Read Starbright (The Starbright Series) Online
Authors: Rachel Higginson
And this war I would have to wage would not be against the Darkness threatening to extinguish every last bit of light from this world.
It would be against my own treacherous heart.
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The frantic beating of my heart and the inab
ility to breath forced me awake
, gasping for oxygen,
somewhere in the emptiness of
the night
. I shot out of bed, slipping into sweatpants and tennis shoes before my brain registered what I was doing or why I was doing it.
I pulled my head through a long-
sleeve
d
running shirt and burst through
my bedroom
door, my hands pulling my hair into a bun on the nape of my neck without my feet slowing down.
I was through the door and flying across empty, snow covered fields before I realized I probably should have warned my parents I was on a mission.
The frozen landscape was a blur beneath me, and the cold air rushed around me, whooshing against my ears and assaulting my face, but it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered until I could reach my target.
Seth.
His face reverberated through my brain in a panicked, heart stopping haze. I couldn’t say if I dreamt that he was in trouble, or simply woke up with the intuitive knowledge that he was in
lethal danger. M
y instincts
had kicked in, forcing me to act
while my brain tried to catch up with what was happening.
I arrived at the small farm
Jupiter and Seth rented in less than a minute, having catapulted from my house to his in a blur of light that would have sent spectators calling the Department of Defense or the local news with reports of alien activity. The small, box of a ranch house was dark and silent, void of activity or obvious danger. I paused in the gravel drive, letting my body continue to drive my actions. I listened, I looked, I felt out for the evil I knew lurked close by.
The Darkness was
heavy
,
weighing down the air around me, seeping into every molecule of oxygen, clutching the very air around me. I sucked in a breath, fighting through the
suffocating and oppressive
evil
as it waged some silent war against Seth. I
paused for only a second to confirm that he was in fact in danger before bursting through the
dead-bolted
door and letting my connection with Seth lead me directly to his room. My glowing body lit up the darkened house, casting my
silhouette
in exaggerated shadows on every wall. I shuddered at the distorted image of myself and forced my
eyes
to continue scanning every corner, ever hidden place trying to find the evil that meant my Counterpart harm.
Seth had jumped at my entrance, flipping over from his sleeping position on his stomach to stare up at me wide-eyed. I didn’t bother explaining my presence until
I had sufficiently
confirmed there was no one here
, nothing lurking, nothing waging war…
.
just nothing.
Seth had been sleeping peacefully, undisturbed and out of danger, and yet the clawing feeling at my neck refused to soften. A chilling tingle rippled down my spine and I knew I hadn’t imagined the threat.
Something was here.
Or had been here….
Or….
I didn’t really know anymore. I let out a frustrated sigh and sat down heavily at the end of Seth’s bed.
“Are you Ok?” I breathed, panting heavily from my effort to swoop in and save a perfectly fine, sleeping Angel.
“I’m fine,” he half-laughed. “Are
you
Ok?” He propped himself up on his elbows and his eyes swept over me before settling into mine with a burning gaze that seemed to see directly through me,
straight to the clutching fear that was settling in my chest. What was wrong with me? Was I just overly paranoid?
Or was
I seriously losing my mind?
“I don’t know,” I sighed, embarrassed of how shaken I still was. I let my eyes float over Seth’s perfect, chiseled face as he smiled adorably up at me. His amber eyes were glowing with comfortable affection, his
hair tussled
and mussed from sleep, curling
at the ends more than usual. His skin was perfect, clear and golden all the way from his dimpled cheeks to his carved abs that stood out even in the darkness of the room.
Without realizing what I was doing, I brushed my hand gently along the lines of his abdominal muscles, letting the hardness of pure muscle tone flex beneath my fingers. I blushed into a deeper glow, removing my hand quickly and apologetically meeting Seth’s eyes. He stared back at me, more amused than ever, but there was something deeper behind his obvious entertainment, something I wasn’t quite ready to investigate yet.
“Sorry,” I laughed, trying to lighten the sudden tension between us. “I was just making sure they were, uh, real.”
Seth smiled wider, disarming me with his charming, boyish grin. He sat up fully then, leaning forward and cupping my jaw with his strong, calloused hand. “Stella, what are you doing here? Seriously, are you Ok?”
I wasn’t expecting the gentleness of his tone and felt my face heat beneath his hand, realizing he might actually start to believe I was as crazy as I felt.
“I had this dream…. I mean, I’m pretty sure it was a dream now that I think about it, even though I can’t really remember that much about it now….” I rambled, trying to distinguish what had exactly happened and what it was that made me rush over here. “To be honest, I don’t know what I’m doing here. I woke up and I just knew you were in trouble. I could feel you Seth, your agony, your fear…. And I could feel the Darkness here. What may have started as a dream…. a dream I can’t remember at all…. turned into
real
fear when I woke up and believed it was actually happening to you. I rushed over here, prepared to save your life
when I got here. Except, when I got here, you weren’t being attacked
b
y ho
rde
s of Shadow minions, you were just sleeping. But I felt it everywhere, I felt the Darkness everywhere, Seth. I was so scared, even when I got here. The air was so thick with evil…. I have honestly never been more scared in my life. I was positive you were in trouble. I mean, I was so sure.” I finished feeling exhausted and deflated. I just wanted everything to make sense. There were so many change
s
happening in my life, so many different things I needed to adjust to I didn’t really want to deal with being crazy right now.
I just wanted to fight the
D
arkness. Completely sane and with all my mental faculties completely intact.
Why did that feel so unattainable?
“Oh, Stel,” Seth sighed sympathetically, pulling me into his arms. I leaned against him as he wrapped his strong arms around me and held me tightly against his chest. “So what you’re telling me is that all I have to do to get you into my bed at night is pretend to be in danger?”
I snapped my head up, not expecting his joke. He smiled down at me in a way that let me know he was joking so I slapped his bicep, pretending to be very offended. He just chuckled, dipping his head into the crook of my neck and holding me tighter.
“We are going to figure this out,” he whispered, his breath hot against my already heated skin. “You’re not crazy, and there’s nothing wrong with you so stop thinking those thoughts right now.”
My shoulders trembled from the seriousness of his tone and I desperately tried to obey him. But how could I believe there was nothing wrong with me when the walls of my sanity seemed to continue to crumble.
“Seth? Where are you?” Jupiter’s sharp voice called from somewhere else in the house. “Are you Ok?”
“I’m in here, I’m fine,” he called back. He adjusted us on his bed so that I wasn’t curled completely into him and we were sitting side b
y side
instead of me basically in his lap.
I heard Jupiter making his way through the small house to Seth’s room, but got distracted when I noticed Seth reaching down to pull sweatpants over his bare calves and thighs and oh dear lord…. boxer briefs.
I quickly turned my head, shielding my face with a hand over my eyes. Unfortunately Jupiter entered the room at the exact moment Seth was pulling his gray pants over his wa
ist
.
“Oh,” Jupiter grunted suddenly making
this whole situation extremely uncomfortable. “Uh, sorry, I didn’t mean to, uh…. I was just wondering what happened to the front door?”
“This isn’t what it looks like!” I blurted, standing up and putting distance between Seth and me. “I was just worried about Seth and I needed to make sure he was Ok!”
“So worried you had to break my front door?” Jupiter accused, but his mercury eyes blazed with something I could almost define as humor for just a second before settling back to irritation.
“She felt the Darkness again,” Seth explained solemnly. I wasn’t exactly prepared to share everything with Jupiter, although I knew that I should. Mostly I just wanted to forget th
is night ever happened and
I would have stayed in bed where I belonged.
“You felt it here?” Jupiter questioned, his bushy eyebrows drawn together in concern making it look like he had a long, white, fuzzy
caterpillar
crawling across his forehead.
“You mean with Seth?” Jupiter clarified and suddenly I didn’t feel so crazy or wrong, suddenly I felt like Jupiter might understand me. But he didn’t say anything
more;
he didn’t even attempt to alleviate my fears. He just continued to look between us.
“Where are you coming from?” Seth broke the silence, noting Jupiter’s worn leather jacket and brown loafers that had tracked in snow.
“I met
Serena
and Nate earlier tonight, they were having issues down in Rio. They called for backup, and I decided to go and let you two rest,” he explained, his eyes flicking over the room as if continuing to search for the evil we had all decided wasn’t there to begin with.
“Thank you,” I offered politely and then clarified, “for letting us get a full night’s sleep. Or at least attempting to let us….”
Jupiter grunted off my thanks and explained, “It was more for me. I haven’t been in a good fight in a while and was feeling antsy. I needed a good workout.”
I nodded, not knowing how else to reply.
I wasn’t at all surprised that Jupiter liked to get his hands dirty so to speak. I was actually more surprised that he reasoned it away by giving us a good night’s sleep. I really didn’t think he thought about those kinds of things.
“Did you fly here?” Jupiter asked gruffly and rather randomly.
“Uh, yes.” I stammered, not sure if my truthful admission was about to get me into trouble. “I was in a hurry. Jupiter I really thought Seth was in big trouble, otherwise I wouldn’t have come. I’m sorry about your front door.” I finished
meekly;
realizing polite knocking would have been just as efficient tonight.
“The door can be fixed,” Jupiter ignored my apology, waving it away with his hand. “Seth, why don’t you drive Stella
home?
We don’t want to draw any unnecessary attention. I’m sure her parents are worried about her by now anyway. I’m just assuming they don’t know where you are since they aren’t here with you.”
I met Jupiter’s steely gaze and shook my head. “No, they were asleep when I left. They probably have no idea where I am.”
“If this happens again, Stella, your parents would be fantastic help. You need to bring them with you next time, not leave them home al
one to worry about your safety,”
Jupiter explained and I nodded
my head slowly letting the realization that he was right sink in. I had no idea why I didn’t pause long enough to at least let my parents know where I was headed, let alone invite them to come along with me. Worst case scenario I could have taken off just a few minutes before they had and let them catch back up w
ith me after I had engaged in
the fight.