Authors: Lavinia Kent
It took effort to bring the next bite to her mouth
. It had gone dry, despite her frequent sips of wine and water. It was getting hard to breathe, each breath seemed to fill her chest, lifting it forward. Her stomach fluttered, and not with unease.
It was growing difficult to look anywhere except at her husband, his lips, his eyes, the tight damask of his jacket, those broad shoulders – there was a table between them, but she felt his every move
. When he took a bite of eel her mouth watered in response.
The servants arrived to clear the half finished plates
. Was it time for the sweet? She hoped so. She wiggled in her chair trying to regain her earlier comfort. She was hot and shivery all at once. Her breasts were tight her nipples peaked and she did not even dare glance down to see how the appeared against the thin fabric. She took another swallow of wine.
“What’s next?
” Tristan’s voice was hoarse.
“Peaches stewed in honey, with fresh raspberries.”
“Sounds harmless enough.” He spoke quietly, as if to himself.
The plates arrived, two half
peaches, globes lush and glistening in a pool of honey, the raspberries perched on top. It looked like – it looked like naked bosoms. Bosoms drenched with honey. She felt her own breasts swell and grow even tighter. Her glance shot to her husband. He had no response. He sat as if frozen. Unsure, Marguerite scooped a raspberry and honey to her mouth. A drop of honey caught, and then slid in slow motion off her lips, down her chin, and . . . she quivered as the warm sauce dribbled between her own globes.
Tristan stood with a start he took one step forward, two steps.
Stopped.
Was he going to lick it off
? Was she really even imagining his cool lips moving over her heated flesh?
He stared at her for the longest moment, battle apparent in his face, then turned and marched from the room.
“It did not work
. He left again.” Marguerite turned to Violet, fighting the tears that threatened to come. “I just do not understand. I think that you were right that he enjoyed the food – although he did not eat much. I was feeling the magic, I thought everything was working according to plan. I actually felt a heady power I have never felt before. Then he left.”
“I am not sure that you are right that it didn’t work
. You must tell me all.” Violet patted the seat beside her and Marguerite slowly parsed out the events of the night before, ending with her alone in her bed. “I did not even look at the book again. I thought about it, but I was so miserable I could not bear to realize even more how alone I was.”
“I don’t think you will have to worry about that for long
. If your husband’s attention is your goal, I think you are well on your way to achieving it. You did say he watched you last night, could not in fact take his eyes off you?”
“Yes, b
ut he seemed almost in pain. He didn’t look much like he was enjoying it all of the time, more like he had no choice. It was as if I held him in a thrall.”
“Perfect.” Violet grinned.
“Perfect?”
“Yes, perfect.
” Violent leaned back in the chair. “Tonight before dinner I want you to look at the book again.”
“I do not know if I can
. Sometimes I have felt almost driven to, and then when I actually try, mortification overcomes me.”
Violet sat up straight
. “Listen, this is perhaps the most important thing I will tell you. Nothing you do either by yourself or, hopefully, with your husband in the privacy of your chamber are wrong. I mean nothing. I know what they teach ladies of our position. I was taught well and it made my first marriage even more of a misery than was necessary.
“There is nothing wrong with desire, with hunger, with wanting to seek every bit of passion you can from life
. That is the magic. That is what makes you alive, what makes you human. Do not be ashamed of your humanity.”
“But, Mama said –“ Marguerite
twisted her hands in her lap.
“I don’t care what your mother said
. Think about how you feel. Tristan is your husband. There is nothing wrong with the feelings he arouses – and I use that word deliberately – in you. The greatest gift you can give him is to simply enjoy.”
“I am still not sure
. I thought men wanted their wives to be silent and still. That is one of the few things Mama told me. I must be sure not to move too much. Even before I knew what she was talking about she was telling me how to be ladylike. She said men have mistresses if they want more.”
“I told you not to care about that
. Do you want your husband to take a mistress? Is that what you dream of late at night, Tristan in the arms of another?”
Even the thought of it made Marguerite’s chest draw tight
. “No.”
“Then listen to
me, when you go home take out that book and look at it, even if you can only manage one page. Look at the man’s expression and think about Tristan. Have you seen that look, do you want to see it again?”
She understood Violet, but
did not think she could ever –-
“I see from your expression that you are giving up before you begin
. I was careful to plan this in tasks you could accomplish. Look at a book. Pay attention to your food. The only added step tonight will be that if Tristan tries to leave you must delay him. Ask him to help you with something, looking over a piece of correspondence, explaining something in the newspapers, getting a book from a high shelf.”
“A book?
” She could never let Tristan see that, she’d die with embarrassment first.
“Any book, you silly thing
. Just so long as it’s high and you have to stretch to demonstrate where it is. Stand before the fire if you can. Do you have another dress to wear? No, then wear the same one, only pin it lower.”
“
Lower? I am not sure –“
“Think about that look on your husband’s face, think of his desire
. Is that not what you want?”
“Yes.
” It seemed so simple when phrased like that.
Then you will do what I suggest.
“Yes.” Two yeses and Marguerite felt the power grow in her again. She could do this. She could find the magic. “What if he just tells me to ask a servant for help getting the book?”
“That’s the advantage of asking him his opinion instead of just to perform a task
. Still, I think he’d enjoy watching you stretch. Drive him plum crazy, poor noble fool. He is a strange man your husband. He actually thinks with his proper head.”
Marguerite was clueless as to the meaning of this last comment
. What else could a man think with besides his head? Still she began to see the glory of having Tristan watch her stretch. He did seem to enjoy looking at her. Could she manage to keep Tristan with her by doing both things? Lure him to the library to show him her correspondence and then ask for help reaching a book. It did sound possible. Still. . . “What if he still tries to leave?”
“Look at him soulfully and bite your bottom lip
. Can you manage to look like you’re going to cry?”
“If he tries to leave me alone again, I do not think I will have difficulty with tears.”
“Good. One more thing. I think there’s a decent chance he will try to avoid dinner tonight. If he is determined to keep your relationship on more distant footing, he may not trust himself. If he announces he has other plans just . . .”
How had he ended up in this position, again? Tristan watched as his wife buttered a smidgeon of bread. How could bread and butter be erotic? She licked the butter from her lips. His body responded. Every time he looked at her, his mind pictured that tongue, those lips, engaged in far different activities. He watched her savor a drop of gravy on the end of her spoon, maybe not so different, after all. Every bite she took she looked like – he edged over in his chair, tenting the napkin in his lap to greater height. At least the table was not made of glass.
She picked up a tiny carrot, studying it with great attention
. Gads, carrots. Who planned these menus? She brought the tip of it to her mouth, nipped it with her teeth, almost playfully. He took a large swallow of wine. He was going to explode. His whole body was burning because his wife was eating vegetables.
He’d planned on avoiding dinner altogether, but the moment he’d mentioned to Marguerite that he planned to dine at the club she’
d smiled and said, “Oh dear, and I was having Cook try another new menu. Perhaps I can invite someone else. Lord Simon Moreland mentioned he would like to spend more time together. Do you think he likes pastries? I was planning on having small ones, shaped like a cheroot with the most wonderful almond cream filling. Cook thought she would serve them with warm chocolate sauce even though the recipe did not call for it. What do you think, will Simon like chocolate?”
Tristan was damned if he was going to let Moreland eat his pastries
. Or more importantly, watch Marguerite eat them. No, nobody was going to watch his wife eat except him.
“Oh, do not these look wonderful?
” Marguerite asked from across the table. The these to which she was referring were the pastries, long pastries, golden and flaking, the soft scent of almonds drifting off them. Marguerite described them as cheroots, but these were thicker, more like – he shifted uncomfortably in his seat, experiencing his own thickening.
He watched Marguerite place a single delicacy on her plate
. She lifted a scoop of warm chocolate and started to dribble it with delicacy and care. He was never going to survive this. Never. Even as a randy schoolboy he’d never experienced this degree of delicious agony. She lifted the pastry to her mouth, not with knife and fork, but whole with her fingers. His eyes widened. No she wasn’t. My God, she was. Her tongue flicked out and caught a glob of escaping cream. She drew in her to her mouth, her eyes shining with pleasure. Her tongue darted out again. He couldn’t take it.
He stood, being sure his coat draped about him
. He was definitely going to have to order looser trousers, no matter what fashion dictated.
Marguerite looked up at him with a mysterious smile
. Where was she learning these things? “Are you off? I had hoped you could help me with a small matter.”
“I am sure you can manage on your own or consult with me in the morning,” he said
. A tiny dab of cream clung to the corner of her mouth. Tristan fought the urge to bend over and lick it off. What would happen if he did? No, perhaps later, when this whole matter was finished they could begin again, but for now he had made a vow. He would hold strong. She wanted an independent life. He would give her that. She did not understand what she offered in her innocence. He turned to go.
“If I must,” she replied
. “It was just that I received a note from Husimans asking me to an afternoon card party tomorrow. He wondered if I were fond of piquet. I have to confess to never having played the game, but I hate to display my ignorance. I am sure you must know how to play. I heard you discussing cards with him. No, matter I will simply decline the invitation. Such a pity. He appears a nice gentleman.” Marguerite put her pastry on the plate without actually taking a bite. Keeping her gaze on him she nibbled the cream off her lip.
He stopped, turned
. This changed everything.
Marguerite watched Tristan pivot on his heel. He might do his best to avoid watching her, but she spent her time observing him. She had noticed his response whenever Huismans’ name was mentioned. She did not know why her husband cared about the Dutchman, but she had cast her lure well. She smiled inwardly. She wondered how Huismans would respond to her positive reply to his card party. The party was real, she had overheard him talking to Lady Harburton, but Marguerite had not received an invite. She hoped it would not create too great a situation.
Still
, she had her husband’s attention. She rose from her chair, sighing as she gazed at the pastry resting on her plate. The almond cream had been delicious, but she would not risk letting Tristan escape.
“Come let us retire to the library then
. I ordered your port served there. I have the cards ready for us.”
She walked from the room, ignoring Tristan’s look of surprise and suspicion
. Let him be suspicious. If she could keep her courage up long enough to play this scene, he would know the truth of his suspicions anyway.
The library was p
repared as she had instructed, the fire burned low and warm. She adored the luxury of the extra heat. The days might be warm, but the nights still held a chill. The port and glass had already been laid on the table, and most important a book on card games rested high on the shelf between the couch and fire. She did not quite understand why Violet had been so insistent on it, but so far Violet’s advice had led true.
“Piquet is a game for two,” Tristan stated the obvious as they took their place around the table
.
“Yes, I do know that.”