Temptations Box Set books 1 & 2 (2 page)

"Well, Heather has only been out three times that I know of and I'm her best friend. So, I should know. We go out all the time but, I have never once scene her look at anyone like the way she was watching you."

"A lot of people look at me like that."

"Yeah well, Heather isn't a lot of people she is special and caring and pure. When I say she wants you that means a lot. Coming from her I don't know if she has ever wanted anyone before."

Wow! She wants me! What do I do ask her out?  No, I'm not good enough for someone like Heather.  She is better off without me.  She should be with a lawyer or doctor someone with money.  Someone that can take care of her. Someone that can give her a family. Not me. I'm not the man for her.

"I don't know...I mean she looks amazing but, I don't think I am the right kind of man for her. I am a stripper for crying out load. What do I have to offer her?"

"It doesn't matter what you do Connor, Heather has never looked at someone the way I saw her looking  at you. Never!"

Should I believe this chick and just go for it?  I can't risk it all and have her leave me. She is my everything. I need her. I have to have her. She can't know about my past.  It would kill our relationship.  What am I saying we don't have a relationship together? I haven't even talked to her yet.  "Does it always take this long for her to use the restroom?"

"Well, umm no. Let me go check on her. Be right back."

What can she be doing in there? Redoing all her make-up? Did she drink too much? I can't talk to her if she is drunk she won't even remember me if that is the case. Oh, I bet that is it. She is drunk that is the only reason a girl like her would want a man like me.  She just wants a fuck and leave.  Just like the rest of these chicks around here.  All they want is a good time they don't want me. No one ever wants to take me home to meet the parents. Can't say I blame them on that though.

"Hel-low."

I turned around so fast I almost fell.  That was the sweetest voice I have ever heard.  Soft and sweet like golden honey.  I looked down at her she was about five foot four a little short for my taste but, very nice. She had curves in all the right places some people would say she was a little heavy I would say she is an angel sent from heaven for me. She had her black hair pulled back in a clip. Man I just want to undo it and watch her long hair flow down her back.  Yum. Man what am I doing? I am just staring at here like some crazy sicko. She is going to go running into the restroom again. Well, I can't have that happen. Now can I?  I used my sexist voice and purred out. "Hello Heather."

It was so cute watching her cheeks turn pink. I just wanted to devour her lips and tell her it was ok.  I decided it would be less intimidating for her if I put my six foot two inch body closer to her level.  As carefully as I could I got down on my knees and look straight into her perfect face.  And blurted out. "My God you are
gorgeous." I can't believe I said that. She looked down at her feet and I swear to God her cheeks got redder.  Damn she was adorable.

"Why tha... Thank you.  You're n not so bad you're yourself." She was stuttering. I couldn't believe it my angel had a flaw.  I hope she isn't always like this? Wait! Her friend said she was shy. I bet that is it. I will have to find a way to break her out of this shell.

"Do you always stutter Heather?" I purred out.

"Why n-no. On-only around you." She choked out.

Damn why did she have to be so fucking cute. I want to hold her and tell her it was okay. "Okay we can work with this."

"What what do you..."

I grabbed her by the nape of her neck and kissed her so passionately that she had her answer.  Damn the kiss was sweet at first then built into a sizzling mess.  I was going to have to stop before the whole world knows I have a tent in my miniature Speedos.  Shit I didn't care so I continued to kiss her. She was my angel anyways and if I want to kiss her God damn it I was going to kiss the fuck out of her.

"Mine!" I growled. Where did that come from? She looked up and gasped. Her lips were swollen and red from my kisses and her eyes were scorched with hunger. Then I heard her say the best thing I could ever here from her.

"Yours."

Oh my God, Oh my God.  I can't believe he is kissing me.  He is so tasty. I have never been kissed like this before.  I just can't believe this God wants me. Shit I know it is probably only for the night but, hell I'll take it.  Did he just growl at me? He couldn't have said what I think he did. I think he did. Mine is what he growled. And oh yeah I will be his. No problem. I still can't believe all of this is happening. All I can squeak out is "yours."

I started panting so I put my hands on his chest to stop him. "Stop please." He stopped and backed off right ways like he was afraid he hurt me.  I slowly look up into his eyes and said, "We can't do this here."

He looked at me and gave me a sideways smirk and said, "okay baby let's go."

I can't believe I just was able to talk to him without stuttering.  What is wrong with me? Should I ask him to my place? Should we go to his? But, before I was able to ask he answered for me.

"Your place."

"Ummm okay." I yelled, "Hey Krystal I'm sorry but, I have to go."

She winked at me and said, "Go get him girl. I want details in the morning."  I just shook my head saying no way in hell am I giving you details.  I turned around to my fireman and remembered I still don't know his name. Should I ask or is it kind of too late and I should just hope he says it later.  I stared nervously at my finger nails not knowing what to say next. 

Next thing I know my fireman is using his fingers to tilt my head up to look at him. Boy he has the most beautiful blue eyes.  I felt like I could swim laps in them.  He leaned down and I thought he was going to kiss me but, he asked, "What's wrong babe?" Heat ran up my neck."Damn you have to stop doing that. It is too cute and it is just driving me fucking mad."

But of course that makes me blush even more.  "I don't know your name and I can't keep calling you my fireman."

He chuckled "my name is Connor O'Neal and baby you can call me whatever you want."

Connor O'Neal what a great name. I love it! My first time is going to be with a stripper name Connor O'Neal. How great is that?  I bet every girl wishes for this. "I'm Heather Cox" I held out my hand for Connor to shake it.

"Nice to meet you Miss Heather Cox" Connor said chuckling at my name. It's not like I pick the name. 

"Umm okay let's go." I stammered.

Laughing out loud Connor turned to me and said, "Be patient my petite grasshopper I have to get dressed. I'm happy that you are so eager to be with me but, it will only take a moment be right back." I watched him saunter into a back room and in a couple of minutes he was back wearing blue jeans and a black leather bomber jacket with a white undershirt.  The look reminded me of someone out of the Grease movies.  I loved it! It was way too sexy.

I followed Connor out the back door to the ally and we stopped short at a bike.  I should have known he rides a bike.  It was beautiful though blue in one angle and purple in another just stunning.  I have never been on the back of a motorcycle before though. I was kind of nervous.  "What do I do?"

He laughed and jumped on and kick started the bike.  Next thing I knew I had a huge over sized black helmet on and was snuggled up next to him. And oh my, what a back side it was. He whispered over his head hang on and oh boy did I. I laced my fingers inside his jacket and under his shirt. I couldn't help myself.   I just had to touch him. I was so turned on I didn't even hear his question the first time he asked which way. "Oh right down Lakeshore Drive then left at Oakwood Avenue third house on the right with the iron fence." 

I was so wrapped up in Connor I didn't even notice when we got there.  He laughed and said, "Babe do you actually live here?" I couldn't understand what he meant. Of course I live here why would I take him here if I didn't live here?

"Yes of course" I said a little irritated.

"Oh okay." He looked sad like I just kicked his puppy. I couldn't figure out why the sudden mood changes.  "Connor what's wrong? Did I do something to upset you?" I hoped that wasn't the case.

"No, listen this isn't right. Heather, I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought you here tonight." What is he talking about? Oh I get it he is gay that's it he was using me as a front so his friends would think he was taking me "home" but, instead he is just well, taking me home. I know I should really be pissed but, I am just disappointed to be honest.

I sign "it's okay Connor I understand but, I really wish you just told me. I would have gone with it.  Besides you shouldn't have to hide who you are.  So what if you are gay."

"What! I am not gay!"

I was confused for a moment then figured it out. Oh so he just doesn't want me.  I am such a bone head.  I took off my helmet and handed it back to him. "Thanks for the ride." Asshole.  I wanted to say that out load but, I just couldn't I was just hurt that's all.

I turned around and marched up the stairs looking once over my shoulder to see Connor looking at me.  With what looked like longing? Well, that couldn't be right he just left me here.  My God.  I tried to replay the whole evening in my head but, can't for the life of me figure out what I did wrong for him to run off like that.  He didn't even get my number so I knew he wouldn't be calling me.  What was I thinking anyways?  Yeah right a sexy as hell man like that wanting someone like me.  I just feel so stupid.

Well, I ran up the two flights of stairs and into my room.  I threw my body on my white canopy bed with the ruffle skirt and enclosed lace and ruffle drapes.   As I took a good look around I realized it was a good thing Connor didn't come up here. Look at this place it looks like a little girl lives in here not and adult women. The walls are still light pink and there are unicorns and horses all over the room.  Ugh, I have to do something about this room.  Starting right now.

I went on a rampage getting all my anger out of the day.  Then I decided to go to bed tomorrow is another day.  I easily drifted off to sleep and into an amazing and exciting dream.  Connor crawled into my window and said, "baby I'm so sorry please forgive me." There was nothing to forgive so I grabbed him and pulled him on top of me to show him just how much I wanted him. 

I was like another woman I knew what I was doing and boy did it feel good.  I quickly took off his leather coat and toss it on the floor.  While Connor was kissing and sucking my neck. "Oh Connor.  You have no idea how much I want you."

Laughing Connor said, "well, I have a little idea babe." 

Then he took my mouth and thrust his tongue between my lips.  I have never been kissed like this before it felt so good.   I felt so safe wrapped in his arms I never wanted him to let go. Somehow in the throes of passion Connor got my long t-shirt off that I was wearing to bed leaving me in only my pink panties.

"I want you Connor. Please."

That was all he needed to hear as he tore off his shirt and quickly pulled down his pants.  Was he not wearing any underwear?  God this man is sex on a stick. He laid back down on me and started to suck my left breast giving little nibbles here and there. Then he moved on to the next one.  I can feel myself getting hotter down in my lower body and I couldn't get enough of him.  I needed him. Now!

"Now Connor! Now."

He moved my panties aside and thrust into me so hard and fast I gasped.  I was holding on for dear life I know my nails where digging into his back but, he didn't seem to notice as he kept slamming into me over and over.

"Faster, harder! Don't stop,  please don't stop!"

I felt myself building up to something big and oh God did it feel great and just as quickly I exploded.  Screaming out his name. 

I woke gasping and couldn't believe it was all a dream.  My God I have never had a dream that real before and my God I want more now.  This only sadden me because Connor didn't want me.  I needed him like I need air and he left.  I have to figure out a way to get him back. 

Well, shit it is only eight O'clock in the morning I bet Krystal isn't awake yet.  Fuck it it's an emergency she would know what to do for me to get Connor back. I picked up my cell and hit the speed dial for Krystal. 

"Someone better be freaking dyeing for you to call and wake me up this early."

"Well, not dyeing but, I need your help." I told her the whole story.

"Heather, I don't know what to tell you but, why don't we try a make-over. Then you can go back to Temptations tonight and he won't be able to say no to you." That doesn't seem like such a bad idea. That might just work I can see it now me going in all dressed up and sexy.  Connor won't be able to take his eyes off of me.

"Sounds great Krystal! Let's do it." "Meet you in an hour."

Eight hours later I had my hair done including highlights and lowlight. My body waxed and a bikini wax.  All I can say is ouch. Make-up on and a new leather outfit that reminded me of something Cat woman wore in Batman.  Boy was it tight but, I looked incredible.  There is no way he will say no to me tonight. 

As I looked at myself in the mirror one last time before I headed out to see Connor.  I couldn't believe it gone was the pure little girl and in her place was this strong confident woman.