Stepbrother Dearest (17 page)

“I just do the penny slots.”

“The penny slots? You’re going wild today, huh?”

“Don’t laugh.”

“You don’t go to a casino like this to play the slots, especially the penny ones.”

“I don’t know how to play any of the tables.”

“I can show you, but first we need drinks.” He winked. “Always liquor before you poker.”

It took me a second.
Always lick her before you poke her.

I rolled my eyes. “God, some things never change. At least you’re back to making dirty jokes. That

means I did something right today.”

“Seriously, this idea…” He looked around. “Coming here…it was perfect.”

After we bought some chips, I followed Elec to a room with dimmed lighting where people were

playing table games. There was a bar in the corner.

“What are they playing?” I asked.

“Craps. It’s a dice game. What do you want to drink?”

“I’ll have a rum and Coke.”

“Okay, I’ll be right back. Don’t go winning anything without me,” he said, walking backwards with a

smile.

The grin on his face made me truly happy even though I knew all of this was only a temporary

diversion from the pain he was experiencing earlier.

As I waited for Elec to return with our drinks, I made my way over to one of the tables and stood just

behind the players who were standing. A red-faced inebriated man with a Southern accent and a cowboy

hat smiled at me before returning his eyes to the game.

Not understanding how the game was played, I daydreamed and stared at the table until everyone

started clapping. When the drunk guy found out he’d won, he turned around and grabbed me by the waist.

“You, pretty lady, are my good luck charm. I haven’t had one win tonight until you showed up out of

nowhere. I’m not letting you out of my sight.”

His breath reeked of beer, and sweat soaked through his shirt.

I smiled at him because it all seemed pretty innocent. That is, until he whacked me on the ass…really

hard.

When I turned to walk away, Elec was approaching with two drinks in his hand. He was no longer

smiling.

“Tell me I did not just see that fucking slob smack you on the ass.” He didn’t wait for my answer. “Hold

these,” he said.

He grabbed the guy by the neck. “Who the fuck do you think you are putting your hands on her like

that?”

The man held up his hands. “I didn’t know she was with someone. She was helping me out.”

“It looked like you were helping yourself.” Elec dragged him by the neck over to me. “Apologize to her

right now.”

“Look man—”

Elec squeezed his neck harder. “Apologize.”

“I’m sorry,” the man choked out.

Elec was still irate and wouldn’t take his eyes off the guy.

I gestured with the drinks in my hand. “Come on, Elec. Please let’s just go.”

I breathed a sigh of relief when he took his drink from me and started walking away.

The man called out from behind us. “You’re lucky you came when you did. I was just about to ask her

to blow on my dice.”

Elec flipped back around and charged toward the man, but I ran in front of him blocking his aim. In the

process, he bumped into me, and both drinks spilled all over my dress.

“Elec, no! We can’t get kicked out of here. Please. I’m begging you.”

Despite the maniacal look in his eyes, by some miracle, Elec backed down. I think he knew if he took

another step forward, it would have meant the end of our night. I was glad he realized that the guy wasn’t

worth it.

“You can thank her that you still have a face,” Elec said before following me out of the room.

We walked in silence toward the exit until he took one look at my dress when we reentered the bright

lighting.

“Shit, Greta. You’re a mess.”

“A hot mess.” I laughed.

“Let’s go. I’m buying you a new outfit.”

“It’s fine. I’m just a little wet.”

Good God, Greta. Choose words wisely.

“No, it’s not fine. That was my fault.”

“It’ll dry. Tell you what, if you win something tonight, you can spend it all on a new outfit for me at one

of these expensive shops. That’s the only way I’m letting you spend any money on me.”

“I better get to work then, because you smell like a bar dumpster.”

“Why, thank you.”

“First, let’s get you another adult beverage. Come on.”

I stuck with Elec while he ordered our drinks at a different bar. “You want to come watch me play

poker, or do you prefer playing your old lady slots?”

“I’d love to watch you play.”

He looked over at the poker tables to survey the scene. “On second thought, I won’t be able to

concentrate. It’s all men over there right now. Those guys are gonna be all over you, and I really don’t feel like getting into another fight tonight. Why don’t we split up for a little bit. You go play your pennies, and I’ll come find you once I’ve played a couple of rounds.”

I pointed to the slots diagonally across the room. “I’ll be over there, then.”

As I walked away, I thought about how I should have asked him why it bothered him so much if guys

hit on me. I was the single one after all. Didn’t he say it wasn’t my place to care about him? So, why did he care about that if he’s with Chelsea? I had to endure watching his girlfriend all over him right in front of me, so why shouldn’t he have to endure some guy flirting with me?

I wanted to text him that question but wasn’t sure if he had the same phone number from seven years

ago. I decided I’d text the old number in my phone anyway to get it off my chest, and if it was no longer his number, then so be it.

Why does it matter to you anymore if other guys hit on me? You’re not supposed to care.

After a few minutes, there was no reply. It wasn’t his number anymore. Well, it still felt good to type

those words out.

I chose a
Lucky Sevens
machine and situated myself next to an old woman whose hair was pretty much

blue because it had so much rinse in it.

She smiled over at me. Her lipstick was the brightest florescent pink, and she had a smear of it on her

front teeth.

I pulled the lever repeatedly not even paying attention to whether or not I was winning anything.

Her voice startled me. “You look like you have something on your mind.”

“I do?”

“Who is he, and what did he do?”

I’d never see this woman again after today. Maybe I should just let it all out.

“You want the long version or the short version?”

“I’m ninety, and the dinner buffet opens in five minutes. Give me the short version.”

“Okay. I’m here with my stepbrother. Seven years ago, we slept together right before he moved away.”

“Taboo…I like it. Go on.”

I laughed. “Okay…well, he was the first and last guy I ever really cared about. I never thought I’d see

him again. His father died this week, and he came back for the funeral. He wasn’t alone. He brought a girl

he supposedly loves. I know she loves him. She’s a good person. She had to go back to California early.

Somehow, I ended up at this casino with him. He leaves tomorrow.”

A single teardrop fell down my face.

“It looks to me like you still care about him.”

“I do.”

“Well, then you have twenty-four hours.”

“No, I don’t plan to screw things up for him.”

“Is he married?”

“No.”

“Then, you have twenty-four hours.” She looked at her watch and leaned on her walker to stand herself

up. She gave me her hand. “I’m Evelyn.”

“Hi, Evelyn. I’m Greta.”

“Greta…fate gave you an opportunity. Don’t fuck it up,” she said before she scooted away on the

walker.

Over the next several minutes, I kept thinking about what she said while mindlessly pulling the lever on

the penny slot machine. Even if Elec weren’t with Chelsea, the fact remained that he never felt we could be

together because of Pilar. I didn’t know if things had changed in that regard now.

My phone buzzed. It was Elec.

I know I’m not supposed to care. But when it comes to you, what I’m supposed to be feeling has never

seemed to matter.

In that moment, I’d made a decision. I wasn’t going to be the one to initiate anything between Elec and

me, but I would keep an open mind. I wouldn’t rule anything out. I would have hope. Because before I

knew it, I’d be 90 and waiting for the dinner buffet. When that time came, I didn’t want to have any regrets.

The lights started flashing on my machine, and it was dinging like crazy. A bunch of number sevens

were lined up in a nice neat row. The number of credits displayed kept going and going.

I looked around to find all eyes in the nearby vicinity were on me.

People started clapping.

My heart was racing.

Holy crap. I won.

I won!

What did I win?

I still didn’t know. I couldn’t figure the machine out. It gave the number of credits but no dollar

amount. When everything finally stopped, I ejected my ticket and took it to the cashier’s booth. “I think I

won, but I couldn’t figure out how much?”

“Do you want to cash out?”

“Uh…yeah.”

The person seemed less than enthused to assist me.

“How much did I win?”

“One-thousand.”

“One-thousand pennies?”

“No, one-thousand dollars.”

I covered my mouth and spoke into my palm. “Oh my God!”

“Do you want it in fifties or hundreds?”

“Um…hundreds.”

She handed me a wad of cash, and I smelled it before running off to find Elec.

As I made my way through the bright lights and chaos with the money burning a hole in my purse, I

finally located him at one of the poker tables. He was deep in thought, scratching his chin and didn’t know I was watching him. His shirt was loosened even further, and his sleeves were rolled up. His hair looked like

he’d been running his hands through it in frustration. His tongue slid back and forth across the lip ring as he concentrated. There was something so painfully sexy about the contrast between his new bespectacled

look and the tattoos all over his arms.

Finally, he smacked his cards down and mouthed, “Fuck.” He checked his phone and got up from the

table. He walked toward me and finally noticed me smiling at him from the corner.

“I lost my shirt—200 dollars. I was up for a while then that last game fucked me over. How did you

make out?”

I stuck my hand in my bag and lifted out the cash. “Oh—you know—the lame penny machine.”

“Are you kidding me?”

“A thousand dollars!” I said, waving it in his face and jumping up and down.

“Shit, Greta! Congratulations!”

When he pulled me into a quick but firm hug, I quickly closed my eyes because it felt so good to be in

his arms again. Every nerve in my body came alive in that brief moment.

I kept hearing Evelyn’s voice in my head.

You have twenty-four hours.

It was less than that now. A funny visual of Evelyn with a gun to my head entered my mind.

I put the money back in my purse. “Let’s go out to dinner to celebrate.”

As we walked the corridors looking for a restaurant, his phone rang. We stopped in our tracks.

“Hey, baby.” He quickly glanced over at me when he’d said it, and I instinctively turned away.

With my heart in my mouth, I walked a few feet away, still listening to every word.

“I’m glad you made it okay.”

“I had a little bit of a freak out at the burial, actually. Greta drove me around for a while until I calmed down. We ended up at a casino in Connecticut. That’s where we are.”

“I will.”

“Me too.”

“Have fun. Tell everyone I said ‘hi.’”

“Love you, too.”

Love you, too.

Well, that was a reality check. And why was I upset that he told her the truth as if this trip were

supposed to be some secret rendezvous? In that moment, I realized I was delusional. Sure, his feelings after seeing me may have been a little conflicted, but he loved her, not me. Plain and simple. His heart was in a

different place than mine was, and I needed to accept that.

He walked over to me. “Hey.”

“Hey.”

“That was Chelsea. She says hello and to thank you for helping me out today.”

I flashed a fake smile. “Hello and you’re welcome.”

“Have you figured out what you’re in the mood for?”

Admitting the true answer to that question would have put me back at square one.

Seeing as though the rum and Coke I’d had earlier had gone right through me, I said, “I’m heading to

the bathroom. You decide what you feel like.”

I took the opportunity to freshen up even though I still smelled like the alcohol that spilled on my dress

earlier. I guess I could have afforded to buy myself a new dress now.

When I emerged from the bathroom, Elec was looking down at his phone. When he looked up, his face

appeared pale.

“Are you alright?”

His hand was trembling, and he wouldn’t answer me.

“Elec?”

“I just got this text. It’s from an unknown number.”

He handed me the phone.

I was confused. “22?”

“Look what time it says the message came in.”

“2:22. That’s weird, but why does it bother you?”

“Randy’s birthday is February 22nd.”

Chills ran through me. “You think the message is from Randy?”

His eyes stayed fixed on the phone. “I don’t know what to think.”

“It might just be a coincidence. Why would he just send you the number 22?”

“I don’t normally believe in that shit. I have no idea. It just weirded me out.”

“I can understand why.”

Elec was preoccupied all throughout our meal at the steakhouse. I knew he was obsessing over the text.