The Fetch
THE FETCH
ROBERT HOLDSTOCK
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FETCH: —
to go after and bring back
—
the ghost or apparition of a living person
—
a fetish (Kentish dialect)
In the early evening,
with the light going, the boy moved away from the white wall of the chalk quarry, slipping slowly into the green shadows of the scrub wood that filled the centre of this ancient pit. Above him, the rim of the quarry was a dark, broken line of trees, stark against the deepening sky. He could hear a voice up there, his mother coming towards that edge to find him. He knew he had to hide.
He slipped deeper into the bushes, crawling between tall, tangling blackthorn and crowding gorse, merging with the green, his chalk-covered body swallowed by the leaves and bark, so that he was lost within the undergrowth, creeping along the twisting tracks he had marked out over the years.
His name was called again. His mother was very close to the deep quarry. She sounded agitated, her voice distant but clear in the calm evening air.
He froze and watched the spiky line of the pit-edge wood against the sky. Then he moved on, touching the heart-shaped fossils he had carefully laid down on the trails. He picked up a chalk block and used it to whiten his body further, rubbing hard against his skin, his face, then crumbling the skin of the chalk and smearing it through his hair.
His name … the voice quite anxious now.
The breeze from the silent farmland beyond the quarry curled in through the ‘gate’ to this place, his castle, the open end where men had once approached to work the chalk. It stirred the gnarled branches of the alders and thorns, whipped the bright gorse, eddied
in the pit.
A new shadow appeared above him, against the sky, a figure that peered down and crouched low.
He froze and closed his eyes, knowing that the gleam of light would reveal him.
He sensed the shadow move. Earth and chalk rattled from the edge, tumbling down, to crash and spread within the quarry.
‘Michael?’
It’s coming back. I saw it again. Leave me alone. It’s coming back …
He turned his head, denying the name. The figure prowled above him, searching the greenery below, scanning the white chalk of the pit.
‘Come on, Michael. It’s time for supper. Come
on …
’
He tried to draw more deeply into the white shells that covered him, into the ancient sea, into the dry dust of the creatures that had formed this place;
hide me, hide me. It’s so close again. I saw it. Hide me
.
He imagined the sounds of earth movements, the dull, deep echoes that would have passed through the heaving chalk waters. The feeling soothed him. The shadow called again:
‘It’s time for supper, Michael. Come on. Come home, now.’
The sea in his mind caught him. The trees in the pit shifted in the current. He floated through the chalk sea, grasped the branches of the gorse and thorn that waved in the gentle evening light.
It was coming closer. He couldn’t go home now. He had to wait. The shadow on the rim of the pit would have to wait. It was coming back. And that was what she wanted, wasn’t it?
And from above,
his mother’s voice, harsh and angry:
‘Can you hear me, Michael? Michael! It’s time to go home!’
The words struck him like a hand.
Old memory surfaced to hurt him. He stood up from his hiding place and listened to the sudden shout of outrage, the woman’s voice, shocked by his appearance:
‘What have you
done
to yourself?’
With a sad glance backwards, Michael began to walk out of the pit …
Resurrection
ONE
She reached for
the silent
infant,
gathered him up, bent to enfold him as she whispered to him.
‘Can you hear me, Michael?’ She smoothed a
hand gently across the baby’s sparse, ginger hair, loving the touch. ‘Michael? It’s time to go home …’
She blinked back tears of delight, tears of relief. The man next to her shuffled slightly and flipped a page of his clipboard. It was enough to break the moment and she looked up at him. He smiled warmly.
‘May I be the first to wish you a happy and not too boisterous life with this fine young man?’
‘Thank you, doctor. Thank you for everything.’
He looked uncomfortable, peering down at his clipboard through half-frame spectacles. He was an indulgent-looking man, smooth, pink-faced and plump, packaged in a double-breasted suit from Savile Row and smelling sweetly of eau-de-Cologne. His hands shook a great deal when he talked business.
‘There are a few formalities, Susan. Some paperwork …’
You mean you want your cheque …
She passed the infant back to the nurse, hating the feeling of letting Michael go. The child began to murmur, becoming restless.
Dr Wilson led her to a chair in the waiting room of the clinic. ‘Again, Susan, I’m sorry about the unfortunate delay. But the child’s health
did
give some cause for concern …’
‘I know. I
understand. We don’t have to talk about it.’
He looked at her carefully, watching her eyes, then her lips. He said, ‘I’d like to repeat … Susan … I sincerely believe that it was the only way to save his life.’
‘I do accept that.’
‘And I would like to ask again …’
She waited for him to finish, irritated with him, aware that he was hoping she would take the initiative. When she said nothing, he prompted her:
‘About your discretion?’
She controlled the feeling of insult and smiled, nodding. ‘I gave you my word, Dr Wilson. I’ll keep my word. As I said, I
do
understand that there were difficulties.’
‘Thank you.’
He passed papers to her for her signature. She scrawled her name gladly, if distractedly. Michael had started to cry and she wanted it to be
her
, now, who soothed him, who rocked him. She watched the nurse through the clear window of the small nursery. A tap on her arm signalled that there was still another form to witness.
‘And when did you say your husband would be here?’
‘In about an hour …’
‘I need his signature too.’
‘Yes, I know. I called him three hours ago. He’s driving down from York.’
Alone for a while, as Michael was prepared for the journey to his new parents’ home, Susan Whitlock paced the corridors of the clinic as she waited for Richard.
From an upstairs window she peered down on to the London street below. What she saw there made her swear loudly, unable to keep the concern and distress from her voice and her face.
She stared
down for a long time at the pale, red-haired woman who stood across the road, watching the building. Only when she felt that their eyes had met, fleetingly across the distance, did Susan move away, angry and disturbed that the woman was still there, and that the clinic had done nothing about it!
Michael had been born two weeks early, an event which had taken Susan by surprise. But a complication during the birth itself had meant a period of several weeks in intensive care, and the Whitlocks’ plans had been frustrated completely. For reasons not given to the parents, the clinic did not allow them to see the infant.
Even on the day of Michael’s ‘liberation’, a slight infection caused concern at the clinic, and Susan was required to spend a night in London. Only when she was sure that Michael would be released to her did she call her husband in York.
When the call came through that he was about to become a father, Richard Whitlock was ankle-deep in mud, splashed, soaked and miserable, photographing the timbers of a Viking harbour as they emerged from an excavation site near the Coppergate. He struggled out of the pit to take the call, not really expecting the news that he was about to receive.
Susan was at the clinic already, and her voice sounded strangely subdued as she described what was needed, and how much she needed
him
, and
soon
. She had gone up to Harley Street yesterday, by train from Maidstone, and she wanted to get home
now
.
‘How does he look?’
‘He’s beautiful. He’s very quiet. He’s
wrinkled
. He has a tiny birthmark on the back of his neck. And he has a gorgeous spray of fine, downy, ginger hair.’
‘What? All
over?’
‘
No
, you fool.’
‘Ginger! Ginger?’ Richard ran a hand through his black hair and thought of Susan’s own dark brown curls. ‘Oh well … A bit of a giveaway, but …’
‘What the hell does it matter?’ she said sharply, and Richard frowned. He would have expected her to sound fraught, but she sounded angry, which was out of character.