Authors: James Hanley
Then he drew on his spectacles and settled himself comfortably in the chair and began to read. Mr Fury noticed the date. âWhy! The lad must have written it before he had the accident.' He read on.
CHAPTER III
1
At six o'clock that morning, Mr Fury, having had a hurried breakfast, what he called âa rush and a gulp', went out, banging the door so loudly behind him that the family next door were rudely awakened from their slumbers. The family's name was Postlethwaite.
âThe Furys have had a row,' remarked Mr Postlethwaite, speaking loud enough for the family, scattered about in the three rooms, to hear. His wife agreed, yawned, turned over and fell asleep again. The man was hurriedly dressing himself. âThe Furys are always having rows lately,' he went on, as he sat down to pull on his heavy boots. âThey lead him a great dance since he stopped ashore.' Mr Postlethwaite went on talking to himself, for the rest of the family were sleeping too soundly to make any comment. He rose to his feet and looked down at his wife. âA beauty,' he said in a low voice. âAnd she could sleep for years if you let her.' He went downstairs. In the other houses in the same row men were already up and dressing for their work. The women folk in number five, having been so rudely disturbed by the alarm-clocks, vented their anger upon Mr Dennis Fury. He was always rowing. That was the general opinion in Hatfields. The street had never been the same since Mr Fury worked ashore. Mr Postlethwaite left the house and hurried down the street. At the bottom he bumped into Mr Fury, who was bent down by the wall fastening his bootlaces. He hailed him. Mr Fury stood up. âHello there!' he said. The two men went off down the road together. Mr Postlethwaite worked at the same sheds as Mr Fury. âHow annoying it all is,' said Mr Fury to himself, darting a furtive glance at the man beside him, âone can never get rid of this fellow. He's everywhere. He's like a leech. He hangs on to you.' There seemed no way of dodging the man. If one turned a corner, one bumped into Mr Andrew Postlethwaite. He appeared from nowhere. And how the fellow talked. Almost as bad as Fanny herself. Mr Fury lighted his pipe. He remarked upon the coldness of the morning. âYes, it is bitter this morning. And I'll have that bitch of an engine to do as soon as I get in.' They walked on, maintaining a silence almost within reach of the sheds. Mr Postlethwaite was studying Mr Fury. He was preparing to put a question to him. He pulled out a handkerchief and blew his nose.
Mr Andrew Postlethwaite was older than Mr Fury by five years. He was a little bald-headed man, with a thin, elongated face. Mr Fury could never understand why his workmate and next-door neighbour should have brown eyes. They didn't seem to fit in somehow with the rest of his person. Mr Postlethwaite was nicknamed âSponger', and indeed this little man was a sort of human sponge, who spent the day absorbing as much rumour and information as he could safely hold, and then disgorging it when he reached home in the evening for the benefit of his wife and family. He had worked on the railway nearly forty years, in the same shed. Everybody knew âSponger'. Mr Postlethwaite beat the big drum for the local lodge band, and beat it to such perfection that the band felt proud of him. Mr Fury did not like the man. For one thing, Mr Postlethwaite was always asking questions. Now as he looked at the man he sensed at once that there was something coming. But the question was so sudden, and of so surprising a nature, that for once Mr Fury felt himself caught out. Mr Postlethwaite said: âDon't you ever feel you let yourself down, Fury?' Mr Postlethwaite had not forgotten his broken sleep. Mr Fury wore a bewildered look.
âLet myself down!' exclaimed Mr Fury. âWhat do you mean â let myself down? What the devil are you talking about?' He didn't understand. âHang it,' he was thinking, âwhat is the fellow fishing for now?' Mrs Postlethwaite must surely be behind this. Curious people, those Postlethwaites. Of course, they were Billies. That accounted for it perhaps.
âHow do you mean, let myself down?' Mr Fury repeated the question.
âWell, I mean this,' said Mr Postlethwaite. âDon't you ever think you were a cod to give up the sea?' He laid great emphasis on the word âsea'.
âNo, I don't,' replied Mr Fury. He looked Mr Postlethwaite straight in the face. âNo, I don't! What made you get that silly idea into your head? Why should I be sorry? In fact, I'm glad.'
Mr Postlethwaite grinned broadly. Mr Fury felt awkward now. Somehow he always did feel awkward under the battery of Mr Postlethwaite's questionings. It seemed to be his chief duty in life to probe into the lives of other people. If Mr Fury had been fair to himself he would not have passed such a remark. It was not true. He knew it was not true. Ever since he had left the
Cardine
he had regretted it. He was wont to reflect in moments of bitterness that he had been a fool for ever leaving the ship. No use crying about it now. It was too late. Shipping companies weren't taking men like Mr Fury. There were too many young men walking about the docks. No, it would be nothing short of a miracle if he ever put a foot on ship again. The worst of it was â and each time he thought about it he felt angry â the worst of it was, that fellow Postlethwaite had actually got him the job on the railway. He, Mr Fury, had taken the job, just to please Fanny. Now he came to think over it, he had been a fool. âWell! one of these fine days,' he said to himself, âone of these fine days I'll just pack my bag and clear out.' Mr Fury's imagination carried him away. âAye, one of these days â¦'
Mr Fury took another glance at the little man from number five Hatfields. âImagine the likes of him beating a big drum,' he thought. The ludicrous side of Mr Postlethwaite seemed to become personified at that moment. Yes, and before he packed his bag he was going to see that that son of his packed his bag too. Wasn't going to have Postlethwaite getting Peter a job. One was enough. The very idea of being under an obligation to the Postlethwaites rankled in his mind. Yes, one obligation was enough. The high words he had had with Fanny were vividly recalled now. And the last word hadn't been said, he reflected. No doubt about it, Fanny had changed. But what had made her change? Mr Fury realized he had set himself an impossible question. Was it Desmond's marrying out of the chapel? Or was it Maureen marrying Kilkey? It was rather sudden, of course. Neither Desmond nor Maureen had breathed a word about their plans until the last minute. Perhaps Fanny thought her children were cheating her. He still felt resentful. There had been no need for that row last night. Sometimes Mr Fury even imagined that Mrs Fury was getting a little light-headed. There was a sudden pause in the thought. They had come in sight of the sheds. Ahead of them the little green door that led to the wooden bridge was wide open. They passed through. Mr Fury looked at his neighbour.
âGood-morning,' he said. âSee you again at clock-off.'
âGood-morning,' replied Mr Postlethwaite.
Later, more men came hurrying through the door. There were a series of âGood-mornings', comments on the weather, a dirty joke. Mr Fury passed down the shed, his mind still full of the previous evening's bother â there wasn't the slightest doubt about it, the woman was beyond all comprehension. What was it that changed her? Rough times â the man laughed. But everybody had had rough times, sometime or other. Of course it could only have come to a point with a fellow like Peter. He had always been a strange child. The oddest relationship existed between mother and son. Quite different from the other children. Mr Fury was of opinion that this last child had been thoroughly spoiled. He hadn't seen much of Peter. Their relationship was somewhat distant and reserved. They weren't like father and son at all. He had been away in the Mediterranean when Peter had first gone to college in Cork. When he arrived home one trip the boy had gone. He had thought his wife's idea quite a ridiculous one, and he had told her so. He had felt hurt. Never to have breathed a word to him. As though he weren't his father at all. So his thoughts swung from his wife to his son. Peter never even wrote to him. He was still thinking of Peter when the dinner-bell rang.
Mr Fury always went home for his midday meal. The house was only a few hundred yards from the shed. As he mounted the wooden stairs to the bridge a voice hailed him. He swung round. âHello,' he exclaimed, âwanting me?' The tall broad-shouldered man who stood gripping a stanchion said, âNo. Nothing particular. Just happen to be going your way.'
âOh!' Mr Fury said. Then after a long pause, âI see.' The two men passed out into the street.
âSee Desmond's gone foreman of that gang now,' he said.
âForeman! Oh aye!' Mr Fury looked astonished. First he had heard about it.
âYes. I was talking to him last night,' said the man. Mr Fury laughed. âYou're lucky,' he said. âI've only seen my lad twice since he got skipped.' They halted at the bottom of Hatfields. Mr Fury looked at the man, the man at him. They both seemed a little embarrassed, as though the one were waiting his cue from the other. Then abruptly Mr Fury said, âSo long,' and started up the street. He disappeared into the entry. Mr Fury never went in by the front door. There was something about the front door that he did not like. And people were always at the doors, or sitting on their steps. And always talking. Mr Fury hated them. Once he had been a seaman. Now he felt he was nothing. He was unused to living ashore; a street was only another sort of monstrous stone cage, behind the brick bars of which the human monkeys chatted incessantly. Mrs Fury had fallen, quite unconsciously, into her husband's habit of using the rear entrance. Such habits, when formed in a street like Hatfields, naturally assumed a little of the mysterious. People talked, people whispered, flung out hints. Why did folk have to slink in by their back doors? Mr Fury hated the street. They had been arguing for some time as to whether they ought to change their abode. Mr Fury was full of the idea. But somehow Mrs Fury clung tenaciously to Hatfields.
Fanny Fury was standing at the back kitchen door as her husband came up the yard. The man knew at once that she had had news from Ireland. He could always tell when his wife had exciting news to communicate. Invariably he prefaced her breaking of such news with a laconical âWell?' as he did so now.
âWell?' he said.
âBrigid has just wired me,' said Mrs Fury. âShe's crossing over tomorrow night, with Peter.'
Mr Fury put his hands in his pockets and stopped dead.
âWho? Brigid? What for?' Then before he could give Mrs Fury time to reply, he pushed past her into the kitchen. Dennis Fury had never liked his sister-in-law. Mrs Fury followed him, her temper rising. If anything served to rouse the woman's anger, it was her husband's laconical âWell?' It smacked of indifference.
âFor goodness sake, Denny!' she exclaimed; âyou can't think the boy can come over on one of
those
boats, and him just out of a seminary.'
The man laughed. He couldn't see anything to stop Peter coming, and he couldn't see anything wrong with the boats.
âSorry,' he said. He took off his hat and flung it on to the sofa. His dinner was already laid out on the table. Mrs Fury went upstairs. The man sat down and commenced to eat. âThinks I've slighted her now,' he said to himself. âAye, Fanny's a queer'n all right.' The woman came downstairs again. Mr Fury drew her chair in to the table, but Mrs Fury went on through the lobby into the parlour. She felt her husband's remark was nothing less than a direct affront to her sister. Why shouldn't Brigid come over? Who else could come with Peter? Of course he had never liked her people. How well she understood the significance of her husband's âsorry'. It simply meant âOh! shut your mouth.' That was generally the end of it. The man finished his dinner.
He went into the lobby. At the parlour door he stopped and called out, âI say, Fanny, what time do you expect he'll arrive?' He could not enter the room. Somehow it had taken on a sort of sacred privacy that he could not invade. He stood outside the door.
âYou know as well as I do,' she shouted back. âYou've met the Cork boat before this. What's wrong with you lately, Denny? You seem to be fishing for rows all the time. It gets on my nerves.' The man did not reply. There was nothing to say â well, yes, he had lots to say. He sighed. So useless.
âEver since you gave up the sea you've been the same.'
Mr Fury stared at the door. In one minute she would dash out. Ah! So she had guessed. She had seen the truth for once. He became restless. What was he standing there for? Ought to be getting back to work.
âWell, I suppose we had better meet his boat at the Stage. It comes up about half-ten, doesn't it?' The door was thrown open. Mrs Fury appeared.
âOf course it does, you fool!' The door slammed in Mr Fury's face. He continued to stare at the door, as though it were a sort of mad dog. Then he shouted at the top of his voice: âThe whole trouble with you is that you're mad. Yes, you're mad about Peter, and now you want to take it out of me. That's solid truth and you know it. Good enough. I'll look for a ship and clear out of it. You can have your precious family all to yourself then. Anthony seems to be the lucky devil in this family. He's never home.' He went out, swearing loudly.
Family. His family. Christ! It made him laugh. Bloody fool he was ever leaving the
Cardine.
Yes, he thought, a bunch of strangers. Their father. It made him laugh. Why, they already looked upon him as intrusion. They had grown up without him. When he retired from the sea they accepted it grudgingly. He was a sort of lodger in the house. He had tried to understand them, but their attitude, their indifference, had wounded him. He suspected his wife. She had known them more intimately, sharing all their days. He was jealous. Then Desmond had got married, and some while after Maureen had become independent too. He liked Desmond for no other reason than that his wife hated him. âWell she might,' he thought. He was the only one in the family whom she had not been able to influence. That was the cause of most of the trouble. She wanted her own way in everything connected with the children. And he was seeing behind the scenes now. He went back to work and hardly spoke a word to anyone the whole afternoon. His wife was out again when he went home in the evening. He supposed she was to be found over at the Ferrises'. That was another thing Mr Fury hated. This continual going over to the Ferrises'. His meal was all ready on top of the hob. After tea he washed, shaved, and went out. Standing at the top of the street in the drizzle, he suddenly realized how miserable everything was. He couldn't even go up to Vulcan Street now, what with Desmond's latest activities, and the rumours he was hearing through Mr Postlethwaite. What a rotten world it seemed to be. Mr Fury hated this standing at the corner. He was always being hailed by somebody who knew him, but for the life of him he could not recollect half these acquaintances. Where else could he go? His life was divided between the house and the street corner. The house seemed to be broken up altogether since his daughter's departure. Often he wished he could go up and have a talk with her, but when the time came he always backed out. He was conscious of his loneliness. In the midst of these meditations a hand suddenly descended on his shoulder.