Surrendering (28 page)

He moves above me and I don’t even notice until I feel him run his tongue over my lips. He lies on his side and slides his hands down me. He rubs against the wet lace and moves the fabric to the side. I open my mouth to let him in when I feel two fingers enter me. He’s gentle at first, but when he slides in the third finger, he gets rougher. I’m breathing hard and trying to keep up with his mouth, but it’s becoming harder to concentrate. He rolls his fingers around until he hits my g-spot and I pant. His fingers adjust inside me and he starts to twist them around the walls. I feel every motion. When he moves his thumb over my sensitive clit, I pull away from his kiss. He lowers his mouth to my ear and starts whispering.

“Do you want to know what you feel like?”

Oh shit, if he starts the dirty talk, I’m a goner. Even though I know his words will take me over the edge, I nod my head yes.

“When my fingers first touched the lips of your pussy, they were slightly wet. As soon as I pushed into you, you became soaked. The walls are soft and warm. And each time I withdraw, you tighten against me. When I twist my fingers, your skin feels like satin. If I apply slight pressure to your clit, your insides contract like right now. I know you’re close to coming apart because your walls are sucking in my fingers like a vacuum. My mouth is watering as I think about tasting you.”

I feel the trail of sweat running down my back. Declan’s words have me horny as hell and I’m pushing against his hand. Once again, I roll my hips so I can feel the friction. He rolls his fingers back to my G-spot and I cry out. His face is still so close to my ear that his neck muffles my cries. He withdraws his hands and I protest silently.

“Don’t worry, baby; I’m going back soon.”

He lifts up and licks his fingers. I should find it gross but it turns me on more. He grins slyly at me and removes my panties. He kisses the inside of my thighs and blows on my folds. Even though I just had two orgasms, my body reacts at the gesture.

“You’re so wet and shiny.”

He uses his tongue to lick from my belly button to my slick entrance before sliding it into me. He puts my knees over his shoulders and grabs my ass for support. His mouth is moving against me while his hands massage my thighs. It feels incredible. He dives his tongue back and forth with gentle movements and grazes his teeth lightly over the sensitive skin. I need him in me now. I try to pull him up to me, but he shakes his head and holds me.

“Watch me, baby. Watch while I make you come again. I wish you could see what I see. I love feeling you let go against my mouth.”

I lean up to watch and it is the most erotic thing I have ever seen. I think of all the scenes in the books I’ve read and realize I’m playing them out. He inserts a finger into me and I contract again. I feel the rush and scream out his name as I come violently.

I fall back against the bed and my vision is spotty. I don’t hear him take off his pants. But when he climbs over me, I see his naked form in all its glory. His skin is slick with sweat. I reach around and run my fingernails down his back then lift my gaze to his. The look on his face stills me. His lips are glistening from me and his green eyes are full of longing. I lift up and lick his lips and he inhales me. I rub down his tight chest over his abs and touch his crown. He bites on his bottom lip as I continue to roll my fingers around and coat his tip with his own juices. I go lower and start to massage his balls. He drops his mouth to mine and expresses his pleasure through a searing kiss.

When he pulls his whole body back, I miss the warmth. Before I can say anything, he aligns himself against me and slides in. He fills me slowly and I arch my back to push him further. He reaches under my back and rolls us over where I’m on top of him.

“I have an amazing view from down here.” He tells me. “I want to watch you. I need to see your face.”

I lean down to kiss him and raise my hips almost all the way off of him. Then I slam back down. I repeat this several times watching his face as his expression changes. He looks at me with hunger and longing. Then I stop and rock my hips against his. He stares down to where our bodies are joined. As I move slowly up and down, you can see his cock is covered in wetness from me. When he looks back up to me, I roll my fingers over my erect nipples and start to massage my breasts. I move a little faster and I close my eyes, imagining my hands are his hands. I groan out loud and then my hands are gone. Declan has jackknifed up and pinned my hands behind my back with one hand.

“You wanna play dirty? Touching yourself is fucking sexy, baby, but I want this to last a little longer. I want you to remember this day for the rest of your life. I want you to feel me with every step you take tomorrow. Maybe later I’ll let you make yourself come, but today- it’s all me.”

I bite my lower lip and smile at him. He releases my hands, grabs my hips, and starts to move us. I wrap my legs around him and hold his shoulders. I start to rock my hips back and forth and throw my head back to arch into him. He’s as far in me as he can be and I still can’t get enough. We increase our pace and I’m ready to release again. I moan in pleasure. “Come for me, baby. I can’t hold on.”

I let go and the euphoria takes over my body. I feel him explode inside me and hear him call my name. He pours into me and doesn’t stop rocking until I come down from my high. I don’t know how long we stayed this way. But when I get the energy to lift my head, my lips collide with his. He kisses me softly and sweetly as I hold onto him tightly.

“I love you, Sparkle. Do you know that?”

“I love you too.”

“That makes me a lucky man.”

I slide off of him and move to his side. I wrap my hands around his torso and kiss his chest.

“Nu-uh, I still have some work to do. I believe I owe you some more.”

“Sweetheart, as much as I enjoyed everything, I need a little down time. Give me a minute.”

“Now who has stamina issues?” He says coyly.

“You do know payback is hell, right? Even before I had sex, I came up with some creative ways to get back at the guys. And now that I have a new weapon, I can crush you.”

“I look forward to it.”

I snuggle closer to him and close my eyes. I hear him laughing as I drift off.

*****

The room is dark except for the glow of the television. Declan has me wrapped up on him with the blankets to our waist. He’s sleeping with his head facing me and he looks so peaceful. I want to wake him up by tracing my mouth over his collection of tattoos. But unfortunately, I have to go to the bathroom. I slide away trying not to disturb him. As I walk into the small room, I see myself in the mirror and I’m horrified. My hair is a mess of tangles, my breasts are marked with hickeys, and there’s a bite mark around one nipple. I decide to take a shower to tame my hair and clean myself up.

I step under the hot showerhead and start washing my hair. When I turn around, I’m so startled that I scream. Declan is standing at the other end of the shower watching me with a smile on his face. He looks at my boobs and his smile gets bigger.

“You decided to shower without me?”

“I didn’t want to wake you up. I thought I would clean up and then start some dinner.”

I wash the shampoo out and reach for my conditioner, but he stops me by grasping my hand and pulling me to him. His erection grows against my hip. Is this man insatiable?

“I see I left my marks.” He rubs over his hickeys with his hands.

“Actually, you left three if you count the bite mark.”

“Huh, I didn’t see that. Maybe I should kiss it to make it better?” He lowers his head and kisses the swollen area.

My body responds immediately and my nipples harden. He notices and looks up at me.

“It seems your body has had enough rest; it’s inviting me in.”

He gets my conditioner and rubs it into my hair. Then takes my loofa and starts to wash me. He covers my entire front with the scented wash and then turns me to get my back. When he gets to my butt, he taps my thighs and I spread my legs for him. He slips two fingers into me and I gasp, bracing my hands against the tile to hold myself up. He runs the other hand up and down from my breastbone to my clit. He kisses my shoulder blades up to my neck and back down again.

When his fingers are as deep as they can go, I rock back into him feeling the sensation start again. My body responds and I scream his name. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve had multiple orgasms earlier or if it’s because we’re in the shower and the water is pelting against my skin, but the intensity I feel is overwhelming. I lean to the wall to catch my breath and slow my heart.

He turns me around to face him and tilts my chin to kiss me. Before my panting has stopped, he lifts me against the side of the shower and slides in me. Because I’m still sensitive from the orgasm, Declan’s cock feels incredible as it rubs against my slick walls. Once my legs are securely wrapped around his waist, he glides in and out until we both reach our climax together. I hold onto him with all my strength, hoping my legs will hold me when he puts me down.

I come down from my orgasm and tell him, “I think I need to be washed again.”

He picks up the loofa and tenderly cleans me again.

I get out first to let him finish his shower and towel off quickly. He snatches his clothes off the floor and starts dressing.

“You should probably bring some clothes over here to keep.” I blurt out.

“I have clothes over here; they’re just not in your room. I keep some stuff in Abbi’s room, remember?”

“Would it freak you out if I said I wanted your clothes in my room?”

He saunters over to me and pulls me into him. My face hits his chest and I wrap around him.

“No, baby, it wouldn’t freak me out. I was hoping you would ask me soon. And while we’re on the subject, I think you need to pack some stuff for my place. I know you have your bathroom shit, but this packing a bag each week is a pain in the ass.”

My heart leaps in my chest; my insides are dancing. “That’s a big commitment, honey; you’re notorious bachelor status would die if you let your girlfriend keep clothes in your closet.”

He starts laughing so hard his body shakes against me. “Sparkle, my bachelor status died on the grass in July when I ran you over. You’re the only one that doesn’t see that.”

I look up and smile as he lowers to kiss me. We decide to stay at his place tonight. As I finishing packing a bag, he looks through my stuff and shakes his head.

“What’s wrong?”

“You didn’t pack enough. I want school clothes, work-out outfits, panties, nighties, and whatever else you need. I didn’t mean just a few shirts; I meant enough where you can come and go as you need.”

Oh my! I jump into his arms and kiss him hard.

“Did you think I was kidding? I want your stuff in my house.”

“Okay,” is all I say and pick a larger bag to fill.

We tell the girls good-bye and head out. When we get to his house, we have about an hour before the football game starts. He pours me a glass of wine and talks to me while I prepare us dinner. I tell him about the group project I have to finish in the next two weeks.
He gives me the schedule Sayge put together to practice for their upcoming shows. They decided to only do three of the five original offers to get a feel for the audience and the atmosphere. The first show is the weekend after Thanksgiving in Atlanta. I think he’s nervous, but equally excited. The other guys are trying to convince him to sing some original material they haven’t played yet.

After dinner, I get my latest novel and curl up next to him on the couch. When I come across a particularly steamy scene, I think about my day with Declan and wonder if these women write from personal experience. I’m not sure I could ever put into words the way I felt today. I reach up to kiss Declan softly on his neck and roll back over.

I guess I fell asleep because I wake to the feel of my body being lifted and carried through the house. When we reach the bed, Declan lays me down and turns on the lamp. He starts to undress before he notices I’m awake.

“How long have I been asleep?”

“Not too long, but I decided it was time for bed.”

I get up and head to my bag to grab my cami and shorts, but he stops me.

“What are you doing?”

“Getting my clothes to get ready for bed.”

“You don’t need clothes for bed. Not tonight anyway.” He removes my shirt and lowers my sweatpants. His erection is obvious and his eyes are several shades darker than their normal jade. He’s more intense than ever before. “Dec, is something wrong?”

A devilish grin breaks across his face and my body responds. It’s the sexiest look he’s ever given me. “Nothing’s wrong, babe, but I just learned my virginal, wholesome, and innocent girlfriend reads porn. It’s a complete turn on and I want you.”

“I do not read porn!”

“You left your reader on and I looked through a few pages. I came across one particular section involving whip cream, ice cubes, and a blindfold. To me, that sounds like porn.”

“Well, you’re wrong. Contemporary Romance- possibly Erotica, but I don’t read porn. You need to catch up with the literary genres.”

“Maybe you can tell me about this ‘genre’ another time. Right now, I have plans for us.”

I wiggle against him and he hisses at me. “Raven, quit. Tonight, I want to make love to you. I want to end the day with you naked and on top of me with my arms wrapped around you.”

Since he put it that way, I can wait to argue the differences between CR and triple X.

“Honey, let me run to the bathroom real quick. I’ll be right back.” He lets me up, but rolls over groaning. When I get to the bathroom, I make quick work of brushing my teeth and rubbing lotion on my body.

After freshening up, I return to find Declan lying on his bed with the sheets pulled up to his hips. I walk slowly over to him and crawl up his body, trying to be sexy and seductive. He hauls me up to where I’m on top and positions my arms around his neck. He kisses me gently while caressing my lower back and sides. “You taste like mints and smell like flowers. You look extra hot. I do like your pink bra and panties.”