Authors: Mercedes Keyes,Lawrence James
She nodded, took the clothing in one arm, the
hefty puppy in the other and holding onto to both, she
informed him, “Made food for you, know you be
hungry masta'.”
“Quinton! My name is Quinton – Quinton
Thaddeus Caine, say it, and say it before you rush
away.” He ordered.
She stopped, gulped, and shyly said his name,
and afterward, “Hurr'up masta' food stil hot.”
Quinton crossed his arms over his chest as if
having a royal fit and informed her, “Cal me masta'
once more, and I shal remain out here, in the barn,
with the hens, leaving you to that blasted place to do
what you damn wel , bloody please!”
Suga couldn't believe her eyes, nor her ears,
“Masta' I can't cal you that, taint right.” She pleaded
her case.
“Very wel , I suppose I should focus on doing
what I can to make myself comfortable, it appears I'l
be here a while.”
“Oh please don't do that, I can't cal you out by
yo'name, that just ain't done.”
“Very wel , as I said, here I shal be. Should
anyone come knocking for me, please direct them to
the barn and-...”
“Oh please – I try, I'ah try.”
“Say it, say my name, as I've given it.” he
demanded.
She swal owed, nervously, “How 'bout I cal you
sa', that be okay?”
“No!” He answered, waiting. She chewed on
the corner of her mouth, “Okay, I'ah cal you what you
say.” She turned away.
“Suga Caine! Get back here! I wish to hear it,
before you go, right now - I want to hear it, cal me by
my name.”
She turned slowly back, looking down at the
puppy that was licking her neck and chin, and said it
just above a whisper, “I get yo'food ready ... Quinton.”
“Say it once more - louder – no slow timing
me.”
“Qui - Quinton.” She repeated.
“Now see, that was not so hard – no lightening
striking! If you wish my attention, you wil address me
as, Quinton, which is my name. Should you cal me
masta' – I wil not hear you, I wil not respond; now
inside with you.”
She nodded and trotted off back into the
house, head spinning, she couldn't believe him.
Once more, this was a total y different kind of white
man. Inside the door, she ran to the room off the
kitchen where wood was stacked high and placed
the puppy down in there, it started whimpering right
away as she went to close the door.
“I got's t'see 'bout masta' – uh – Quinton now,
don't you start, I be back wit' some food fa'you, some
water, jus' hang on.” She told him and backed out,
closing the door. She rushed into the other room and
shook out the clothing he’d brought for her, a
chemise and gown. She smiled, relieved, anything
was better than the sheet. Dropping it from her
slender dark body, she quickly donned the clothing,
the fit wasn't too bad, she figured at least she was
covered from her neck to her bare feet.
Back in the kitchen, she took a bowl, dipped it
into the warm water she had waiting for him, and
hurried out the back door where she cleansed her
hands and arms from holding the chunky mongrel.
Turning back into the house, she grabbed a plate
and started setting a place at the table for Quinton.
Soon she heard him coming up the back steps
and then in through the kitchen door; his eyes on her
and the gown she wore.
“Ah, now – that's better, much better. It's a start.
There wil be more; you can't very wel stay in that
one al the time.” He spoke in his usual way, as if
they'd known each other forever – fil ing her in on the
way things would be. “Can you sew?”
“Yes – I can sew.” She answered.
What he was starting to notice about her was
that her smile was always slight, unsure, mindful, and
careful – wishing to do nothing that would irritate him
or make him regret that he'd brought her home. He
didn't want her to smile that way, he wanted her to
smile in a way to say, that she knew him, was sure of
him, was happy to be there, with him.
“Water right there mas – uh – sa' – erm,
Quinton.”
She corrected herself just in time. Hearing
masta' come out of her mouth, stopped him – her
correction, caused his smile and him to resume his
forward motion to the washing bowl where clean,
steaming water awaited him. Hands in, he
commented – “I expect soon that slip won't be
happening, I am Quinton, and you – you are Suga –
within these wal s, we wil address each other as
such.” It was an order; she understood that now, and
yet, not an order as most would have delivered it, no
not at al . His orders were laced with care and
kindness – as if to say – with him, things would be
different, and that was the reason she never wanted
to be given away.
“I try mas...” She stopped and dropped her
face, berating herself. He was drying his hands,
watching her with a lifted brow, and waiting. “Yes,
Quinton, I'm gone try.”
“Very wel , that is where al things begin, with
the effort.” He smiled at her; she glanced at the
setting for him at the table.
His eyes fol owed hers to the setting and then
back to her asking, “Wil you join me?”
“Got's to see to this puppy.” She answered
softly, stunned that he would ask such a thing.
Clearly she was right, the puppy was barking
and howling away behind the door of the wood store.
“Yes, I suppose so, what have you prepared for
me?” He asked, taking his seat.
“Not so sho' what to fix you; so I make you what
you need.” She answered, taking his bowl to the
cook pot, serving him up heaps of a rich green stew.
“Interesting... what I need, hm?”
“Yes sa' – you 'round sick folks al the time,
gots to keep you strong.” She set the steaming bowl
before him, and took out fresh bread she'd baked for
him.
Quinton stared into the bowl at the concoction,
unsure of it, he'd never eaten anything so green
looking, fil ed with lumps of food stuffs that were
white and dark tan, and it appeared that there was
meat as wel .
“Yes, very very interesting...” He murmured, his
eyes going from it to her, for her to encourage him,
“Gone – try it.”
“May I ask, what is in it?”
“Masta' – uh, I mean, Quinton – I'on want nothin'
t'happen to you – somethin' do, wha's gone happen
t'me? Eat.”
“Emmm,” He murmured at her reasoning.
“I's wild greens, herbs, mushrooms, turnip,
rabbit....”
“Rabbit?” He exclaimed.
“Eat.” She pressed, showing a bit more
backbone.
He exhaled, picked up his fork, pierced a
col ection of ingredients and with his mind whirling,
before he lost his nerve, popped it into his mouth. He
chewed and realized that is was substantial, as wel
some sort of leafy vegetable, as he chewed and
swal owed, he realized it wasn't that bad – in fact, it
was rather good, this mix of things – he went in for
more, so far, impressed.
“Eat
all
it.” She gently nudged and turned from
him to see to the crying puppy. Quinton paused at
her order, surprised by it he sighed, smiled and took
some of the bread, which was beautiful y baked, and
dipped it before biting into it; his taste buds were in
heaven and he began thoroughly enjoying the simple
fare. He cleaned his bowl and found that he wanted
more.
She was busy with the puppy so he helped
himself to more. Back at the table, he cal ed to her
as she was in hearing range.
“Suga, may I ask, where exactly did you get al
of these things, and the - rabbit?” He continued to
eat, feeling his taste buds come alive and tingle.
“In'na woods.” She answered, coming from the
room with the puppy on her arm, “Gonna take him
outside-...”
“Suga?! What do you mean, you got it in the
woods?!” He was sitting at ful attention; his eyes
wide and fol owing her to the door.
“Got's'ta take care you, got's'ta do my bit.”
“Suga, are you tel ing me, you left this home
dressed in a sheet, went into the woods picking –
this – this – which I find quite pleasing by the way –
however – you – alone – entered those woods for
this – and a rabbit, al that I'm eating?” He asked,
aghast at the idea.
“Had to, what I need'ta feed you, in them woods
– can't have you hungry, can't have you sick – who
gone take care o'me – I’on take care o’you?” It was
obvious the idea of her deed had left him
speechless – taking advantage of his loss for words;
she made her way out the door. Quinton charged up
from his chair, rushing to the back door, pushing it
open to watch her, she lowered the puppy so he
could relieve himself outside. Suga stood with her
back to him, “
Suga Caine
! Turn and face me, at
once
!” He demanded.
She turned slowly, looking up at him.
“You are never – ever I say – to do that again!
Dressed in a sheet at that! What if you'd been
spotted? Taken? What then?”
“I'm careful – quiet – can't see me.” She
returned low.
“A white sheet – how could someone not?!”
“I ain' need no sheet in'na woods.” She
explained simply.
“What?!” He suddenly looked as if he would
swoon, he staggered down a step, “Are you saying?
Were you – without clothing?”
“Ain’ have no cloths; don't need none in them
woods.”
“Bloody hel !” He exclaimed aghast at the idea,
“Never again! Do you hear? Not ever!”
She nodded that she heard. He turned back,
wobbling as if unsteady on his feet, his mind tossing
about al the possibilities, he’d never heard of a
woman doing such a thing, it was simply unheard of
where he’d come from. He made his way back to his
bowl of delicious green stew, as shocked as he was,
there was no doubt, the trip to the woods, had been
certainly worth it. Three bowls later, quite ful – he
went back out to see what she could possibly be
doing al of that time. He found her in the barn,
standing at the tack table, cleaning and preparing
large heaps of roots and plants that were piled in a
basket. Without thought, he reached over laying his
palm against her forehead, checking for a fever –
her temperature felt normal. His actions caused the
puppy, who sat between her feet, looking out from
beneath her gown up at him to start barking, making
him smile. He knelt and held his hand out to it,
looking into her basket of treasures.
“What have you there?”
“Stuff we gone need, when that wind get col',
get to howlin' – folks ches’ gone get ful so they can't
breathe, we don' eat this, we ain' gone be breathin'
eitha’. You gots'ta help them, I gots'ta help you, keep
you strong, so you take good care'o'me.” She went
on gently, her voice fil ed with passion and
determination to now start doing her part, now that
she was back on her feet. Quinton gave the puppy's
head another stroke, one last scratch behind the ear
and then he stood watching her work with things
she'd gathered from their woods, some he
recognized, some he did not – but she knew, he
could tel that she knew what she was doing. Funnily
enough, after having that stew, he felt renewed,
invigorated – his body seemed alert; while one
hunger was indeed sated, another was coming to
life.
“Qu-Quinton...” She hesitated to begin.
“Yes, Suga.” He answered softly.
“Am I – ‘lowed to – to ask thangs o'you?”
He smiled, “Yes, Suga, you are, and the word
He smiled, “Yes, Suga, you are, and the word
is
allowed
.”
“Is you – you a man, o'your word?” She asked.
His gaze was soft with longing upon her,
leaning against the barn door, arms and ankles
crossed; content to feast upon her gentle features
aglow from the dim light of the lantern; he answered
her after a bit, “I do my best, Suga, to be known as a
man of his word, thus, I do not give it lightly.”
She nodded, thinking about her mother's
master. He was not a gentle man when he used her
mother in his bed. He did things that made her cry,
hurt her body, hurt her soul, made her ashamed to
say what he did to her – and at times, he shared her