When Drouet was gone, she sat down in her rocking-chair by the window to think about it. As usual, imagination exaggerated the possibilities for her. It was as if he had put fifty cents in her hand and she had exercised the thoughts of a thousand dollars. She saw herself in a score of pathetic situations in which she assumed a tremulous voice and suffering manner. Her mind delighted itself with scenes of luxury and refinement, situations in which she was the cynosure of all eyes, the arbiter of all fates. As she rocked to and fro she felt the tensity of woe in abandonment, the magnificence of wrath after deception, the languour of sorrow after defeat. Thoughts of all the charming women she had seen in plays—every fancy, every illusion which she had concerning the stage—now came back as a returning tide after the ebb. She built up feelings and a determination which the occasion did not warrant.
Drouet dropped in at the lodge when he went down town, and swashed around with a great
air,
as Quincel met him.
“Where is that young lady you were going to get for us?” asked the latter.
“I’ve got her,” said Drouet.
“Have you?” said Quincel, rather surprised by his promptness; “that’s good. What’s her address?” and he pulled out his note-book in order to be able to send her part to her.
“You want to send her her part?” asked the drummer.
“Yes.”
“Well, I’ll take it. I’m going right by her house in the morning.”
“What did you say her address was? We only want it in case we have any information to send her.”
“Twenty-nine Ogden Place.”
“And her name?”
“Carrie Madenda,” said the drummer, firing at random. The lodge members knew him to be single.
“That sounds like somebody that can act, doesn’t it?” said Quincel.
“Yes, it does.”
He took the part home to Carrie and handed it to her with the manner of one who does a favour.
“He says that’s the best part. Do you think you can do it?”
“I don’t know until I look it over. You know I’m afraid, now that I’ve said I would.”
“Oh, go on. What have you got to be afraid of? It’s a cheap company. The rest of them aren’t as good as you are.”
“Well, I’ll see,” said Carrie, pleased to have the part, for all her misgivings.
He sidled around, dressing and fidgeting before he arranged to make his next remark.
“They were getting ready to print the programmes,” he said, “and I gave them the name of Carrie Madenda. Was that all right?”
“Yes, I guess so,” said his companion, looking up at him. She was thinking it was slightly strange.
“If you didn’t make a hit, you know,” he went on.
“Oh, yes,” she answered, rather pleased now with his caution. It was clever for Drouet.
“I didn’t want to introduce you as my wife, because you’d feel worse then if you didn’t go. They all know me so well. But you’ll go all right. Anyhow, you’ll probably never meet any of them again.”
“Oh, I don’t care,” said Carrie desperately. She was determined now to have a try at the fascinating game.
Drouet breathed a sigh of relief. He had been afraid that he was about to precipitate another conversation upon the marriage question.
The part of Laura, as Carrie found out when she began to examine it, was one of suffering and tears. As delineated by Mr. Daly, it was true to the most sacred traditions of melodrama as he found it when he began his career. The sorrowful demeanour, the tremolo music, the long, explanatory, cumulative addresses, all were there.
“Poor fellow,” read Carrie, consulting the text and drawing her voice out pathetically. “Martin, be sure and give him a glass of wine before he goes.”
She was surprised at the briefness of the entire part, not knowing that she must be on the stage while others were talking, and not only be there, but also keep herself in harmony with the dramatic movement of the scenes.
“I think I can do that, though,” she concluded.
When Drouet came the next night, she was very much satisfied with her day’s study.
“Well, how goes it, Caddie?” he said.
“All right,” she laughed. “I think I have it memorised nearly.”
“That’s good,” he said. “Let’s hear some of it.”
“Oh, I don’t know whether I can get up and say it off here,” she said bashfully.
“Well, I don’t know why you shouldn’t. It’ll be easier here than it will there.”
“I don’t know about that,” she answered.
Eventually she took off the ball-room episode with considerable feeling, forgetting, as she got deeper in the scene, all about Drouet, and letting herself rise to a fine state of feeling.
“Good,” said Drouet; “fine; out o’ sight! You’re all right, Caddie, I tell you.”
He was really moved by her excellent representation and the general appearance of the pathetic little figure as it swayed and finally fainted to the floor. He had bounded up to catch her, and now held her laughing in his arms.
“Ain’t you afraid you’ll hurt yourself?” he asked.
“Not a bit.”
“Well, you’re a wonder. Say, I never knew you could do anything like that.”
“I never did, either,” said Carrie merrily, her face flushed with delight.
“Well, you can bet that you’re all right,” said Drouet. “You can take my word for that. You won’t fail.”
CHAPTER XVII
A GLIMPSE THROUGH THE GATEWAY:
HOPE LIGHTENS THE EYE
THE, TO CARRIE, VERY important theatrical performance was to take place at the Avery on conditions which were to make it more noteworthy than was at first anticipated. The little dramatic student had written to Hurstwood the very morning her part was brought her that she was going to take part in a play.
“I really am,” she wrote, feeling that he might take it as a jest; “I have my part now, honest, truly.”
Hurstwood smiled in an indulgent way as he read this.
“I wonder what it is going to be? I must see that.”
He answered at once, making a pleasant reference to her ability. “I haven’t the slightest doubt you will make a success. You must come to the park to-morrow morning and tell me all about it.”
Carrie gladly complied, and revealed all the details of the undertaking as she understood it.
“Well,” he said, “that’s fine. I’m glad to hear it. Of course, you will do well, you’re so clever.”
He had truly never seen so much spirit in the girl before. Her tendency to discover a touch of sadness had for the nonce disappeared. As she spoke her eyes were bright, her cheeks red. She radiated much of the pleasure which her undertakings gave her. For all her misgivings—and they were as plentiful as the moments of the day—she was still happy. She could not repress her delight in doing this little thing which, to an ordinary observer, had no importance at all.
Hurstwood was charmed by the development of the fact that the girl had capabilities. There is nothing so inspiring in life as the sight of a legitimate ambition, no matter how incipient. It gives colour, force, and beauty to the possessor.
Carrie was now lightened by a touch of this divine afflatus. She drew to herself commendation from her two admirers which she had not earned. Their affection for her naturally heightened their perception of what she was trying to do and their approval of what she did. Her inexperience conserved her own exuberant fancy, which ran riot with every straw of opportunity, making of it a golden divining rod whereby the treasure of life was to be discovered.
“Let’s see,” said Hurstwood, “I ought to know some of the boys in the lodge. I’m an Elk myself.”
“Oh, you mustn’t let him know I told you.”
“That’s so,” said the manager.
“I’d like for you to be there, if you want to come, but I don’t see how you can unless he asks you.”
“I’ll be there,” said Hurstwood affectionately. “I can fix it so he won’t know you told me. You leave it to me.”
This interest of the manager was a large thing in itself for the performance, for his standing among the Elks was something worth talking about. Already he was thinking of a box with some friends, and flowers for Carrie. He would make it a dress-suit affair and give the little girl a chance.
Within a day or two, Drouet dropped into the Adams Street resort, and he was at once spied by Hurstwood. It was at five in the afternoon and the place was crowded with merchants, actors, managers, politicians, a goodly company of rotund, rosy figures, silkhatted, starchy-bosomed, beringed and bescarfpinned to the queen’s taste. John L. Sullivan,
r
the pugilist, was at one end of the glittering bar, surrounded by a company of loudly dressed sports, who were holding a most animated conversation. Drouet came across the floor with a festive stride, a new pair of tan shoes squeaking audibly at his progress.
“Well, sir,” said Hurstwood, “I was wondering what had become of you. I thought you had gone out of town again.”
Drouet laughed.
“If you don’t report more regularly we’ll have to cut you off the list.”
“Couldn’t help it,” said the drummer, “I’ve been busy.”
They strolled over toward the bar amid the noisy, shifting company of notables. The dressy manager was shaken by the hand three times in as many minutes.
“I hear your lodge is going to give a performance,” observed Hurstwood, in the most offhand manner.
“Yes, who told you?”
“No one,” said Hurstwood. “They just sent me a couple of tickets, which I can have for two dollars. Is it going to be any good?”
“I don’t know,” replied the drummer. “They’ve been trying to get me to get some woman to take a part.”
“I wasn’t intending to go,” said the manager easily. “I’ll subscribe, of course. How are things over there?”
“All right. They’re going to fit things up out of the proceeds.”
“Well,” said the manager, “I hope they make a success of it. Have another?”
He did not intend to say any more. Now, if he should appear on the scene with a few friends, he could say that he had been urged to come along. Drouet had a desire to wipe out the possibility of confusion.
“I think the girl is going to take a part in it,” he said abruptly, after thinking it over.
“You don’t say so! How did that happen?”
“Well, they were short and wanted me to find them some one. I told Carrie, and she seems to want to try.”
“Good for her,” said the manager. “It’ll be a real nice affair. Do her good, too. Has she ever had any experience?”
“Not a bit.”
“Oh, well, it isn’t anything very serious.”
“She’s clever, though,” said Drouet, casting off any imputation against Carrie’s ability. “She picks up her part quick enough.”
“You don’t say so!” said the manager.
“Yes, sir; she surprised me the other night. By George, if she didn’t.”
“We must give her a nice little send-off,” said the manager. “I’ll look after the flowers.”
Drouet smiled at his good-nature.
“After the show you must come with me and we’ll have a little supper.”
“I think she’ll do all right,” said Drouet.
“I want to see her. She’s got to do all right. We’ll make her,” and the manager gave one of his quick, steely half-smiles, which was a compound of good-nature and shrewdness.
Carrie, meanwhile, attended the first rehearsal. At this performance Mr. Quincel presided, aided by Mr. Millice, a young man who had some qualifications of past experience, which were not exactly understood by any one. He was so experienced and so business-like, however, that he came very near being rude—failing to remember, as he did, that the individuals he was trying to instruct were volunteer players and not salaried underlings.
“Now, Miss Madenda,” he said, addressing Carrie, who stood in one part uncertain as to what move to make, “you don’t want to stand like that. Put expression in your face. Remember, you are troubled over the intrusion of the stranger. Walk so,” and he struck out across the Avery stage in a most drooping manner.
Carrie did not exactly fancy the suggestion, but the novelty of the situation, the presence of strangers, all more or less nervous, and the desire to do anything rather than make a failure, made her timid. She walked in imitation of her mentor as requested, inwardly feeling that there was something strangely lacking.
“Now, Mrs. Morgan,” said the director to one young married woman who was to take the part of Pearl, “you sit here. Now, Mr. Bamberger, you stand here, so. Now, what is it you say?”
“Explain,” said Mr. Bamberger feebly. He had the part of Ray, Laura’s lover, the society individual who was to waver in his thoughts of marrying her, upon finding that she was a waif and a nobody by birth.
“How is that—what does your text say?”
“Explain,” repeated Mr. Bamberger, looking intently at his part.
“Yes, but it also says,” the director remarked, “that you are to look shocked. Now, say it again, and see if you can’t look shocked.”
“Explain!” demanded Mr. Bamberger vigorously.
“No, no, that won’t do! Say it this way—
explain.
”
“Explain,” said Mr. Bamberger, giving a modified imitation.
“That’s better. Now go on.”
“One night,” resumed Mrs. Morgan, whose lines came next, “father and mother were going to the opera. When they were crossing Broadway, the usual crowd of children accosted them for alms—”
“Hold on,” said the director, rushing forward, his arm extended. “Put more feeling into what you are saying.”
Mrs. Morgan looked at him as if she feared a personal assault. Her eye lightened with resentment.
“Remember, Mrs. Morgan,” he added, ignoring the gleam, but modifying his manner, “that you’re detailing a pathetic story. You are now supposed to be telling something that is a grief to you. It requires feeling, repression, thus: ‘The usual crowd of children accosted them for alms.’ ”