Sixty Days

Sixty Days

Zoe Glez

Copyright © 2013 by Zoe Glez

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ISBN:  1492110337

ISBN-13:  978-1492110330

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DEDICATION

“Angels have no philosophy but love.”-  Terri Guillements

This one is for you, my angel, my heroine, my one and only grandmother. Without you I wouldn’t be who I am today. I miss you, I love you and you are forever in my heart.

PROLOGUE

8 YEARS AGO

I

was ten years old when I first realized
my love for Miguel Vega. Here I stand, three years later, watching Miguel and my brother on his porch, my love for him still as strong as ever. My parents, having decided to move us all the way to New York, far away from the only boy I’ve ever loved, were too busy packing our stuff to notice my complete and outright unhappiness over the whole situation.

             
I know I’m young. I know he’s five years older than me, but, from the very first day I noticed that dimpled smile of his and the way his eyes shined, I was forever lost. I may be thirteen but I’m not naïve, I know we’ll never get to be together. I can list a number of reasons why, the fact that I’m not the prettiest girl ever being the first. That’s how I know he will never see me as more than his best friend’s little sister.

“Hey
, guys! What ya doing?” I ask as I walk towards them, gathering my nerves.

             
“Hey, little Torres,” Mickey says giving me the dimpled smile that did me in. The very same smile that makes me get lost in my own fairytale fantasy every time I see it. “Your brother and I are just laying out our summer plans before we say adios to this place for good and head to college.”

“Oh…I thought you were leaving with us today after the graduation
ceremony?” I ask Kevin, my brother, craning my head to the side and furrowing my brows.

Kevin chuckles at this. “I am, Lai. But
, once I’m all settled in, I’ll be coming back here for one last Mickey and Kevin hurrah before the whole reality and seriousness of college finally settles in.”

“That makes sense,
I guess…” I mutter, making them both laugh.

“Laylah! I thought I told you to get inside so you can finish packing and getting ready for the
graduation ceremony,” my dad yells from our porch.

“You better go, Lai
, before one of dad’s veins pop,” Kev jokes.

Looking down at the ground
, I feel embarrassed for being chided by my dad. I head back to our soon-to-no-longer-be house, regretting that this very moment will be the last time I see Mickey.

“Hey, Laylah
!” Mickey calls after me by name, something he rarely does, I’d be lying if I said it doesn’t make the butterflies in my stomach go wild. Looking back at where he is, he says, “Have a nice move to the Big Apple. Don’t let it get to you.” He winks and smiles at me. Just like that, my last image of him becomes one that I’ll forever cherish. I can’t help but smile back, the butterflies in my stomach making a reappearance. I head back to the house practically skipping with a goofy smile planted on my face.

“Laylah
,” my dad exhales, calling after me just as I was about to head upstairs. “We need to talk.”

“Sure
, daddy, what’s up?” I ask as I sit down next to him on the entryway bench.

“I’m going to say this once, so l
isten very carefully, baby girl,” he says, lifting my head up so I can look him in the eyes. “Stay away from Miguel Vega, nothing good can ever come from it. I know you have a silly crush on him right now, honey. But, trust me, one day you will grow up and realize that he’s not what’s best for you. He will break your heart without even being with you. He’s done things…things that are not so good. He’s just not good enough for you. Do you get what I’m saying?”

“Yeah, daddy, I
guess I do.” I nod and give my best fake smile.

“Good. You’ll grow up eventually and
, before you know it, you will realize how silly this crush you have for him really is. You will be with a guy that is actually worth being with, one who won’t break this,” he says pointing at my heart. “Now, up you go. Finish getting ready.” He smiles and kisses the top of my head.

J
ust like that, my smile disappears. What hurts the most is knowing how right he is.

“It’s not like any guy
is going to ever like me anyway,” I mutter to myself once I reach the top of the stairs.

“Now, why would you ever say that?”
Mama, my grandmother, asks as she comes out from the bathroom. Although, much like me, she isn’t happy about the move, she’s been helping us pack our things.

“Come on, vieja. Have you seen me lately? I’m fat, I have braces, m
y hair is a frizzy mess, and, to top it all off, my face is covered in zits. I’m a certified ugly duckling, a repellent of guys. I’ll be lucky if anyone ever finds me attractive enough to date,” I tell her as I walk to my room with her on my tail.

“Come here,
” she says, pointing to where she’s standing in front of the mirror in my room.

Knowing fully well to never argue with her
, I reluctantly do as I’m told. Once I’m standing in front of her she turns me around so I can face the mirror. Grabbing my chin, she lifts my head up so I can see my own reflection in the mirror. When our gazes lock, she says, “You know what I see? I see the most beautiful girl God could’ve ever created. I see a girl who is not only gorgeous on the outside but also on the inside. A selfless girl who, at only thirteen, has a heart as big as the one she claims her dear old grandmother has.” She then turns me around so I can now face her.

              “Don’t you ever degrade yourself like that again. You possess the greatest beauty of all. It’s who we are on the inside that truly matters. Outer beauty can rot and disappear in the blink of an eye, but the beauty we have on the inside never does. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. You are beautiful, mi niña hermosa.” And, with a kiss on my forehead, she’s gone.

Leaving me all alone in my room to contemplate on the words she just told me. Words that I will always cherish and carry with me. I turn around and look at myself in the mirror
again.

I was thirteen years old when I realized that Miguel Vega wasn’t the guy for me. It was also the day I realized I will never let anyone else tear me down.
Only I could ever do that to myself.

Chapter One

“T

he whole familia is coming!” Mama, my dearest
, sweet grandmother, exclaims with the biggest and most joyful smile in her face, just as she finishes her last secretive call of the night. Calls she had started making after we had finished with supper.

I guess
I no longer have to wonder what the whole thing was about.

“What?” I
screech, dropping the last ceramic plate that I was about to store in the kitchen cabinet. I cringe from the sound it makes, as it smashes to smithereens all over the floor. Needless to say, her news does not come as a joyful thing for me.

“No te preocu
pes, mi niña, todo saldra bien.” Mama tells me not to worry, trying to calm me. She reaches for the broom and starts to help me with the mess I just made on the floor.

H
ow can I not worry? As far as the entire family knows, especially my parents, I’m still in California studying business. For two years I’ve managed to keep this lie, this secret. Now when everything is more perfect than ever, it seems to crumble down and bite me in the ass.

“Hay
, mi niña…I told you, don’t worry about it, everything will be fine. I have a plan. That is, if you still want to keep this whole thing a secret,” Mama says, reading my mind like always. That’s what I love about her. She always has this special way of making everything work out. This seventy-two year old woman always manages to come to the rescue when her family needs her the most.

“They are co
ming for Thanksgiving.  Two days before everyone arrives, you are going to pack your things and stay in some hotel. When you eventually get here on Thanksgiving day, everyone will think you’ve been driving all the way from California. Hecho?” she continues, interrupting my wave of thoughts. I can’t help but smile in agreement.

“Deal
,” I say letting out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. This is exactly what I’m talking about. This woman is a master at deception. Though she is not the biggest fan of lies, she stills respects our secrets and will move heaven on earth to keep them, if it’s what makes us happy.

“I’
m not saying I’m happy about it. But until you’re willing to tell your parents, I’ll always have your back,” she huffs.

“So…it’
s only for Thanksgiving, right? After that they are all going back home and everything goes back to normal?” I ask her, hopeful that everything is going to be back to normal sooner rather than later.

“Al respecto con eso…it’s going to be a Puerto Rican Chri
stmas celebration,” Mama says calmly, masking her visible excitement.

Shit!

This is just what I needed. A Puerto Rican Christmas, the longest holiday of them all, starting on Thanksgiving and ending on January 6
th
, sometimes even longer. Two whole months with the family, keeping a lie, a secret. “Mama…”

“Lo s
e, lo se, no me lo tienes que decir, everything will be alright. We can do this,” she says, interrupting me. Once again she assures me with those big blue eyes of hers that our plan is going to work.

“
Are Lola and Mickey also going to be at this big celebration?” I ask with a shy half smile. I just can’t help it. Every time I think of him or hear his name, the smile comes out automatically.

“Claro, mi niña, they are family too.”

“Good.”

Good
, good, good, good, good.

A
t least with Lola and Mickey here we’ll have their support in hiding this whole situation. Then again, it means another thing to hide.

“Habla con Miguel, tell him what’s going to happen and decide if you’re ready to tell your parents
about the two of you. You know I hate the idea, but, if it means so much para ustedes dos, pues…I’m going to let it pass and keep your secret,” Mama blurts out her opinion on the matter. God! I hate it when she’s right. I just nod at her, silently telling her that I know she’s right and that I’m truly considering her advice.

“Good night
, Mama, love you and I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Buenas noche
s, mi niña. Remember they will find out eventually. All of our secrets, no matter how hard we try, always come to light. And, this one…this one needs to be told soon. It will do you both some good. The sooner the better, I say.”

“I know, vieja. Trust me, I know.”

As I leave to head home, which just happens to be next door, I can’t help but think about her plan and if it’s ever going to work. More specifically, what the hell is Mickey going to think of the whole thing? Will he be willing to come out with our relationship to my family? Right now we have the perfect relationship but that’s only because my family, aside from my grandmother and my uncle, Luke, don’t know about us.

I’ve known Mickey all my life,
and, for as long as I can remember, I’ve always had a crush on him. I can only imagine that I had never been more than his best friend’s dorky-fat-brace-face baby sister. When, on a whim, I left school and came to Mama’s place feeling confused and lost with my life decisions, I saw him again for the first time in six years.

I remember his eyes and the surprise written all over
his face when he saw me for the first time. I had changed, was no longer the image he had in his head. But, that’s puberty for you. Sometimes it works for the good, other times for the worst. I have to say that it agreed with both of us. But, he saw more than that and so did I.

“Look who’s finally here!” Mama exclaims as we enter the house. As soon as she saw me arrive, she ran outside to greet me.

“Ay Dios mi
o! Laylah, look at you! You’re all grown up. You truly are your mother’s daughter. Just look at you! You look as pretty as ever,” Lola says, coming out of the kitchen and extending her arms to give me a hug.

“Thanks
, Lola, you haven’t changed a bit. So, what are you two crazy girls up to today?” I ask, looking between the both of them.

“What do you think? Tu
abuela over here decided to make your favorite dinner. I hope you’re ready to eat all three meals in one,” Lola says, a bright smile on her face.

“Are you kidding? I’ve been missing Mama’s food like crazy. Plus, I’m so hungry tha
t I could eat a cow,” I say, a full grin plastered on my face. “I have to go get my things.”