Authors: Jane Johnson
âAnd now,' he intones, âa special gift.' He claps his hands and in come the ostriches, bustling past their handlers, necks weaving, beaks snapping wickedly. One woman in a green silk gown is standing just a little too close, and the shriek she gives out as she gets nipped sets the entire flock booming and whooping, their hairy throats inflating alarmingly. Then they are beating their wings and stamping those great clawed feet, and pandemonium ensues. Courtiers flee through whichever door they can access: I even see one man fling back a drape and climb out of the window.
I look for the king, and find him roaring with laughter. He rescues one poor woman and shoos away the bird that is attacking her. At last guards are called for and the ostriches are corralled in an antechamber and thence removed to one of the royal parks, leaving behind them bespattered carpets, bitten limbs and a miasma of floating down. The reception is brought to an abrupt end.
Returning rather sooner than might have been expected to my room, I disturb a furtive figure outside the door. The figure turns, sees me and runs the opposite way down the corridor. But not before I have made out the sharp, unfriendly features of Samir Rafik. Heart thumping, I examine the lock: scratched but not otherwise damaged. When I fit the iron key into it, it opens smoothly. Inside the room, there is an eerie quiet. âMomo?' I call quietly. âAmadou?'
A screech: then something launches itself at me from the top of the bed
canopy and the monkey lands on my shoulder. A face appears over the top of the canopy, eyes solemn.
âWe were just playing.' Momo swings himself over the edge of the bed-frame and climbs as nimbly as a monkey himself down the post. âIt's boring being stuck in here, having to be quiet all the time. Why can't I go outside? You said things would be different when we got to England. You lied!'
I sit down on the bed and stare at him unhappily. âI know. I'm sorry, Momo. It's just for a little while longer. But you mustn't make any noise, and you mustn't open the door to anyone but me. You do understand that, don't you?'
âSomeone knocked on it earlier.'
âIt was probably a servant, come to clean the room. I told them I would do it myself and that it was best left closed, since my monkey can bite.'
âI can bite too.' Momo reveals his teeth, then giggles. âWe can both bite, can't we, Amadou?'
The pair show each other their teeth in a display of mock-challenge, gums bared, heads shaking, presenting a disturbing mirror image. I begin to fear that if I leave the boy here much longer with the ape it will be hard to tell them apart.
âOpen the door to no one,' I reiterate. âEven if they pretend to be me.'
âWhy would anyone do that?'
âI don't know,' I admit. âBut just don't open the door.'
âBut what if there's a fire, or a flood or something?'
âThere won't be.'
âThere might be. It's not impossible.'
I sigh. âThere might be. But it's very unlikely. And if there is, I will save you.'
âDo you promise?'
âI promise.'
âYou promised we'd be safe when we got to England,' he reminds me with impeccable logic.
âMomo, I'm doing my best.'
But I must do better: he is right to prick my conscience so. With a sigh, I reluctantly retrieve the scrip of paper and peruse once more the address
which Daniel found for me. It is not a task I relish, but it must be done.
With new resolve, that afternoon I seek out one of the servants and ask how I may send a letter. He looks at me sceptically, curls his lip. âFor your master?'
I give him a hard look: clearly he thinks such a one as I cannot write. But maybe if he thinks it is for the ambassador it would be better. âYes. To Golden Square.'
âFor a few coin I can send a runner with it; or you could take a sedan chair and deliver it yourself. It's not far, only a mile or so.'
We are forbidden to leave the palace, but a mile â that would take no time to walk, ten minutes or so, and quicker with my stride than in one of those silly boxes. I could be back within a half hour, go during the time when ben Hadou and the others take their siesta. No one will know. I obtain directions from the serving man, then return to my room and change my court slippers for my old babouches and fling a dark burnous around my shoulders. With the hood up the mirror shows me a relatively nondescript figure, apart from the darkness of my skin, about which I can do nothing.
I walk quickly up the broad thoroughfare of King's Street, and before reaching the Holbein Gate cut leftwards into St James's Park, keeping my head down and my hands inside my cloak. Even so, I draw inquisitive looks from the people I pass; perhaps for the very speed of my progress, since they are all dawdling along, enjoying the elegant vistas, laughing at the birds slipping as they cross the ice on the lake to find open water. Gods, but it is cold! My breath issues out in great puffs of steam as my path leads me into a deer park. The animals, which have been bending their heads to the frost-crisp grass, raise them now and eye me warily. I imagine bowmen approaching quietly as I have done, to take one for the king's table: it is no wonder they are cautious. If I make a sudden move, they will be off across the park like gazelles, I am sure of it. Walking slowly, I skirt the area, sensing a certain fellow feeling with the beasts: such perceived freedom is in reality no freedom at all. We both belong to powerful men, the deer and I, and our time may come to an abrupt end whenever they will it.
I come out on to a paved path that takes me through some pretty parterre gardens and thence on to a wide road thronged with carriages and other
traffic. Dodging amongst the pedestrians, horses, sedan chairs and coaches, I reach the other side and continue north through narrower streets, as instructed. The area becomes dirtier and meaner, strewn with rubbish and stinking of ordure. Pungent liquids flow in the gutters: the acrid stench is unmistakable. The tanneries in Fez smell better than this, I think to myself; I must surely have missed my way. A groom is inspecting a horse for a thrown shoe at the junction. âExcuse me, sir,' I say, and he straightens up, startled. âCan you tell me the way to Golden Square?'
He points towards an area of waste land much littered with rubble. âIt is just to the north of So Hoe: keep going up James's Street, past the old windmill and through Dog Fields, till you see much new building work, and you will find yourself there.'
A number of tall dwelling houses rise proudly amidst others half built and still others with barely the foundations laid. You can see that when the work is finished it will be an impressive sight; but for now it is neither golden nor truly a square but more like our Sahat al-Hedim. I find the address on the scrip and approach the door of Number 24. A brass bell hangs outside â a bad omen for a good Muslim â and this I ring. For a long time there is no response, then the door opens a crack and a face peers out. âCoal deliveries around the back,' a woman says sharply, and shuts the door hard in my face. When her misunderstanding finally dawns on me, I rap loudly on the wood. This time the door opens wide and fast. âI told you once â'
Now I have my foot in the gap. She stares at me, confused, then looks down and sees my foot. âGet away, you black beggar!' she shrieks in outrage.
âLook, I have business with this gentleman.' I show her the paper, which she stares at uncomprehending.
Then: âHelp! Thief! Murder!' she cries. Arms grab me from behind, am I am wrestled to the ground. My attacker tries to set a knee on my chest to keep me there, but I twist and roll away, catching his standing leg as I do and bringing him down heavily; then he swears and labours to his feet. We stand there, huffing in the chill air, regarding one another warily. He is barely more than a boy, though built like a bull. âI am no thief, nor any murderer. I am just seeking a Mr Andrew Burke.'
The woman comes out on to the step. âWell, why didn't you say so?' She
is red-faced and frowsty in a stained apron over a sturdy fustian gown. âThis is Mr Burke's house.' She frowns, waves the boy away. âOff you go, Tom, there's a good lad.'
Tom looks disappointed, as if he had been hoping for more fisticuffs.
âAnd is the gentleman at home?' I press.
âTell me what your business is.'
âI'm afraid I can share that information only with Mr Burke himself.'
Her mouth folds in upon itself. âWait here.'
Long minutes pass after she closes the door but at last a man comes out. He is not as I had pictured, being almost as fat as the grand vizier, and sporting a large black beard.
When he sees me, he too looks bemused. âWhat can I do for you?' he asks, then sudden comprehension strikes him. âAh, you must be from the duchess.'
I shake my head. âI know no duchess.'
âThe esteemed Duchesse Mazarin?'
Again, I shake my head. I start to speak, but he cuts me off.
âExtraordinary: you're the spitting image of her blackamoor. You must be here for Mr Qallaah's serge, then?'
âNo, I'm here â'
âNot the Syrian merchant's man come for his livery cloth either?'
I speak forcefully, before there can be further inquiries. âNo, sir. I have come from Morocco on a more delicate matter. Perhaps we might speak inside?'
âMorocco?' He looks alarmed. âWhat business could some negard from Morocco have with me?'
âI come on behalf of Miss Alys Swann.'
âWho?'
This is not going quite as I had thought. âYour â¦Â ah â¦Â fiancée.'
Now he looks appalled. âFiancée? Sir, I have no such thing, you are quite mistaken.' A pause. Then: âOh, the Dutchwoman. Of course, I never met her, and I believe the lady concerned was lost at sea.'
âActually, sir, she was not.' I explain the bare facts, watch his mouth drop open.
âHow the hell did you find me? And what in God's name do you expect me to do about it?'
âThe merchant Daniel al-Ribati gave me your address,' I inform him stiffly.
His face changes. âOh, the Jew, of course: we have done a certain amount of business over the years. A decent man, despite â¦Â Well, no matter, I am sorry for the poor woman, but when I thought her dead I sought and found another bride and we have been married now these past three years. We have two boys already.' He spreads his hands. âSo, as you see, Miss Swann's affairs are no longer any business of mine.'
âAnd her son?'
âWhat would my new wife want with the bastard of some heathen king under her roof? This is no charity home for foundlings! Good day, sir.'
This time the door is shut for good.
I have to admit that my heart is unaccountably lighter as I retrace my steps to White Hall. Is it selfish of me to be glad that the graceless draper plays no part in Momo's future? And as for the idea of Alys married to such a brute â¦Â Well, perhaps her life would have been easier than in the Moroccan court. But she would only have been a different kind of prisoner in this place.
Now what is to become of Momo? I am at a loss.
Days pass filled with ever more frustrating meetings with civil servants and politicians about Tangier. They are half-hearted and ben Hadou is evasive: it is clearly a waste of everyone's time and it is all I can do neither to fidget nor to fall stone asleep: there is precious little of use to minute. One councillor even goes so far as to say that for all he cares we should keep the wretched place. âThe king may insist it is the brightest jewel in his crown, but we cannot keep on fortifying such a far-flung outpost; it is a hotbed of Popery and a terrible drain on the country's resources when the Exchequer is already overstretched. As it is, we are taking austerity measures: even the king is cutting down at his own table, and his wife and â¦Â ah â¦Â lady acquaintances.'
If I had hoped to see the king at one of these meetings, I was to be disappointed. After my initial chance meeting, I have spied him only at a distance, and now he has gone hunting, we are told. Ben Hadou is disappointed not to have been invited. When after several days of being confined to the palace he talks longingly of riding, one of the courtiers suggests that we might arrange to take mounts for the day from the king's stable and ride in Hyde Park. The Tinker immediately sees an opportunity to make an impression. He invites the courtier and any others who might wish to accompany us to view a Moroccan âfantasia'. âWe shall show them what real riding is all about,' he says to me with relish, and sends me off to change into appropriate clothing.
I return wearing a white robe and cotton qamis and babouches, with my burnous over my shoulder. Ben Hadou comes down arrayed all in orange and red, a tight tunic worn over a huge-sleeved cambric shirt, an extravagant scarlet cloak, red leather boots, a jewelled turban. He looks magnificent, like a prince out of the
Thousand and One Nights
; and when he sees me he tuts. âFor heaven's sake, Nus-Nus, is that the best you can do?'
âIt's all I have.'
âWell, it's not good enough. This is our chance to give the English a true taste of Morocco.' He stands beside me: there is a good three inches difference in our height, but that does not seem to deter him and he sends a servant to fetch some other clothing. Soon I am turned out in blues and greens with a mass of gold embroidery, and looking most resplendent, though the trousers are uncomfortably tight.
For each of the six the Tinker regards as the best riders â himself, Sharif, two cousins of the sultan, Samir Rafik and myself â mounts are led out from the king's stables. The horses are beauties: King Charles is clearly a man who knows his bloodstock. Hamza, dressed in more ordinary array, brings the lances, which ben Hadou must have packed and transported for this very purpose. It is discomfiting to see Rafik here: for a moment my stomach gives a lurch. At least, I tell myself, he is not left behind at the court to snoop about in my absence.