Her father would kill her if he knew she was sharing his life story with me.
“I felt bad because I could tell my dad really liked him, but I mean, if he loved him, he would have told people about him, right?”
I cleared my throat. “I can’t speak for your father, sweetie.”
Her face lifted. “What should I do?”
“About what?”
“Everything,” she whimpered. “Did you even listen to what I told you before?”
“Well, yeah,” I said, making sure I was condescending, for her benefit. “Dad’s stuck, cousin’s MIA, aunt is late, Mom’s dead, and you just got welcomed to womanhood. I was listening. I always listen.”
She stopped walking and just stood there staring at me for a long moment.
“Should we maybe get to my store so we can take care of at least one of your issues?” I asked as I started walking away.
“Yeah,” she agreed, moving quickly to remain at my side, slipping her hand in mine again. I would guess that normally, being as she was a teenager, hand-holding with an adult was not her deal, but at the moment, she needed comfort.
As we turned onto Sunset, she let out a snort of laughter.
“Yes?”
“What kind of name is Sunset for a street?”
“I think it’s pretty good. Ever hear of the Sunset Strip?”
“Well, yeah, of course, but this ain’t that,” she said snidely.
“How do you know? It could be just as exciting.”
She scoffed. “Yeah, right.”
“You’re awfully cynical for, what, thirteen?”
“Fourteen,” she corrected. “And wouldn’t you be?”
“Yeah, okay,” I admitted. “Now come on, let’s get in there.”
“So which store… is… holy cow!”
She, like most people, figured that a town like Mangrove, with a year-round population of only 11,200 people, was too small to have the supermarket I’d made. “You thought what? That I was taking you to a farmer’s market or something?”
“Well, yeah,” she said, clearly in awe as the automatic doors whooshed open and we entered a tropical rainforest. She did a slow turn and then walked forward, deeper into the floral department, where one of my employees greeted her and welcomed her to the Green Grocer.
“Thank you,” she murmured, clearly amazed.
After the walk in from the parking lot, the floral department at the front of the store offered cool air for your skin and a treat for your nose. All the flowers smelled fantastic. When I’d redesigned the space after I bought it, it was one of the first things I’d changed.
As we moved through the produce section, she took off her oversized bedazzled sunglasses and put them on top of her head. I loved the scalp-trimmed black hair; it looked great on her, made her resemble a pixie. “This place is amazing, Hutch,” she sighed. “You’ve got a soup bar and a hot bar and sandwich depot—how cute is that—and ohmygod, cheese!”
We passed by the olive bar/olive oil station, the fresh-made hummus in every flavor you could want, the meat section with the fresh catch of the day, and the salad bar that was simply ridiculous. It ran the length of an entire aisle.
“I’m a vegan,” she squealed happily. “This is fantastic.”
I chuckled as I pointed out the bakery.
“That whole thing is the bakery?”
It was.
“Is that cherry?” Her voice wobbled as she looked in the case. “My mom made cherry.”
I tugged on her hand to get her moving, not wanting any more tears.
“Is it okay if Benny is in here?”
“Benny’s my dog,” I explained. “I allow Benny and service animals. It says so on the sign outside.”
“It does not say Benny.” She laughed.
“Oh yes it does. I’ll show you when we leave.”
She beamed at me. “That’s awesome.”
I pointed to the health and beauty aids. “Now you go get what you need, the bathroom’s in the back, and—”
“How do I know what to get?”
She asked me like I should have known, and by all rights, I shouldn’t have, but I did because I had sisters. All three of them were older, and I’d spent my entire childhood with them in every nook and cranny of my life, prying and oversharing, dragging me places, dressing me, smothering me with love and devotion. That had made coming out a nonevent in my house, and yes, I knew about times of the month. My sisters had informed my life. They explained the birds and the bees and sat with me, all three of them, when I told my parents I was gay. And they hugged my parents, just as hard as I did, when Mom and Dad said, yes, fine, whatever, gay was great, as long as I was happy, and did I know about protection? God. Of course I knew—I had sisters.
“Hutch?”
“Sorry,” I said softly, feeling suddenly sentimental. “I need to call my family.”
“Right now?”
“No, not right now.”
“So, then, will you come with me?” she asked in a small voice.
“Of course.”
We went down an aisle I was truthfully never on, and I grabbed what I thought was best. She had questions and I answered, and then I sent her off to the bathroom while I waited at one of the tables in the café. Benny sat politely beside me, tail thwapping the floor, happy to see everyone walking by.
My employees started wandering over one by one, and I greeted them, smiled, laughed, and finally my assistant manager, Mike Rojas, came swaggering up and flopped down in front of me, giving me the blinding grin he’d just started showing off lately.
When I first hired him a year ago, he was quiet, reserved, and sullen. He’d lost his wife in a car accident two years before while he was out of town on business. He never got to say good-bye. It haunted him, and he left his job as a day trader in San Francisco, sold his home in Pacific Heights, packed up his life, and drove around from place to place—crisscrossing the United States—and finally ended up in Florida. I met him when he was sitting on the back deck of Blue Days. I’d gone to take my friend Takeo, who owned that particular bed-and-breakfast, a case of snail egg caviar he’d ordered from me. Takeo shoved me out the back door to the patio and told me his newest guest needed a job.
Mike was stunning, drop-dead gorgeous, but that wasn’t what I noticed first—instead it was the pain etched on every part of his face.
“Hi,” I blurted.
He scowled.
“I’m in need of an assistant manager at my grocery store, and Takeo seems to think that you want to stay here in Mangrove. Any experience in retail?”
I could tell he was going to thank me and say no, but I crossed my arms at that exact moment and squinted, waiting.
“I don’t want to waste your time,” he said softly.
“Then don’t,” I said flatly. “Just tell me what you can do.”
He had to think.
“Is there anything?”
“I’m not sure,” he answered honestly, his voice cracking.
“Start at the beginning.”
So he did.
And I sat.
We talked the afternoon away. Takeo fed us, and I had no idea why, but every time I said he didn’t have to, he hushed me, patted my shoulder, and left.
“He’s a weird guy,” Mike—never Michael, because that was who he’d been to his wife—said, watching Takeo retreat into the house. “I feel like he’s trying to read my mind.”
“He probably is,” I agreed, “and has. He tries to take care of everyone.”
“My wife, Janey, was just like that.”
He went on and told me his whole life story. He needed to tell it and I wanted to hear it. About midnight, when Dwyer, Takeo’s husband, came out to tell us he was taking the help to bed and that we had to be quiet and get our own damn coffee from then on—Takeo had never brought out any alcohol—I turned and offered Mike a job.
He promptly accepted. A week later, I offered him my guesthouse until he found a place to live, and after a year, he was still there.
“Seriously? Are you listening at all?”
Returning sharply to the present, I looked into the mahogany-brown eyes that had just recently started to sparkle and shine. I loved watching women, the same ones who had been looking at the man for the past year without really seeing him, suddenly swivel around and stare. The trudging walk had become a fluid, rolling stride; there were dimples under the beard that had been shaved off; and his smile was simply traffic-stopping. His laugh was infectious, a deep, rumbling thing, and more than anything, he spread warmth from one end of the store to the other. Every person adored him and I was thrilled, because that meant I had more time to work on my new project to supervise the renovations on the community center. It was my baby, my gift to Mangrove, and now that the store had Mike, I could really focus my energy on that gift.
“Yes,” I teased as he petted Benny. “I am absolutely paying attention.”
He shook his head.
“What?”
“Your builder,” he said with so much annoyance that I had to work really hard not to laugh, “had the mayor’s car towed this morning.”
I scoffed. “I’m sorry?”
His sigh was long and pained. “You know how he insists on parking that boat he drives in front of the gate where the construction crew goes in and out?”
It was also where all the deliveries of building supplies were made. “I do, yes.”
“Well, this morning Leya had enough and she had the car towed.”
“Wait. The tow-truck operator—”
“Alicia Davis,” he interrupted me.
“—yeah, Alicia, she moved his car?”
“Yep.”
“But she works for him.”
“No, she—”
“I mean, for the city, so technically, she works for the mayor.”
“Not anymore,” he informed me. “Now she works under Farley.”
Farley Porter, our chief of police. “But he also reports to the mayor.”
“No,” he corrected me. “By the new town charter, Farley reports to the town council now. The chief of police and the new fire chief, who just got hired, both report to the city council.”
“When was this decided?”
“Last night at the town meeting,” he answered, yawning. “We were going to walk over there together after dinner, but you got that call you didn’t want to tell me about.”
“Yeah, I know.” I grimaced.
“Oh, now you have to tell me.”
Leaning forward, I dropped my voice to a whisper. “The new lawyer, Britton Lassiter, he invited me out for a drink.”
Mike squinted at me. “Wait. I thought I saw him with a woman.”
“You did.”
“But he’s gay.”
“Yeah.”
“Wasn’t he married before, too?”
I nodded.
“So he got a divorce… why?”
“Because he’s gay.”
“Wait—”
“Just forget it,” I directed, raking my fingers through my hair, pulling it out of my face. I needed a haircut fairly soon. “It’ll give you a headache.”
“No, let me get this straight.” Mike reached out and took hold of my wrist so I couldn’t sit back. “He divorced his wife because he was gay and then got a new girlfriend who he just broke up with because—still gay.”
“She was his beard with his parents.”
“And did she know she was a beard or did she think it was real?”
“Real.”
“Okay.” Mike grinned, his thumb sliding back and forth over the underside of my wrist. “So what now? Does he plan to date more women here or is he going to come clean with his folks and be out and proud?”
“I think since he’s so far away from them now that he can be what he wants.”
“Good,” he murmured, letting go of my hand only to slide his chair over close. “So what were you two doing that you couldn’t make it to the town-hall meeting?”
I wasn’t sure I understood the insinuation until I saw his lifted brows.
“What?”
“Were you sleeping with him?”
“How is that your business?”
“Because I live with you,” he said tersely.
“Does a 700-square-foot guesthouse on my property count as us living together?”
“It does, yes.”
“We just talked,” I assured him. “He has a lot to work out.”
“And did you explain that town-hall meetings are mandatory for business owners?”
“Miranda told him that he didn’t have to attend since she was going.”
“Ah.”
“I think it would be weird since she always sits with Coz and Kelly, and since Kelly and Britton slept together—”
“Oh? When was this?”
“Ten years or so ago.”
“What?”
“I’m just telling you what I know.”
“So Kelly slept with Britton Lassiter ten years ago.”
“Yes.”
“Okay, so did Britton not know he was gay then?”
“He was confused.”
“I see.” Mike nodded. “And you know all this from your talk with Britton last night.”
“Yes.”
We were silent a moment.
“So did you bail on me thinking you were going to get laid?”
“I did, yes,” I replied honestly.
He chuckled. “Well, I understand.”
“You’re my best friend. You have to understand!” I said flatly. “It’s not a question.”
“So,” he prodded.
I groaned.
“Was there screwing?”
“No.”
“No?”
“Yeah. No.”
“Why not?”
I shot him a look that I hoped conveyed my annoyance.
“Where’s the explanation? He’s your type.”
“My what?”
“Your type,” he repeated. “Tall, handsome, that’s your thing. He’s not as muscular as I normally see you drool over, but he’ll do.”
“Drool over?”
“It’s better than saying spring wood over.”
I shook my head.
“So what? How come you’re not making it with Britton Lassiter?”
There was friendship, and there was oversharing. In the course of talking to the lawyer, I understood very quickly that Britton Lassiter wanted—needed—to bottom, and since I shared his desire, us being lovers was not workable.
“Just—it’s not in the cards.”
“Okay.” He shrugged. “Keep your secrets, but you need to tell me who the cute kid belongs to.”
“My new next-door neighbor, the new fire chief’s daughter.”
“Interesting.”
“What is?”
“She’s black.”
This was new. “And? Why does this matter?”
He shrugged. “No reason. I just never thought they’d hire a black man to do that job.”
“What?” I glowered at him. “What did you just say?”
“Oh, give me a break,” he said dismissively. “I don’t see color any more than you do.”