Melito's StoryâThe Cock, the Angel, and the Eagle
“Once not very long ago and not very far from the place where I was born, there was a fine farm. It was especially noted for its poultry: flocks of ducks white as snow, geese nearly as large as swans and so fat they could scarcely walk, and chickens that were as colorful as parrots. The farmer who had built up this place had a great many strange ideas about farming, but he had succeeded so much better with his strange ideas than any of his neighbors with their sensible ones, that few had the courage to tell him what a fool he was.
“One of his queer notions concerned the management of his chickens. Everyone knows that when chicks are observed to be little cocks they must be caponized. Only one cock is required in the barnyard, and two will fight.
“But this farmer saved himself all that trouble. âLet them grow up,' he said. âLet them fight, and let me tell you something, neighbor. The best and cockiest cock will win, and he is the one who will sire many more chicks to swell my flock. What's more, his chicks will be the hardiest, and the best suited to throwing off every diseaseâwhen your chickens are wiped out, you can come to me and I'll sell you some breeding stock at my own price. As for the beaten cocks, my family and I can eat them. There's no capon so tender as a cock that has been fought to death, just as the best beef comes from a bull that has died in the bull ring and the best venison from a stag the hounds have run all day. Besides, eating capons saps a man's virility.'
“This odd farmer also believed that it was his duty to select the worst bird from his flock whenever he wanted one for dinner. âIt is impious,' he said, âfor anyone to take the best. They should be left to prosper under the eye of the Pancreator, who made cocks and hens as well as men and women.' Perhaps because he felt as he did, his flock was so good that it seemed sometimes there was no worst among it.
“From all I have said, it will be clear that the cock of this flock was a very fine one. He was young, strong, and brave. His tail was as fine as the tails of many sorts of pheasants, and no doubt his comb would have been fine too,
save that it had been torn to ribbons in the many desperate combats that had won him his place. His breast was of glowing scarletâlike the Pelerines' robes hereâbut the geese said it had been white before it was dyed in his own blood. His wings were so strong that he was a better flier than any of the white ducks, his spurs were longer than a man's middle finger, and his bill was as sharp as my sword.
“This fine cock had a thousand wives, but the darling of his heart was a hen as fine as he, the daughter of a noble race and the acknowledged queen of all the chickens for leagues around. How proudly they walked between the corner of the barn and the water of the duck pond! You could not hope to see anything finer, no, not if you saw the Autarch himself showing off his favorite at the Well of Orchidsâthe more so since the Autarch is a capon, as I hear it.
“Everything was bugs for breakfast for this happy pair until one night the cock was wakened by a terrible row. A great, eared owl had broken into the barn where the chickens roosted and was making his way among them as he sought for his dinner. Of course he seized upon the hen who was the particular favorite of the cock; and with her in his claws, he spread his wide, silent wings to sail away. Owls can see marvelously well in the dark, and so he must have seen the cock flying at him like a feathered fury. Who has ever seen an amazed expression on the face of an owl? Yet surely there was one on that owl in the barn that night. The cock's spurs shuffled faster than the feet of any dancer, and his bill struck for those round and shining eyes as the bill of a woodpecker hammers the trunk of a tree. The owl dropped the hen, flew from the barn, and was never seen again.
“No doubt the cock had a right to be proud, but he became too proud. Having defeated an owl in the dark, he felt he could defeat any bird, anywhere. He began to talk of rescuing the prey of hawks and bullying the teratornis, the largest and most terrible bird that flies. If he had surrounded himself with wise counselors, particularly the llama and the pig, those whom most princes choose to help guide their affairs, I feel sure his extravagances would soon have been effectively though courteously checked. Alas, he did not do so. He listened only to the hens, who were all infatuated with him, and to the geese and ducks, who felt that as his fellow barnyard fowl they shared to some extent in whatever glory he won. At last the day came, as it always does for those who show too much pride, when he went too far.
“It was sunrise, ever the most dangerous time for those who do not do well. The cock flew up and up and up, until he seemed about to pierce the sky, and at last, at the very apogee of his flight, perched himself atop the weathervane on the loftiest gable of the barnâthe highest point in the entire farmyard. There as the sun drove out the shadows with lashes of crimson and gold, he screamed again and again that he was lord of all feathered things. Seven times he crowed so, and he might have got away with it, for seven is a lucky number. But he could not be content with that. An eighth time he made the same boast, and then flew down.
“He had not yet landed among his flock when there began a most marvelous
phenomenon high in the air, directly above the barn. A hundred rays of sunlight seemed to tangle themselves as a kitten snarls a ball of wool, and to roll themselves together as a woman rolls up dough in a kneading pan. This collection of glorious light then put out legs, arms, a head, and at last wings, and swooped down upon the barnyard. It was an angel with wings of red and blue and green and gold, and though it seemed no bigger than the cock, he knew as soon as he had looked into its eyes that it was far larger on the inside than he.
“âNow,' said the angel, âhear justice. You claim that no feathered thing can stand against you. Here am I, plainly a feathered thing. All the mighty weapons of the armies of light I have left behind, and we will wrestle, we two.”
“At that the cock spread his wings and bowed so low that his tattered comb scraped the dust. âI shall be honored to the end of my days to have been thought worthy of such a challenge,' he said, âwhich no other bird has ever received before. It is with the most profound regret that I must tell you I cannot accept, and that for three reasons, the first of which is that though you have feathers on your wings, as you say, it is not against your wings that I would fight but against your head and breast. Thus you are not a feathered creature for the purposes of combat.'
“The angel closed his eyes and touched his hands to his own body, and when he drew them away the hair of his head had become feathers brighter than the feathers of the finest canary, and the linen of his robe had become feathers whiter than the feathers of the most brilliant dove.
“âThe second of which,' continued the cock, nothing daunted, âis that you, having, as you so clearly do, the power to transform yourself, might choose during the course of our combat to change yourself into some creature that does not possess feathersâfor example, a large snake. Thus if I were to fight you, I should have no guarantee of fair play.'
“At that, the angel tore open his breast, and displaying all the qualities therein to the assembled poultry, took out his ability to alter his shape. He handed it to the fattest goose to hold for the duration of the match, and the goose at once transformed himself, becoming a gray salt goose, such as stream from pole to pole. But he did not fly off, and he kept the angel's ability safe.
“âThe third of which,' continued the cock in desperation, âis that you are clearly an officer in the Pancreator's service, and in prosecuting the cause of justice, as you do, are doing your duty. If I were to fight you as you ask, I should be committing a grave crime against the only ruler brave chickens acknowledge.'
“âVery well,' said the angel. âIt is a strong legal position, and I suppose you think you've won your way free. The truth is that you have argued your way to your own death. I was only going to twist your wings back a bit and pull out your tail feathers.' Then he lifted his head and gave a strange, wild cry. Immediately an eagle dove from the sky and dropped like a thunderbolt into the barnyard.
“All around the barn they fought, and beside the duck pond, and across the pasture and back, for the eagle was very strong, but the cock was quick and brave. There was an old cart with a broken wheel leaning against one wall of the barn, and under it, where the eagle could not fly at him from above and he could cool himself somewhat in the shadow, the cock sought to make his final stand. He was bleeding so much, however, that before the eagle, who was almost as bloodied as he, could come at him there, he tottered, fell, tried to rise, and fell again.
“âNow,' said the angel, addressing all the assembled birds, âyou have seen justice done. Be not proud! Be not boastful, for surely retribution will be visited upon you. You thought your champion invincible. There he lies, the victim not of this eagle but of pride, beaten and destroyed.'
“Then the cock, whom they had all thought dead, lifted his head. âYou are doubtless very wise, Angel,' he said. âBut you know nothing of the ways of cocks. A cock is not beaten until he turns tail and shows the white feather that lies beneath his tail feathers. My strength, which I made myself by flying and running, and in many battles, has failed me. My spirit, which I received from the hand of your master the Pancreator, has not failed me. Eagle, I ask no quarter from you. Come here and kill me now. But as you value your honor, never say that you have beaten me.'
“The eagle looked at the angel when he heard what the cock said, and the angel looked at the eagle. âThe Pancreator is infinitely far from us,' the angel said. âAnd thus infinitely far from me, though I fly so much higher than you. I guess at his desiresâno one can do otherwise.'
He opened his chest once more and replaced the ability he had for a time surrendered. Then he and the eagle flew away, and for a time the salt goose followed them. That is the end of the story.”
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Melito had lain upon his back as he spoke, looking up at the canvas stretched overhead. I had the feeling he was too weak even to raise himself on one elbow. The rest of the wounded had been as quiet for his story as for Hallvard's.
At last I said, “That is a fine tale. It will be very hard for me to judge between the two, and if it is agreeable to you and Hallvard, and to Foila, I would like to give myself time to think about them both.”
Foila, who was sitting up with her knees drawn under her chin, called, “Don't judge at all. The contest isn't over yet.”
Everyone looked at her.
“I'll explain tomorrow,” she said. “Just don't judge, Severian. But what did you think of that story?”
Hallvard rumbled, “I will tell you what I think. I think Melito is clever the way he claimed I was. He is not so well as I am, not so strong, and in this way he has drawn a woman's sympathy to himself. It was cunningly done, little cock.”
Melito's voice seemed weaker than it had while he was recounting the battle of the birds. “It is the worst story I know.”
“The worst?” I asked. We were all surprised.
“Yes, the worst. It is a foolish tale we tell our little children, who know nothing but the dust and the farm animals and the sky they see above them. Surely every word of it must make that clear.”
Hallvard asked, “Don't you want to win, Melito?”
“Certainly I do. You don't love Foila as I love her. I would die to possess her, but I would sooner die than disappoint her. If the story I have just told can win, then I shall never disappoint her, at least with my stories. I have a thousand that are better than that.”
Hallvard got up and came to sit on my cot as he had the day before, and I swung my legs over the edge to sit beside him. To me he said, “What Melito says is very clever. Everything he says is very clever. Still, you must judge us by the tales we told, and not by the ones we say we know but did not tell. I, too, know many other stories. Our winter nights are the longest in the Commonwealth.”
I answered that according to Foila, who had originally thought of the contest and who was herself the prize, I was not yet to judge at all.
The Ascian said, “All who speak Correct Thought speak well. Where then is the superiority of some students to others? It is in the speaking. Intelligent students speak Correct Thought intelligently. The hearer knows by the intonation of their voices that they understand. By this superior speaking of intelligent students, Correct Thought is passed, like fire, from one to another.”
I think that none of us had realized he was listening. We were all a trifle startled to hear him speak now. After a moment, Foila said, “He means you should not judge by the content of the stories, but by how well each was told. I'm not sure I agree with thatâstill, there may be something in it.”
“I do not agree,” Hallvard grumbled. “Those who listen soon tire of storyteller tricks. The best telling is the plainest.”
Others joined in the argument, and we talked about it and about the little cock for a long time.
Ava
While I was ill I had never paid much attention to the people who brought our food, though when I reflected on it I was able to recall them clearly, as I recall everything. Once our server had been a Pelerineâshe who had talked to me the night before. At other times they had been the shaven-headed male slaves, or postulants in brown. This evening, the evening of the day on which Melito had told his story, our suppers were carried in by a postulant I had not seen before, a slender, gray-eyed girl. I got up and helped her to pass around the trays.
When we were finished, she thanked me and said, “You will not be here much longer.”
I told her I had something to do here, and nowhere else to go.
“You have your legion. If it has been destroyed, you will be assigned to a new one.”
“I am not a soldier. I came north with some thought of enlisting, but I fell sick before I got the opportunity.”
“You could have waited in your native town. I'm told that recruiting parties go to all the towns, twice a year at least.”
“My native town is Nessus, I'm afraid.” I saw her smile. “But I left it some time ago, and I wouldn't have wanted to sit around someplace else for half a year waiting. Anyway, I never thought of it. Are you from Nessus too?”
“You're having trouble standing up.”
“No, I'm fine.”
She touched my arm, a timid gesture that somehow reminded me of the tame deer in the Autarch's garden. “You're swaying. Even if your fever is gone, you're no longer used to being on your feet. You have to realize that. You've been abed for several days. I want you to lie down again now.”
“If I do that, there'll be no one to talk to except the people I've been talking with all day. The man on my right is an Ascian prisoner, and the man on my left comes from some village neither you nor I ever heard of.”
“All right, if you'll lie down I'll sit and talk to you for a while. I've nothing more to do until the nocturne must be played anyway. What quarter of Nessus do you come from?”
As she escorted me to my cot, I told her that I did not want to talk, but to listen; and I asked her what quarter she herself called home.
“When you're with the Pelerines, that's your homeâwherever the tents are set up. The order becomes your family and your friends, just as if all your friends had suddenly become your sisters too. But before I came here, I lived in the far northwestern part of the city, within easy sight of the Wall.”
“Near the Sanguinary Field?”
“Yes, very near it. Do you know the place?”
“I fought there once.”
Her eyes widened. “Did you, really? We used to go there and watch. We weren't supposed to, but we did anyway. Did you win?”
I had never thought about that and had to consider it. “No,” I said after a moment. “I lost.”
“But you lived. It's better, surely, to lose and live than to take another man's life.”
I opened my robe and showed her the scar on my chest that Agilus's avern leaf had made.
“You were very lucky. Often they bring in soldiers with chest wounds like that, but we are seldom able to save them.” Hesitantly she touched my chest. There was a sweetness in her face that I have not seen in the faces of other women. For a moment she stroked my skin, then she jerked her hand away. “It could not have been very deep.”
“It wasn't,” I told her.
“Once I saw a combat between an officer and an exultant in masquerade. They used poisoned plants for weaponsâI suppose because the officer would have had an unfair advantage with the sword. The exultant was killed and I left, but afterward there was a great hullabaloo because the officer had run amok. He came dashing by me, striking out with his plant, but someone threw a cudgel at his legs and knocked him down. I think that was the most exciting fight I ever saw.”
“Did they fight bravely?”
“Not really. There was a lot of argument about legalitiesâyou know how men do when they don't want to begin.”
“âI shall be honored to the end of my days to have been thought worthy of such a challenge, which no other bird has ever received before. It is with the most profound regret that I must tell you I cannot accept, and that for three reasons, the first of which is that though you have feathers on your wings, as you say, it is not against your wings that I would fight.' Do you know that story?”
Smiling, she shook her head.
“It's a good one. I'll tell it to you some time. If you lived so near the Sanguinary Field, your family must have been an important one. Are you an armigette?”
“Practically all of us are armigettes or exultants. It's a rather aristocratic order, I'm afraid. Occasionally an optimate's daughter like me is admitted,
when the optimate has been a longtime friend of the order, but there are âonly three of us. I'm told some optimates think all they have to do is make a large gift and their girls will be accepted, but it really isn't soâthey have to help out in various ways, not just with money, and they have to have done it for a long time. The world, you see, is not really as corrupt as people like to believe.”
I asked, “Do you think it is right to limit your order in that way? You serve the Conciliator. Did he ask the people he lifted out of death if they were armigers or exultants?”
She smiled again. “That's a question that has been debated many times in the order. But there are other orders that are quite open to optimates, and to the lower classes too, and by remaining as we are we get a great deal of money to use in our work and have a great deal of influence. If we nursed and fed only certain kinds of people, I would say you were right. But we don't; we even help animals when we can. Conexa Epicharis used to say we stopped at insects, but then she found one of usâI mean a postulantâtrying to mend a butterfly's wing.”
“Doesn't it bother you that these soldiers have been doing their best to kill Ascians?”
Her answer was very far from what I had expected. “Ascians are not human.”
“I've already told you that the patient next to me is an Ascian. You're taking care of him, and as well as you take care of us, from what I've seen.”
“And I've already told
you
that we take in animals when we can. Don't you know that human beings can lose their humanity?”
“You mean the zoanthropes. I've met some.”
“Them, of course. They give up their humanity deliberately. There are others who lose theirs without intending to, often when they think they are enhancing it, or rising to some state higher than that to which we are born. Still others, like the Ascians, have it stripped from them.”
I thought of Baldanders, plunging from his castle wall into Lake Diuturna. “Surely these ⦠things deserve our sympathy.”
“Animals deserve our sympathy. That is why we of the order care for them. But it isn't murder for a man to kill one.”
I sat up and gripped her arm, feeling an excitement I could scarcely contain. “Do you think that if somethingâsome arm of the Conciliator, let us sayâcould cure human beings, it might nevertheless fail with those who are not human?”
“You mean the Claw. Close your mouth, pleaseâyou make me want to laugh when you leave it open like that, and we're not supposed to when people outside the order are around.”
“You know!”
“Your nurse told me. She said you were mad, but in a nice way, and that she didn't think you would ever hurt anyone. Then I asked her about it, and she told. You have the Claw, and sometimes you can cure the sick and even raise the dead.”
“Do you believe I'm mad?”
Still smiling, she nodded.
“Why? Never mind what the Pelerine told you. Have I said anything to you tonight to make you think so?”
“Or spellbound, perhaps. It isn't anything you've said at all. Or at least, not much. But you are not just one man.”
She paused after saying that. I think she was waiting for me to deny it, but I said nothing.
“It is in your face and the way you moveâdo you know that I don't even know your name? She didn't tell me.”
“Severian.”
“I'm Ava. Severian is one of those brotherâsister names, isn't it? Severian and Severa. Do you have a sister?”
“I don't know. If I do, she's a witch.”
Ava let that pass. “The other one. Does she have a name?”
“You know she's a woman then.”
“Uh huh. When I was serving the food, I thought for a moment that one of the exultant sisters had come to help me. Then I looked around and it was you. At first it seemed that it was just when I saw you from the corner of my eye, but sometimes, while we've been sitting here, I see her even when I'm looking right at you. When you glance to one side sometimes you vanish, and there's a tall, pale woman using your face. Please don't tell me I fast overmuch. That's what they all tell me, and it isn't true, and even if it were, this isn't that.”
“Her name is Thecla. Do you remember what you were just saying about losing humanity? Were you trying to tell me about her?”
Ava shook her head. “I don't think so. But I wanted to ask you something. There was another patient here like you, and they told me he came with you.”
“Miles, you mean. No, my case and his are quite different. I won't tell you about him. He should do it himself, or no one should. But I will tell you about myself. Do you know of the corpse-eaters?”
“You're not one of them. A few weeks ago we had three insurgent captives. I know what they're like.”
“How do we differ?”
“With them ⦔ She groped for words. “With them it's out of control. They talk to themselvesâof course a lot of people doâand they look at things that aren't there. There's something lonely about it, and something selfish. You aren't one of them.”
“But I am,” I said. And I told her, without going into much detail, of Vodalus's banquet.
“They made you,” she said when I was through. “If you had shown what you felt, they would have killed you.”
“That doesn't matter. I drank the alzabo. I ate her flesh. And at first it was filthy, as you say, though I had loved her. She was in me, and I shared the life that had been hers, and yet she was dead. I could feel her rotting
there. I had a wonderful dream of her on the first night; when I go back among my memories it is one of the things I treasure most. Afterward, there was something horrible, and sometimes I seemed to be dreaming while I was awakeâthat was the talking and staring you mentioned, I think. Now, and for a long time, she seems alive again, but inside me.”
“I don't think the others are like that.”
“I don't either,” I said. “At least, not from what I've heard of them. There are a great many things I do not understand. What I have told you is one of the chief ones.”
Ava was quiet for the space of two or three breaths, then her eyes opened wide. “The Claw, the thing you believe in. Did you have it then?”
“Yes, but I didn't know what it could do. It had not actedâor rather, it had acted, it had raised a woman called Dorcas, but I didn't know what had happened, where she had come from. If I had known, I might have saved Thecla, brought her back.”
“But you had it? You had it with you?”
I nodded.
“Then don't you see? It
did
bring her back. You just said it could act without your even knowing it. You had it, and you had her, rotting, as you say, inside you.”
“Without the body ⦔
“You're a materialist, like all ignorant people. But your materialism doesn't make materialism true. Don't you know that? In the final summing up, it is spirit and dream, thought and love and act that matter.”
I was so stunned by the ideas that had come crowding in on me that I did not speak again for some time, but sat wrapped in my own speculations. When I came to myself again at last, I was surprised that Ava had not gone and tried to thank her.
“It was peaceful, sitting here with you, and if one of the sisters had come, I could have said I was waiting in case one of the sick should cry out.”
“I haven't decided yet about what you said about Thecla. I'll have to think about it a long time, probably for many days. People tell me I am a rather stupid man.”
She smiled, and the truth was that I had said what I had (though it was true) at least in part to make her smile. “I don't think so. A thorough man, rather.”
“Anyway, I have another question. Often when I tried to sleep, or when I woke in the night, I have tried to connect my failures and my successes. I mean the times when I used the Claw and revived someone, and the times when I tried to but life did not return. It seems to me that it should be more than mere chance, though perhaps the link is something I cannot know.”