Authors: James Dashner
229.11.12
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7:31 a.m.
They were days away from insertion. Days. Thomas could barely sleep. He and Teresa connected via telepathy at bedtime each night, but often they just lingered in silence, without much to say. The mere presence of the other person, somehow
there,
was always a comfort, though. Aside from his mother, whom he would always love, Teresa had become the closest thing to familyâthe closest thing to what Newt had with LizzyâThomas could ever imagine.
The last thing he remembered before the knock that woke him up that morning was Teresa humming to herself. She seemed to do it without thinking. The vibration and tone and feel of it traveled through their connection, and it had sent him off to a deep sleep like he hadn't enjoyed in quite some time.
He groggily got up from bed and opened the door. Dr. Paige was there, and she looked worried.
“Sorry,” Thomas said, rubbing his eyes. “I slept in. But trust me, I needed it.” They'd been working themselves to the bone to get ready for the Maze Trials.
“It's okay,” she replied. She seemed distracted. “Chancellor Anderson wants to meet with you and Teresa really fast this morning. Aris and Rachel will be there, too. It's urgent. Hurry and get dressed. You can have breakfast after the meeting.”
Thomas realized then that she was a little disheveled, her face pale, and paused before answering.
“I mean it, Thomas!” she snapped. “Hurry.”
“Okay, okay. I'll be ready in five minutes.”
“Make it three.”
It was the same conference room in which he'd seen Aris and Rachel for the first time a few months ago. That last time the room was filled with people. This time around, only three people were in attendance besides Thomas and the three other “elite” candidates. Chancellor Anderson, the security officer, Ramirez, and Dr. Paige. They sat on one side of the table, and Thomas, Teresa, Aris, and Rachel sat across from them on the other. No one in the room looked very happy.
“Thanks for coming,” Anderson began. They always started these things with statements like thatâas if Thomas or his friends had a choice in the matter. “I'm afraid I have some sobering news. And I'm not going to beat around the bushâI'm going to just come out and say it.”
Instead, he did the opposite. He went silent, trading looks with Ramirez and Paige. Thomas watched this until it almost became comical. But the dread in Anderson's voice had been real, and heavy.
“Then just say it,” Aris said.
Anderson nodded stiffly. “We thinkâ¦we
believe
that we might have an outbreak on our hands.” He sat back in his chair and let out a weary breath. Looked again to Dr. Paige.
“An outbreak,” Teresa repeated. “Of the Flare?”
“Paige, say something,” Anderson grumbled.
Dr. Paige folded her hands on the table and looked at the teenagers. “Yes, the Flare. As you can imagine, none of the adults here are immune, so we've taken extreme caution to ensure our safety from the virus. A few months ago, however, we began to worry that we'd had a breach, even though none of our staff exhibited symptoms or tested positive.”
“Then what made you worry about it?” Rachel asked. Not for the first time, Thomas wished that WICKED would let the four of them work together more.
“You're aware of the Crank pits?” Anderson said, more of a statement than a question. “That's the riskiest part of our facilities, but a vital one. It's a trap and a holding facility for Cranks that wander onto our grounds, and it provides biological material for our study regarding the virus.”
“So what happened?” Thomas asked.
“We keep a strict inventory,” Ramirez answered. It was always a surprise when the gruff man spoke. “It's almost like an old-fashioned bee trap down thereâthey wander in but can't get back out. The holding facility is constantly monitoredâwe have cameras everywhere.” He paused, and made an awful phlegmy sound somewhere deep in his throat. “There's a strict no-contact rule without a containment suitâactually, a twenty-foot-distance ruleâunless you're a Munie, of course. Like you folks.” He sniffed, as if offended by his own words.
“You still haven't told us what happened,” Teresa said, not bothering to hide her disgust for this manâThomas knew full well that she, like he, associated the man with all things Randall.
“One of the Cranks went missing,” Ramirez said. “Three times a day we take an inventory, accounting for newcomers from the outside forests, less those who are removed for lab needs. There has never been a discrepancy, not once in all my years. Until a few months ago. One up and vanished.”
Those words settled for a moment, no one speaking. Thomas felt a shivery fear despite being immune. He wasn't really afraid of the virusâit was the Cranks that terrified him. And to think that one might be hiding somewhere inside the WICKED complex made his stomach feel watery.
“We don't want to alarm you or anyone else,” Chancellor Anderson said, “but we've brought you in to let you know we've made some decisions. Some hard decisions. For starters, we've decided to shorten the Maze Trials from five years to two. For all we talk about this being a long, slow process, the possibility of a breakout has given us pause. We might have to be a little moreâ¦intense with the Variables.”
Thomas had never felt so uneasy. Anderson was dancing around something here, but he wasn't sure what. Teresa didn't say anything specific in his mind, but she opened up her emotions to him, showing that she shared his ominous feeling.
“We've been working on several possibilities for a Phase Two, even a Phase Three if it comes to that. Once we get past the initial maze insertions, we'll see how things go.”
Thomas immediately thought of what he and Newt had seen in the R&D laboratory: the glass-topped container, the veined skin, the bulbous tumorsâ¦
Anderson sighed, then put his head in his hands before looking up again. Thomas had never seen him so frustrated.
“I feel like there's too much to do sometimes,” the man continued. He slapped an open hand on the table. “Look, things can be worked out over the next few months as we study and analyze the results within the mazes. Suffice it to say we have Flat Trans technology, we have the potential for more human resources, and we're even scouting locations for further trials. It can all happen, and it will happen, everything in its own time. Reducing the Maze Trials from five to two years is simply the right thing to do.” He smiled a weak smile. “I think half of my frustration with this change is that it took so much effort to build the damn things that it's a shame to see them utilized for less than half the time that we intended.”
He's stalling,
Teresa said in Thomas's mind.
There's something he has to say that he doesn't want to say.
Thomas gave her a barely perceptible nod. She was exactly right.
“What are you not telling us?” Aris asked.
Anderson at first acted surprised at the question, but then gave a knowing smile. “Sometimes I forget just how perceptive you kids are. Here's the thing. I'm just nervous, okay? I shouldn't show you that, much less admit it, but there's the truth.” His eyes flicked around the room, then came to rest on the table in front of him before he looked up at each of the kids and let out a breath. “I guess what I'm trying to say is that this is going to be hard, but I know you're all up to it.”
More things were said, more information exchanged during the meeting. But Thomas didn't hear much of it, because it was all dressing. Something had changed. Or someone had chickened out. Somehow Thomas knew that for some reason, at the last second, Chancellor Anderson and his two partners had decided
not
to tell them everything.
What's he hiding?
Thomas asked Teresa when they were finally getting up to leave. But then he looked at Dr. Paige, and the odd expression on her face made him realize that he had asked about the wrong person.
229.11.22
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8:47 a.m.
Look at Minho,
Teresa said to Thomas.
It was the morning before the big dayâthe first insertion into the maze. Forty boys from Group A were lined up along the walls of the hallway, ready for their final medical examinations. Newt, Minho, Alby, Gallyâall the boys Thomas had gotten to know over the last few years of his life would be part of the group. Orderlies walked up and down the hall, prepping them to enter the medical roomsâtaking temperatures, blood pressures, checking eyes, tongues.
Yeah, I see him,
Thomas replied. He and Teresa were there at Chancellor Anderson's requestâto observe and provide moral support. But all he felt was a heavy, heavy sadness at saying goodbye, and he'd stayed silent since arriving.
Minho was about ten boys away from where he and Teresa stood, and he'd been fidgeting all morning. But now it had turned into something worseâhis body reminded Thomas of a cocked gun, his muscles coiled as if he were about to spring into action.
Man,
Thomas said.
There's no way he'd try something again. Right?
Although there were plenty of things to upset their friend. Inside the medical rooms, clearly visible from their place in the hallway, menacing devices hung over each bedâthey looked like robot masks, metallic and full of wires and tubes. Thomas assumed they were meant to capture every type of killzone measurement imaginable, a foundation from which they could study progress within the Maze Trials.
Follow my lead,
Teresa said. She pushed away from the wall and walked toward Minho. Thomas followed right on her heels. She had an air of authority about her, so the medical attendants barely glanced her way. She stopped when she got to Minho, and put a hand on his shoulder. He flinched, and for an instant Thomas thought he might actually strike out, but then his eyes met hers and a wave of calm seemed to wash over him, relaxing his muscles as it flowed through his body. To Thomas's surprise, tears formed in the boy's eyes.
“It's okay,” Teresa said to him. “Don't make it worse by fighting them. Everything will be fine inside the maze. You'll see.”
“Aren't you going in with us?” Minho asked.
The response took both Thomas and Teresa by surprise.
“Uh, w-wellâ¦,” Teresa stammered.
“Not yet,” Thomas quickly interjected, leaving it at that. Hoping his friends wouldn't dig further.
A hint of anger flushed Minho's face again, but this time it set firmly. “Seriously? So you're telling me not to fight
them
? Are you sure you don't mean
us
? What exactly are you doing here, Thomas? I don't see you being poked and prodded like cattle.”
Alby, just a few feet down the hall, turned to look at the three. “Yeah,” he said. “He's got a good point, if you ask me. You're just gonna throw us into a big experiment, then go back to your cush bed and relax? Were you ever going to tell us? Or just let us think you were going in, then,
Surprise
!”
Thomas had no idea what to say. He'd been able to convince himself that he was the same as his friends. That they didn't care that he'd been separated out, that he had different responsibilities than they did. How could he have ever thought it wouldn't matter? That it wouldn't blow up in his face?
“What? Forget the script you're supposed to follow?” Alby asked. “Or are you just worried about upsetting your buddies?” He nodded toward the doctors and nurses, who all continued their work as if nothing was happening.
“Guys, come on,” Teresa said, finally finding her voice. “We're no different from anyone elseâwe just do what they ask.”
“Say whatever makes you feel better,” Alby answered. He folded his arms and leaned against the wall, looked the other way. They were understandably on edge.
And then the truth was clear as day. Thomas's friends were being sent into the maze and he wasn't. He didn't know if he'd ever be sent in. He was different from his friends, and no one could ignore it anymore. They stood, backs against the wall, some glaring at him as if he'd known about this the whole time. As if he'd been lying to them. Even Newt, down at the end of the line, looked at Thomas, anger twisting his face.
Thomas was absolutely crushed.
Minho hadn't said anything, but the fierce, coiled-snake look had returned. Anger, fear, anxiety about what this new change meantâThomas understood how they felt. And he was the perfect one to blame.
Minho flung Teresa's hand off his shoulder. “Alby's right,” he said. “I've tried and tried to give you guys the benefit of the doubt. Figured you were going to be able to help us. But now it's obvious what you were doing. You've been helping them the whole time. It's all been about getting ready to do
this
to
us,
hasn't it!” He pounded his chest twice as he emphasized the words.
“Minho, listenâ” Teresa began.
“Get out of my face!”
Minho yelled.
The world was falling apart, and Thomas could think of nothing to say. Alby, Minho, Newt. Until five minutes ago he'd considered them his best friends, and just assumed they understood his mind and heart. And now it had all collapsed and here he was, standing in front of them like a complete idiot. Anything he said sounded like a lie, even to himself.
Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed someone approaching down the hall. He looked and saw it was Gally. He'd left his place in line and his face was aflame with anger. Two nurses followed him, trying to catch up to him before he reached Thomas.
“Thomas!” the boy yelled, picking up his pace, only now that he was closer Thomas could see that his expression wasn't angerâit was fear. “You have to help us! Can't you help us?” Two orderlies grabbed the boy before he could get closer, holding him back. “We know you have some power with them. Help us!” He sounded desperate and struggled to keep his eyes on Thomas as orderlies roughly turned him around and dragged him into an exam room.
Thomas felt powerless. He looked down the line of boys who had been his friends, and his heart broke over and over. Minho, Alby, Newtâtheir eyes brimming with resentment. How had everything crashed so suddenly?
He had to say something, quickly. His chance would be over soon. He had to fix this! They had to know that they were all wrong, that he and Teresa weren't working with WICKED, really. They would help
them,
even go into the maze themselves if they had to. He had to speak, now!
Thomas opened his mouth, ready to spill out his words, his pleas, his apologies.
But something happened. Something deep inside his brain clicked and it felt as if a hand reached within his actual body and began to manipulate him, play with his nerves, his thoughts, his everything. As if possessed by an evil spirit, he lost complete controlâlost it to someone or some
thing
else. He spoke words against his will.
“I'm sorry,” he said, the tone and pitch of it sounding as foreign as if it came from another person altogether. “There's nothing I can do.”
And then he watched, frozen, helpless, screaming on the inside, as they took his friends away.