Authors: Rudyard Kipling
âThat's awfully good of you. We can't either of us talk much about style, I'm afraid.'
Scott was in a weather-stained drill shooting-kit, very white at the seams and a little frayed at the wrists. William regarded him thoughtfully, from his pith helmet to his greased ankle-boots. âYou look very nice, I think. Are you sure you've everything you'll need â quinine, chlorodyne, and so on?'
âThink so,' said Scott, patting three or four of his shooting-pockets as the horse was led up, and he mounted and rode alongside his convoy.
âGood-bye,' he cried.
âGood-bye, and good luck,' said William. âI'm awfully obliged for the money.' She turned on a spurred heel and disappeared into the tent, while the carts pushed on past the famine-sheds, past the roaring lines of the thick, fat fires, down to the baked Gehenna
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of the South.
So let us melt and make no noise,
No tear-floods nor sigh-tempests move;
'Twere profanation of our joys
To tell the laity our love.
A Valediction
.
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It was punishing work, even though he travelled by night and camped by day; but within the limits of his vision there was no man whom Scott could call master. He was as free as Jimmy Hawkins â freer, in fact, for the Government held the Head of the Famine tied neatly to a telegraph-wire, and if Jimmy had ever regarded telegrams seriously, the death-rate of that famine would have been much higher than it was.
At the end of a few days' crawling Scott learned something of the size of the India which he served; and it astonished him. His carts, as you know, were loaded with wheat, millet, and barley, good food-grains needing only a little grinding. But the people to whom he brought the life-giving stuffs were rice-eaters. They knew how to hull rice in their mortars, but they knew nothing of the heavy stone querns of the North, and less of the material that the white man convoyed so laboriously. They
clamoured for rice â unhusked paddy, such as they were accustomed to â and, when they found that there was none, broke away weeping from the sides of the cart. What was the use of these strange hard grains that choked their throats? They would die. And then and there there were many of them kept their word. Others took their allowance, and bartered enough millet to feed a man through a week for a few handfuls of rotten rice saved by some less unfortunate. A few put their shares into the rice-mortars, pounded it, and made a paste with foul water; but they were very few. Scott understood dimly that many people in the India of the South ate rice, as a rule, but he had spent his service in a grain Province, had seldom seen rice in the blade or the ear, and least of all would have believed that, in time of deadly need, men would die at arm's length of plenty, sooner than touch food they did not know. In vain the interpreters interpreted; in vain his two policemen showed by vigorous pantomime what should be done. The starving crept away to their bark and weeds, grubs, leaves, and clay, and left the open sacks untouched. But sometimes the women laid their phantoms of children at Scott's feet, looking back as they staggered away.
Faiz Ullah opined it was the will of God that these foreigners should die, and therefore it remained only to give orders to burn the dead. None the less there was no reason why the Sahib should lack his comforts, and Faiz Ullah, a campaigner of experience, had picked up a few lean goats and had added them to the procession. That they might give milk for the morning meal, he was feeding them on the good grain that these imbeciles rejected. âYes,' said Faiz Ullah; âif the Sahib thought fit, a little milk might be given to some of the babies'; but, as the Sahib well knew, babies were cheap, and, for his own part, Faiz Ullah held that there was no Government order as to babies. Scott spoke forcefully to Faiz Ullah and the two policemen, and bade them capture goats where they could find them. This they most joyfully did, for it was a recreation, and many ownerless goats were driven in. Once fed, the poor brutes were willing enough to follow the carts, and a few days' good food â food such as human beings died for lack of â set them in milk again.
âBut I am no goatherd,' said Faiz Ullah. âIt is against my
izzat
[my honour].'
âWhen we cross the Bias River
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again we will talk of
izzat
,' Scott replied. âTill that day thou and the policemen shall be sweepers to the camp, if I give the order.'
âThus, then, it is done,' grunted Faiz Ullah, âif the Sahib will have it so'; and he showed how a goat should be milked, while Scott stood over him.
âNow we will feed them,' said Scott; âthrice a day we will feed them'; and he bowed his back to the milking, and took a horrible cramp.
When you have to keep connection unbroken between a restless mother of kids and a baby who is at the point of death, you suffer in all your system. But the babies were fed. Morning, noon and evening Scott would solemnly lift them out one by one from their nest of gunny-bags
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under the cart-tilts. There were always many who could do no more than breathe, and the milk was dropped into their toothless mouths drop by drop, with due pauses when they choked. Each morning, too, the goats were fed; and since they would straggle without a leader, and since the natives were hirelings, Scott was forced to give up riding, and pace slowly at the head of his flocks, accommodating his step to their weaknesses. All this was sufficiently absurd, and he felt the absurdity keenly; but at least he was saving life, and when the women saw that their children did not die, they made shift to eat a little of the strange foods, and crawled after the carts, blessing the master of the goats.
âGive the women something to live for,' said Scott to himself, as he sneezed in the dust of a hundred little feet, âand they'll hang on somehow. But this beats William's condensed-milk trick all to pieces. I shall never live it down, though.'
He reached his destination very slowly, found that a rice-ship had come in from Burmah, and that stores of paddy were available; found also an overworked Englishman in charge of the shed, and, loading the carts, set back to cover the ground he had already passed. He left some of the children and half his goats at the famine-shed. For this he was not thanked by the Englishman, who had already more stray babies than he knew what to do with. Scott's back was suppled to stooping now, and he went on with his wayside ministrations in addition to distributing the paddy. More babies and more goats were added unto him; but now some of the babies wore rags, and beads round their wrists or necks. â
That
,' said the interpreter, as though Scott did not know, âsignifies that their mothers hope in eventual contingency to resume them offeecially.'
âThe sooner the better,' said Scott; but at the same time he marked, with the pride of ownership, how this or that little Ramasawmy was putting on flesh like a bantam. As the paddy-carts were emptied he headed for Hawkins's camp by the railway, timing his arrival to fit in with the dinner-hour, for it was long since he had eaten at a cloth. He had no desire to make any dramatic entry, but an accident of the sunset ordered it that, when he had taken off his helmet to get the evening breeze, the low light should fall across his forehead, and he could not see what was before him; while one waiting at the tent door beheld, with
new eyes, a young man, beautiful as Paris,
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a god in a halo of golden dust, walking slowly at the head of his flocks, while at his knee ran small naked Cupids. But she laughed â William, in a slate-coloured blouse, laughed consumedly till Scott, putting the best face he could upon the matter, halted his armies and bade her admire the kindergarten. It was an unseemly sight, but the proprieties had been left ages ago, with the tea-party at Amritsar Station, fifteen hundred miles to the northward.
âThey are coming on nicely,' said William. âWe've only five-and-twenty here now. The women are beginning to take them away again.'
âAre you in charge of the babies, then?'
âYes â Mrs Jim and I. We didn't think of goats, though. We've been trying condensed milk and water.'
âAny losses?'
âMore than I care to think of,' said William, with a shudder. âAnd you?'
Scott said nothing. There had been many little burials along his route â many mothers who had wept when they did not find again the children they had trusted to the care of the Government.
Then Hawkins came out carrying a razor, at which Scott looked hungrily, for he had a beard that he did not love. And when they sat down to dinner in the tent he told his tale in few words, as it might have been an official report. Mrs Jim snuffled from time to time, and Jim bowed his head judicially; but William's grey eyes were on the cleanshaven face, and it was to her that Scott seemed to speak.
âGood for the Pauper Province!'
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said William, her chin in her hand, as she leaned forward among the wine-glasses. Her cheeks had fallen in, and the scar on her forehead was more prominent than ever, but the well-turned neck rose roundly as a column from the ruffle of the blouse which was the accepted evening-dress in camp.
âIt was awfully absurd at times,' said Scott. âYou see I didn't know much about milking or babies. They'll chaff my head off, if the tale goes north.'
âLet 'em,' said William, haughtily. âWe've all done coolie-work since we came. I know Jack has.' This was to Hawkins's address, and the big man smiled blandly.
âYour brother's a highly efficient officer, William,' said he, âand I've done him the honour of treating him as he deserves. Remember, I write the confidential reports.'
âThen you must say that William's worth her weight in gold,' said Mrs Jim. âI don't know what we should have done without her. She has been everything to us.' She dropped her hand upon William's, which
was rough with much handling of reins, and William patted it softly. Jim beamed on the company. Things were going well with his world. Three of his more grossly incompetent men had died, and their places had been filled by their betters. Every day brought the rains nearer. They had put out the famine in five of the Eight Districts, and, after all, the death-rate had not been too heavy â things considered. He looked Scott over carefully, as an ogre looks over a man, and rejoiced in his thews and iron-hard condition.
âHe's just the least bit in the world tucked up,'
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said Jim to himself, âbut he can do two men's work yet.' Then he was aware that Mrs Jim was telegraphing to him, and according to the domestic code the message ran: âA clear case. Look at them!'
He looked and listened. All that William was saying was: âWhat can you expect of a country where they call a
bhistee
[a water-carrier] a
tunnicutch
?' and all that Scott answered was: âI shall be precious glad to get back to the Club. Save me a dance at the Christmas ball, won't you?'
âIt's a far cry from here to the Lawrence Hall,'
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said Jim. âBetter turn in early, Scott. It's paddy-carts tomorrow; you'll begin loading at five.'
âAren't you going to give Mr Scott one day's rest?'
âWish I could, Lizzie. 'Fraid I can't. As long as he can stand up we must use him.'
âWell, I've had one Europe evening, at least⦠By Jove, I'd nearly forgotten! What do I do about those babies of mine?'
âLeave them here,' said William â âwe are in charge of that â and as many goats as you can spare. I must learn how to milk now.'
âIf you care to get up early enough tomorrow I'll show you. I have to milk, you see; and, by the way, half of 'em have beads and things round their necks. You must be careful not to take 'em off, in case the mothers turn up.'
âYou forget I've had some experience here.'
âI hope to goodness you won't overdo.' Scott's voice was unguarded.
âI'll take care of her,' said Mrs Jim, telegraphing hundred-word messages as she carried William off, while Jim gave Scott his orders for the coming campaign. It was very late â nearly nine o'clock.
âJim, you're a brute,' said his wife, that night; and the Head of the Famine chuckled.
âNot a bit of it, dear. I remember doing the first Jandiala Settlement
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for the sake of a girl in a crinoline; and she was slender, Lizzie. I've never done as good a piece of work since.
He
'll work like a demon.'
âBut you might have given him one day.'
âAnd let things come to a head now? No, dear; it's their happiest time.'
âI don't believe either of the dears know what's the matter with them. Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it lovely?'
âGetting up at three to learn to milk, bless her heart! Ye gods, why must we grow old and fat?'
âShe's a darling. She has done more work under me â'
âUnder
you!
The day after she came she was in charge and you were her subordinate, and you've stayed there ever since. She manages you almost as well as you manage me.'
âShe doesn't, and that's why I love her. She's as direct as a man â as her brother.'
âHer brother's weaker than she is. He's always coming to me for orders; but he's honest, and a glutton for work. I confess I'm rather fond of William, and if I had a daughter â'
The talk ended there. Far away in the Derajat
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was a child's grave more than twenty years old, and neither Jim nor his wife spoke of it any more.
âAll the same, you're responsible,' Jim added, after a moment's silence.
âBless 'em!' said Mrs Jim, sleepily.
Before the stars paled, Scott, who slept in an empty cart, waked and went about his work in silence; it seemed at that hour unkind to rouse Faiz Ullah and the interpreter. His head being close to the ground, he did not hear William till she stood over him in the dingy old riding-habit, her eyes still heavy with sleep, a cup of tea and a piece of toast in her hands. There was a baby on the ground, squirming in a piece of blanket, and a six-year-old child peered over Scott's shoulder.