His neck dwindled until his head sat almost directly upon his shoulders.
He felt his spine lengthening into a tail.
His eyes sank back under a suddenly more massive brow.
He sensed that he had more than two legs.
Then he sensed nothing at all as the changefire swept through him, consuming the last fuel it could find. He descended into the many kinds of fire.
Before Ben’s eyes, in only a minute or less, the creature burned—the flames leaped high into the air, seethed,
roared
—until there was nothing left of the corpse but a small bubbling pool of sludge, a few little flickering flames down there in the darkness that reclaimed the empty swimming pool. Uncomprehending, Ben stood in silence, unable to speak. Lieutenant Verdad and Rachael seemed equally amazed, for they did not break the silence, either.
It was broken, at last, by Anson Sharp. He was coming slowly around the edge of the pool. He had a gun, and he looked as if he would use it. “What the hell happened to him? What the
hell
?”
Startled, not having seen the DSA agents until now, Ben stared at his old enemy and said, “Same thing that’s going to happen to you, Sharp. He did to himself what you’ll do to yourself sooner or later, though in a different way.”
“What’re you talking about?” Sharp demanded.
Holding Rachael and trying to ease his body between her and Sharp, Ben said, “He didn’t like the world the way he found it, so he set out to make it conform to his own twisted expectations. But instead of making a paradise for himself, he made a living hell. It’s what you’ll make for yourself, given time.”
“Shit,” Anson Sharp said, “you’ve gone off the deep end, Shadway. Way off the deep end.” To Verdad, he said, “Lieutenant, please put down your revolver.”
Verdad said, “What? What’re you talking about? I—”
Sharp shot Verdad, and the detective was flung off the concrete into the mud by the impact of the bullet.
Jerry Peake—a devoted reader of mysteries, given to dreams of legendary achievement—had a habit of thinking in melodramatic terms. Watching Eric Leben’s monstrously mutated body burning away to nothing in the empty swimming pool, he was shocked, horrified, and frightened; but he was also thinking at an unusually furious pace for him. First, he made a mental list of the similarities between Eric Leben and Anson Sharp: They loved power, thrived on it; they were cold-blooded and capable of anything; they had a perverse taste for young girls . . . Then Jerry listened to what Ben Shadway said about how a man could make his own hell on earth, and he thought about that, too. Then he looked down at the smoldering remnants of the mutant Leben, and it seemed to him that he was at a crossroads between his own earthly paradise and hell: He could cooperate with Sharp, let murder be done, and live with the guilt forever, damned in this life as well as in the next;
or
he could resist Sharp, retain his integrity and self-respect, and feel good about himself no matter what happened to his career in the DSA. The choice was his. Which did he want to be—the thing down there in the pool or a
man
?
Sharp ordered Lieutenant Verdad to put down the gun, and Verdad began to question the order, and Sharp shot him, just shot him, with no argument or hesitation.
So Jerry Peake drew his own gun and shot Sharp. The slug hit the deputy director in the shoulder.
Sharp seemed to have sensed the impending betrayal, because he had started to turn toward Jerry even as Jerry shot him. He squeezed off a round of his own, and Jerry took the bullet in the leg, though he fired simultaneously. As he fell, he had the enormous pleasure of seeing Anson Sharp’s head explode.
Rachael stripped the jacket and shirt off Lieutenant Verdad and examined the bullet wound in his shoulder.
“I’ll live,” he said. “It hurts like the devil, but I’ll live.”
In the distance, the mournful sound of sirens arose, drawing rapidly nearer.
“That’ll be Reese’s doing,” Verdad said. “As soon as he got Gavis to the hospital, he’ll have called the locals.”
“There really isn’t too much bleeding,” she said, relieved to be able to confirm his own assessment of his condition.
“I told you,” Verdad said. “Heck, I can’t die. I intend to stay around long enough to see my partner marry the pink lady.” He laughed at her puzzlement and said, “Don’t worry, Mrs. Leben. I’m not out of my head.”
Peake was flat on his back on the concrete decking, his head raised somewhat on the hard pillow of the pool coping.
With a wide strip of his own torn shirt, Ben had fashioned a tourniquet for Peake’s leg. The only thing he could find to twist it with was the barrel of Anson Sharp’s discarded, silencer-equipped pistol, which was perfect for the job.
“I don’t think you really need a tourniquet,” he told Peake as the sirens drew steadily nearer, gradually overwhelming the patter of the rain, “but better safe than sorry. There’s a lot of blood, but I didn’t see any spurting, no torn artery. Must hurt like the devil, though.”
“Funny,” Peake said, “but it doesn’t hurt much at all.”
“Shock,” Ben said worriedly.
“No,” Peake said, shaking his head. “No, I don’t think I’m going into shock. I’ve got none of the symptoms—and I know them. You know what I think maybe it is?”
“What?”
“What I just did—shooting my own boss when he went bad—is going to make me a legend in the agency. Damned if it isn’t. I didn’t see it that way until he was dead. So, anyway, maybe a legend just doesn’t feel pain as much as other people do.” He grinned at Ben.
Ben returned a frown for the grin. “Relax. Just try to relax—”
Jerry Peake laughed. “I’m not delirious, Mr. Shadway. Really, I’m not. Don’t you see? Not only am I a legend, but I can still laugh at myself! Which means that maybe I really do have what it takes. I mean, see, maybe I can make a big reputation for myself and not let it go to my head. Isn’t that a nice thing to learn about yourself?”
“It’s a nice thing,” Ben agreed.
The night was filled with screaming sirens, then the bark of brakes, and then the sirens died as running footsteps sounded on the motel driveway.
Soon there would be questions—thousands of them—from police officers in Las Vegas, Palm Springs, Lake Arrowhead, Santa Ana, Placentia, and other places.
Following that ordeal, the media would have questions of their own. (“How do you
feel,
Mrs. Leben? Please? How do you
feel
about your husband’s murderous spree, about nearly dying at his hands, how do you
feel
?”) They would be even more persistent than the police—and far less courteous.
But now, as Jerry Peake and Julio Verdad were loaded into the paramedics’ van and as the uniformed Las Vegas officers kept a watch on Sharp’s corpse to make certain no one touched it before the police coroner arrived, Rachael and Ben had a moment together, just the two of them. Detective Hagerstrom had reported that Whitney Gavis had made it to the hospital in time and was going to pull through, and now he was getting into the emergency van with Julio Verdad. They were blessedly alone. They stood under the promenade awning, holding each other, neither of them speaking at first. Then they seemed to realize simultaneously that they would not be alone together again for long, frustrating hours, and they both tried to speak at once.
“You first,” he said, holding her almost at arm’s length, looking into her eyes.
“No, you. What were you going to say?”
“I was wondering . . .”
“What?”
“ . . . if you remembered.”
“Ah,” she said because she knew instinctively what he meant.
“When we stopped along the road to Palm Springs,” he said.
“I remember,” she said.
“I proposed.”
“Yes.”
“Marriage.”
“Yes.”
“I’ve never done that before.”
“I’m glad.”
“It wasn’t very romantic, was it?”
“You did just fine,” she said. “Is the offer still open?”
“Yes. Is it still appealing?”
“Immensely appealing,” she said.
He pulled her close again.
She put her arms around him, and she felt protected, yet suddenly a shiver passed through her.
“It’s all right,” he said. “It’s over.”
“Yeah, it’s over,” she said, putting her head against his chest. “We’ll go back to Orange County, where it’s always summer, and we’ll get married, and I’ll start collecting trains with you. I think I could get
into
trains, you know? We’ll listen to old swing music, and we’ll watch old movies on the VCR, and together we’ll make a better world for ourselves, won’t we?”
“We’ll make a better world,” he agreed softly. “But not that way. Not by hiding from the world as it really is. Together, we don’t need to hide. Together, we’ve got the power, don’t you think?”
“I don’t think,” she said. “I
know
.”
The rain had tailed off to a light drizzle. The storm was moving eastward, and the mad voice of the wind was stilled for now.
NEW AFTERWORD BY DEAN KOONTZ
I have always resisted the label “horror writer,” as I have my whole life also strenuously resisted these labels: international terrorist, mad scientist, extraterrestrial life-form, Whig, deceased, cremated remains, former Miss America, tattoo artist to the stars, bonehead, cheesehead, dunderhead, fathead, ****head, moonhead, pumpkin-head, ****head, turniphead, baboon, buffoon, jejune, Looney Toon, poltroon, h**n*l***m*s, missing link, pretty in pink, dink, dork, duckbutt, the kid with the weird lips, Chatty Kathy, Heather, and the reincarnation of Fatty Arbuckle. I have succeeded in defeating all the labelers regarding all those labels except the first. After so many years and denials, certain media types, who never read my books, still refer to me as a horror writer.
From this, you might suppose that I dislike or even loath horror fiction, but you would be wrong. The issue is accuracy. I would not want to be described as a chicken potpie, even though I enjoy a good chicken potpie.
When as a child I began reading for pleasure, I was drawn first to spooky stories. For more than a decade, I read nothing else. Ray Bradbury, though widely viewed as a science-fiction writer, has in fact written some of the richest and most haunting horror stories you could hope to read, such as “Boys! Raise Giant Mushrooms in Your Cellar!” and “The Small Assassin.” Theodore Sturgeon’s astonishing “It,” as well as his “And My Fear Is Great,” thrilled me. Bram Stoker, Richard Matheson, H. P. Love-craft, Frank Belknap Long: Some names are still well known, some forgotten, but I have not forgotten any of them. Robert Heinlein’s utterly chilling “The Unpleasant Profession of Jonathan Hoag” is as fresh in my mind now as when I first read it forty years ago.
When well done, horror fiction has no less potential than any other form of fiction to reach the reader both intellectually and emotionally. Those who disdain it do so because they say that it deals with tawdry and grotesque aspects of life and is inelegantly sensational; but I have always felt that what really disturbs them is that it deals so openly with death. As T. S. Eliot wrote: “Humankind cannot bear much reality.” And the thing from which we spend the most time distracting ourselves is the reality of our mortality.
In horror fiction, my personal taste runs toward stories that avoid gore, that emphasize dark wonder instead of graphic violence. I want stories that recognize a hemispherical mythos—by which I mean stories that display a genuine belief in the existence of both Good and Evil as real forces in the world, instead of portraying Evil in a strictly Good-free nihilistic context—and that have a strong sense of human dignity.
Shadowfires
was Leigh Nichols’s fifth and final novel, and her only outright horror novel. Her first book was
The Key to Midnight
, a suspense story of international intrigue set mostly in Japan and Switzerland, and a love story. The original publisher—Pocket Books, a different house from Berkley Books, which currently publishes all of Leigh’s books—wanted to release
The Key to Midnight
under a pen name, because it was not like other books I had written and because I was not yet a bestselling author with a large audience for work under my name. They preferred a pseudonym that could sound like either a man or a woman, so I gave them Lee Nichols. They changed the spelling of the first name, which seemed to me to all but eliminate the chance that a reader, browsing the shelves of a bookstore, would think the author was a man, but I did not argue the issue.
When
Key
was released, it sold more than one million paperbacks and became my first bestseller. That was in the summer of 1979. In the fall of 1980, I had my second million-copy bestseller,
The Funhouse
, under another pen name—Owen West—and found myself with two highly successful pseudonyms while still writing novels under my own name. Because each of these bylines had a distinctive prose style, I had to get into character to write, which required me to have three complete wardrobes, of which Leigh’s was the loveliest and the only one of the three with a collection of sequined shoes. Fortunately, in the spring of 1981, just as my personality was splitting into three identities—one normal, one psychotic, and one a clotheshorse—Berkley Books sold in excess of a million copies of the paperback reprint of my novel
Whispers
, giving me the hope that I could one day soon knit together my shattered psyche and write only as Dean Koontz, and perhaps even move to a larger house that had no bodies buried in the cellar.
Keeping your eye on the ball is as difficult in publishing as it is in baseball or golf. Although
The Key to Midnight
sold extremely well, Pocket Books gave Leigh’s second novel less support than the first, her third less support than her second. By her fourth novel—
The Servants of Twilight
, which Pocket Books released under the title
Twilight
—she was being published as if she were a has-been; and around the house, she was getting really pissy. She started buying a fearsome number of shoes to compensate.