some of his attention, anyway; the rest is occupied with increasingly complex combinations of dit, dit, dah. From two directions now.
Elspeth's gotten so thin. She opens the hatchway hesitantly, peering around the corner, flinching back as Wainwright clicks her heels. “Dr. Dunsany.”
And then she pushes the hatch wide and steps through. “Oh. Captain Wainwright, I presume? Gabe. Patty. Jenny.” Our eyes meet, and she steps first toward Gabe but then reverses direction and comes to me.
And behind her, a weary, addled-looking Charlie Forster. And behind him—Genie.
Genie, lugging a plastic animal carrier in both arms, who squeals and puts it down just this side of the hatch and then runs to Gabe and throws herself into his arms, and
Genie
looks pink-cheeked and healthier than I've ever seen her, hair shining the way Leah's used to, and as her daddy scoops her up that hair spins every which way. He buries his face against her neck, deep breaths swelling his chest, and I can see the little pale square of her controller chip outlined through her skin.
And Ellie walks up to me, and hands me the carrier, and I hear a plaintive mew from inside, and she keeps walking until I put my steel arm around her and pull her close.
She looks awful.
She looks old.
I don't know which one of us is crying harder, and before too long Gabe and Genie are hugging us, too, and it all dissolves into a soggy pileup with Wainwright dogging the hatch carefully and then she and Charlie and Patty spending five or ten minutes studying the gray paint on the wall, trading sidelong glances.
The captain clears her throat, eventually, and I peel myself away from my family and lug the carrier over. “Captain Wainwright.” Sniffle.
Merci à Dieu,
I'm turning into a crybaby. “May I request your permission to bring this animal aboard?” I hold the carrier up so she and Boris can see eye to eye, and he does me proud by squinching golden eyes at her and emitting a rumbling purr like a steam boiler.
She studies him for a moment, and sighs. “Housebroken?”
“More or less.”
She chuckles. “Long tradition of ship's cats in the navy.”
“This is the air force, Captain.”
“I won't tell him if you don't.” And she smiles at me like she means it and jerks her head at Elspeth and Genie. “See our honored guests fed, would you, Master Warrant?”
“Yes. Ma'am.”
It's still tofu and noodles, and Genie makes faces until Gabe messes her hair up and glowers—and then she curls into the crook of his arm and won't let go. Boris scratches at the grate of his carrier until I pull him out and hold him in my lap. He quiets when I scratch behind his ears and talk to him in low tones. “Boris, baby. How many lives are you on now?” He rumbles back and settles in with a rattle, even the prick of his claws in my thigh driving my blood pressure down.
Elspeth doesn't seem hungry, so I chivvy her to eat until she at least picks up her bowl and slurps the broth. “Ew,” she says. “Miso.”
“Get used to it, Doc. Happy New Year, by the way.”
“Happy New Year. So what have you and Gabe and Richard figured out about our aliens so far?”
The soup
is
too salty. At least the cook is starting to figure out how much sugar to put in the reconstituted lemonade. Patty watches silently, pale eyes alert as they shift from Elspeth's face to mine and back again. “They know how to add. Richard's still working on it. But they seem friendly enough.”
“If they're so damned friendly, why the hell did they send two sets of half a dozen ships each?”
“In case we needed an emergency evacuation? I wonder how many species break their planets getting off them.”
“If they're anything like us, a hell of a lot.” Elspeth twists noodles around her fork and then unwinds them again, toying rather than eating.
Gabe clears his throat and looks over at us. “I don't know how you want to start, Ellie.” His eyes meet hers, and she gives him a sad little smile, half a curve of the lips that falls away softly.
For Christ's sake, Gabe. Kiss her
.
As if he could hear me, he reaches over the narrow table and does. Genie giggles, and Patty and I address ourselves to the salad. “That'll do,” she answers when he leans back. I cough into my hand, and she blushes darker, her lovely bronze complexion yellowed with stress and fatigue. “Captain Wainwright.”
“Doctor.”
“Do you have windows in this craft?”
Wainwright chuckles. “Yes, we do.”
Patty hangs back as we enter the forward lounge, looking from view screen to window as if she expects something to jump out and bite her. I let the others drift past me and put my hand on her elbow when she trails them in. She doesn't speak and I don't either. You know what you've lost, sometimes, and there's no point in talking about it. You turn around and look at the ruins, and then you either sink down by the roadside and cry or you pick up your pack and hump on.
Elspeth walks forward, alone against that biggest porthole, and lays both hands against the glass. Two of the Benefactor ships hang out there, and I hear them conversing—or counting—back and forth with that muffled corner of my oh-so-profoundly enhanced brain. Patty shakes her head like a cat with an ear infection. I bet it's driving her nuts, too.
The ship on the perspective-left is the newer arrival: a glossy brown-gray twisted shape like a madman's totem carving, enormous hull limned with soft green and blue and purple lights in arcs and whorls that—almost—resemble patterns. They ripple in time to the rhythm of the bursts of static in my brain. Dit. Dit. Dit.
“Ship tree,” Charlie says, a grin splitting his doughy desk-jockey face.
I give Patty's arm a squeeze.
Perspective-right is the first arrival, and damned if I understand how anything
lives
in that. It's an enormous scaffolding, a drawn-glass Christmas tree ornament that gleams in the sunlight like leaded crystal. Ribs and vanes and macroscopic arches, the whole amazing structure open to the cold of space as if something were intended to hang in the middle of it, a pearl in a silver wire cage.
Except nothing does, and if I squint at that incredible creation just right, and under high magnification, I can see things like droplets of mercury—ten-meter droplets of mercury—sliding along its spans like rainbeads down windows. That one's not much like either of the ships on Mars.
Both the ship trees and the crystal cages are easily as vast as
Montreal
.
Elspeth raises her hand and points, finger tracing the path of one drop-of-mercury as it hurtles from one corner of the crystal lattice to another. “Dr. Forster, are those the aliens?”
Charlie leans forward to peer over her shoulder and then turns his attention to a magnified version on the nearest screen. “The shiny things? Dunno what else they would be. Seem pretty comfy in a hard vacuum, don't they?”
“Yeah.” Gabe, still holding Genie's hand. I bring Patty with me and follow them forward.
Elspeth looks up as we come over and smiles. “Patty, what does Richard say?”
Oh, Ellie. You are still so slick. Patty lost as much as the rest of us. More. Here we are, and we have each other, and links forged in shared fire. And Patty's got herself and the voices in her head.
“He says they're up to differential calculus,” she responds after a minute. “But no sign of language beyond that. He also says that the ship tree Benefactors—meaning the ones with the organic, grown tech—don't seem to be communicating with the crystal-lattice Benefactors any better than they are at communicating with us.”
“Oh.” Elspeth shares a significant glance with Charlie, who nods. “Really. They're still just counting”
“Yes . . .”
“Richard,” she says, “what would you say is the primary attribute that separates humans—and you and Alan, of course—from animals?”
“Sapience? It's a matter of degrees,” Patty answers for him.
Elspeth glances over at me. “Don't suppose you've noticed Jenny here talking to her cat?”
Richard's words, Patty's voice. “There are studies that indicate that monkeys and dogs, for example, have a sense of humor. And porpoises, African gray parrots, elephants, and some other animals seem to communicate on a very sophisticated level. There's math, of course, but Canadian ravens and some parrots can be taught to count—”
She cuts Patty off, but gently. “So what do we do that's so different? What's the first use we generally put any new technology to, if it's suitable? Other than bashing each other over the head with it, of course.”
I clear my throat as Elspeth's meaning comes clear before me. “Richard, who teaches animals to count? Who
talks
to them?”
“Researchers,” Patty says. And then, “Oh, my,” in her own voice. “We're patterns of electrical impulses that talk.”
“Yeah,” I say.
The two Benefactor ships float side by side, almost nose to nose with the
Montreal
. The rest remain in higher orbits, drifting, not touching. Wingtip to wingtip, and each one discrete and alone.
Wonder infuses Patty's voice, Richard's words. “You're suggesting that they need us for something our species is specialized for: talking to things that aren't quite like us.”
“Which is funny, considering we can't even seem to talk civilly among ourselves.” Elspeth steps away from the window, scrubbing her cold palms on her pants. She whistles low in her throat, shaking her head side to side. “I can't run this project. I don't know the first thing about interspecies communication.”
“Hell,” I say. “You're supposed to be the smartest living Canadian. Didn't anybody ever teach you to delegate?”
Ellie looks at me. Her eyebrows rise. “I'm going to need a metric buttload of linguists. And marine biologists, maybe, dolphin and primate researchers—”
I grin. In spite of myself, I grin.
“There. You're thinking now, Ellie.”
“Yeah,” she says. “I guess I am.”
I arch my back and feel my neck crack under the stretch. Squeeze Patty's elbow one last time before I step away. My left arm aches and I find myself rubbing at it the way I used to. Imaginary pain. I imagine someday this scene, the three ships so utterly different from one another, the scarred globe floating behind them, will be one of those images that becomes so familiar that people don't see it anymore. The view that spreads before me is being beamed into every datanet on Earth.
Hey, Richard. I have an idea
.
“Yeah?”
Riel still wants us to go look at this other planet when we've got the Benefactor issue figured out, assuming we ever do. What do you think the odds are that you and Patty and I can convince Wainwright she really wants to steal a starship?
I sense his hesitation, tapping on the quadruple-paned glass with my steel fingertips. Like tapping on the shark tank glass, and my reflection smiles at me until Razorface and Leah come back to me with an empty ache like a severed limb. Which is not a comparison I make as idly as most.
Because it occurs to me that you could get a hell of a lot of colonists on a ship as big as the
Montreal.
And they don't all have to be from Canada, do they?
“
Steal
the
Montreal
?”
Well. Borrow for a decade or so. I'm fucking tired of following orders. And what the hell are they going to do to stop me, Dick?
Elspeth puts her hand over mine and pulls it away from the window. “Penny for your thoughts, Jen.”
I tilt my head and grin, watching the mercury drops continue their gymnastics. “Thinking about colonies. Wondering how Riel would react to the idea of a worldwide talent search instead of just a local one.”
Elspeth chuckles, that half-swallowed ironic laugh I've got so fond of, and lowers her voice. “Funny you should ask that. How do you feel about extortion?”
“In a good cause? I'm all for it.”
“Good. Because Riel plans to use rides to elsewhere on the
Montreal
—and the
Vancouver,
when she's spaceworthy—as a carrot to complement the Benefactor stick. Eventually. I imagine it will take a couple of years.” She grins. “Maybe Patty and Dick's friend Min-xue will even get to help fly one of them.”