As the fog closed around his parked car, blotting out most of the night beyond, a terrible loneliness overcame him. He could think of no one to whom he could turn, nowhere to which he could retreat and be assured of safety. A man without a past was also a man without a future.
10
WHEN BOBBY and Julie stepped out of the elevator onto the third floor, in the company of a police officer named McGrath, Julie saw Tom Rasmussen sitting on the polished gray vinyl tiles, his back against the wall of the corridor, his hands cuffed in front of him and linked by a length of chain to shackles that bound his ankles together. He was pouting. He had tried to steal software worth tens of millions of dollars, if not hundreds of millions, and from the window of Ackroyd’s office he had cold-bloodedly given the signal to have Bobby killed, yet here he was pouting like a child because he had been caught. His weasel face was puckered, and his lower lip was thrust out, and his yellow-brown eyes looked watery, as though he might break into tears if anyone dared to say a cross word. The mere sight of him infuriated Julie. She wanted to kick his teeth down his throat, all the way into his stomach, so he could re-chew whatever he had last eaten.
The cops had found him in a supply closet, behind boxes that he had rearranged to make a pitifully obvious hiding place. Evidently, standing at Ackroyd’s window to watch the fireworks, he had been surprised when Julie had appeared in the Toyota. She had driven the Toyota into the Decodyne parking lot early in the day and had stayed far back from the building, in the shadows beneath the boughs of the laurel, where no one had spotted her. Instead of fleeing the moment he saw the first gunman run down, Rasmussen had hesitated, no doubt wondering who
else
was out there. Then he heard the sirens, and his only option was to hide out in the hope they would only search the building casually and conclude that he had escaped. With a computer, he was a genius, but when it came to making cool decisions under fire, Rasmussen was not half as bright as he thought he was.
Two heavily armed cops were watching over him. But because he was huddled and shivering and on the verge of tears, they were a bit ludicrous in their bulletproof vests, cradling automatic weapons, squinting in the fluorescent glare, and looking grim.
Julie knew one of the officers, Sampson Garfeuss, from her own days with the sheriff’s department, where Sampson also served before joining the City of Irvine force. Either his parents had been prescient or he had striven mightily to live up to his name, for he was both tall and broad and rocklike. He held a lidless box that contained four small floppy diskettes. He showed it to Julie and said, “Is this what he was after?”
“Could be,” she said, accepting the box.
Taking the diskettes from her, Bobby said, “I’ll have to go down one floor to Ackroyd’s office, switch on the computer, pop these in, and see what’s on them.”
“Go ahead,” Sampson said.
“You’ll have to accompany me,” Bobby said to McGrath, the officer who had brought them up on the elevator. “Keep a watch on me, make sure I don’t tamper with these things.” He indicated Tom Rasmussen. “We don’t want this piece of slime claiming they were blank disks, saying I framed him by copying the real stuff onto them myself.”
As Bobby and McGrath went into one of the elevators and descended to the second floor, Julie hunkered down in front of Rasmussen. “You know who I am?”
Rasmussen looked at her but said nothing.
“I’m Bobby Dakota’s wife. Bobby was in that van your goons shot up. It was my Bobby you tried to kill.”
He looked away from her, at his cuffed wrists.
She said, “Know what I’d like to do to you?” She held one of her hands down in front of his face, and wiggled her manicured nails. “For starters, I’d like to grab you by the throat, hold your head against the wall, and ram two of these nice, sharp fingernails straight through your eyes, all the way in, deep, real deep in your fevered little brain, and twist them around, see if maybe I can unscramble whatever’s messed up in there.”
“Jesus, lady,” Sampson’s partner said. His name was Burdock. Beside anyone but Sampson, he would have been a big man.
“Well,” she said, “he’s too screwed up to get any help from a prison psychiatrist.”
Sampson said, “Don’t do anything foolish, Julie.”
Rasmussen glanced at her, meeting her eyes for only a second, but that was long enough for him to understand the depth of her anger and to be frightened by it. A flush of childish embarrassment and temper had accompanied his pout, but now his face went pale. To Sampson, in a voice that was too shrill and quaverous to be as tough as he intended, Rasmussen said, “Keep this crazy bitch away from me.”
“She’s not actually crazy,” Sampson said. “Not clinically speaking, at least. Pretty hard to have anyone declared crazy these days, I’m afraid. Lots of concern about their civil rights, you know. No, I wouldn’t say she’s crazy.”
Without looking away from Rasmussen, Julie said, “Thank you so much, Sam.”
“You’ll notice I didn’t say anything about the other half of his accusation,” Sampson said good-naturedly.
“Yeah, I got your point.”
While she talked to Sampson, she kept her attention on Rasmussen.
Everyone harbored a special fear, a private boogeyman built to his own specifications and crouched in a dark corner of his mind, and Julie knew what Tom Rasmussen feared more than anything in the world. Not heights. Not confining spaces. Not crowds, cats, flying, insects, dogs, or darkness. Dakota & Dakota had developed a thick file on him in recent weeks, and had turned up the fact that he suffered from a phobia of blindness. In prison, every month with the regularity of a true obsessive, he had demanded an eye exam, claiming his vision was deteriorating, and he’d petitioned to be tested periodically for syphilis, diabetes, and other diseases that, untreated, could result in blindness. When not in prison—and he had been there twice-he had a standing, monthly appointment with an ophthalmologist in Costa Mesa.
Still squatting in front of Rasmussen, Julie took hold of his chin. He flinched. She twisted his head toward her. She thrust two fingers of her other hand at him, raked them down his cheek, making red welts on his wan skin, but not hard enough to draw blood.
He squealed and tried to strike her with his cuffed hands, but he was inhibited by both his fear and the chain that tethered his wrists to his ankles. “What the hell you think you’re doing?”
She spread the same two fingers with which she’d scratched him, and now she poked them at him, stopping just two inches short of his eyes. He winced, made a mewling sound, and tried to pull loose of her, but she held him fast by the chin, forcing a confrontation.
“Me and Bobby have been together eight years, married more than seven, and they’ve been the best years of my life, but you come along and think you can just squash him the way you’d squash a bug.”
She slowly brought her fingertips closer to his eyes. An inch and a half. One inch.
Rasmussen tried to pull back. His head was against the wall. He had nowhere to go.
The sharp tips of her manicured fingernails were less than half an inch from his eyes.
“This is police brutality,” Rasmussen said.
“I’m not a cop,” Julie said.
“
They
are,” he said, rolling his eyes at Sampson and Burdock. “Better get this bitch away from me, I’ll sue your asses off.”
With her fingernails she flicked his eyelashes.
His attention snapped back to her. He was breathing fast, and suddenly he was sweating too.
She flicked his lashes again, and smiled.
The dark pupils in his yellow-brown eyes were open wide.
“You bastards better hear me, I swear, I’ll sue, they’ll kick you off the force—”
She flicked his lashes again.
He closed his eyes tight. “—they’ll take away your goddamned uniforms and badges, they’ll throw you in prison, and you know what happens to ex-cops in prison, they get the shit kicked out of them, broken, killed,
raped!”
His voice spiraled up, cracked on the last word, like the voice of an adolescent boy.
Glancing at Sampson to be sure she had his tacit if not active approval to carry this just a little further, glancing also at Burdock and seeing that he was not as placid as Sampson but would probably stay out of it for a while yet, Julie pressed her fingernails against Rasmussen’s eyelids.
He attempted to squeeze his eyes even more tightly shut.
She pressed harder. “You tried to take Bobby away from me, so I’ll take your eyes away from you.”
“You’re
nuts!”
She pressed still harder.
“Make her stop,” Rasmussen demanded of the two cops.
“If you didn’t want me to have my Bobby to look at, why should I let you look at anything ever again?”
“What do you want?” Perspiration poured down Rasmussen’s face; he looked like a candle in a bonfire, melting fast.
“Who gave you permission to kill Bobby?”
“Permission? What do you mean? Nobody. I don’t need—”
“You wouldn’t have tried to touch him if your employer hadn’t told you to do it.”
“I knew he was on to me,” Rasmussen said frantically, and because she had not let up the pressure with her nails, thin tears flowed from under his eyelids. “I knew he was out there, tumbled to him five or six days ago, even though he used different vans, trucks, even that orange van with the county seal on it. So I had to do something, didn’t I? I couldn’t walk away from the job, too much money at stake. I couldn’t just let him nail me when I finally got Whizard, so I had to do something. Listen, Jesus, it was as simple as that.”
“You’re just a computer freak, a hired hacker—morally bent, sleazy, but you’re no tough guy. You’re soft, squishy-soft. You wouldn’t plan a hit on your own. Your boss told you to do it.”
“I don’t have a boss. I’m freelance.”
“Somebody still pays you.”
She risked more pressure, not with the points of her nails but with the flat surfaces, although Rasmussen was so swept away by a rapture of fear that he might still imagine he could feel those filed edges gradually carving through the delicate shields of his eyelids. He must be seeing interior starfields now, bursts and whorls of color, and maybe he was feeling some pain. He was shaking; his shackles clinked and rattled. More tears squeezed from beneath his lids.
“Delafield.” The word erupted from him, as if he had been trying simultaneously to hold it back and to expel it with all his might. “Kevin Delafield.”
“Who’s he?” Julie asked, still holding Rasmussen’s chin with one hand, her fingernails against his eyes, unrelenting.
“Microcrest Corporation.”
“That’s who hired you for this?”
He was rigid, afraid to move a fraction of an inch, convinced that the slightest shift in his position would force her fingernails into his eyes. “Yeah. Delafield. A nutcase. A renegade. They don’t understand about him at Microcrest. They just know he gets results for them. When this hits the fan they’ll be surprised by it, blown away. So let go of me. What more do you want?”
She let go of him.
Immediately he opened his eyes, blinked, testing his vision, then broke down and sobbed with relief.
As Julie stood, the nearby elevator doors opened, and Bobby returned with the officer who had accompanied him downstairs to Ackroyd’s office. Bobby looked at Rasmussen, cocked his head at Julie, clucked his tongue, and said, “You’ve been naughty, haven’t you, dear? Can’t I take you anywhere?”
“I just had a conversation with Mr. Rasmussen. That’s all.”
“He seems to have found it stimulating,” Bobby said.
Rasmussen sat slumped forward with his hands over his eyes, weeping uncontrollably.
“We disagreed about something,” Julie said.
“Movies, books?”
“Music.”
“Ah.”
Sampson Garfeuss said softly, “You’re a wild woman, Julie.”
“He tried to have Bobby killed,” was all she said.
Sampson nodded. “I’m not saying I don’t admire wildness sometimes ... a little. But you sure as hell owe me one.”
“I do,” she agreed.
“You owe me more than one,” Burdock said. “This guy’s going to file a complaint. You can bet your ass on it.”
“Complaint about what?” Julie asked. “He’s not even marked.”
Already the faint welts on Rasmussen’s cheek were fading. Sweat, tears, and a case of the shakes were the only evidence of his ordeal.
“Listen,” Julie told Burdock, “he cracked because I just happened to know exactly the right weak point where I could give him a little tap, like cutting a diamond. It worked because scum like him thinks everyone else is scum, too, thinks we’re capable of doing what he’d do in the same situation. I’d never put out his eyes, but he might’ve put mine out if our roles were reversed, so he thought for sure I’d do him like he would’ve done me. All I did was use his own screwed-up attitudes against him. Psychology. Nobody can file a complaint about the application of a little psychology.” She turned to Bobby and said, “What was on those diskettes?”
“Whizard. Not trash data. The whole thing. These have to be the files he duplicated. He only made one set while I was watching, and after the shooting started he didn’t have time to make backup copies.”
The elevator bell rang, and their floor number lit on the board. When the doors opened, a plainclothes detective they knew, Gil Dainer, stepped into the hallway.
Julie took the package of diskettes from Bobby, handed them to Dainer.
She said, “This is evidence. The whole case might rest on it. You think you can keep track of it?”
Dainer grinned. “Gosh, ma’am, I’ll try.”
11
FRANK POLLARD
—alias James Roman, alias George Farris—looked in the trunk of the stolen Chevy and found a small bundle of tools wrapped in a felt pouch and tucked in the wheel well. He used a screwdriver to take the plates off the car.