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Authors: Nevil Shute

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He stared morosely into the fire. "So I would have done if I'd had a bit of pipe. It's only a little thing. But I'd got nothing. Not a tool of any sort. One never thinks of carrying tools in an aeroplane."

He sat there brooding in his chair for a long time after that. It must have been a long time, because I remember that his cigarette went out between his fingers. Till at last:

"I don't know why you went and did that," he said slowly. "Why didn't you tell them that I was here?"

I turned to him in blank amazement.

"It'd have meant about ten years in quod for you if I had," I replied curtly.

Apparently that was quite a new idea to him. He looked across at me vaguely. "Would it?"

I laughed shortly. "It ruddy well would. I used to be a lawyer."

He was silent then for a minute, staring into the shadows of the room beyond me. "Even so," he said quietly, "it might have been the best thing to have done."

I got up irritably and stood with my back to the fire. "I'm damned if I see that," I said. "You're out of the wood now—practically. This chap Dermott will go away to-morrow. I've just about finished with him. I've only got to run him round a bit in the car and keep him away from the Breguet, and then he'll go. You'll have nothing to worry about then. We'll burn the Breguet, and then you'll be free to do what you like."

He took me up at once. "What do you suppose that's going to be?"

That point hadn't occurred to me before. I stood there eyeing him for a minute. And then I made a sudden movement. "It's no business of mine," I said impatiently. "
I
don't know what you're going to do."

He laughed, not very pleasantly. "Neither do I."

After that there was a long silence in the room. Presently I went over to the piano and sat down absently, but I didn't play. I sat there fingering the keys, polishing them with my
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handkerchief, and wondering what the devil was going to happen to him. It hadn't struck me before that that might be a bit of a problem.

"Does anyone in England know you went to Russia?" I inquired.

He shrugged his shoulders. "I didn't tell anyone. And I went out on a forged passport."

I dropped my hands from the keyboard. "Then I don't see that it matters. You can stay in England if you want to."

He turned on me. "England's no damn good without a job. It's all very well for you to talk, in a place like this. But for me—the last job I had was in the garage. Ruddy good fun, that."

I was silent.

And presently he began to talk. "You see, it's not as if I had a home in England now," he said. "I've got nowhere to go to . . . or anything. It's been damn good of you to let me lie up here like this, and it's given me a chance to think things out, lying in bed all the time. And I think I'd better go back to Russia."

I moved over to the sideboard, a little ashamed of myself. "Have a drink," I said.

He took a whisky and sat down again before the fire. "I know what you're thinking," he muttered. "You think I ought to go to Scotland Yard like a Briton and give up these ruddy photographs. Well, I'm not going to. I'm going back to Russia with them."

I set down my glass. "Do whatever you like," I said phlegmatically. "Do what you think'll do you most good."

He disregarded that. "I've thought it all out. I'm going back to Russia. There's good jobs to be had out there, and I'm in one of them. It's a good country if you can learn to hold your tongue. It's good pay, and you can live decently. More than you can in this damn country. I'll take on again with them and stay out there for another five years or so, and then maybe I'll come back and put what I've saved into a business."

"You could do that now," I said.

He turned and stared at me. "What about these plates?"

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I fingered my tumbler for a minute. "Forget about them. You don't want to go mucking about with that sort of thing if you're going to stay in England."

He shook his head slowly. "That's not the way I do business," he said. "I've always played what I thought was the straight game, and I'm damned if I'll chuck it now."

I nodded. I had a feeling that perhaps he might be looking at it like that. Business is business.

"Send back the thousand, then," I suggested. "To Arcos."

He stared at me blankly. "I don't see the point of that. That means I'd have no money and no job." He paused. "I'd be a damn sight better off in Russia. I'm getting eight hundred a year there, you know. Sterling."

I eyed him thoughtfully. "There's one other way," I said.

"What's that?"

"Send the plates by post to the Soviet Embassy to send back to Russia, but stay in England yourself. With the thousand."

There was a bit of cork in his tumbler. He sat there for a long time studying this thing, swishing it round and round the edge of the glass. Till at last:

"I don't think that would work," he said slowly. "You can't run with the hare and hunt with the hounds like that. It's what every bloody little pimp and dago does. You can stick to the service and be a hundred per cent Englishman—or you can go into business with the other side. It's got to be one thing or the other. You can't have it both ways. And I'm free to choose. If I'd got a wife, and a home to go to, and a chance of kids . . . it might be different. Maybe I'd chuck it up then, and stay in England and hope something would turn up—like I used to. But . . . I don't want to do that now.

"I want to get away from the whole bloody issue," he said, a little plaintively. "I thought all this out before I went to Russia first of all, and I've been thinking about it again now. And I don't see any reason to change."

He drained his glass and set it down upon the table. "It's the kids," he muttered. "If there was any chance of a home and kids . . . it'd be different."

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I got up from my chair and put my glass upon the mantelpiece. "Do what you like," I said absently. "I expect you're right."

And with that we went to bed. I undressed slowly that night, wondering what I ought to do about it. I didn't much care for the thought of Lenden getting away with those photographs and taking them back to Russia. And I had an idea, too, that he didn't want to go himself. I thought then, and I still think, that it would have been a relief to him if I had gone over to the mansion there and then and given him up to Dermott. I wish to God I had.

I got into bed, and pretty soon I fell asleep.

*****

I was roused by Sanders in the middle of the night. I sleep pretty heavily, and I woke up slowly to find him shaking me by the shoulder. "Mr. Moran. Mr. Moran, sir."

I opened one eye and leaned up on one elbow. "What's the trouble?" I muttered.

It was still quite dark outside. The old man was inadequately dressed in a shirt and trousers covered by an overcoat, but dignified withal. "Lord Arner would be glad if you would go over to the library, sir. He sent me to wake you."

"Good God!" said I. "What's the time?"

"About four o'clock, sir."

I rubbed my eyes and sat up in bed. It was very cold. "Right you are," I said. "I'll be over in about ten minutes. D'you know what's happening?"

"There was a telephone call came through at about two o'clock, sir. A trunk call. You know, sir, the extension to the bell rings in my bedroom."

I nodded sleepily. "Who was it for?"

"For Commander Dermott. I went to his bedroom, sir, and called him to answer it because they said it was urgent. It was a call from Gosport. Official business, I imagine, sir."

I was suddenly awake. "What's been happening since then?"

"There have been several other calls. The Commander went to see Lord Arner in his dressing-room after the first one, sir.
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Lord Arner came downstairs about an hour ago. Commander Dermott is with him in the library now. I think the gentlemen have been speaking to London on the telephone."

I slipped out of bed on to the floor. "Right you are," I said. "I'll be over in a minute or two."

I dressed hurriedly when he had gone, and went across the stable-yard to the mansion. It was very cold outside. In the yard the moon was bright, a brilliant night with patches of loose cloud swinging across the moon in a strong westerly breeze. I paused for a minute, and looked around at the hurrying clouds and at the stars between. That was no night for espionage. There was no cover in the sky.

I found Dermott with Arner in the library. Both were fully dressed in morning clothes. They had made up the fire into a great blaze, and Dermott had drawn up a little table before it. He was sitting at this table when I went in, and he had it all littered with papers and a map. Arner was in his usual chair before the fire, the little table at his elbow.

"Morning, sir," I said as I went in. "Nothing wrong, I hope?"

Dermott raised his head and turned towards me. "There has been a development of this spying," he said. "My information is very brief. The machine has been over Portsmouth this evening for the third time, and dropped the usual flare. Exactly as before. They were ready for it this time. The machine was shot down by one of our own night fighters, and crashed in a field near Hamble."

I didn't speak.

Lord Arner turned to me. "Sit down, Moran," he said. "It will not be long now before we hear the whole of this affair."

Dermott turned again to his papers. "I'm expecting a report in a few minutes," he remarked. "Jackson and the pilot are on their way here now—by road. They started about an hour ago."

In the library it was very still. Arner was sitting huddled up in his great leather armchair before the fire, slowly filling a pipe. Dermott was silent and immersed in his papers at the table; I could not see what he was doing. I drew up a chair
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upon the other side of the table, and sat down before the fire; for a long time the little roaring of the flames and the little crashes of the embers were the only noises that I heard in that great room. Presently Arner lit his pipe and threw the match into the grate and, reaching down, dragged out a heavy volume from the bookcase by his chair. He snapped on the reading-light beside him, opened the book upon his knees, and began turning the pages slowly, with long pauses, the blue smoke coiling thinly above his head into the darkness.

For over half an hour we must have sat like that, a silence broken only by the fire, by the rustle of Dermott's papers as he made his notes, or by the occasional rippling as Arner turned a page. At last Dermott pushed back his chair, glancing from his watch to the clock.

"They should have been here by now," he muttered.

Arner raised his head. "It is a very long way."

"Forty-five miles," said Dermott incisively. "Say an hour and a quarter." He glanced down at his host as he stood before the fire, and his eyes rested curiously on the volume. For a minute he looked puzzled; perhaps that book didn't quite fit in with his conception of a diplomat. But Arner had a picture of a Devon lane there, and he never stirred or looked up. In the last few days it seemed to me that he had aged very rapidly.

I listened for a moment in the stillness, and stood up. "There's a car coming now," I said.

They must have made pretty good time from Gosport. I went through the hall to the door and opened it as the car drew up—a big American five-seater, perhaps a Stutz or Chrysler. Two men in uniform greatcoats got out of it; in the light that streamed from the door I could see that one of them was very young. As young as I was when I used to play that game.

The elder of the two came up the steps first, and stood peering at me for a moment. "Wing-Commander Dermott?" he inquired.

"He's inside, waiting for you," I replied. "Come in."

I showed them through the hall into the library. Dermott and Arner were standing there together before the fire.

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"Evening, Jackson," said Dermott. "Squadron-Leader Jackson—Lord Arner." He turned to Jackson again. "And . . ."

Jackson motioned to his companion. "Flying-Officer Mackenzie, sir," he said. This was a sandy-haired, pale-faced young man. I don't think he can have been more than twenty-one or twenty-two years old. He was a well set-up, athletic-looking young fellow, but he was curiously white; as he stood there his eyes were wandering uneasily around the room. It seemed to me that he was nervous, and more than a little shaken.

"What about the letters?" said Dermott briskly. "You've brought them with you?"

Jackson nodded. "There are three or four, sir," he replied. "So far as I have been able to make out, this pilot was a German subject, operating from Kieff. There is an addressed envelope."

He laid down a large official envelope, and opened it on the table. From it he took two crumpled letters and a little flat packet wrapped in some coarse cloth. "These are the letters," he said.

Dermott opened them one by one, and skimmed rapidly through the spidery writing on the pages. "These are in German," he said to Arner, and dropped his eyes to the paper again. "From his wife." He muttered a sentence or two in German, half to himself, and flicked over the page. "They are addressed to Leutnant Friedrich Keumer, at an address in Kieff. They contain nothing but local gossip and news of his children. What one would expect. . . ."

He smiled at the paper, a little cynically. "'Elsa has with Franz to the Steiner this afternoon gone,'" he read. "'So I am alone.'"

He laid down the letter.

Arner inclined his head. "A German pilot flying for the Soviet?" he inquired.

"I think so," replied Dermott. He reached for the cloth packet. "What's in this?"

Jackson was before him, and took it up. "More letters, sir.
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Those that you have were found in one of the side pockets on the right-hand side. These are from the breast pocket on the left. I'm afraid you'll find them in rather a mess."

Dermott took the packet and unwrapped it carefully. Inside there was a sodden pulp of paper, reddish black in colour, and very sticky. He turned the mass over curiously with his forefinger, stared at it for a moment, and then wrapped it up again in the fabric.

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