What was there in a day? A book to read. Birds coming to you from all directions, flying out to visit you here because you leave them seed on the ground to find. Mist, soon and certain to lift from the feather tops of those trees. A blue sky waiting for the right moment of surprise. Summer coming out to Ragged Island, off the coast of Nova Scotia.
Summer and the tourists again. Sylvie loved to see the tourists come out on the old ferry boat from Mutton Hill Harbour. Not like Peggy's Cove. Not like that at all. Tourists
could not bring cars here, but they brought families, most of them. Walked around the island in disbelief.“Like going back to another time,” they'd say, ever and again. They were sometimes exasperated by the old wrecks of cars, however, driven around by the islanders. No mufflers, lots of noise. Noise was sometimes good on an island as quiet as this one could be. No one who lived here would ever complain.
But she knew the only thing that brought the tourists now was the whales. Moses Slaunwhite's boat tour out of the little harbour. Mainlanders wanting real adventure would take the ferry out from Mutton Hill Harbour in the morning and then go to sea with Moses, out in front of the island, out where the big waves rolled and rolled in the deep. And the whales were there waiting. Every summer. Whales guaranteed. Right whales. The same whales that had disappeared altogether early in the century. Vanished. But they'd come back, once the whalers of this island had stopped killing them.
Sylvie believed that the whales had come back for her, because of her. She was one of the few who had been around when island men killed whales. She had seen the butchery ashore and openly cursed the men who did it. Tried to get it stopped. And succeeded. Or at least she had taken credit for it. And then the whales began to come back. Close enough to shore that you felt you were there with them. Deep water right up to some of the rocks out near Nubby Point. Deep, deep and dark and treacherous and secretive in ways that Sylvie understood and the whales understood.
And she did not curse Moses Slaunwhite for his boat and his tourists. The tourists came and brought children again to the island. The sound of their voices like choirs of wonderful noise. Their parents would buy the baked bread and cookies Sylvie made in her wood stove oven. And they would talk. They would reassure her that life went on beyond the refuge of her island.
Sometimes she thought the world was coming to an end and it was only the sound of children's voices in the summer that reminded her the cycle was continuing. She loved all the children and tucked candies into their hands and they stared at her in a kind of fear and wonder. Was she an old witch? Was she a sea hag? No one was ever cruel to her, though, and the parents were polite. They would all ask, “Have you seen whales? What do they look like? Do you think we'll get to see any when we go out on the boat?”
And Sylvie would say,“The whales are great and wondrous creatures. Kind and friendly and playful and talkative and you must listen very closely to hear them singing.” She would never tell one of the children, or even their wide-eyed, curious parents with their hand-held video cameras, that soon the whales would be gone from the waters around the island. Soon, she knew, the whales would stop coming here in the summer.
For Sylvie knew silence to be a reliable ally, a dedicated friend and advisor who had carried her through many bad moments. Silence was almost always hand in hand with wisdom. And so the children continued to smile for her.
Phonse's Lighthouse, they called it. But it wasn't a lighthouse at all, more like a mirror. Only worked on sunny days with all that sunlight reflecting off the windshields of maybe five hundred wrecks of cars. You could see it, though, and use it to guide a boat home from as far away as Indian Harbour, Pearl Island, or even Peggy's Cove. Phonse's Light.
Phonse Doucette was forty-six and he was that rare man who had lived his dream. Born on Ragged Island, all through school he pledged to stay there, spend as little time on the mainland
as was humanly necessary. He was one of those blessed men who had a dream and knew how to follow it. The dream: his own junkyard. Went through several incarnations: Phonse's Junk Yard, Phonse's Salvage Yard, Phonse's Quality Used Car Parts, and, most recently, Phonse's Auto Recycling and Environmental Control. Well, that was stretching it some, but Phonse thought it might make him eligible for some government incentive programs.
When Jack Zwick looked at his new hand-lettered sign and stated flatly,“Environmental me arse,” Phonse said in defence of himself, “I'm hauling junk cars off the mainland, aren't I doing that? Cleaning up the place. Putting some of the parts of them bloody cars back into circulation.”
Everybody still called the place the junkyard, though, even Phonse. And there it was: Phonse's Junkyard, on the hill with its beacon of car windshields all facing south, tail lights all pointed toward the mainland, some of the trunk lids propped open like the cars were mooning the people who lived way back in Mutton Hill Harbour. The well-to-do inhabitants who used lawnmowers on their lawns, or hired people to use them. “Lawnmowers kill snakes,” Phonse muttered to the ferry captain one day. “I love snakes, 'cause they're natural and they're good for the environment. There oughta be a law.” Against killing snakes, he meant.
Right off to the side of Phonse's litter of cars was Oickle's Pond, which had ended up somehow, through an ancestral convolution of gambling negotiations and a bad year of herring fishing, in the Doucette family. Oickle's Pond. Could swim in it once, he remembered, but old transmissions kept finding their way to Oickle's Pond, rusty gas tanks and oil pans, the odd driver's seat from an old Mustang with springs popping through it like so many toy snakes from a Chinese store.
People other than Phonse found Oickle's Pond suitable for depositing old stove oil tanks and oil barrels, other kinds of barrels with warnings about toxic substances all rubbed off or camouflaged
with rust. People used to swim there once. Phonse remembered that Sylvie did when she was younger. Phonse talked about cleaning it up, swore that people sneaked in and threw things in there. Well, that was partly true, but Phonse had probably started the problem himself. Back before anybody thought anything about tossing garbage wherever it looked like it would fit. Phonse was always amiable, trying to please. Back then, if one of those big American warships had pulled up in the deep channel out front of the island, if the captain had come off the ship and knocked on Phonse's door and said,“Excuse me, but we happen to have several containers of nuclear waste, uranium, plutonium, and methalonium aboard and we were wondering if you could take it off our hands,” Phonse would have considered it. Or what's a junkyard for? Sure. Hell. Oickle's Pond would do the trick. “Dump 'er in there, buddy. Just back up your boat to the government wharf and I'll bring down the truck for ya.”
Since then, of course, Phonse and his recycling yard had gone green. Someday Oickle's Pond would return to its natural state, but it would take scuba divers and cranes and some sort of newfangled toxic sludge incineration plant like the one that never worked right on the Sydney Tar Ponds. Government money, big wads of it, would have to be involved. Phonse would have to wait for that.
Phonse was Acadian by blood. His people had been escorted out of Grand Pré by the Brits and tossed ashore in various American locations. The Doucettes had ended up in Virginia and were not wanted by the snobbish English living there. The Virginia House of Assembly had been generous enough to provide a ship and a few crusts of bread to send them back to Nova Scotia. So Phonse's people were set back down along the shore near Lunenburg. Not much to work with, but after a couple of generations
they got their pride back intact and handed it down like a cherished heirloom from father to son until Phonse received the gift. Phonse was proud, resourceful, cussed at times, but a guy who, if dropped from a twenty-foot ladder head down while trying to paint the side of his big pink and blue house, would always land on the balls of his feet and be back up the ladder again with a fresh can of paint in no time flat.
“My people knew how to care for this land,” Phonse assert-ed.“The English knew nothing. If we didn't feed them way back when, they all would have starved.” Way back when was a muddle of history, mostly bad news for the worthy Acadians. Way back when it took two generations for an Acadian family to build a dyke, say near the Cornwallis River, and create beautiful, fertile croplands and pastures. Two generations and it didn't seem a problem.“They were this close to the land back then.” Phonse pinched his finger and proved the point.“Soil in their blood. An Acadian could grow anything anywhere. Set a cabbage seed on top of a rock out there at Nubby Point and make it grow into a big, beautiful thing that'd make five of us a good dinner. Piece of salt pork and that cabbage grown on a rock and we'd be full up, belching and farting like a big happy family.”
The Acadians knew how to grow things, while the Englishman would just look at a field and feel sorry for himself, wonder where he was going to find someone to work it or how he was going to find himself a cup of tea for his morning break. That's what an Englishman would have done. Back then. Or now maybe. Not much changes.
No one really complained much when Phonse started bringing the wrecks over from the mainland, one a day on the ferry service. School busses, old hearses, dump trucks gone bad, pick-ups, service vans. One by one until he had that hill filled up with
junk. A dream realized. Once the phones were in, people could phone Phonse for a part and he'd send it over on the ferry to be picked up in Mutton Hill Harbour. If it didn't fit or if it was the wrong one, it could be returned or just tossed in the bay, and Phonse would send another one over.
To some people it seemed like a lot of trouble for a car part and they'd end up driving to Bridgewater to get a new or reconditioned fuel pump from Canadian Tire. Often a part from Phonse's yard was seized up pretty bad. All that salt air doing its work. But business was business for Phonse and he didn't mind a little hard work to make a go of it. Hell, none of his people had ever shirked hard work.
“Dirt under the nails, that's what makes any man happy,” Phonse said. Caked oil and grease made him happy, but farming, growing cabbages in his little dyked area next to Oickle's Pond, made him even happier. His own little dyke by the pond only cost him two days work with his backhoe instead of two generations, but it freed up some fine little marsh full of rich sediment. Phonse liked working there, puttering on a summer day in his off hours, talking to philosophical red-winged blackbirds who looked at him sideways as they dangled on the sides of cattail plants. And frogs; the dark, oil-stained waters of Oickle's Pond were always full of frogs, as well. Bullfrogs, big as footballs. Tiny peepers, too. Fish in the pond too, of course. Nobody knew what kind. Unidentifiable. Started out as suckers maybe and evolved to survive the change in water quality. Tasted some good, eaten cooked or raw. Phonse was particular to the livers of such fish.
And the cabbages. The big mealtime ones that could have been grown by an Acadian on a rock with just a sprinkling of piss, two ground-up clam shells, and soil cleaned out from under one thumbnail. But these cabbages were even more than that â grown in the Acadian soil of Phonse's little garden, a cabbage was a thing to behold. Big as a beach ball. No holes in the leaves
from cabbage flies or other bugs 'cause Phonse always kept them doused in cold wood stove ashes. Seemed to help the flavour of a cabbage. Phonse had no German in him but he knew how to turn that cabbage into sauerkraut if he had a mind to. Enough salt to preserve a mummy. Made your eyes water just to think about it. But a Phonse Doucette cabbage was a prize. Men who pay other men to mow their lawns back in Mutton Hill Harbour would pay ten bucks for one head of Phonse's cabbage and not ask any questions how it was raised. Send one over on a hot summer day to the mainland in a box that's just been used to ship a big boat engine battery over from the mainland. People'd just stare at that cabbage the whole trip back to Mutton Hill Harbour, not even look at the scenery.
All that was in Phonse's blood. Heritage. The ability to develop (“devil-up” as Phonse would say it) a piece of land in the old Acadian tradition. Only this was the modern version of it â if anything at all could be called “modern” on Ragged Island. He had retained a French accent, bestowed upon him by his parents, and he had fine-tuned it while growing up. He sounded more like Jean Chrétien than a true Acadian, but no one knew what a true anglicized Acadian should sound like anyway.
Sure, some men with old junkers did come across on the one-hour ferry ride to Phonse's salvage yard for parts, but these were men who didn't mind investing a little time in finding the right flywheel for an old Oldsmobile, men who preferred talking over working any day of the week. And Phonse could talk the ears off a dead mule if he wanted to.“It's because I have so many ideas,” he'd say.“Possibilities. Dreams. If only I could
devil-up
each and every one of them. The world would be a better place.”
Better, perhaps, or at the very least, more cluttered. So men would come for the talk and buy something or other, usually a car part that wouldn't fit or, if it did, was seized, chipped, cracked, or otherwise brutalized by the island's weather. No one ever
complained. Yet over the years, Phonse noted the marked decline in customers, what with the Canadian Tire only a half-hour's drive from Mutton Hill Harbour, and other competition from junkyards on the mainland. Men with German names, some of Irish descent, some from Halifax. Some, it was said, were even tied in with computer networks telling the world that they had available for sale the drive shaft of a 1957 Chevy station wagon. “Computers,” Phonse said, and shook his head. “Someday, I'll show them how that is done. I'll be on that Internet thing. I'll put some of my ideas on there. Then people will see.”