No poet could find a more powerful symbol of futility than the T’lan Imass. Futility and obstinate stupidity.
In war you need something to fight for. But you took that away, didn’t you? All that you fought to preserve had ceased to exist. You condemned your entire world to oblivion, extinction. Leaving what? What shining purpose to drive you on and on?
Oh yes, I remember now. Vengeance
.
No swirls of dust. Just two figures emerging from the lurid, dust-wreathed west, shambling on the trail of the Bonehunters.
The male was huge, battered, hulking. His stone sword, carried loosely in one hand, was black with sun-baked blood. The female was more gracile than most T’lan Imass, dressed in rotted sealskins, and on her shoulder a small forest of wood, bone and ivory harpoons. The two figures halted five paces from Ruthan Gudd.
The male bowed his head. ‘Elder, we greet you.’
Ruthan scowled. ‘How many more of you are out there?’
‘I am Kalt Urmanal, and the Bonecaster at my side is Nom Kala of the Brold. The two of us are all that are here. We are deserters.’
‘Are you now? Well, among the Bonehunters, desertion is punishable
by death. Tell me, since that obviously won’t work, how do the T’lan Imass punish deserters, Kalt?’
‘They don’t, Elder. Deserting is punishment enough.’
Sighing, Ruthan Gudd looked away. ‘Who leads the T’lan Imass army, Kalt? The army you fled?’
The female, Nom Kala, answered. ‘First Sword Onos T’oolan. Elder, there is the smell of ice about you. Are you Jaghut?’
‘Jaghut? No. Do I look like a Jaghut?’
‘I do not know. I have never seen one.’
Never – what?
‘I haven’t washed in some time, Nom Kala.’ He combed his beard. ‘Why did you follow us? What do you want with the Bonehunters? No, wait, let us return to that later. You say that Onos T’oolan, the First Sword, leads an army of T’lan Imass – which clans? How many Bonecasters? Do they walk this same desert? How far away?’
Kalt Urmanal said, ‘Far to the south, Elder. Of Bonecasters there are few, but of warriors there are many. Forgotten clans, remnants of armies broken on this continent in ancient conflicts. Onos T’oolan summoned them—’
‘No,’ said Nom Kala, ‘the summons came from Olar Ethil, in the making of Onos—’
‘
Shit
,’ Ruthan swore.
Both T’lan Imass fell silent.
‘This is turning into a real mess.’ Ruthan clawed again at his beard, glared at the undead warriors. ‘What is she planning? Do you know?’
‘She intends to wield the First Sword, Elder,’ Nom Kala replied. ‘She seeks … redemption.’
‘She has said this to you, Bonecaster?’
‘No, Elder, she has not. She remains distant from Onos T’oolan. For now. But I was born on this soil. She cannot walk it with impunity, nor hide the power of her desires. She journeys eastward, parallel with Onos T’oolan.’ Nom Kala hesitated, and then added, ‘The First Sword is also aware of her, but he remains defiant.’
‘He is a Childslayer, Elder,’ said Kalt Urmanal. ‘A black river has drowned his mind, and those who chose to follow him can no longer escape its terrible current. We do not know the First Sword’s intent. We do not know the enemy he will choose. But he seeks annihilation. Theirs or his own – he cares not how the bones will fall.’
‘What has driven him to such a state?’ Ruthan Gudd asked, chilled by the warrior’s words.
‘She has,’ Nom Kala replied.
‘Does he know that?’
‘He does, Elder.’
‘Then could Olar Ethil be the enemy he chooses?’
Both T’lan Imass were silent for a moment, and then Kalt Urmanal said, ‘We had not considered that possibility.’
‘It seems she betrayed him,’ Ruthan observed. ‘Why shouldn’t he return the favour?’
‘He was noble, once,’ said Kalt. ‘Honourable. But now his spirit is wounded and he walks alone no matter how many follow behind him. Elder, we are creatures inclined to … excess. In our feelings.’
‘I had no idea,’ Ruthan said in a dry tone. ‘So while you have fled one nightmare, alas, you have found another.’
‘Your wake is filled with suffering,’ Nom Kala said. ‘It was an easy path to follow. You cannot cross this desert. No mortal can. A god has died here—’
‘I know.’
‘But he is not gone.’
‘I know that, too. Shattered into a million fragments, but each fragment lives on. D’ivers. And there is no hope of ever sembling back into a single form – it’s too late and has been for a long time.’ He waved at the flies. ‘Mindless, filled with pathetic need, understanding nothing.’ He cocked his head. ‘Not so different from you, then.’
‘We do not deny how far we have fallen,’ said Kalt Urmanal.
Ruthan Gudd’s shoulders sagged. He looked down. ‘So have we all, T’lan Imass. The suffering here is contagious, I think. It seeps into us, makes bitter our thoughts. I am sorry for my words—’
‘There is no need to apologize, Elder. You spoke the truth. We have come to you, because we are lost. Yet something still holds us here, even as oblivion beckons us with the promise of eternal peace. Perhaps, like you, we need answers. Perhaps, like you, we yearn to hope.’
He twisted inside at that, was forced to turn away.
Pathetic! Yield them no pity!
Struggling against tears, he said, ‘You are not the first. Permit me to summon your kin.’
Five warriors rose from the dust behind him.
Urugal the Woven stepped forward and said, ‘Now we are seven again. Now, at last, the House of Chains is complete.’
Hear that? All here now, Fallen One. I didn’t think you could get this far. I really didn’t. How long have you been building this tale, this relentless book of yours? Is everyone in place? Are you ready for your final, doomed attempt to win for yourself … whatever it is you wish to win?
See the gods assembling against you
.
See the gates your poison has frayed, ready to break asunder and unleash devastation
.
See the ones who stepped up to clear this path ahead. So many have died. Some died well. Others died badly. You took them all. Accepted
their flaws – the weak ones, the fatal ones. Accepted them and blessed them
.
And you weren’t nice about it either, were you? But then, how could you be?
He knew then, with abject despair, that he would never comprehend the full extent of the Crippled God’s preparations. How long ago had it all begun? On what distant land? By whose unwitting mortal hand?
I’ll never know. No one will. Win or fail, no one will. In this, he is as unwitnessed as we are. Adjunct, I am beginning to understand you, but that changes nothing, does it?
The book shall be a cipher. For all time. A cipher
.
Looking up, he found that he was alone.
Behind him, the army was struggling to its feet.
‘
Behold, night is born. And we must walk with it.’ You had the right of that, Gallan
. He watched the burial crew rolling wrapped corpses into the grave pits.
Who were those poor victims? What were their names? Their lives? Does anyone know? Anyone at all?
‘He’s not broached a single cask?’
Pores shook his head. ‘Not yet. He’s as bad off as the rest of us, sir.’
Kindly grunted, glanced over at Faradan Sort. ‘Tougher than I’d have expected.’
‘There are levels of desperation,’ she said. ‘So he hasn’t reached the next one yet. It’ll come. The question is, what then, Kindly? Expose him? Watch our soldiers tear him limb from limb? Does the Adjunct know about any of this?’
‘I’m going to need more guards,’ said Pores.
‘I will speak to Captain Fiddler,’ Kindly said. ‘We’ll put the marines and the heavies on those posts. No one will mess with them.’
Pores scratched something on his wax ledger, read over what he’d written and then nodded. ‘The real mutiny is brewing with the haul teams. That food is killing us. Sure, chewing on dried meat works up some juices, but it’s like swallowing a bhederin cow’s afterbirth after it’s been ten days in the sun.’
Faradan Sort made a choking sound. ‘Wall’s foot, Pores, couldn’t you paint a nicer picture?’
Pores raised his eyebrows. ‘But Fist, I worked on that one all day.’
Kindly rose. ‘This night is going to be a bad one,’ he said. ‘How many more are we going to lose? We’re already staggering like T’lan Imass.’
‘Worse than a necromancer’s garden party,’ Pores threw in, earning another scowl from Faradan Sort. His smile was weak and he returned to the wax tablet.
‘Keep an eye on Blistig’s cache, Pores.’
‘I will, sir.’
Kindly left the tent, one wall of which suddenly sagged.
‘They’re folding me up,’ Pores observed, rising from the stool and wincing as he massaged his lower back. ‘I feel thirty years older.’
‘We all do,’ Sort muttered, collecting her gear. ‘Live with it.’
‘Until I die, sir.’
She paused at the tent entrance. Another wall sagged. ‘You’re thinking all wrong, Pores. There is a way through this. There has to be.’
He grimaced. ‘Faith in the Adjunct untarnished, then? I envy you, Fist.’
‘I didn’t expect you to fold so quickly,’ she said, eyeing him.
He stored his ledger in a small box and then looked up at her. ‘Fist, some time tonight the haul crew will drop the ropes. They’ll refuse to drag those wagons one more stride, and we’ll be looking at marching on without food, and when that happens, do you understand what it will mean? It will mean we’ve given up – it’ll mean we can’t see a way through this. Fist, the Bonehunters are about to announce their death sentence. That is what I will have to deal with tonight. Me first, before any of you show up.’
‘So stop it from happening!’
He looked at her with bleak eyes. ‘How?’
She found she was trembling. ‘Guarding the water – can you do it with just the marines?’
His gaze narrowed on her, and then he nodded.
She left him there, in his collapsing tent, and set out through the breaking camp.
Talk to the heavies, Fiddler. Promise me we can do this. I’m not ready to give up. I didn’t survive the Wall to die of thirst in a fucking desert
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Blistig glared at Shelemasa for a moment longer, and then fixed his hate-filled eyes on the Khundryl horses. He could feel the rage flaring inside him.
You bitch – look what you’re doing to us, all for some war we don’t even want
. ‘Just kill them,’ he commanded.
The young woman shook her head.
Heat flushed his face. ‘We can’t waste the water on horses!’
‘We aren’t, Fist.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘The horses get our allotted water,’ Shelemasa said. ‘And we drink from the horses.’
He stared, incredulous. ‘You drink their piss?’
‘No, Fist, we drink their blood.’
‘Gods below.’
Is it any wonder you all look half dead?
He rubbed at his face, turned away.
Speak the truth, Blistig. It’s all you have left
. ‘You’ve had your cavalry charge, Khundryl,’ he said, watching a troop
of heavies marching past – going the wrong way. ‘There won’t be another, so what’s the point?’
When he turned back he saw that she had gone white.
The truth. Nobody has to like it
. ‘The time has come for hard words,’ he said. ‘You’re done – you’ve lost your warleader and got an old woman instead, a pregnant one at that. You haven’t got enough warriors left to scare a family of berry-pickers. She just invited you along out of pity – don’t you see that?’
‘That’s enough,’ snapped another voice.
He turned to see Hanavat standing behind him. Blistig bared his teeth. ‘I’m glad you heard all that. It needed saying. Kill the damned horses. They’re useless.’
She studied him with flat eyes. ‘Fist Blistig, while you hid behind Aren’s precious walls, the Wickans of the Seventh Army fought a battle in a valley, and in that battle they mounted a charge upslope, into a wall of the enemy. They won that battle when it seemed they could not. But how? I will tell you. Their shamans had selected a single horse, and with tears in their eyes they fed on its spirit, and when they were done that horse was dead. But the impossible had been achieved, because Coltaine expected no less.’
‘I hid behind a fucking wall, did I? I was the garrison commander! Where else would I be?’
‘The Adjunct has asked us to preserve our horses, and this we shall do, Fist, because she expects no less from us. If you must object, deliver your complaint to the Adjunct. As for you, as you are not the Fist in command of the Khundryl, I tell you now that you are no longer welcome here.’
‘Fine. Go ahead and choke on that blood, then. I spoke out of concern, and in return you do nothing but insult me.’
‘I know the reasons behind your words, Fist Blistig,’ Hanavat said levelly.
He met her eyes unflinching, and then, shrugging, he said, ‘The slut speaks.’ He turned and left them.
As the Fist walked away, Shelemasa drew a shaky breath and stepped close to Hanavat. ‘Mother?’