Score: A Stepbrother Sports Romance (39 page)

My sensibilities have officially left the building.

He opens the shower door gestures with a hand, as if he’s some sort of gentleman helping a lady.

As if there’s anything “gentlemanly” about Oliver Beckett, despite that deceptively charming smile and accent.

As if there’s anything ladylike about doing what I’m about to do, for that matter.

I pull down the zipper at my side and let the skirt drop to pool at my feet, and then we’re standing there, face to face and totally naked.

This isn’t some dark pub bathroom, or the quiet shadows behind my mom’s garage back before. Here there’s nothing hiding us as we stare openly - hungrily - at each other’s bodies, surrounded only by the steam from the shower. And I
know
this is wrong; I know this is a mistake, even if I’m standing there actually trying to rationalize it in my head. I’m literally telling myself
“oh, it’s just a shower”
, as if there’s anything remotely appropriate about that between two people like us.

Oliver crooks a finger at me, “It’s just a shower, luv,”

Right
.

But I’m not going to give him the satisfaction of watching me back down, and before I can stop myself, or before I can roll my eyes at my own ridiculous excuse, I step past him and under the water.

It’s not a tiny shower, but it’s not big either, that much is clear when he steps in after me and I can feel his skin brush against mine. It’ teasing, but at the same time, it
isn’t
teasing.

“No sex,” I blurt out suddenly, my confidence dropping as I turn to look up at him. For some reason, I know right there that
actual
sex is pushing it; coming together like that is pushing a line we can’t push.

“Oh, I’m just here to shower,” he says with a smirk. “So sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.”

I give him a look.

“What? Two people can’t just shower together?” He grins at me as he reaches past me for the soap, his arm dangerously close to brushing my nipple, “I mean we’re
basically
family, Chloe.”

I wrinkle my nose, “Don’t be gross.”

His cock is rock hard between us, and I’m
certainly
wet from so much more than just the shower. But I’m trying so hard to ignore those facts as he just shrugs and starts to soap up.
Fine;
he wants to play this little tease game? Game on.

I turn, reaching for the shampoo when I suddenly gasp as I feel his body slide against my back.

“Oh, and Chloe?” He growls into my ear, his lips just teasing the skin there. I’m melting right there, biting my lip as I feel my knees go weak as his voice slides into my ear, “I think I already told you, you’re going to have to ask nicely for that.”

“
You wish,
” I whisper, biting my lip to stop the moan. I let the weight of his body press me forward, until I’m up against the clear shower wall, facing the mirror across the bathroom. The shower is made of that fancy plexiglass that doesn’t fog up, and I feel my breath catch at the sight of my breasts pressed against the glass with Oliver right behind me in the reflection in the mirror. His cock is throbbing and hard and hot, nestled in the cleft of my ass, and his hands come up soapy to slide over my skin, up my sides, grazing the sides of my breasts.

“Just a shower, hmm?” I whisper, gasping as his strong, slippery hands explore my sensitive skin.

“Mhmm,” he growls into my neck, his cock throbbing against my ass; “Can’t let you miss any spots. Weren’t you ever taught to wash behind your ears?”

I bite my lip, watching the reflection of the girl in the mirror who looks like she’s about to melt into a puddle. I see her bite her lip again as the hands of the man behind her slide over her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers.

“Those aren’t my ears,” I whisper quietly, my breath coming in gasps as his soapy fingers tease over the hard buds of my nipples.

“How clumsy of me,” he husks, biting at my earlobe as he lets one hand drift down over my stomach, down to my hip. His hand slowly delves between my legs, and I’m whimpering as I
open them
for him, letting him touch me there. I shiver when his fingers slide right between my lips, brushing over my clit just like he did hours ago in the pub.

And just like that, as if I’ve been put on pause, I’m
right
back to where I was then; right back to gasping and feeling like I’m on the edge of exploding under his touch.

Oliver nudges his hips forward, and I gasp as I feel the throbbing head of his cock trail down the cleft of my ass and slide against the slick lips of my pussy.

“You’re so fucking wet for me, I can feel it,” He growls into my ear, his fingers rubbing slow circles around my clit. “You know, you could save yourself a whole lot of wondering if you’d just ask me nicely for it.”

“Wondering?” I breathe.

Oliver chuckles into my ear, the sound vibrating through my whole body and making me shiver against him, “Sweetheart, I’m willing to bet you’ve
never
been fucked the way we both know you need to be.”

Fuck.

I can’t contain the whimper that tumbles from my mouth as I feel him spread my lips with his fingers and slide his thick cock across my clit.

“You’ve just gotta ask me nicely, luv,” he whispers, his teeth dragging across my earlobe and making me moan as he slowly rubs the head of his cock across my aching clit. “Let me just hear one little ‘
yes
, chef’,” he growls, rocking his hips harder against me. “Beg me to fuck you, Chloe,” he says darkly in my ear, his cock sawing back and forth across my clit and my lips, the shaft slippery with my arousal.

I grit my teeth against the waves of the pleasure rolling through me, my pulse roaring in my ears. I want it. I want it so badly, I can practically
feel
the words forming on my lips. But I clench them shut, slowly shaking my head.

No
; I will
not
be begging Oliver Beckett for
anything
. As much as I want everything he has to give. I shake my head, “Mm-mm, no,” I swallow heavily, forcing myself to breathe. “There will be no
begging
and no
fucking
.”

“That a fact, hmm?” He husks, grunting as the head of his thick cock bumps over my clit again, making us both gasp. My legs are spread for him, my hands and my cheek flat against the glass of the shower stall. I look down, whimpering as I see the head of him push across my pussy and jut out from between my legs, his fingers teasing my clit. He rocks his hips forward again, and this time I cry out as I feel my pussy slide across his shaft.

Oliver grunts, his thrusting getting faster and faster as I feel my whole body start to melt around me as his cock against my clit starts to drive me right over the edge, “You better shut that mouth, sweetheart.”

I gasp out loud, moaning as I feel myself start to clench up, “I- oh
God
, I can’t help it!” I whisper out.

His hand is suddenly at my mouth; his finger slipping between my lips.

“Suck,” he growls in my ear. I shiver and moan, feeling raw sexual heat pouring through me. And before I can toss something sassy or barbed back his way, I’m opening my mouth, and wrapping my lips around his finger.

His cock is rubbing against my pussy so perfectly, and the way he’s slipping his finger in and out of my lips is like another cock. I moan deeply as I suck his finger, licking and sucking at it as if I’m on my knees worshiping his cock with my mouth. I feel my whole body start to let go. It’s so fucking wrong, and so dirty, like he’s fucking me at both ends at the same time, even if he’s not inside of me.

I start to whimper, pumping my hips back against him, pushing my ass back into his rock-hard abs as I feel my whole body begin to shatter in the steam of the shower stall.

Oliver’s fingers press my clit against the delirious motions of his cock sawing between my lips, and suddenly he leans forward and sucks my earlobe between his teeth.

“Come for me, Chloe; I want to feel that tight little pussy come all over my cock.”

And then I just let go.

I wonder later if I draw blood at how hard I bite down on his finger to silence my screams, but at the time, all I know is blinding white light and heat exploding through my body. Suddenly,
hours
of torturous teasing,
hours
of running around town with Oliver without any panties, and
hours
of dying to feel him again after he had me so close before come crashing to a crescendo.

I’m clawing at the shower door as I come, shuddering against him and feeling his powerful arms holding me upright. Oliver roars, and I feel his body go rigid behind me. I can feel him pulsing against my pussy, and I moan as I look down to see his come spraying from the head of him between my legs against the shower door.

We’re silent for a moment, both of us panting as we lean against the glass of the shower door, before I turn in his arms and smirk at him, “Who’s loud
now
?”

He grins, “Challenge accepted.”

“
O
y
, you look like shit.”

I’m bleary-eyed as I frown at Marco while he shakes his head at me. Any other day and I’d tear him a new asshole, but today, I just don’t have the energy.

Well, that and I know he’s right. Chloe and I are on about three hours of sleep after last night, which is red-lining it even for me. Of course, I tried to push it after the fun in the shower by following her back into her room, but she’d pushed me back towards the door. “
Out
,” she’d said, shaking her head. “Not while
they’re
home, Oliver.”

Like my dad
ever
comes up to my floor, but I’ll grant her that worry. It’d be just my luck for the one day ever that my old man comes upstairs in the morning to be the day I’m in bed with his fiancé’s daughter.

So yeah, it’s going to be absolute murder getting through the shift tonight. But hey, if I do look like shit after the night I had with Chloe?

Totally worth it.

I blink and rub my eyes before nodding at Marco instead of giving him a dish of authority, “Yeah, late night, mate.”

“Where’d you run off to after the pub? You buggered out right when your sister did.”

“Stepsister,” I add, clearing my throat and trying not to grin too much at his mentioning
buggered
.

“Yeah she was feeling sad and shit,” I shrug. “Dunno, mate, probably the move and all that.”

Marco nods, “Well, sad or not, she left me all high and dry when she ditched. I mean I know she’s your sis-
step
sister or whatever, mate, but the
stems
on that one? Shit, bruv,” he says with a whistle and some sort of pantomimed thrusting motion with his hips.

I can feel my fist clench at my side, my jaw tightening as I narrow my eyes at him. This is one of my oldest mates in the world, going back to when we were kids tearing it up around the old block, and yet I’m suddenly wanting to pound his fucking face in for just
thinking
about Chloe like that.

Cool it
, I mentally growl to myself. Can’t very well go around murdering friends for expressing an interest in a girl I can’t very well
say
I’m into.

Marco shrugs, oblivious to how close he just came to getting my fist in his teeth, “Anyways, not a total loss; got my knob polished by that new waitress.”

I smirk and raise a brow, “Delia?”

He laughs, “I
wish
, brother. Nah, the other one; Jill.”

“Not bad.”

“Yeah it was alright,” he glances at the prep sheet in his hands. “
Fuck
me,” he groans.

“Full book out front tonight, get your game face on.”

He grins, “Says the bloke who looks like he slept in the fuckin gutter.” He eyes me suspiciously, “Okay, please tell me you at
least
had a bit of luck last night after you dropped Chloe home.”

You have no fucking idea, my friend.

I shrug and say nothing, and Marco grins. “Atta boy!” He shakes his head, “Fuckin hell, must be nice to be restaurant royalty.”

Chloe steps into the kitchen. Chloe who looks as tired as me. Chloe who’s ignored me at breakfast and caught her own ride to work while I was upstairs getting ready.

Yeah, mate, it’s fuckin’ lovely at the top.

She shoots me a look before quickly moving to her station and tying her apron on, her back to me.

“Oy, hit that list, yeah?”

Marco nods. “Hey, go find yourself an espresso IV drip bruv, you really do look like shit you know.”

“The list, Marco.”

He grins, “You got it, chef.”

Chloe doesn’t turn to look at me until I’m right next to her, like she’s just noticing I’m there. Which is total fucking bollocks, by the way, since I watched her shoot me about three not-so-hidden glances on my way to her side of the kitchen.

“Hey.”

“Yes?”

I frown, “What’s with the ditch this morning?”

I cringe the second I say it, realizing what an utter twat I sound like. Like some sort of jaded chick the day after.

Seriously, what the fuck is this girl doing to me?

Chloe just shrugs and turns back to dough she’s rolling out, dusting it with the occasional sprinkle of flour, all while doing her damnedest to avoid looking at me. “You were going to make me late.”

I arch a brow at her, even if she isn’t looking at me. “You
just
got here.”

“My shift just started.” She cocks her head as she turns towards me, “I’m not
late
or anything.”

“No, you’re not
late
, you’re just acting a bit crazy since you kicked me out of your room last night.”

She whirls at me then, her face bright red and her eyes wide, “
Oliver!
” She hisses, her eyes darting around the kitchen. “Jesus, keep it to
yourself
,” she spits out.

I roll my eyes, “Fucking hell, relax. I’m not exactly going to go around telling everyone.”

She glares at me, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Oh, did you want me to send out a staff notice about how I made my new pastry cook come all over my cock last night?”

Her face goes quite crimson and she drops the rolling pin in her hands to the floor with clatter. Her eyes dart around the room again,
again
like she’s worried someone’s listening to her dirty little secret, which somehow starts to really piss me off.

“You’re unbelievable,” she says quickly, shaking her head as she picks up the rolling pin and tosses it in the basic sink next to her station.

“You know, I think I remember you saying the same thing last night just before I gave you the best orgasm of your life while you sucked off my finger.”

I have no idea what’s pushing me to be such a prick here, but it’s like I can’t even stop the words from coming out of my mouth. And the worst part is, I know I’m acting like this because for the first time literally
ever
,
I’m
the one getting kicked out of a room or getting ditched at the front door. How in the
hell
did things get so turned around?

Shit, that’s what
I
do best. Leaving, sneaking out, ditching, not calling back; you name the scummy post-sex move, I’ve done it. I’ve spent most of my adult life using my charm and my looks, and my position either in the streets, or the army, or now the restaurant world to drop panties and spread legs. And after? I’m fuckin’
gone
and on to the next.

Except now I’ve got
this
fucking girl. Chloe fucking Caulfield; the girl who stood
me
up. The girl that told
me
“no sex” last night.

The girl who kicked
me
out.

I’m not sure what the fuck is wrong with me, but I need to get my shit together is what I need to do.

Chloe’s whole face wrinkles up as she turns to me with her mouth open, “I did
not
‘
suck off your finger’
you disgusting pig, I-” she stumbles over her words, her face growing bright red again and her fists balling up at her sides. “You know what, I knew last night was a huge mistake.”

“Oh?” I cross my arms over my chest and smirk at her, “Why’s that, luv? Cause once you’ve had a taste, you can never go ba-”

“Because you’re
disgusting
, and a man-whore, and...and...
repulsive.
”

Her eyes flash as they meet mine, and for maybe the first time in my life, I’m actually at a loss for words. Fuck, I mean what do you even say when someone calls you
repulsive
?

You say nothing, that’s what you say.

I hold her gaze with my own for one more second, glowering at her, before I turn and abruptly stalk back across the kitchen to the service pass.

Nice one.

* * *

I
f I was tired before
, a few hours later right before we start service I’m fucking
fading
. I’m stumbling, squinting at the menu in front of me for any last minute changes while Ian, the front of house manager and Maître d’ taps his foot impatiently and straightens his fucking tie for the hundredth time.

“Oy, Ian, chill; you’re making me nervous.”

“Oh,
am I
?
Sooo
sorry, chef.” His tone is dripping with sarcasm, and though I give him a sharp glare, he’s another one who gets a pass. Not just because I’m Goddamn exhausted, but because Ian’s been a home run of a wingman more times than I can count.

Let me just say, a gay friend is secret weapon you
definitely
want to have when you’re cruising for girls.  

I finally realize I’m not even reading words on the menu and pass it back to him with a mumbled “it’s fine” and a middle finger when he rolls his eyes and snatches it back from me.

“Mate,” Marco is leaning against the counter next to me, eyeing me.

“What?” I’m irritable, and tired as
shit
, and I just want to get through this fucking day so I can sleep and figure out how to get Chloe out from under my Goddamn skin tomorrow.

“You’re fading.”

“Tell me something I don’t know, Marco.”

He opens his mouth but then hastily closes it and shakes his head.

“What?”

“Nothing, chef.”

“Marco, Jesus,
what?
”

“Nah, mate, you’re like, the boss right now, and we’re at work.”

I roll my eyes and punch him in the arm, “Fuck you, spill.”

He darts his eyes around the kitchen full of cooks all busily preparing their stations and getting pots simmering and basically not looking our way before he huddles close to me and reaches into his pocket, “Need a bit of medicine to get through?”

Fuck.

I stare at the little baggie of coke in his hand. Coke is
never
a good plan for me, even when I’m out to party. It messes with me too much, makes me crazy.

Of course, I’m practically seeing double right now with sleep deprivation, so perhaps this is what they might refer to as “desperate times, desperate measures.” I check the time on the wall, the minute hand ticking dangerously close to when we’ll open for our first seating. Yeah, sniffing drugs might not ever be a
good
plan, but I’m suddenly wondering if it’s the
only
plan.

I look over Marco’s shoulder at Chloe off in the corner of the kitchen. She looks up and then glances at me, as if feeling my eyes on her. And for a second, I’m about to push Marco away and tell him to fuck off and just get on with my night. But then my eyes meet hers and she just
glares
at me, like I’ve
wronged
her in some way.

And it pisses me right the fuck off.

Fuck it.

“Oy, let’s do this,” I mutter at Marco, rolling my eyes when his light up. We haven’t done this shit years; not since before the army when we were into the street life. It was a bad idea when we were young, dumb, and broke; it’s a fuckin’ awful idea when we’re older and at our fucking
job
.

Just the same, when we’re out back by the kitchen entrance, I can still feel the giddy rush you always get when you’re about just about to do something incredibly fun but incredibly stupid. Marco’s tapping lines out on the flat of his chef’s knife - “cutting cold” we call it in kitchen-speak - and I’m still trying to convince myself this isn’t the worst idea in the world when the backdoor suddenly bangs open.

Marco swears and dips the knife down behind his back as we both glance back; it’s Delia.

“Oh, um,” she turns to head back inside, the cigarette she was about to light resting between her lips, when she suddenly pauses and looks at us more curiously, “What are you two doing out here?”

“Never you mind love,” Marco says, grinning at her. She arches an eyebrow, and then like a Goddamn idiot, Marco makes a little sniffing motion with his nose.

I’m going to kill this fucking guy.

Delia’s eyes light up and she checks behind her before stepping towards us, “Oooo….do you mind?”

“Not at all!” Marco beams, bringing the knife up from behind his back as Delia move to join us. She’s all smiles at me, but I’m too busy glaring daggers at Marco to even bother noticing.

This is
way
off book. Being out here doing fucking
cocaine
right before service with my buddy the grill guy is one thing; doing it with the damn wait staff is fucking
pushing it
.

But then again, I
am
fading here. I’m on zero fucking sleep, my heads all turned around and upside-down from whatever the fuck is happening with Chloe, and I just need to Get. Through. This. Night.

The powder is cold as it hits my nostrils, and then fire when it hits my bloodstream a second later.

Theeere it is.

I’m letting the rush wash over me, and pushing the knife away towards Marco when the door opens again. And this time, it takes me a second to turn and focus, and realize that it’s Chloe.

...Chloe standing in the doorway, glaring at me as I stand there with a rail of coke on a fuckin’ knife with Delia giggling and stroking my arm.

I’m opening my mouth without even really knowing what to say, but then she’s shaking her head and just walking back inside anyways.