Authors: Stefan Spjut
Susso had stuffed her hands deep into her pockets and one of them found an old receipt that she crumpled between her fingers as her eyes ran over the facades of the apartment blocks. They were light yellow with balconies of corrugated steel, and were mottled with the shadows of the trees in the park.
During breakfast Gudrun had told them about Magnus Brodin, the boy who had disappeared in the summer of 1978 in Dalarna. For some reason, Sven Jerring had been convinced that the boy had been taken by trolls.
Gudrun had the door code on her mobile. She pressed the
buttons with her index finger, and when the lock buzzed she opened the heavy door.
‘Come on,’ she said, waving the hand that was still clutching her phone.
The walls of the stairwell were painted with horses and naked people. There was no board listing the names of the residents, so they had to go from floor to floor looking for the right apartment. The curved bannister was made of copper that slid shining and cold under Susso’s palm as she jogged up the stairs. When, breathless, she reached the top floor and started reading the name plates on the doors, she heard Torbjörn’s voice from below. He was trying to whisper but it sounded like a loud hissing:
‘Susso! It’s here.’
It was a solid panelled door of gleaming wood, with the name JERRING in ornate lettering on an oval brass plate above the letterbox.
The doorbell was attached to the frame on a level with the handle and its button was as small and black as a liquorice cough drop. Gudrun pressed it and straightened the apricot-coloured scarf tied around her neck. Susso could see she was nervous.
No one opened, so she rang again, longer this time. When she removed her thumb the sound remained in their ears because it was noticeably silent in the stairwell.
‘Isn’t she supposed to be at home?’ Susso asked.
‘Yes,’ Gudrun answered, taking out her mobile. ‘I thought so.’
She scrolled to Barbro’s telephone number, and soon a muffled ring was heard from inside the apartment. She let it ring about ten times before flipping her phone shut.
Susso sighed.
‘And of course she has no mobile?’
Gudrun opened her bag and took out her lip salve. After rubbing it over her lips she replaced the stick in her bag and zipped it shut.
‘We’ll just have to wait,’ she said, unperturbed.
They sat down on the stairs, Susso and Gudrun on the bottom step, the soles of their shoes resting on the floor of shiny marble slabs with their scattering of fossils, and behind them in the darkness Torbjörn, his eyes narrowed and alert.
In the car on the way into the city Gudrun had told them all about Sven Jerring and his radio programme
Children’s Letterbox
, how it had broken the record for the world’s longest series with the same presenter. There was probably no one of her generation who had not at some point fantasised about walking into Sven Jerring’s studio to sing or play an instrument.
Gudrun explained that the people of Sweden had taken Uncle Sven closer to their hearts than any public figure who had come before him, and it seemed unlikely he would ever be replaced. He was the first man on the radio and his voice had reached out to the entire country. It was almost impossible to describe how loved he was by the population, how familiar he seemed to them. It was as if everyone thought of him as a dear old friend.
This was precisely what made Susso suspicious.
She found it hard to understand how such a person – in his time the most famous and perhaps most popular in Sweden – could be involved in the mystery surrounding the disappearance of Mattias Mickelsson. It was implausible, quite simply, that the trail should lead to him, of all people.
Somewhere along the line there had to be a misunderstanding.
Or a lie.
She just could not work out where.
They had been waiting for about half an hour when there was a clanking in the lift shaft and the cables started to move. Then the lift cage slowed down and shuddered to a halt, the gates slid apart with a rattle, the doors opened and an elderly woman wearing a beret and a mushroom-coloured poplin raincoat stepped out.
Gudrun immediately stood up.
‘Barbro?’
Her voice echoed out harshly but the woman did not appear to be disturbed by it. She looked at Gudrun, taking stock of her with her clear light-blue eyes, which were tucked into the pockets of wrinkles covering her face. When she registered that two other people were sitting on the stairs, her face took on a more quizzical expression.
‘We spoke earlier on the phone,’ Gudrun said softly.
From her coat pocket the old woman drew out a bunch of keys and studied them intently. It looked as if she had forgotten what to do with them.
‘You had better come in,’ she said.
*
Radio personality Sven Jerring had been dead for a quarter of a century, but the strong smell of his tobacco smoke still lingered in the apartment. It was not particularly clean or tidy, either. The grey layer of dust on top of the television, the coffee cup on the windowsill and another perched precariously on the edge of the table, the trail of potting compost below the radiator, the shapeless pile of newspapers. Susso felt sorry for the old woman. Why was there no one to help her? Did she not have any children?
While Torbjörn and Gudrun stood at the windows looking out over the park, Susso examined a disorderly pile of carved wooden figures. She was standing looking at these when Barbro
came out of the kitchen. In one hand she held a pair of reading glasses and in the other a black leather briefcase.
‘Sven was an incorrigible collector,’ she said, smiling at Susso.
Susso nodded. She carefully picked up one of the figures. It was wearing glasses.
‘It’s him, right?’ she asked, and Barbro smiled.
She stood the briefcase on the floor beside an armchair and sat with her hands in her lap.
Susso, Torbjörn and Gudrun sat in a row on the sofa, and the old woman regarded her guests steadily, which soon made them feel uncomfortable. Susso grinned slightly as her eyes wandered around the room, looking for something to fix on. She settled for the decorative roller blind pulled down over one of the windows.
On the greyish-blue fabric was a painting of a castle with towers and spires and a drawbridge. The moat’s wavy outline blended with the sea beyond, and the castle appeared to be floating, rather like a mirage.
‘That’s Vadstena Castle,’ Barbro said.
‘Oh yes!’ exclaimed Gudrun, taking a look at the blind. ‘I’ve been there, I think.’
Barbro twisted her head to look at the castle.
‘That is not a particularly realistic impression,’ she said, adding: ‘My cousin painted it.’
‘Oh, was he an artist?’ Gudrun asked.
‘I don’t know if you could call him an artist,’ Barbro replied. ‘But he painted. And he painted that for Sven. Vadstena was where Sven grew up, of course. Erik thought he could look at the roller blind and take himself back in time, or something like that.’
Then she fell silent. Judging from the small movements of her thin lips she did not know how to continue.
‘I have carried this story for such a long time,’ she said. ‘Now that I have the opportunity to unburden myself I hardly know where to start. It is all so incomprehensible and awful. And you will never believe me.’
‘We’ll believe you,’ Susso said, nodding.
Gudrun agreed immediately and said:
‘When it comes to the Myrén family, our belief is limitless. That goes for Torbjörn too.’
Barbro was wearing a gold bracelet around her right wrist which she twisted and turned and pushed up and down her arm. It was as if she could not decide where it fitted best.
‘Limitless enough to believe in trolls?’ she said.
Torbjörn gave a laugh, a snort of air through his nostrils, and when Susso heard the word it was as if a leak had sprung open inside her and was beginning to seep out. She pressed her upper lip between her teeth, tearing off a shred of skin, and glanced sideways at her mother’s face, which had frozen in a serious expression. The corners of Gudrun’s mouth drooped and lines ran down from them to her chin.
‘Haven’t you told her anything, Mum?’
‘No. I didn’t know quite how to put it …’
‘My mother’s father saw a troll,’ said Susso. ‘And he took a photo of it. That was in 1987, in Rapadalen. Up in Sarek.’
Barbro changed position in her chair, listening attentively as Susso went on:
‘The troll, or whatever it was he saw, was riding on the back of a bear that was running across the marshland. So trolls are nothing to scoff at in our family. In fact, I have a website where I collect evidence and pictures people send me of trolls and shapeshifters or other things.’
‘The troll was riding on a bear?’
‘Yes.’
‘And you have a photograph of it?’
‘An aerial shot, so it’s not very detailed. Have you got a computer?’
Barbro shook her head.
‘You can see it isn’t an animal, anyway,’ Susso said, ‘although I don’t know what kind of animal would ride on a bear. So we call it a troll for lack of a better name.’
‘And how much do you know about the stallo people?’ Barbro asked. ‘Since you come from up there.’
‘Stallo?’ answered Susso, hesitantly. ‘It’s … well, what can I say? In Sami mythology they are giants, a kind of troll. But people think there is some truth in the tales, or rather to the creatures in the tales, and that they were a kind of foreign tribe the Sami people often clashed with. There are various cultural relics – graves and dwelling sites and so on – that are known as stallo graves and stallo land. But no one really knows.’
‘And they took Sami children too, didn’t they?’ said Barbro.
Susso nodded.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘That’s the kind of thing trolls do, generally.’
It looked as if Barbro had drifted far away in her thoughts, but then suddenly she took a deep breath and rested her hand on her pearls.
‘I think you know about Magnus Brodin? The boy who disappeared? Well, I would understand if you don’t,’ she said, turning to Susso and Torbjörn. ‘You weren’t even born then. Anyway, he was abducted. It happened when he was in a cabin with his mother, somewhere near Färnebofjärden, if you know where that is. It is a national park now.’
‘I remember,’ Gudrun said. ‘It was frightening that a child could disappear like that in this country. Every time I saw a person in a trench coat I thought it was a kidnapper.’
Barbro reached for her glasses, but as soon as she had fitted them over the bridge of her nose she took them off again. Instead she picked up the black briefcase and rested it on her knees. The initials ‘SJ’ were engraved in the shiny leather.
‘In this briefcase’, she said, ‘I keep everything relating to Magnus Brodin. You could say I have pushed him down inside here to allow myself to shut it all away.’
Her stick-thin fingers rested on the briefcase but she could not bring herself to open it. Instead she began to toy with the handle and the lock.
‘Sven was given this briefcase by Nordenskiöld,’ she said absently. ‘His boss at the radio station. It comes from the railway, Statens Järnvägar, of course, but Nordenskiöld insisted the initials stood for Sven Jerring. It was impossible to prove otherwise, he said. He thought that in a metaphorical sense Sven was a lot like the railway. You know, in the way he brought the country together.’
She unclipped both fastenings, lifted the lid, reached inside and pulled out a thick wad of newspaper articles that rippled as she placed them on the table. Susso leaned forwards to see. She carefully moved a strip of paper and carried on looking through the pile until she came to a black and white photograph of a boy’s face. Magnus’s face.
‘The police spent the entire summer searching for him,’ Barbro said. ‘With helicopters and orienteers and defence volunteers and goodness knows what else. They used all available resources. Sven and I watched it on the television news, and at first he didn’t seem
to react in any particular way. He read the daily papers and asked me to buy the evening papers as well, so naturally I realised he was interested in the story. But later, when he made his own enquiries, talking on the phone to journalists who had been there and so on, I started to think he was going too far. It was an unhealthy interest. I noticed that it affected him very deeply, that it was taking over. And it was actually here, in front of this roller blind, that I suddenly became aware just how deeply it touched him. How it was based on more than compassion.’
She sighed and rearranged her collar.
‘He was ill. He’d been having problems with the circulation in his left foot for years. He had recorded his final episode of
Children’s Letterbox
, and having to end the programme that he had devoted so much of his life to, well, that marked the end of more than just his career, of course. And when the autumn came and the papers had stopped writing about Magnus Brodin, he was in such a low frame of mind that all he wanted to do was sit by the window and look out at the park. When I asked him what was wrong, or what he was thinking about, he wouldn’t even answer. He just sat here, staring out into the darkness. He was being tormented by something inside him, something I knew nothing about, and it was only when I parked his wheelchair in front of the roller blind one day that I realised it was connected to something that had happened a long time ago. When he woke up he was facing the image of Vadstena Castle. He flew into a rage, and it was especially awful because he so rarely got angry. Prickly, at the very most. But on this occasion he was irate. I asked him if he wanted to talk about what was upsetting him, but he absolutely refused. After that I left him in peace.