I love you.
I didn’t receive a response so I got in the car and drove to the Foundation. I hung around and talked with Dave about Liam and the delay in my plans for Africa. Finally, I received a response from Kate
I love you.
That made me happy, a sensation of warmth spreading through my chest. When Dave and I were finished discussing project plans, I sent Kate another message.
I'm coming home in an hour, Katherine. I want you naked, wearing your garters and stockings, kneeling by my bed. Use the blindfold in my closet. I want you to think of all the things I'm going to do to you. I want you wet and ready, waiting for me. I'll call and let the phone ring twice before hanging up. That will be the signal that I'm almost there. You should be ready for me, nice and wet and submissive when I arrive.
I knew that Kate wanted to do a full scene like the one in my letters to my subs. I had delayed giving it to her because I wanted her to be ready to experience submission fully and completely with as little hesitation as possible. I had to push her boundaries and still have her yield power to me voluntarily. She had to try things she might not think she’d like, so I could show her that they could be enjoyable.
I had about an hour left before I could leave as I was meeting with the accountant to go over the funding for various campaigns in Africa before I left. Waiting an hour to be with Kate was going to be very difficult, especially with a semi straining against my pants. I had to focus extremely carefully on the numbers so that I was able to listen to him talk funding and actually hear what he had to say instead of thinking of the creamy soft curves of one naked and submissive Katherine McDermott.
Finally, I was able to leave the Foundation and take the car to my apartment in Chelsea to pick up a few items I’d need for our scene. Then, I drove to the apartment on 8
th
Avenue and to Kate.
I had everything planned out including how I’d approach her. I was going to ply her with vodka to loosen her up enough so that she’d relax. She was usually wound up tight, and always needed something to loosen her up, which was why bondage worked so well with her. She needed to lose total control in order to relax.
I turned the key in the lock and listened when I stepped into the apartment. There was no music, just the soft sounds of traffic coming in from under an open window.
I removed my boots and coat and went to the bedroom to check and see if she was in proper position. There she was, kneeling on a pillow beside the bed as I commanded, a scarf around her eyes, naked except for her garters and hose. Her full breasts jutted forward because her hands were clasped behind her back, her nipples erect in the cool air.
My cock thickened at the sight of her, a delicious ache building in my groin, and I couldn’t wait to enjoy her body and mind as I took her in our scene.
I went to the refrigerator for the chilled bottle of Anisovaya and brought two glasses with me to the bedroom. I placed them on the dresser and then began to undress, stripping off my clothes and watching Kate while I did, enjoying her naked beauty.
I went to stand beside her and stroked her head and when I touched her, she parted her lips.
"Now remember your safewords, Katherine,” I said. “Yellow is for when you need me to slow down and red stops everything. Do you understand?"
"Yes," she said. "I won't need either one, Master."
"I don't expect you will, but just in case, I want you to feel completely safe. Now, open your mouth wider," I said. "I've got some Anisovaya for you."
She took the glass from my hands and drank it down. I kissed her as quickly as I could, wanting to taste it on her tongue. When I sucking her tongue into my mouth, she murmured in response, her tiny whimper sending a jolt of lust through me. I pulled away and stroked her cheek with my fingers.
"Have some more," I said and poured another shot, then placed it in her hands. She frowned, but didn't argue, drinking down the liquor.
Then I slipped a finger into her mouth. She sucked on it, her tongue rolling around the tip the way it would around the head of my cock.
"Good
girl
," I said and took the shot glass out of her hand. "Open wider."
When she complied, I placed the tip of my cock against her lips. She licked, tasting my fluid, then opening wider to accept the entire head. She sucked and licked and I groaned in response.
"Take as much as you can," I said, my voice low.
When I pressed a bit too hard she gagged, so I withdrew a bit before beginning a slow gentle thrust in and out, fucking her mouth, one hand holding the back of her head to guide her and take more control.
Finally, I withdrew slowly and she waited for what would happen next.
"Have more," I said, handing her another shot of Anisovaya. She drank that down and licked her lips when a bit spilled down her chin.
"You're getting me drunk, Master?" she said, smiling.
"Shh,” I said and put a finger against her lips. “A good submissive just submits, Katherine. She doesn't question."
She nodded without speaking.
I took the shot glass and lifted her up, pulling her into my arms and kissing her deeply. I ground my erection hard against her belly and tweaked a nipple between my finger and thumb, eliciting a groan from her.
She stumbled against me, so I pulled her over to the bed and sat on the edge. I directed her between my spread thighs and squeezed and stroked her lush breasts while I sucked her nipples to hardness. In return, she gasped and writhed when I ran my teeth over each one, biting down just hard enough to almost hurt but not quite, then I sucked each one softly.
"Are you nice and wet for me, Katherine?"
"Yes, Master," she said, her voice wavering.
I slid my fingers between her labia, slipping them into her body, my thumb pressing against her clit. She was nice and wet, her silky warm folds inviting. I could barely wait to push myself inside of her, but I would. I had much planned for her and wanted to prolong each step.
I left her standing by the bed and retrieved a collection of leather strips that I used to bind my submissives. When I returned, I began to wrap them around her, under her arms and around her breasts and soon, each breast was bound, squeezed, her nipples hard points. I sucked each nipple while my hands caressed each plump breast. Then, I wound the strips of leather around her waist and down over her hips and belly, lacing them between her thighs on either side of her labia.
"Lie on the bed with your hands above your head." I helped her onto the bed and cuffed each wrist to the bed frame. "Spread your legs, wide, and rest them on the edge of the bed."
When she complied, I wove leather strips around her thighs and cuffed each ankle to a spreader bar. I had never used one on her before, so it would be a night of firsts.
She was completely immobile, bound, blindfolded and totally under my control. Her body and mind went into subspace. I could actually see the change in her when it happened, her body totally relaxing.
I bent down between her thighs and covered her pussy with my mouth, stroking her clit with my tongue. She groaned and arched her back.
"Oh, God,
Master
…"
"You're so wet and so ready, Katherine,” I said when I pulled away. “But you're going to have to wait." Then I bent her knees and took a tube of lubricant. I dripped it on her and as soon as she felt it, she tensed, inhaling loudly.
"
Relax
, Katherine," I said. "Do you trust me?"
She said nothing for a moment, and I knew she was fighting with herself. She wanted to resist out of fear of anal play, but she also wanted to please me.
"I said, do you
trust
me, Katherine?"
"Yes. But I'm afraid—"
"Shh," I said and lay on top of her, my body between her spread thighs, my erection jutting against her belly. I kissed her, warmly, deeply, my hand cupping her cheek. "You only need four words. Yes, Master, yellow and red. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Master."
"Do you believe that I love you?"
"Yes, Master," she said immediately.
"Do you trust me to know how far and how fast to go?"
At that, she hesitated. "When I did it before, it felt like I had a knife inside of me."
I embraced her, kissing her tenderly. "My poor sweet Katherine," I whispered. "I promise you when I do, you'll feel pleasure. Do you trust me to know how and when?"
She nodded. "It's just that I'm still so scared..."
"I know. That's why you have to trust me to know when you're ready."
I kissed her once more, touching her tenderly until she relaxed a bit. I then aroused her, stimulating her with my fingers and mouth until she was breathing fast, her body trembling. I knew that now was the time to introduce the dildo, get her used to it so that it wouldn’t distract her later.
I drizzled more lubricant on her and then slipped the dildo inside of her an inch or so while I continued to stroke her clit with my thumb. She groaned and wriggled under my touch.
I slid the dildo in a bit farther, stroking in and out slowly while rubbing her clit until she moaned once more.
"Master, I
think
…"
"Good girl," I said in reply, withdrawing the dildo. Then, I pushed her knees up even higher and began to stimulate her, my finger circling her anus, the tip slipping inside to open her, get her to relax. When I felt she was ready, I pressed the lubricated plug against her and immediately, she tensed.
"
Relax
, Katherine."
In response, she took in a deep breath and blew it out as I had instructed before. Finally, I slipped in the dildo once more so that she had both the plug and dildo inside while I stroked her clit with my fingers. In this way, I built her up to the point of orgasm, watching her body and breathing carefully to judge when to pull back. I wanted to have her so ready that she couldn’t resist. When I had built her up several times, I withdrew the dildo and plug, and flipped her quickly over onto her knees, removing the cuffs from her ankles to allow her to spread her legs wide.
I stroked her clit and then slipped a lubed finger inside her and once more she tensed.
"Shh, Katherine," I whispered, my finger still inside her. When I tried to insert two fingers, she gasped.
"
Master
, I—" but I leaned down and kissed her shoulder, both my fingers inside of her, slipping easily past her resistance, moving slowly in a circle to loosen her even more. I didn’t stop stimulating her clit, hoping to overwhelm her senses with pleasure so she’d focus on that instead.
When I thought she was ready, when I heard her breathing hard once more, felt her tremble, I withdrew my fingers and replaced them with my erection, slipping the tip easily past her entrance.
"
Relax
, Katherine," I said. I added more lubricant and pushed slowly inside her a bit deeper, meeting more resistance. "Exhale. Blow out your breath."
She did without protest, and I was almost all the way inside.
"It's
too
much
…" she said with a gasp.
I pulled back but didn't withdraw completely. Instead, I added more lube and pushed more slowly until I was all the way inside.
"Drake,
please
, I don't want this,” she said, her voice pleading. “I don't know if I can do this,"
"You already
have
," I replied, and she was so tight, it felt incredible.
She sucked in a breath. "You're inside of me?"
"Yes," I said. "
All
of me."
I didn’t move for a moment, wanting her to adjust. She relaxed a little beneath me, and so I began once more to stroke my fingers over her clit without moving. When she pressed against my fingers, I knew she was ready.
"Good
girl
," I whispered. "So
good
…"
I began to move very slowly while I stroked her, and each inch of her tightness made me ache with need. I had to use every ounce of my control not to thrust harder, faster for she was so tight. The thought I had penetrated her completely aroused me even more.
"Oh,
God
, you feel so good, so
tight
," I said and groaned, my lips at her shoulder. "Tell me when you're going to come.
I held back as much as possible, slowly withdrawing and gently thrusting, my fingers on her clit. Soon, I felt her body tense, her breathing hitch.
"Oh,
God
…" she gasped,
“Oh, ohhh, ohhh
.” Her body spasmed around my cock, clenching around it. I stopped and enjoyed the sensation.
When I felt her orgasm had waned, I kissed her shoulder and then turned her face to the side and kissed her mouth. When our kiss ended, I began thrusting again and I was so close, so aroused, that I came within moments, my body shuddering as I ejaculated.
"Fuck, fuck,
fuck
….
Kate
…"
Kate collapsed onto the bed with me on top of her, still deep inside, still shuddering with pleasure. When I was finished, I lay still and gasped for breath, my orgasm so powerful that I needed a moment to recover. I kissed her neck and her shoulder, my pleasure intense, my love for her overwhelming.
I rose up and withdrew slowly, watching with my hands on her ass, spreading her cheeks so I could watch my semen seep out of her body.
I caught her smile before she could turn her head away. She was amused at my kink. I sighed in mock frustration and lay back on top of her, kissing her cheek.
"
Katherine
, how can I be expected to stay in proper Dom headspace when my sub is so easily given to mirth?"
"Sorry," she said. "It's just that—"
I bent down once more, turning her face to me and kissed her to silence her, but I could barely stop from grinning myself.