He hadn’t raised his voice. Yet that
very reasonableness—the calm, measured way he spoke—gave me pause.
“I am well enough,” I said.
“I realize this has not been easy for you in the Tower.” He sighed. “There wasn’t any way around it. I could not get to London before now. Only the birth of the king’s heir was an important enough reason for me to beg leave from my duties in France.”
“So I have been kept here, all these months, without anyone else questioning me, because we must wait for you to return to England?” I asked, confused.
He didn’t answer.
“Were you the one who paid for my food all these months?”
The Bishop of Winchester closed his eyes and nodded, very slightly. Just once.
I felt my knees buckle, and I knelt before him, my hands clasped. “Bishop Gardiner, please believe me. I am not guilty of any crime against the king. I loved my cousin, Margaret Bulmer, and only sought to honor our bond of family by attending her execution. I have never plotted against His Highness. I took the Oath of Supremacy. I am a true, loyal subject.”
The bishop leaned down, and I felt his hands, cool and smooth, rest on my shoulders. “I know that,” he said.
His hands moved to my hair; he stroked my black tresses, fastened at the nape of my neck. Though there was no lechery to it, I felt my skin crawl. He touched me like a sportsman petting his prized greyhound.
“I wonder,” he mused, “will you be the snare that pulls me down?”
13
I
sat
on the chair of my cell, where I had been told to sit. Bishop Gardiner stood over me, his hands cupped. I couldn’t help but stare—I’d never seen such long fingers on a man. He began to tap his two forefingers against each other. He didn’t say anything. Simply kept tapping.
“Bishop Gardiner?” I ventured.
“You’d like to see your father, Sir Richard Stafford.”
It was as if he’d plucked the thought from my head.
“Oh, yes, yes, I would, I—very much,” I stammered. “Would it be possible, Bishop?”
“When you see him and in what manner, that depends on you, Sister Joanna,” he said. “It all depends on you.” Again, I noticed beneath his placid demeanor an excitement, tightly harnessed.
He tapped his fingers three more times. “Tell me everything that you know about myself.”
That was unexpected . . . and difficult. If only I’d listened to more of the gossip at Stafford Castle about the men of the king’s council. They all blurred for me, whether they be men of the cloth or noblemen, soldiers or secretaries. I knew that Gardiner was ordained when the true faith was unpolluted in England; he was not a heretical bishop. But still, he was the king’s trusted adviser and an ally of the Duke of Norfolk. There was every reason for caution.
“You were Cardinal Wolsey’s man in the beginning. You served under him, and after the cardinal was . . .” I struggled to remember the sequence of events.
“Banished by the king, stripped of power, and arrested for treason?” offered Bishop Gardiner, his voice cool.
“Yes, yes, after the cardinal was . . . gone, then you became important to the king.” I felt my face redden; I couldn’t recall the details, and I hated sounding so ignorant.
“The king made you Bishop of Winchester and a member of his council. And now you are his principal ambassador in France.”
The bishop flashed a tight smile. “That is all you know of me? I confess to being somewhat surprised.”
“I’m not a political person,” I muttered.
“But I am, Sister Joanna. I was at Cambridge, you see. I’d been there for seven years when I left to become Wolsey’s new secretary. I still remember the night before he arrived, to interview the men who qualified for the position. I wanted to be selected so badly. I did not sleep for even an hour. And then . . . it came about. Cardinal Wolsey saw at once the promise in me. He knew I could go far.”
Emotion crept into his voice. The words were proud, but there was something else. Could it be a trace of shame? I felt as if I were eavesdropping on him in the confessional.
“I rose very quickly in the cardinal’s service,” he continued. “It was because of my knowledge of the law. I was a lawyer and a teacher, a respected legal scholar. In that capacity, I traveled to Paris and to Rome. I have been to Rome five times since, spent many hours in the papal archives.”
He paused, as if to let the significance of that fact sink in. I shifted in my chair, uneasy. I could not imagine how his past travel—or anything of his background—could pertain to my interrogation.
“No one in England has a deeper knowledge of canon and civil law than I do. That’s why I proved so useful. The king wanted a divorce from Katherine of Aragon and the pope denied him. So His Majesty turned to the law of the land. I was the one who could supply him with legal . . . solutions. I argued the king’s case before Pope Clement himself.”
Now a chill rippled through me. The king’s divorce from Katherine of Aragon was what sent our country hurtling down its path to chaos, and I was in the presence of one of its architects.
“How easy your face is to read, Sister Joanna. You look at me as if I were Lucifer himself.”
Embarrassed, I stared at the floor.
“I know that you served Katherine of Aragon after the divorce, in the last month of her life, as one of her ladies.” He sighed. “No, you could never understand my
actions. It’s unfair of me to expect it. Let us just leave it at this: I serve the House of Tudor.” There was a ferocious edge to the way he said
Tudor
.
Bishop Gardiner tapped those long fingers, three times, more rapidly than before.
“You are not terribly knowledgeable about events of the day, so let’s talk about the past, shall we? Do you know history? English history?”
I nodded.
“Do you know of Edward the Third? His son, the Black Prince? How about Richard the Lionhearted? Or our king’s dead brother, Prince Arthur?”
Hearing this list, I wondered, for the first time, about Bishop Gardiner’s state of mind.
“Do you know of those men, Sister Joanna?” he repeated, enunciating each word as if I were slow-witted. “Please answer me.”
“Yes. But what bearing have they?”
“Edward the Third founded your priory almost two hundred years ago—surely you are aware of that.”
“Yes, Bishop,” I said.
“It was of vital importance to him that an order of nuns be founded close to London, near the court. And not just any order. They must be Dominicans. Why did he wish to found the first Dominican convent in England?”
I tried to remember what I’d been told at Dartford. “Because the Dominicans are a very holy order, dedicated to spreading God’s word and living in commitment.”
Bishop Gardiner smiled. “Some things do not change, even now. The young novices at a Dominican Order are instilled with such pride.”
I flushed. Pride was a sin. “Forgive me, Bishop Gardiner.”
“No, no, it does your prioress credit.” He continued with his saga. “Queen Eleanor of Castile, wife of the first Edward, sought to establish a nunnery at Dartford. But it was not until her grandson, Edward the Third, took up the cause that ground was broken. He paid for the construction from his own privy purse. He insisted that four senior Dominican nuns be brought
from France to be the founding sisters of Dartford. The intensity of his involvement was thought peculiar at the time. His oldest son and heir, Prince Edward, the Black Prince, was dying. England had just lost a war with France. Parliament had refused a bill of taxation. And yet he was interested in establishing Dartford Priory. More than ‘interested.’ Obsessed with it. Foreign ambassadors made note of it in their posts home. Can you explain this?”
“No.”
“Many of our monasteries and priories house holy relics, Sister Joanna. Yet Dartford does not, neither for the comfort of its sisters nor for the public to make pilgrimages to. Is that correct?
“Yes, that is correct.” I rubbed my eyes, weary and confused.
“Sister Joanna, you have heard of nothing that exists at Dartford that is of great value, that was housed at the priory at the time of its founding by Edward the Third?”
“No.”
Bishop Gardiner bent down, closer to me, his eyes searching mine. “Are you sure? Absolutely sure there is nothing the priory has that is special?”
Again, I groped for an answer. “Dartford is famous for its tapestries. The sisters have done exceptionally fine work for generations.”
Bishop Gardiner’s mouth quivered. In just a few seconds, his entire face turned deep red. A vein bulged on the side of his neck. Grabbing my forearms with both hands, he said in a completely different voice, a rough one: “Do you think that I have come all this way and gone to all this trouble for
tapestries
?”
I was too shocked by his transformation to answer.
He tightened his grip on me and hissed, “Sister Joanna, have you seen the Athelstan crown?”
My stomach clenched. I tried to force a blank expression onto my face, but I could tell from his excitement that it was too late.
He let go of my arm and laughed—a high-pitched, triumphant whoop. “You
have
seen it; you know about it. I was right. I was
right.
The crown’s hidden at Dartford. Oh, thank Christ in His mercy, I was right.”
He rubbed his hands with glee. “When I heard that a Dartford novice had been taken to the
Tower, a Stafford who served Katherine of Aragon—a girl who withstood blows from Norfolk and then asked for the works of Saint Thomas Aquinas—I knew it. I knew I’d found my instrument.”
Bishop Gardiner dropped to his knees and folded his hands in prayer. “I thank you, O Lord, for your mercy and your forgiveness. All will be restored and made right in your sight.”
He opened his eyes and got back on his feet, meticulously brushing the floor’s dirt from his white robes.
“Now, Sister Joanna, you will tell me where to find the Athelstan crown.”
“I’m sorry,” I said calmly. “But I don’t know anything about it.”
“Yes, you do,” he countered. “It’s quite obvious you do. Remember, I was trained as a lawyer. I perceive when people are lying to me, particularly those unpracticed in deceit, such as you.”
I shook my head.
His expression of triumph faded. “Sister Joanna, I am doing this to help you, to help all of you.”
No you are not,
I said to myself.
I will never tell you anything.
“Where is the Athelstan crown?” he repeated.
“I don’t know.”
“Who spoke of it at Dartford Priory?”
“No one.”
He took a deep breath; I could tell he was fighting for calm. “Sister Joanna, I ask you again, where is the Athelstan crown?”
I raised my chin to look right at him. “Bishop, I swear I don’t know, and I swear that no one at Dartford has spoken of it to me. That is the truth.”
“Sister Joanna, I cannot spend days at this, when I know that my enemies watch where I go. For the last time, what do you know of the crown at Dartford?”
I stayed mute.
Bishop Gardiner turned his back on me and stalked to the door of my cell. “Let me out!” he shouted. Still facing the door, he said to me, “Remember, what happens to you now is of your own doing.”
My stomach clenched again.
The bishop left my cell without a backward glance.
I didn’t know who would come for
me next nor where I would be taken. But I prayed it would be soon. I sensed a fragmenting within; I feared I could not withstand the spiritual trials of another period of imprisonment. The dark lethargy would claim me forever.
My prayers to God had not been answered for a long time. But in this matter, there was deliverance. Sir William Kingston returned to my cell, alone, within the hour, and said, “Come with me, Sister Joanna.”
I followed him without a word. Down the stone staircase, out the door of Beauchamp, and onto the green. The sun was so bright I half stumbled on the front steps, unused to the glare.
Kingston led me to another square stone building at the south end, smaller than the White Tower or Beauchamp.
Once inside, we took steps leading straight down. They opened to a long passageway. At the far end of it stood Bishop Gardiner, his arms folded. He fixed me with a hard, angry stare.
Sir William walked me to my interrogator and bowed before him. “Bishop, I am not comfortable with this course of action,” he said in a low voice.
“My authority is high enough for it,” said the bishop, annoyed. He thought for a moment, and then shrugged. “If you harbor any doubts, you are free to go. I know it’s not your delicate sensibilities but because you fear being blamed for any error in procedure.”
Sir William Kingston winced, stung by the barb. His footsteps were quick going back up the stairs, as if he could not get away fast enough.
“Welcome to Bell Tower, Sister Joanna,” Bishop Gardiner said harshly. He shoved open a wooden door and beckoned for me to follow. My heart hammering in my chest, I stepped over the threshold.
The room was dim. Two weak candles flickered at the far end. The sun shone outside, but in here it was as dark as the White Tower rooms I’d run through at midnight. I heard a steady dripping, although from where or what, I couldn’t tell.
Bishop Gardiner took me by the arm and pulled me farther inside, not gently. My stomach heaved at the smell. No one had bothered to scrub down this chamber with lye before my arrival. It reeked of an overflowing privy and of sickness. As my eyes adjusted, I could make out strange shapes in the
room: two long tables and a thick column, wrapped in chains, in the middle.
“It’s not a pretty room, is it, Tobias?” asked the bishop. “But one gets used to it.”
Something moved to my right. It was a man. He was not tall, and to my horror, he was only half dressed. He wore a pair of dark hose, tied around his waist with a rope, and no shirt. Muscular arms gleamed in the faint light.
“How is our . . . guest?” asked the bishop.
“He’s out.” Tobias’s voice sounded like gravel.
“Ah. Well. You know what to do.”
The bishop yanked me toward Tobias, who stood in front of an odd table. The closer I got, I saw it resembled a platform with ropes and pulleys strung across the top.