The Best American Essays 2013
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Authors: Robert Atwan
Free Rent at the Totalitarian Hotel
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W
HEN I BEGAN STUDYING
literature as a graduate student in the early 1960s, I approached the subject in ways so many of my generation did, as the study of poetry, fiction, and drama. My bible at the time was a critical volume published in the late 1940s by René Wellek and Austin Warren called
Theory of Literature
, which clearly privileged fictive works over nonfiction, though literary works then were so exclusively identified with poems, novels, and plays that the privileging barely went noticed. When in the mid-sixties I took a seminar on Ralph Waldo Emerson with the brilliant critic and quintessential Emersonian Richard Poirier, we concentrated on Emerson as a thinker and prose stylist, as the central figure of American literature, but I don’t recall a single bit of discussion that regarded Emerson as an essayist, as a writer wholly engaged with a particular literary genre.
Essays were a minor genre, at best, and at worst one of the many forms of subliterature. They didn’t reward critical study except in the growing discipline of freshman composition, where students were exposed to the work of George Orwell, Virginia Woolf, James Baldwin, E. B. White, Loren Eiseley, Joan Didion, and many other essayists past and present, though in an academic setting that generally prioritized rhetoric over literature. As someone serving in the trenches of freshman composition, I also grew familiar with these writers, often through college essay anthologies designed to assist young instructors in teaching first-year students how to write effectively. My reading was thus divided between two opposing curricula—the main graduate school curriculum, which favored fiction, poetry, and drama, and the freshman writing curriculum, which permitted essays and literary nonfiction, such as that of Gay Talese, Gloria Steinem, Terry Southern, George Plimpton, Nora Ephron, and Norman Mailer, all of whose work I eagerly read and taught. It wasn’t exactly schizoid, but it was always clear which works fell into the realm of serious literature and which didn’t.
I will always recall one course that violated those literary boundaries. In 1965 I was fortunate to be admitted into a seminar taught by William Phillips, the prominent editor of
The
Partisan Review
. We met once a week in the offices of that illustrious literary journal to read and discuss contemporary criticism—Lionel Trilling, Philip Rahv, Dwight Macdonald, Alfred Kazin, Mary McCarthy, Leslie Fiedler. Since a number of these writers and critics would visit periodically I also had the pleasure of meeting them at readings and receptions. Hanging out at the
Partisan Review
offices, sharing the excitement of current literary gossip, hearing a glamorous Susan Sontag read “Notes on Camp” upon its publication in the magazine, or having an impromptu lunch with Philip Rahv—these experiences put me in touch with essays in a way I had never been before. It made so much academic discourse appear dull, and it also made the reading I did for my freshman writing courses seem far more engaging and relevant than the reading required for the graduate school curriculum. It was exciting to move from
PMLA
(the publication of the Modern Language Association) to
The Partisan Review
, and I realized I was far more interested in the world of public intellectuals than in literary scholarship. I began to see essays as provocative, sexy, a way of being in the world that could be both satisfyingly aesthetic and socially active. For that
Partisan Review
seminar on contemporary criticism I wrote a paper on Norman Mailer as an essayist, focusing on his rough-and-tumble collection
Advertisements for Myself
.
Years later, through the 1970s and 1980s, I continued to immerse myself in essays, inspired by the connection I had formed with the genre while studying with Mr. Phillips (we were not to call him “Professor”) at
The Partisan Review
. For me, essays could be every bit as “literary” as poems, novels, and plays, and by the mid-eighties I began to think that they deserved an annual volume that showcased the year’s best. When I began gathering essays in 1985 for the first volume in the series, I discovered that one of the unanticipated pleasures of the project was being in touch with the editors of literary periodicals. I blithely assumed I knew what these would be but very quickly came across journals I had no idea existed, and that too was a large part of the enjoyment I took in compiling the collection.