The Dance Begins
Authors: Diane Chamberlain
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Morrison Ridge, North Carolina
In the dream, he danced with his six-year-old daughter. Her small bare feet were on his shoes, the toes curled as she gripped him like a little monkey, and he held her hands. Her dark hair was loose, free of its braids, and she looked up at him with clear blue eyes. No glasses. She giggled as he swept her around the living room to Stevie Nicks singing “Stop Draggin’ my Heart Around.” Even with her feet on his, he moved fluidly, easily. He was very nearly
flying
around the room. It astonished him how easily he moved. It was a relief. But then he woke up.
Nora sat on her side of the bed, running her fingers through her sleep-tousled pale blond hair. The weather report was on the radio. Summer had finally arrived in the North Carolina mountains, the broadcaster said. Nora switched off the radio, then turned to look at Graham. She smiled at him, brushing her hand over his thick dark hair, which was probably jutting up in a hundred different directions. Her hand came to rest on his arm through his pajama top.
“Going to be a beautiful day,” she said.
“I had a dream.” He knew she’d tired long ago of listening to his dreams, but she never tuned him out. As a psychologist, he put more weight in his dreams than the average person. He loved to hear about Nora’s dreams, too, and he always wanted every little detail. Nora was not an open book. Her dreams gave him more of a sense of who she really was. “I was dancing with Molly,” he said. “She had her feet on mine.… You know what I mean? You know how you see dads dancing with their little girls, with their feet on—”
“Uh-huh.” She nodded patiently. He felt her hand tighten on his arm, almost imperceptibly. He felt both comfort and concern in the touch. She knew how much he wished he could still dance.
“We were dancing to ‘Stop Draggin’ My Heart Around.’ “
Nora smiled. “Perfect,” she said.
“And I danced the way I used to, you know? It was so easy. Even with Molly on my feet, my legs felt like nothing. Like they were filled with air.”
He couldn’t read her expression. It wasn’t pity. Never pity from Nora. It wasn’t worry, either. He read into it,
I wish I could make things better for you, Graham.
She did, though. Every day she made his life as good, as easy, as she possibly could. He couldn’t imagine his world without her in it.
“Better get up,” she said, leaning over to kiss him on the lips. The kiss erased the dream and brought him into the moment and he slipped one hand into her hair to keep her with him. He wanted to make the kiss go on and on, but she drew away a few inches.
“I’m the only pharmacist today,” she said. “Can’t be late.”
He lowered his hand to her rib cage, his fingers resting on the side of her breast through her nightgown. He had no patients today and wished she didn’t need to work. He glanced at the clock radio on the night table. “You have time.” He moved his hand until his thumb grazed her nipple through the fabric and she shut her eyes and sucked in her breath.
“Let me just lock the door,” she said, lifting his hand to her lips, and he knew they would make love and it would be good. Almost as good as dancing with his daughter.
* * *
“I am going to be so late,” Nora said afterward, but she was smiling as she wriggled her way into her panty hose. She looked down at him. He was still in bed and feeling quite content with the way the morning had gone so far. He stretched his arms over his head and she leaned over to give his hip a playful swat. “Come on, Graham,” she said. “Get up or you’ll be making your own breakfast.”
“Wouldn’t want that,” he said, pushing himself into a sitting position. He rested his elbows on his knees and ran his fingers through his hair.
“What are your plans for the day?” she asked as she helped him lower his legs over the side of the bed.
“I want to lend a hand in the springhouse,” he said. “Not sure what I can do, but hopefully there’s something.” The family was turning the springhouse into a playhouse. Molly was going to love it. “I’ll take Molly with me, of course,” he added.
Nora lifted a blouse from the hanger on the closet door. “I know Amalia is chomping at the bit to take the training wheels off Molly’s bike,” she said as she slipped into the blouse. “I just don’t think she’s ready.”
He smiled at her. “Your overprotective side is showing,” he said. He stood up carefully, then lowered himself to the seat of his mobility scooter, lifting his legs onto the platform. “She’s six,” he said. “She’s ready. I never even
had
training wheels on my bike.”
She stopped buttoning her blouse. “You’re kidding,” she said. “On these hilly roads?”
“Not kidding. How old were you when yours were taken off?”
“I don’t remember.” She finished buttoning her blouse. “I might have been Molly’s age, but I grew up in a nice flat neighborhood. Nothing like Morrison Ridge. I just don’t think she’s—
“If you had your way,” he interrupted her, “she’d still have training wheels when she’s a teenager.”
She nodded. “I like that idea,” she said.
“I think they can come off today,” he said, turning the key on the tiller. “She’ll be fine.”
* * *
A year ago, he could have made it to the bathroom with just his cane. He probably still could, but it wasn’t worth the risk. Last year they’d had the master bathroom remodeled with a roll-in shower and a lower sink and higher toilet. Everything he needed to keep him as independent as possible for as long as possible. They’d had the closet expanded, too, so that he had room to transfer from the scooter to an armchair, where he could dress. They’d first put an armless chair in the closet, but three months ago, he’d fallen from it. He’d felt himself slipping sideways as he pulled on his jeans and there had been nothing to grab onto to break the fall. Nora had been at work and he lay there until Molly got home from school. He was so stiff by then that he could do little to help Molly get him up, and she had to call the sheriff, a guy he’d known since elementary school. He came out and got Graham to his feet with one burly arm, easy as lifting a pillow from the floor. Sometimes the humiliation was worse than the disease.
By the time he made it to the breakfast table on his scooter, Molly was halfway through a waffle and Nora stood next to the waffle iron at the kitchen counter, steam filling the air next to her.
“Hi, Daddy!” Molly said, hopping up from her chair. She climbed onto the floor of his scooter and leaned over to peck him on the cheek. When had she gotten so tall? Had she been that tall in his dream?
“Morning, sunshine,” he said as she began buttoning his shirt. “You’re almost too big to share the scooter with me.”
“Then you need to get a bigger scooter,” she said matter-of-factly as she buttoned the last button. He could see the gaps in her mouth where she was losing her teeth, one on the top, one on the bottom. They only made her cuter. She stepped off the scooter and returned to her chair at the table.
“One or two waffles?” Nora asked him. She already had her white pharmacist coat on. Her hair was pulled back in its usual low ponytail and her cheeks still looked flushed from their lovemaking. Yes, he’d made her late this morning, but he was quite sure she had no regrets.
“One will be fine,” he said, stepping from the scooter to his seat at the head of the table. He smiled at his daughter. “You know what’s happening today, darling?” he asked.
“The springhouse!” she said. She was adorable. He honestly didn’t think he felt that way simply because she was his daughter. He saw plenty of kids in his therapy practice and none of them was as beautiful as his own child. She wore her brown hair in two long braids Nora plaited for her every morning. Her bangs were a bit too long right now and they brushed the top of her diminutive blue glasses. She’d picked blue frames because they matched her eyes, and he’d thought that was pretty sophisticated thinking for a five-year-old, the age she’d been when she first needed them. She had freckles across the bridge of her nose that disappeared in the wintertime and reappeared every spring. They were just beginning to show up now that the weather was warm.
“Yup, the springhouse,” he said as Nora set a plate in front of him, the waffle already cut into bite-size pieces. “Thanks, hon,” he said to her, then returned his attention to Molly. “It won’t be ready for you to play in today, but maybe by this weekend, all right?” He picked up his fork and ate a bite of the waffle. He was more excited about the springhouse than he’d expected. Probably more excited than Molly right now. For him, the little building was a source of nostalgia. He’d had so much fun there when he was her age and on into his teenage years.
“And we’ll sleep over in it?” Molly lifted her glass of orange juice to her lips with both hands.
“We sure can,” he said.
“You’ll stay with me?” Molly asked.
“You bet,” he said.
Nora sat down opposite him with her bowl of oatmeal. “I should probably be the one to stay there with you,” she said to Molly. He saw Molly’s face fall and hoped Nora didn’t notice. Molly was Daddy’s girl. Always had been.
“We can trade off,” he said. He knew Nora was worried that something might happen in the middle of the night—another fall, perhaps—and he and Molly would be trapped out there in the dark until morning. She was a worrier. He supposed one of them had to be.
“Can Amalia spend the night, too?” Molly asked.
He glanced at Nora, who gave an almost imperceptible shake of her head.
“We can talk about that later,” he said. Like his daughter, he lifted his orange juice glass to his lips with both hands as he tried to think of a change of topic. “You know what you need to take with us, Molly?” he asked, setting the glass down again. “Your treasure box.”
“Why?” she asked. She looked worried. Last year, Amalia had helped her cover a shoe box with craft paper and sequins and ribbon and Molly kept her cache of seashells and other valuables inside it. She was very protective of her treasure box.
“Because there’s a special hiding place in the springhouse that’s perfect for your treasures.”
“But I keep them under my bed.” She liked order in her world. Nora fostered that in her.
“Bring them,” Graham said. “The smaller things, anyhow. The hiding place is very cool. When you see it, you can decide if you want to leave them there or not.”