Authors: Susan Mallery
“This isn't exactly the same as running out for ice cream in the rain.”
He pulled her to her feet, then put his hands on her shoulders and stared into her eyes. “It's a whole lot more fun than that.”
She swallowed. “You really don't have to do this. I
shouldn't have asked. I don't want you to feel pressured or like it'sâ”
He leaned in and pressed his mouth against hers. The act cut off her words, which wasn't a bad thing. Sometimes silence was better.
Her lips were soft and yielding. Tempting. Her arms wrapped around him. She was warm and slight, but tall enough that he didn't have to bend too far to kiss her again. A good thing, because he found he liked kissing her and wanted it to go on for a good long time.
Pia had expected something of a discussion, or at the very least, ground rules on the whole pregnancy-buddy-sex thing.
Apparently not, she thought as Raoul's warm mouth claimed hers. The kiss was both hungry and tender, his lips making her want to melt into his tall, strong body.
He held her against him, her body pressing against his. He was all broad shoulders and hard planes. He smelled as good as he lookedâmasculine, but clean. There was a slight rasp of stubble on his cheeks, but not so much that she minded.
It had been a long time since a man had swept her away, she thought as she wrapped her arms around his neck and gave herself over to his kiss. She slid her fingers through his dark hair. The short, layered strands felt like cool silk. He moved his hands down her body to her hips. One had slipped to her rear.
When he cupped the curve, squeezing gently, her stomach clenched. She surged closer, bringing her belly up against him. She was immediately aware of the hard thicknessâproof that he wasn't doing this out of pity. Thank God!
He touched his tongue to her bottom lip. She parted
for him, then rested her fingers on his broad shoulders. He slid into her mouth, moving with slow, languid strokes designed to make her beg for more.
She held in the whimper and gave herself over to the kiss. Everything about this moment felt right. Hunger filled her, burning hard and hot, making her want to get closer, to touch him and be touched.
She moved her tongue against his, going faster than he had, urging him on. The hands holding her hips tightened, then began the slow journey up her sides. She held her breath until he cupped her breasts in his hands, then she exhaled slowly. He moved from underneath, squeezing her breasts gently, then rubbed his thumbs against her already hard nipples.
At the first brush, she felt a jolt all the way down to her toes. At the second, she had to hold back the need to cry out for more. She reminded herself not to begâmen found it very unattractive. But it was difficult to stay rational and focused when every whisper of contact against her sensitized breasts made her want to scream.
He lowered his head to her jaw and kissed his way to her ear. Then he dipped lower, nibbling along her neck to her collarbone. He paused there to taste her skin, an openmouthed kiss that was surprisingly arousing. Or maybe it was the way he continued to tease her breasts, or the feel of his body so close to hers.
Before she could decide, he'd cupped her face in his hands and was kissing her again. Deep, soul-stirring kisses that made her ache with longing and need. Without realizing what she was doing, she found herself unbuttoning the front of her dress. Suddenly the fabric gapped open to her waist.
Before she could figure out how to stop or what to do next, he'd straightened and pulled her arms free, leaving the dress to pool at her hips. He ran his fingers from wrists to shoulders, then down over her breasts and behind her. With an expert flick of his fingers, her bra came undone and fell away.
In less than a heartbeat, he'd replaced the silky lace with his bare hands. Skin on skin, she thought, her eyes sinking closed. He touched her gently, exploring her curves.
She focused on every stroke, each brush of finger and palm. He moved closer and closer to her nipples but didn't touch them. The contact heightened her arousal, making her knees weak and her body hungry. Then, when she was about to grab his hands in hers and place them where she wanted, he bent down and took her left nipple in his mouth.
The hot, wet, openmouth kiss made her breath catch. He sucked deeply, making her arch against him. A ribbon of erotic connection tugged deep in her belly. Between her thighs she felt herself swelling, wanting.
He shifted to the other breast. She touched his head, then his shoulders, feeling his strength. Wanting poured through her, making her feel delicious and alive.
He straightened. “We should move the party,” he whispered, unbuttoning his shirt, then shrugging out of it.
She nodded, even as her gaze was caught by the sight of his broad chest. She wanted to touch and taste, to explore, but he was already moving away. As she followed, she undid the rest of the buttons on her dress and stepped out of both it and her shoes as she walked.
By the time they met up again in the bedroom, he was
naked. She'd never gotten the concept of male beauty before seeing him, but she did now. His chest was a series of defined muscles, his waist narrow, his legs strong. He was hard and ready, his expression intense and focused. Just looking at him made her tremble. As she moved toward him, he grabbed her around the waist and they both tumbled onto the bed.
“You have condoms, right?” he asked, right before he kissed her.
She nodded.
“Good. We don't want my sperm swimming around with Crystal's embryos. It would get crowded down there.”
He grinned as he spoke, his eyes alive with humor and desire. It was an irresistible combination. Then he was kissing her again. She let herself get lost in the feel of his mouth on hers.
Their tongues tangled in an erotic dance. Then he moved to her neck, as he had before. The man had skills, she thought dreamily, feeling every part of her heat and melt. When he took her earlobe into his mouth and sucked, she had to bite her lower lip to keep from crying out. When she felt the weight of him as he stretched out next to her, it was all she could do to keep her legs from falling open in a shameless invitation. She wanted himâ¦all of himâ¦on top, inside, pleasuring them both into madness.
He moved to her breasts, and it was just as good as it had been before. With each tug of his mouth on her nipples, she felt an answering shiver between her legs. She could feel herself swelling for him.
His mouth moved lower. He paused long enough to pull off her panties in one smooth, easy move. She
waited for the feel of his kiss on her belly, but there was nothing. Her heart beat once, twice, a third time. Then she felt the warmth of his lips on the inside of her ankle.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
She felt as well as heard him chuckle. “And here I thought you were pretty
and
smart.”
He kissed his way up to her knee, then moved between her legs and nibbled higher. Up and up until he pressed an openmouthed kiss on the very inside of her thigh.
She opened her legs even wider, knowing it was either that or plead. Then his mouth was on the most sensitive part of her. She exhaled as warm, soul-stirring pleasure flooded her.
He moved slowly, as if discovering all of her. The touch was perfectâquick enough to excite, gentle enough that everything he did was magic. He paused to tell her how good it felt to do this to her, which was nearly as arousing as the finger he slipped inside her.
As he stroked her, he settled his mouth on that one tight and swollen spot. He brushed it with his tongue, which made her squirm. He moved in tandem, his tongue keeping time with his finger. Back and forth, in and out. She couldn't remember the last time a man had done this to her. The last time she'd felt that liquid heat flowing through her body, the promise of release only seconds away.
She tried to hold back, wanting to savor the moment for as long as possible. Although the end would be great, there was something to be said for anticipation. But it was like swimming upstream. Exhausting and ultimately impossible. Every flick of his tongue pushed her
closer. When he closed his lips around her very center and sucked, she lost herself to the explosion.
Muscles clenched and released. Every cell in her body quivered as the pleasure crashed into her, through her. She surrendered to the sensations, arching back her head and gasping as she came again and again.
When she could think again, she managed to open her eyes and saw Raoul smiling at her, his expression self-satisfied.
“You're not all that,” she told him breathlessly.
“Sure I am.”
He leaned in and licked her nipple. She shuddered and had to resist the need to draw him closer so they could do it all again. Instead she pulled open the nightstand drawer and removed the box of condoms.
Raoul frowned. “Is this it?”
“What do you mean? Are they the wrong kind?”
One corner of his mouth turned up. “There are only three.”
Her mind went blank. “Only?”
“This is supposed to be your last fling. Shouldn't it be memorable?”
“I figured once was enough.”
He pulled out a condom and tossed the package on the nightstand. “Then I'm going to have to show you otherwise.”
* * *
P
IA LAY ON THE BED,
doing her best to catch her breath. Her mind was still fuzzy, her body unable to obey even the slightest command. Apparently the body had involuntary systems for a reason. Something had to keep her heart beating. Otherwise, a session with a guy like Raoul could be deadly.
Had she been able, she would have turned her head to look at him. But that would have required more energy than she could muster. Blinking was about all she could manage. As he'd predicted, they'd used all three condoms. She'd come in ways she hadn't known were possible, in positions that were at the very least questionable. In the last five hours, she'd had more orgasms than she'd probably had in her entire life. If doing him was wrong, she didn't want to be right.
He rolled toward her. His handsome face came into view, along with a bit of bare shoulder. His skin had a golden cast and looked as good as it tasted. Talk about temptation. She was exhausted and still shuddering through her recovery, but the thought of being with him again was enough to cause her nerve endings to cheer.
“You okay?” he asked.
She managed a smile. “Fishing for compliments?”
“Maybe.”
“The earth didn't just moveâit did a two-and-a-half somersault with a twist.”
“Good.” He brushed the hair off her face, then lightly kissed her. “Can I stay?”
She swore softly. Of course he would ask to stay. Because he was perfect. Funny, smart, good-looking, great in bed and sensitive. Oh, and rich. The man had money. So why wasn't he involved with someone? Why wasn't he married? She knew there was a divorce in his past, but why hadn't some enterprising woman snapped him up?
Not that she cared, she reminded herself. She had embryos to worry about.
“Earth to Pia,” he said, still gazing down at her.
“You can stay,” she whispered.
Under normal circumstances she would have forced him out in the name of self-preservation. Having him around could be dangerous to her heart. But that wasn't going to be an issue. In a few days, she would return to her doctor's office and possibly be implanted with Crystal's embryos. Then she would be pregnant. Falling in love wasn't going to happen to herâat least not in the romantic sense. No guy would be interested in a woman with three kids who weren't even hers, and she couldn't imagine having even an extra ounce of energy left over for anything close to dating.
So it was perfectly safe to roll on her side and have him slide in next to her. She snuggled against his warm body, feeling his strong arms circle her waist and pull her close. She closed her eyes and allowed herself to believe it was all real. At least for tonight. No matter what, she could count on reality to return in the morning.
* * *
F
OOL'S
G
OLD
H
IGH
S
CHOOL
sat above town on the road that led up to the ski resort. The campus was only about five years old, with a state-of-the-art science building, a large stadium and an auditorium that held five hundred.
Raoul stood onstage, facing the students filling every seat. He'd pushed aside the podium, preferring to walk back and forth.
“I didn't start out rich and famous,” he told the kids. “When I was your age, I was in foster care, fighting the system responsible for feeding and clothing me. I knew no one cared about me. Not as a person. I was a case number to the social worker and steady income for my foster family.”
He paused and met the gaze of several of the younger guys in the audience.
“Some families really do care about the kids they take in, and I applaud them. I've heard the stories, but I didn't see it much in action. The social workers I knew were overworked. They tried their best, but they weren't given the tools or the resources. So I got involved in some things that I should have avoided.”
He walked to the edge of the stage and stared out at the students. “Gangs can look pretty good from afar. They give you a place to belong. You get status from being with the right crowd. You're around people who accept you. If they're crazy enough, you never know what's going to happen next and that can be fun, too.”
He shrugged. “It can also leave you worse off than you ever thought. Pregnant. In jail. Or dead.” He let the words hang there for a long time.
“When you're sixteen, the future seems a long way away, but I'm here to tell you the value of thinking long term. Of knowing what you want and going after it, regardless of how many people tell you it's not possible. I spent the first few months of my senior year homeless, living in an abandoned building. I had friends who helped out, but what made the biggest difference was I found someone who could believe in me. And he taught me to believe in myself. That's what you have to do. Believe you can make it.”