The Death Card: A Liz Lucas Cozy Mystery (16 page)

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Authors: Dianne Harman

"Not a
smile that represents madness but a smile brought about by a realization that
everything that can be taken has been taken, and in spite of everything being
taken - nothing has been or can be taken, that the word "to take"
itself is a fallacy, born out of the limitation of language - a bastard
offering of intelligence (not intellect) that will never be able to put even
the faintest brilliance of 'the essence/ the source' into word, that only
sound, guttural sound, from the very depths of the human soul, even with all
its infiniteness, can do, only limited justice, to the infinite energy that
lies dormant within the very depths of your Self, that realization takes birth.

"That to
finally overcome the illusion of illusions, the biggest illusion that exists -
Death, either physical, emotional or mental - that death does not exist, and is
a figment of your imagination - unlocks a million nuclear reactions, bursting
and overflowing with energy, like a mischievous child who is unable to fathom
weariness, stress or fatigue, and smiles at them, because the child knows,
because the child has not yet lost its awareness."

This was
followed by a round of silence, a silence that was deep, peaceful and oddly
nourishing. It was customary for people to start hyperventilating when the
topic of death raised its ugly head - the one thing that everyone hated,
vehemently and passionately. Death needed to be killed by all means, and if
they could they would. All of sudden they realized that death was but an
illusion, that reality was different, that their sense organs were playing this
elaborate game of hide and seek that kept them imprisoned in fear of death all
through life - when the simple truth is - death does not exist!

"Before I
move on, I'd like to quickly talk about your financial blueprint that controls
your ability to earn. It can be changed but many people find it impossible to
do so," said the chairman.

"Why is
that?" asked an impatient young man before the chairman could finish.

"Beneath
that blueprint is another blueprint and beneath that another one, until you
reach the 'blueprint of all blueprints'," said the chairman.

Everyone waited
with baited breath for the chairman to blurt out this big secret; most looked
like dogs with their tongues hanging out, waiting for the ball to be thrown, so
that they could pounce on it before anyone else could get to it.

"Just like
computers have only two states - 0 and 1, human beings too have only two states
- will this hurt me (will I die) or will this help me (will I survive)?"
said the chairman.

"Everything
is a reflection of everything. It's not surprising that computers have only two
states because those (we humans) who gave birth to computers too have only two
states.

"Your
external reality is a projection of your internal energy.

"The
supreme priority of the organism (you) is survival, and the organism will do
anything and everything in its power to ensure its safety.

"If the
opportunity to make money arises then the organism will do everything in its
power to prevent that from happening because making money "involves
risks".

"If you
start putting your sweet ass on the line then the organism activates your
memory banks, puts it into overdrive, and in no time your mind is overflowing
with horrific scenarios (all of them imaginary) of what would happen if you
attempted to do something out of the ordinary. This is the organism's way of
telling you that if you do something different then life might rip you apart,
which is rather unnecessary, because the one you have right now seems to be
functioning quite normally.

"Your
stress levels, cholesterol and blood pressure shoot through the roof. All of
sudden something as simple as breathing becomes difficult; some gasp, some
hyperventilate and some start sweating like little piglets. You run to the
fridge, grab a can of soda, a big piece of cake, plonk on the sofa, turn on the
TV and everything is back to where it always was - being a couch potato.

“How do we
overcome this fear?” asked a young woman.

“It's a good
question. I'm glad you asked," said the chairman.

“This fear of
'will I die' arises from a '
fear of the unknown' -
because of a lack of
knowledge, not worldly knowledge but spiritual knowledge. This is the root
cause of any and every fear, this state of '
not knowing'
is what keeps
you imprisoned. The moment you know the answer i.e. when you grow bigger than
your problems, this fear disappears."

"How do we
find out the answer(s)?" asked an old man.

"Another
good question," said the chairman. "By listening, not to the outer
world but to your inner voice that has all the answers (if you ask questions),
which is why the Latin word 'educate' means to draw from within - not to shove
from outside."

"This
brings us to another interesting topic - negativity," said the chairman.

"People are
not negative as the case is made out to be. Your 'being' tricks you into
believing there is danger (when in many cases there is no danger) and paints a
situation negative. It is constantly evaluating in 1s (It's safe) and 0's (It's
not safe), and the result of this evaluation is what makes people negative.
Ironically, negativity prolongs your longevity. You live long - but have you
truly lived is the big question."

"Is there a
way out?" asked a worried young woman.

"Of
course," boomed the chairman, which sent strong ripples of positive energy
out into the room. This lifted everyone's spirit once more. "We'll discuss
it shortly."

"For now,
remember that this "blueprint of blueprints - this 0 and 1" controls
everything - from your financial destiny to your social life to your culinary
choices to the type of games you play."

“So to recap -
you are bleeding precious energy because you daydream, blame, complain and
criticize, because you are infatuated, because you are weighed down by useless
memories, because of sin and guilt, and the fear of death, since you are
unaware of a higher and supreme truth that you
are immortal, that you can
never die, that nothing can kill you.
”

CHAPTER
8

The
Turnaround

“Are you now able to
understand why the vast majority will never be rich?” asked the chairman, as he
studied their faces intently.

“Also, you now begin to
realize why most are popping along in life, one pill after the other,” said the
chairman, wistfully.

"Yeah, we always
thought that money was about business, socializing and marrying into rich
families," said one man. "Looks like we’re gonna have to reassess our
plans.”

“Now I know why higher
education is all smoke and mirrors, they never mention any of this,” said one
gal in frustration.

“Why talk about higher
education? Schools fill children with so much crap nowadays,” added a young
man.

“Makes sense to me, I
got hammered in school and look what happened to me,” another guy chimed in.

“Looks like we’re all
sailing in the same boat,” said an older gentleman.

The chairman listened
intently to the spirited dialogue he had triggered.

“Consciously
or not, our school system’s purpose is to train students to do a job they
dislike, and ironically expect them to give it their all,” said a young guy.
“You know, so much schooling is completing tasks that one has no aptitude or
heart for, or tasks that are simply academic. And after 12 years of this
bullshit, students refuse to embrace a challenge unless there's drudgery,
senseless repetition and insanity involved.”

“Which is why more and
more people are home schooling children nowadays,” said one gal.

“I guess that’s why
those who drop out of school end up smarter; lesser conditioning leads to
lesser memories which gives you the freedom to come up with original thoughts,”
said a woman with a wry smile.

“The little ones are
precious. If the early years are filled with fear, doubt, criticism and anger,
then all efforts to turn a new leaf are met with stiff resistance,” said the
chairman.

“This leads to a
hunger, a hunger to be validated, to be appreciated, to be loved, the bigger
the hunger the bigger the malediction for megalomania.”

“This hunger drives you
wayward as you push for name, fame and recognition; you are searching for the
“affection and appreciation” you never got when you were little.”

“You run roughshod over
all the blessings and miracles waiting for you, if only you had slowed down and
embraced them, what a beautiful life this would have been!”

“I’m now beginning to
understand why most people are so afraid of life. The fear, the guilt, the
conditioning, the memories… ugh,” said an elderly lady, shaking her head in
disgust.

“I just want to take
this bag of poop I’ve been carrying all my life and throw it in the ocean,”
said another.

“We’ve been driving
with the hand brake on, burning precious energy on nothing,” said a senior
gentleman.

“And
most people
don’t even know where the hand-brake is
,” uttered another.

“I like where this is
going,” said one man, with a smile so big you could have walked right into it.

“Me too, it’s the exact
opposite of what we’ve been taught so far,” beamed another.

“Looks like we’ve been
making the wrong dickcisions for a long time,” said a young guy.

"But how do we
begin if we have very little or nothing to start the journey?" asked a
distraught young woman.

“
To attain
fulfillment one has to start with fulfillment,
and
contentment,
is being in a state of fulfillment at all times
," said the chairman
smiling.

"You make it sound
so easy," she said giggling.

“I say we take a pledge
that from this moment on we’re gonna LIVE, and not leak and creak our way
through life, and no more fear or guilt, screw that crap,” said one man, as he
put his hand out.

Everyone put their hand
out and yelled: “YEAH.”

"Can anyone tell
me what you guys just did?" asked the chairman. They shook their heads in
the negative.

"
You changed
your attitude, and the right attitude is priceless.

"We'll now discuss
something so simple yet so profound that the sooner you embrace it, the faster
your fortunes will turn around. It's ancient but timeless, and it's the
most
precious thing
I possess when it comes to making money, it's called -
Actionless Action."

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