“And get rid of the panties. You aren’t going to need those either.”
She shimmied out of the jeans, pushing them down her hips and then her legs until she could kick them off. She sat stark naked on the seat, aware that Trap had slowed the vehicle. She wanted him to speed up, not slow down.
“Turn on the seat toward me, your back to the door.”
She heard the snick of the lock as he ensured the door couldn’t accidentally open. She did what he asked, her breath catching in her lungs.
“Bring both legs up onto the seat, bent, feet close to your bottom, but apart. Spread your legs. Wide. Open yourself to me.”
Already her breathing had gone ragged. She could barely pull air into her lungs. He was making her outrageously hot without even touching her. She could feel her body dampening. Growing hot.
He took his gaze from the road and then dropped one hand to his slacks. He opened them easily and drew out the thick length of his heavy erection. One hand circled his shaft with a fist, and began a slide up and down.
“Touch yourself. Your breasts. Just like I taught you. Your nipples, baby. Don’t be so gentle. Think about how good it feels when my mouth is on you. When my teeth are on you. You like that little bite of pain. It makes you feel alive, doesn’t it?”
She did what he said, using her thumbs, then her fingers and thumbs. Her breath quickened more. Tiny droplets teased the curls on her mound.
“Answer me, Cayenne. You like when I use my teeth, don’t you?”
“Yes.” She pinched and tugged harder so that her breath exploded out of her lungs.
“Your nipples were so hard rubbing against the silk of your dress, weren’t they?”
“Yes.” She couldn’t breathe. She continued to torture her own nipples, feeling the heat of his gaze as he switched between watching the road and watching her.
The vehicle was in a slow crawl now. The swamp enclosed them in its perfumed beauty even as the sun dazzled them through the windshield. The tires continued to find every pothole and uneven track so that her breasts bounced, pulling against her fingers as she tugged at her nipples.
“That T-shirt rubbed too, didn’t it? You’re that sensitive, aren’t you? The material touching your bare nipples made you hot.”
She couldn’t deny it, and she could see where he was going with this. “Trap.” She stopped what she was doing in an effort to get her brain back so she could defend herself.
“Fucking answer me.” He snapped the words at her like the lash of a whip. “And don’t you stop.”
“Yes,” she had to concede, her hands obeying even though her brain hadn’t caught up yet.
“Now bring your hand down your body, but don’t stop the rough nipple play. Slow with that hand. Feel your skin, all that silk. You like how that feels, don’t you? Slow. Stay slow. Keep your eyes on me. See what you’re doing to me. You make me so fucking hard I think I’m going to come apart sometimes. Look at my cock. Look what you do.”
She swallowed hard, her hand sliding down her body to find her mound. One finger stroked over it while her other hand kept at her breast. Her gaze was on his hand wrapped around his thick shaft. The broad, flared head glistened and he rubbed at it with his thumb, spreading the moisture as his fist pumped. The sight was mesmerizing. Beautiful. Sexy.
“Push your finger inside. Deep. Fuck yourself with your finger, baby. Find that sweet little clit of yours and work it.”
She did what he ordered. It felt good.
So
good. The slow-moving Rover. The bumps. The sun moving over her skin through the glass, spotlighting her. Her body sprawled out for his pleasure.
“When a man touches your skin, Cayenne, this is what you do to him. He gets hard. He needs to jack off because it hurts like fucking hell if he doesn’t relieve himself. You feel that burn? Put another finger in. Pump a little faster. Harder. I can tell by your breathing you’re nearly there. You are, aren’t you?”
She couldn’t answer. She was close. So close. It felt so good, she was
that
close.
“Stop. Get your hands off your body. Right. Fucking. Now.” His voice lashed like a whip again.
She moaned. “Trap.” A protest. But she complied.
“Crawl along the seat and feed that honey to me. Are you burning? Does it hurt? Do you need to get off? Tell me how you’re feeling right now.”
She did what he said, sliding over the seat and the middle console to lift her fingers to his mouth. His tongue curled around them. That simply increased the coiling tension in her, that horrible burn that grew hotter.
“I want your mouth on me. You’re going to suck me all the rest of the way home. You keep both hands on me, and you don’t touch yourself. I’ll touch you when I feel like it, but you don’t touch yourself again unless I tell you.”
She found that even hotter. She fit her mouth over the wide head of his cock and concentrated on him as best she could. Usually she gave herself over completely to loving him. To giving him the most pleasure she could possibly give him, but her body felt as if it was burning out of control.
She tried to force herself under control, allowing her tongue to stroke and dance, to feel the steel wrapped in velvet of his cock. She tried to take him deeper each time she pushed down on him, tried to tighten her mouth as she drew up. She was just dropping into the zone when his hand landed hard on her buttocks and the nerve endings flared into life, streaking and sizzling straight to her core.
His hand rubbed. Kneaded. His fingers slipped along the cleft of her buttocks, lower still to find her wet and needy. His fingers plunged deep. She gasped. Her channel spasmed hard. Contracted and clamped down like a vise. His thumb brushed her clit. Pressed hard. She moaned around his cock and her hips bucked, trying to ride his hand, trying to gain relief.
He took his hand away, and brought his fingers to his mouth, licking the honey from them. “Keep working. We’re almost home. We don’t go in until you suck me dry. I have plans, and I can’t be feeling like this. You put that there, you take care of it.”
She
loved
taking care of his cock. He could sound like he was ordering her to do something she didn’t want to do all day, but the fact was, she loved her mouth on him. She loved his reaction. Unfortunately, he had started her body on fire all over again.
She went back to concentrating on him. The shape and feel of him. What he liked best. Taking him deep. Flicking her tongue. Humming. Just suckling turned her on even more. She was dripping wet now and squirming, unconsciously trying to relieve the ache.
As he pulled the Rover into the carport, he caught the back of her head and pressed down, forcing her to take more of him as he threw back his head, groaning. He was big and it wasn’t easy, but she managed, breathing through her nose as his shaft swelled and his cock jerked. He pumped his seed down her throat. So much. For a moment she didn’t think she could take it all. That was even hotter. The hand at her head, his hips jerking, his shaft stretching her lips. The sound rumbling in his throat, torn from him – by her – by her actions. So hot.
His fist in her hair dragged her head an inch up. “Clean me up. I don’t want to get a drop on this suit.”
Between her legs only grew scalding. “Trap, I need…”
“The sooner you take care of business, the sooner we can get inside.”
She bent her head and lapped at him. He spread his legs wider to give her better access. She loved taking care of him because she loved him and wanted him to know she did. She obeyed him because she trusted him. Implicitly. Totally. She’d do anything he said because she believed absolutely he’d take care of her – that he’d always be there for her. There wouldn’t be another woman. If he’d wanted one, he would have had one by now. It would always be her.
She gave one last lick and sat up, suddenly realizing what his temper was all about. It wasn’t jealousy, although he tried to make it about that. He’d done it before. More than once. This was about fear. Sheer unadulterated terror. Just like when she got shot. Trap reacted badly to fear. He didn’t trust fully that she wouldn’t leave him. He didn’t. Everyone in his life that mattered had left him. She was his world. His entire world. He’d given her that, and it was a precious gift.
Trap opened the door, reached in and pulled her out, setting her on her feet. She was naked and barefoot, but the stairs were right there. She looked around, wrapping her arms around herself as she inhaled to ensure they were entirely alone. The breeze was blowing in their direction and she didn’t catch a scent of anyone or anything. Still, walking naked in daylight while he was fully dressed was both frightening and exhilarating.
He caught her hand and tugged, taking her up the stairs. She’d placed alarm lines everywhere. They were thin, nearly invisible. Some were low to the ground, some higher. The entire building was surrounded with them, most attached to the high fence. Along the stairs, several weren’t intact anymore. She could see that, because she was looking for it. She was always looking for it.
She took another careful look around and then inhaled again. She drew the perfume of the swamp into her lungs. She didn’t feel eyes on her. She didn’t even feel uneasy. Whoever or whatever had come, had been there hours ago, probably during the night. They weren’t there now.
Trap put the code in for the alarm and placing one hand on her bottom, propelled her inside. He set the alarm again and motioned her forward to the second door. He put in the second code and added his palm print to get them in.
“Get ready for bed, and don’t you touch yourself. If you want a canopy tonight, get it done. I’ll be a few minutes. I want to take a look at the security footage.”
So he’d observed those broken strands as well. She loved that he was using her alarm system as well as his own.
“Cayenne. I’m going to spend hours with you. I’m claiming every fucking inch of your body for my own. You understand me?”
She nodded. Her channel gave another spasm. She wondered if it was possible to have a spontaneous orgasm without him actually touching her. She showered and made certain that she was absolutely clean from her head to her toes. She thought, by taking her time, her body would lose some of the heat, but instead, the anticipation only made her need him all the more.
When Trap entered their bedroom, she was totally aware of him and nothing else. He took up the huge space with his wide shoulders and muscular body. He was fully dressed and she was naked, sitting on the bed, her fingers threaded together to keep from giving into the impulse to relieve herself just a little.
“Come here. I want you to undress me.”
Her heart stuttered. She went to him immediately. Her fingers were shaking as she slowly took the jacket from his shoulders and laid it carefully over a chair. She had trouble with the buttons of his shirt, but he didn’t help her. He was tall and she had to reach high to get them. She pressed her body against his, feeling his cock, semihard, nearly in her throat. She managed to pull his shirt loose from the waistband and get the buttons open. He held out his arms so she could take out the gold cuff links, at first one wrist and then the other, so she could slip the shirt off. Again she was careful with it, smoothing it over the jacket.
Crouching at his feet, she untied the laces of his shoes. He put one hand on her shoulder as she slipped them off. Her heart beat fast as she looked up at his face. The sensual lines were etched deep. His eyes were dark. Hooded. She almost couldn’t breathe with wanting him. She slipped his socks free and then stood to undo his belt and trousers. She let her knuckles slide over his hips and thighs as she took the slacks down the long columns of his legs. Again, she was careful with his clothes, neatly putting them on the chair and then standing in front of him.
“Pull back the covers of the bed and lay in the center. I want you to put your hands above your head.”
Her heart began to hammer so loud she was afraid he could hear. Her gaze searched his for a long time. He didn’t reissue his order. He just stood there waiting for her to obey him. She took a breath and did what he asked, stretching her arms above her head.
He knelt up on the mattress, leaning over her, sliding his palm from her armpit to her wrist. Slow. His mouth following. Kissing every inch of her arm. He looped a silk scarf around her wrist and then secured it to the post built into their bed. She kept her gaze glued to his face. The lines there. The heat. The hunger. Most of all, she saw – and felt – that deep-seated need in him to claim every inch of her.
It wasn’t about possession. She knew, no matter how long they were together, no matter how often she gave him this, he would always need it, because he would never get over having everything he loved ripped away. The fear would come for whatever reason, and now that she knew what it was, she could be there for him, and if it led to this, she was
so
on board.
His mouth moved over her other arm, following the progression of his palm and then he tied the scarf around her wrist and again secured it to the headboard.
She waited for his touch. For his mouth. He just sat there, his gaze heated. Burning. Moving over every inch of her. Her breasts rose and fell. She couldn’t stop her breath from coming so fast. So ragged.
“Trap.” She moaned his name.
“Shh, baby.” His hand skimmed down her body, from her throat, between the swell of her breasts to her mound. “You’re in for a long day. A
very
long day.” He bent and gently brushed his lips across her forehead. “Let’s turn you over. Relax your arms, there’s plenty of play in the scarves.”
He caught her easily around the waist and simply rolled her over, crossing her arms above her head. Her breasts pressed deep into the satin sheets. He ran his hand over the left cheek of her buttocks and then down her thigh and along her calf to her ankle, pulling her leg to the edge of the bed. She felt the brush of his hair and then his mouth followed his hand. He secured her ankle with a scarf to a built-in hook beneath the bed and followed suit with her right side so her legs were stretched wide.
She lay quivering. Trying to hold still. Waiting. Needing. Her breath hitching. She turned her head to the side to try to catch a glimpse of him. “Trap.” A plea.