Authors: Virginia Kantra
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #Paranormal, #Suspense, #General
a fish, she twisted to straddle him, balancing on her knees on the narrow
bench. She reached between their bodies, prepared to wrestle with his
clothing, to wrest control, to snatch her satisfaction from him. But he was
prepared for her. His pants gaped open. She felt the rough scrape of fabric
against her thighs, the cold bite of his zipper, and then the warm thrust of
his flesh, there, just there. Aah.
She sank her teeth into her lower lip, closing her eyes to take him in,
to take it all in, to absorb the sensations inside and out. His thickness
filled her. The fire was warm against her back. The moon rode high
above the trees, its call cold and sweet on the air like the notes of a
trumpet.
“Open your eyes, Maggie. Look at me.”
Startled, she obeyed. Caleb was watching her, watching her face, his
jaw clenched, his gaze penetrating. She was joined to him, connected
with him. She felt the shock of it like lightning striking the sea.
He pressed up into her as hard, as far as he could go. She surrounded
him, rising and falling as if she rode the waves to shore, rocking herself
against him, everything in her pulling down, flowing down, rushing to the
place where they were joined. Her nipples tightened. Her womb
contracted.
She lost tempo, her movements becoming frantic, erratic. Her head
dropped to his shoulder. His hands gripped her hips, steadying her,
moving her to his rhythm.
Almost there, almost . . .
His fingers bit into her flesh. “Look at me.”
But she was lost, liquid, gone, spinning away from him. Everything
in her tightened and spiraled down. She shuddered, crying out, and felt
him thrust up to meet her as he released hotly at her center.
Long moments passed before she drifted back to herself.
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Perspiration glued their bodies together. His chest rose and fell. Her
own breath flowed easily, but her heart beat as if she’d just surfaced from
a long dive.
“Not twenty minutes, after all.” He laughed softly, a quiet exhalation
against her throat. “You’re a miracle, Maggie. ”
Oh, no. Not a miracle. Angels dealt in miracles.
Selkies dealt in . . . Well, as a general rule, they did not deal in
miracles. Or humans either. She had not visited him as an angel would, to
bring tidings or a sign, to help or heal, to comfort or interfere in any way.
She had come ashore for sex. And now that her craving had been
satisfied, she would return to the sea.
She slid her arms from around his neck, feeling him slip from her
body with an odd sense of loss.
He grunted as she wriggled from his lap. “Where are you going?”
“I need . . .” She glanced toward the beach, her mind a blank. What
could she claim to need? He had warmed her, fed her, serviced her—not
once, but twice.
“Right.” He grimaced, stretching his scarred leg in front of him.
“Don’t go too far. You need a flashlight?”
“No,” she said truthfully. “I can see well enough.”
Even in human form, her eyes were better adapted to the dark than
his.
Caleb caught at her hand as she turned away. She looked back at
him, trying and failing to resent his hold on her.
He smiled. “Hurry back.”
She did not, could not, answer. But she owed him . . . something.
Stooping, she kissed him one last time. His lips were dry and steady.
Sweet.
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She straightened, her heart drumming in her ears.
As she picked her way through the trees to the shore, she felt his
gaze like a touch on her back.
Caleb watched her go, fighting the urge to call her back. After two
rounds of vigorous sex, the girl probably needed to powder her nose or
catch her breath or wash up or something. Although he didn’t know
anybody crazy enough to brave the water in May without a wetsuit.
But then, he’d never known anybody like Maggie.
It wasn’t her willingness to have sex with a near stranger that made
her unique.
Hell, that was how he’d met his ex-wife, in a smoky bar in Biloxi,
Mississippi. The Last Call was a hunting ground for lonely soldiers from
Fort Shelby in search of pool and pussy—not necessarily in that order—and local girls trolling for free drinks and husbands.
Sherilee, with her tailored slacks and expensive perfume, had
seemed a cut above the regular clientele, a bank teller out slumming for
the night with her girlfriends. Back then, she’d thought Caleb’s uniform
was cute and his taciturn Yankee silence sexy. He’d thought . . . Who was
he kidding? He’d been far from home, estranged from his family, and
staring down an eighteen-month deployment in the desert. They hadn’t
done much thinking. Or talking either. They’d gotten married right before
he shipped out, and he was pretty sure Sherilee had regretted her decision
before she’d even finished spending his imminent danger pay.
He knew better now than to imagine one night of sex was a good
basis for commitment or even compatibility.
But this was different. Maggie was different, lush and full of life,
uninhibited, uncalculating, generous in her love-making.
Caleb shook his head, disbelieving and flat-out grateful at the
memory of what she’d done. What they’d done together.
But he was different, too. This time, he was determined to have an
actual relationship with all the trimmings of a normal life, phone calls and
flowers and family visits.
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He winced, thinking of his father hunched over the scarred kitchen
table, scowling into the bottom of a whiskey glass. Okay, a visit with his
family might be pushing things. But at least he could take Maggie out,
spring for dinner and a movie.
Make love to her in a bed.
Caleb rubbed his knee, glanced toward the tree line. When she came
back, he had to get her phone number.
The fire hissed and popped. The sparks rode the updraft into the
dark.
It was a long time before he accepted she wasn’t coming back.
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Four
WAVES BOILED OVER THE ROCKS AT THE SELKIES’ island
Sanctuary. White veils of spray caught the afternoon sun. Drops glittered
in the air like diamonds. Farther out, long lines of whitecaps rolled, their
crests curling over the deep blue green—the horses of Llyr, running
before the wind.
Standing alone in a tower room in Caer Subai, Margred listened to
the crash and roar of the tide. The mingled scents of land and sea, life and
decay, climbed to her window like the rose vines in a fairy tale.
She stared down at the foaming sea, a discontent inside her as cold
and sharp as the wind blowing through the un-paned windows.
She pulled her velvet robe, a relic of a fifteenth-century queen,
around her. Not for warmth, but for the comfort of its rich texture. She
had hoped being here in Sanctuary, among her own kind, would still the
restlessness that had roiled her these past three weeks.
She had been wrong. Even the smooth fabric against her skin failed
to soothe the itch inside her.
She did not belong here, in the court of the sea king’s son, where
considerations of pair bonds and politics lurked behind every smile and
ambushed every conversation. She did not seek another mate. She did not
care about court intrigue. Better to have stayed in the isolation of the sea,
in the independence of her own territory.
Hurry
back, the man had said.
The thought disturbed her.
She turned from the window.
No rug covered the smoothly fitted flagstones under her feet. No fire
burned beneath the massive mantle. The chandelier suspended from the
beamed and painted ceiling held no candles. Unlike the children of the
earth, selkies did not mine or make, grow or spin. Caer Subai was
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furnished with the salvage of centuries of wrecks: Viking gold and
Cornish iron, silk hangings from France and wooden chests from Spain.
The platters and goblets on the table were all of gold, and the high stone
walls were covered with tapestry scenes of the Creation: a stylized wave,
the dark, the deep, a dove, their bright silks preserved by the magic that
seeped from the ancient stones like mist and lay like shadows in the
corners of the room.
The children of the sea did not interfere with the ships that traveled
over their ocean. But everything that fell beneath the waves was forfeit,
human lives and human possessions both. Selkies plucked mortals from
the wreckage when it pleased them, delivering the survivors safe to shore.
Whatever else pleased them, they brought here, or stored in sea caves in
their own territories.
On past visits, Margred had delighted in the treasures of Caer Subai.
Her gaze rested on the fireplace, fancifully carved with sea monsters and
mermaids, its whimsical design a testament to the artistry of its maker . . .
and the odd humor of the prince. But now everything seemed faded.
Spoiled. Tarnished. Flat. She should return to the sea.
No
. The thought formed like a fog, unsubstantial and enveloping.
She should go back to the man
.
Caleb
.
Footsteps sounded on the tower stairs. “Margred?”
She shivered at the deep-timbred voice. It almost sounded like . . .
“Are you alone?” A tall, male form appeared in the arched doorway.
He was dressed in rough fisherman’s clothing, canvas pants and a shirt,
that did nothing to disguise his extraordinary beauty.
Dylan
.
The younger selkie had claimed a territory adjoining hers a score of
years ago. She tolerated him because of his youth and bitter humor. Well,
and because he was very good to look at, in a fierce and fine-honed way.
Once she had even considered . . .
She half smiled and shook her head. He took himself too seriously to
suit her.
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He had spoken in English, so she answered in the same tongue. “As
you see.”
Dylan crossed the tower room, leaning his elbows on the window
ledge beside her. Posing, she thought.
The wind ruffled his dark hair. “Perhaps you are alone too much,” he
said.
She shot him an amused look. “Do you speak for yourself? Or the
prince?”
“Conn is concerned for you, of course.”
“I don’t see why.”
“He wants you to be happy here.”
“He wants me to whelp selkie babies, you mean.”
“The prince is disturbed by the decline in our numbers,” Dylan said
in a careful tone. “At last count there were fewer than two thousand of
our people left.”
Margred arched her eyebrows. “At last count? Does Conn really
believe the king and the others living beneath the wave”—the polite term
for those selkies who rarely or never took human form—“would present
themselves for his census?”
“You can’t deny there are fewer of us born each year.”
She did not deny anything. Her inability to bear her mate a child had
been a source of real, if secret, grief to her four or five decades past.
She shrugged, feigning indifference. “A low birth rate is the price
our people pay for immortality. The seas would be overrun with us else.”
“Instead of which, our numbers are dropping. Our population may
have been in balance once, but now too many of us are dying.”
“And are reborn again in the sea,” Margred said. “As we always
have been.”
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As she had been herself, seven centuries ago.
“
Not
always. Selkies who die without their sealskins are not reborn.
They cease to exist.”
Memory welled like fresh blood from an old scar. “My mate was
killed by poachers. I do not need you to explain to me what happens to a
selkie who dies without his pelt.”
Dylan watched her closely. “I have offended you.”
But she would not give him even that much. “It is what it is. Mayhap
his fate is one he would have chosen. Endless existence has its own . . .
burdens.”
“You are dissatisfied?”
Dissatisfied
,
restless
,
empty
,
alone . . .
She lifted her chin. “I am bored.”
His gaze sharpened on her face. “I hear you’ve been amusing
yourself ashore.”
“And this interests you because . . . ?”
“Perhaps you would be better served if you redirected your energy
toward your own kind.”
She tilted her head. “Pimping for the prince, Dylan?”
“Merely delivering a friendly warning. There are dangers to
becoming involved with humans.”
“You are half human, are you not?”
His mouth compressed. “It’s impossible to be half anything. You are