Tempting Dusty (Temptation Saga Book 1) (11 page)

H
eat
. Blind heat. And trembling. Something was shaking next to her. Dusty woke from her dreams to find Zach clamped to her body. He was burning with fever.

She started to move, but he tightened his grip on her. “C-C-Cold,” he said through clenched teeth. “D-Don’t go.”

“Zach, sweetheart, I have to get up. I have to take care of you. I think you have a fever.”

“M-More covers,” he said.

It killed her to leave him, knowing she was his source of warmth. She checked the clock on the night table. Two-thirty. “I’m sorry. I’ll be back as soon as I can. I need to check your wound. I told you it didn’t look right earlier. It must be infected.”

“D-Don’t leave me.”

“I won’t. I’ll be right here.”

She scrambled away from him and out of bed and pushed the sheets and blankets around his shivering body. She turned on the lights and blinked at the harsh invasion. “Zach,” she said, “I have to look at your leg. I’m just going to get your leg out from under the covers, but I’ll keep the rest of you tucked in, okay?”

He nodded his head, his teeth chattering.

Carefully Dusty pulled his leg out from under the blankets and deftly removed the bandage. She gasped as she gaped at the pus draining from the injury. Small pink lines radiated from the wound, marring his beautiful skin.

“Zach, I need to take you to the hospital. You have an infection.”

He continued to shiver and didn’t respond to her.

“Can you get up?”

He shook his head. “C-Can’t. T-Too cold.”

“You have to. Please. I’ll help you.” She pulled at him but realized she wouldn’t be able to move him without help. She wished she could give him something for the fever, but she was afraid to mix anything over-the-counter with his prescriptions.

She reached for the phone on the night table and dialed the front desk. “I need some help. Mr. McCray has a fever, and I need to get him to the hospital.”

“I’ll call 9-1-1, ma’am.”

“Thank you.” Dusty shrugged. She could have done that herself. What was she thinking? She needed to get her head on straight. Her man needed her.

Her man.

Yes, her man. He was her man. He had been all along. There was no fighting it. In some sinless way, she had known since she was six, the last day she had seen him, when he had told her to keep her chin up. And she had. Through all the hard times and the pain, she had. She had learned what was worthy of her fear and what wasn’t because of that lanky adolescent who had treated her with kindness.

She would never love another.

Quickly, she dressed herself and then helped Zach into his lounge pants. “Sweetheart,” she said, “where’s your cell phone?”

“D-Drawer.”

“Which drawer?” When he didn’t answer she began opening and closing drawers frantically until she found it in with his underwear. She thumbed through his contact list and called Chad and his mother. Within minutes they were both in Zach’s room.

“Let’s get him down to the lobby,” Chad said and scooped his brother into his arms. “You’re a heavy SOB, aren’t you?” Chad’s face was somber when Zach didn’t respond.

“He’s cold,” Dusty said. “Please, he needs blankets. Or at least a robe.” She grabbed one of the white hotel robes and tucked it around Zach. Tears slid from her eyes. He looked so helpless in his brother’s arms.

“Come now, sugar.” Laurie McCray put her arms around Dusty. “I just thank God you were here with him. He’s going to be all right.”

They reached the lobby as the ambulance was pulling into the circular drive at the front. Two paramedics lifted Zach onto a stretcher, and one of them asked if anyone wanted to ride with him.

“I will.” Dusty raced forward.

“You his wife?” the paramedic asked.

“Uh, no. I’m his…girlfriend.”

“We prefer it to be a family member.”

Laurie stepped forward. “I’ll go. I’m his mother.”

“Please,” Dusty begged. “I need to be with him.”

“Come on, twerp.” Chad grabbed her hand. “You and I can follow in the pickup.”

Dusty nodded through hiccups and tears.

Chad fished a bandana out of his pocket. “Here.”

She took it and wiped her eyes. “Thanks.”

“He’s gonna be okay. The fool’s too stubborn for something like this to keep him down.”

Dusty nodded and sniffed again.

“And he doesn’t blame you. He probably should, but he doesn’t. But you’re going to have to tell him the truth eventually.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean the truth. About you. About the ranch.”

“How much has Sam told you?”

“Just that you’re struggling. The ranch needs money.”

She breathed a sigh of relief. Sam hadn’t betrayed her trust.
Thank God.

“I’m sure Zach has already guessed that much,” she said.

“Undoubtedly.” Chad nodded. “But it’ll mean more to him if you tell him. Confide in him. He’ll help you.”

“Why on earth would he help me?”

“Because he’s in love with you.”

She looked up to Chad’s face. “He told you that?”

“Hell, no. He didn’t have to. It’s obvious. I’ve never seen him ferocious over a woman before. That’s the only word to describe his reaction when Harper indicated an interest in you.”

“We’ve only just met.”

“You just referred to yourself as his girlfriend. I heard you.”

Chad opened the door to the pickup and Dusty scrambled inside. Chad sat down in the driver’s seat.

“I didn’t really know how else to put it,” she said.

“Do you love him, Dusty?”

Her cheeks warmed, and she was thankful for the darkness of the night. This wasn’t any of Chad’s business, but for some reason, she wanted to talk. She wasn’t quite ready to say the actual words. Not to Chad, anyway. “I-I don’t know. I’ve never been in love before.”

“Neither has Zach.”

“Not even with Angelina?”

Chad scoffed. “
Especially
not with Angelina.”

“But they were engaged.”

“So?” He turned the key in the ignition. “Look, Zach and I, we’re cowboys. We don’t talk about this sort of thing. In fact, he’d probably whoop my ass if he knew I was telling you any of this. But I know my brother like the back of my hand. He’s in love with you. I’d stake my fortune on it.”

“Let’s just get to the hospital, Chad.”

“Agreed.” He backed out of the parking lot. Then, “There’s something else I’d stake my fortune on.”

“What’s that?”

“You’re in love with him, too.”

D
usty sat
in the hospital waiting room, leaning into Chad’s hard form. Laurie sat on Chad’s other side, her worried eyes sunken and sad. None of them spoke.

“Sam!” Dusty jumped up and ran into her brother’s arms as he entered. “Thanks for coming.”

“What’s going on? How’s he doing?”

“No news yet,” Chad said, “but it shouldn’t be too much longer.”

“Can I get any of you all anything?” Sam asked. “Coffee or something?”

Dusty shook her head.

“Nothing for me, bud,” Chad said.

“How about you, Ms. McCray?”

“Nothing, sugar. And please, call me Laurie, Sam.”

Sam sat down next to Dusty and took her hand. “He’ll be all right, Dust.”

She nodded and gulped down a sob.

After what seemed like hours, Zach’s doctor finally entered. “Mrs. McCray,” he said.

“Yes. How is he?” Laurie asked.

“So far, so good. His wound is infected, so we have him on IV antibiotics. It’s probably just a local staph infection, fairly common with this type of injury, but because of his high fever, we want to err on the side of caution. I have him on three different medications, plus a sedative.”

“I see.”

“It’s lucky you got him here when you did. His fever was nearly one hundred and five degrees. If it had gone any higher, he could have had a seizure.”

Dusty nearly lost her footing. “Lord…”

“Thank God you were with him, sugar,” Laurie said. Then, turning back to the doctor, “How quickly do you expect him to respond?”

“Within twenty-four hours if all goes as planned. We’ll keep an eye on him. He’s not in any immediate danger that I can see, so you all can go home and get some rest if you want.”

“I’m not leaving,” Dusty said. “I’ll stay with him.”

“He’s not responsive, ma’am,” the doctor said. “He’s sedated.”

“I don’t care. I’m staying. I’ll sit with him.”

“It’s the middle of the night, Dust,” Sam said.

“Do I look like I care? I said I’m staying.”

“I think he’d like her to be here, Sam,” Chad said and turned to Laurie. “Come on, Ma. I’ll take you back to the hotel. We can get a few hours of sleep and then we’ll come back.”

“You should go too, Sam,” Dusty said. “You’re competing tomorrow.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“I’m sorry I won’t be there.”

“It’s okay. I understand. You need to be here.”

She nodded. “You’ll be great. But you need some sleep. You can still get a few hours.”

“I’ve busted broncs on less sleep than this. I’ll be fine.”

“Just the same—”

“Yeah, I’ll go. If you need me, just call.”

Left alone in the waiting room, Dusty walked down the corridor to Zach’s private room. He lay on the bed, covered, one arm on top of the sheets hooked to an IV drip. Dusty moved the vinyl recliner in the corner next to the bed and sat down, taking Zach’s hand in hers. “I’m here,” she whispered. “I’m here, sweetheart.”

She thought she felt him squeeze her hand.

H
e awoke
for a few minutes after dawn. Dusty brought his hand to her lips and kissed his fingertips. “Hey there,” she said.

“Hey.”

“How’re you feeling?”

“Been better,” he rasped. “Water?”

“Right away.” She quickly poured a cup from the pitcher on his night table and held it to his lips. “Here. Drink, sweetheart.”

“What happened?” he asked.

“Your leg is infected. You had a really high fever last night.”

“I’m sorry, darlin’.”

“Stop being silly. There’s nothing to be sorry about.”

“I wanted to love you all night.”

“You just concentrate on getting better. They’re drugging you with all kinds of meds, and you’ll be back on your feet in no time.”

“I’m glad you’re here.”

“There’s nowhere else I’d be.”

His parched lips curved upward slightly.

Dusty kissed his forehead. He was sweaty and clammy, but still quite hot. “I’ll be right back,” she said. She went to the bathroom and wet a cloth with cool water. When she returned, she pressed it to his forehead.

“That’s nice,” he said.

“Just relax.”

“My sweet darlin’.” He sighed. “I love you.”

A tear fell down Dusty’s cheek. Was he aware of what he had just said? “Sleep, Zach.” Dusty pressed her lips to his in a soft kiss. When she lifted her head, his eyes were closed.

His poor lips were cracked and dry, so Dusty grabbed a tube of lip balm out of her purse and smeared some on his lips. She remoistened the cloth and placed it on his forehead again.

A nurse came in a few minutes later to change his IV drip. “Is it time for more medication?” Dusty asked.

“Yes. Time for the next dose,” she said.

“How’s he doing?”

“So far, so good.”

“His fever doesn’t seem to be going down.” Dusty smoothed Zach’s hair. “He’s still so hot.”

“It hasn’t been that long,” the nurse said. “If he’s not improving by this evening, you can worry. For now, you should get some rest.”

Dusty sighed. Sleepiness tugged at her. When the nurse left, she crawled into the bed with Zach and snuggled up against him, her derriere hanging off the edge of the mattress. She breathed in his masculine aroma and tried to relax.

E
vening arrived
, and Zach was still burning with fever. Dusty sat in the waiting room with Laurie, Chad, and Sam. When the doctor approached, she stood up.

The doctor cleared his throat. “I’m afraid he hasn’t responded to the antibiotic treatment as hoped.”

Neither Dusty nor Laurie spoke.

“What’s the next step then?” Chad asked.

“Put him on stronger antibiotics. And we’ll culture the wound, see what grows. It’s obviously something that’s resistant to the antibiotics we’ve tried so far. The main thing is to watch for necrotizing fasciitis.”

“What’s that?” Laurie asked.

“It’s commonly referred to as the flesh-eating bacteria. It’s associated with streptococcus A, which is the bacteria that causes strep throat, but it can actually be caused by several different bacteria.”

Dusty gulped. This didn’t sound the least bit good. “I need to go to him,” she said.

“He won’t know you’re there,” the doctor said.

“I don’t care.”

“Dusty.” Sam pulled her aside. “I need to talk to you for a minute.”

“What? What is it, Sam?”

“I shouldn’t have to tell you this, because you already know it. But you can’t stay with him, Dust. Not if he has some kind of highly contagious bacteria growing in that wound. Your white cell count is up. We don’t know what’s going on with it yet, but your immune system could be compromised. You could be highly susceptible to infection.”

Dusty was well aware of that fact. “It doesn’t matter. I’m going to stay with him. I’m the reason he’s here in the first place. He needs me.”

“He doesn’t need you to get sick because of him.”

“But he’s sick because of me! This is all my fault, Sam. I couldn’t live with myself if I left him.”

“Come on, Sis, you know he wouldn’t want you to put yourself in danger.”

“Sam, I’ve already decided that I’m leaving once he’s well. And he
will
get well, damn it. But until he’s well, I need to stay.”

“You’ve decided to leave him?”

“Yeah.” She sniffed as a tear fell. “I won’t saddle him with a sick woman who can’t ever give him a family. He deserves more than that. So much more. But for now, he needs me. I… I don’t think he’ll get well unless I’m here.”

“Jesus Christ. You’re in love with him.”

“No, that’s not it.” But it was a lie. She knew it, and judging from the look on Sam’s face, he did, too. “Yes. Yes, I am.” Saying it out loud made it so final. So true. “And it’s because I love him that I’m going to leave him, but not until he’s well.”