Authors: Nicole Alexander
It is better to have less thunder in the mouth and more lightning in the hand.
Apache proverb
Seventeen years later
May, 1920 â Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
It was late afternoon. Edmund twirled the tumbler of whiskey in his hand. He was sitting in the corner alcove at the breakfast table. The spot his father Aloysius had loved so much when he was alive. Edmund had taken to drinking after Philomena and his mother died, after Chloe left the second time, for good, taking Tobias with her to Dallas. Chloe's leaving was not unexpected. Even if he'd not buried Philomena in their garden Edmund believed their eventual separation was inevitable. The circumstances surrounding Philomena's death merely provided Chloe with a righteous excuse, one that painted him as the philandering husband and she the wronged wife.
And so the weeks and months stretched slowly onwards and the loneliness ate at Edmund until he became somewhat of a recluse. He'd sunk into despair, only to be rescued by the most unlikely of people, Sheriff Cadell and Wes Kirkland. Cadell had him up and back on the hunt for fugitives and runaways within the year, while Wes ensured he eased back on the bottle. They were a fierce duo, but between the two of them they succeeded in wresting him away from hopelessness. By 1905, two years following Philomena's death, his grief for her finally eased to a dull ache and he reluctantly had to admit that life went on.
It was Sheriff Cadell who supported the idea of resuming Edmund's almost forgotten dream of acquiring land outside of the United States. They'd been sitting around a campfire, having captured two youths accused of thieving from a store, and had spent the evening discussing lost love and unrealised dreams.
âWhat's stopping you?' Cadell finally queried. âYou've just told me that Hugh Hocking might be interested in taking up the challenge of sailing to Australia and having a bit of a gander at things on your behalf. The man's certainly made a name for himself. And we both know you've got the money to do it.'
It was Philomena's memory that prompted Edmund to pursue the dream he'd once shared with her in this very house. Back then it had been an impossible fantasy. A chance for a new life, in a new country with the woman he loved. But the more Edmund thought about buying property in that great southern land, the more the idea appealed. It was just the project Edmund had needed and, on writing to Hugh and sounding the man out as to his interest, he discovered that Clarence's son was even more enamoured of the idea than he was, if that were possible. The purchase of Condamine Station, a substantial holding in the south-west of the state known as Queensland, was completed in early 1910. At the time Edmund worried about the property's location. It was nowhere near the great cities of Brisbane or Sydney. In fact it was nowhere near anything and transport was limited. Unlike Oklahoma and her neighbours, no great rail system linked all the towns and settlements in this distant land. Remoter areas, such as where Condamine Station was located, depended on teams of bullocks to pull goods loaded onto drays to remote markets, people mainly travelled by horseback or coach, while massive cattle drives herded livestock either to market or to rural holdings in another state. In some respects Australia seemed backwards. But of course one had to put things into perspective. Texas was over three and a half times the size of Oklahoma and Queensland was two and a half times the size of Texas. Distance had rendered the land at the bottom of the world unique and its size intrigued Edmund. He wanted a slice of this continent no matter the difficulties of managing it. And so he'd purchased over one hundred and fifty thousand acres and asked Hugh Hocking to stay on as manager. Clarence's boy, the last of his line, was still there.
Hugh had been a diligent and loyal employee. His reports came monthly and it was with some excitement that Edmund opened the mail to find a detailed outline of the property's management for the prior month and what was planned for the next. With the arrival of one of Hugh's missives, Edmund was in the process of studying this most recent of management accounts when Tobias entered the sitting room with Wes. As always, Tobias's attention flicked to his great-uncle's family portrait. Aged six the year his cousin Philomena came to their house and never left, Tobias could barely recall her or the girl known as Serena. But others could. Time had not softened his mother's anger. In fact it was Chloe's tendency to blame Edmund for every conceivable ill that befell her, combined with the completion of Tobias's education, that led him to journey from Dallas to Oklahoma City two years ago. Now aged twenty-four, he'd never returned home.
âAh, Tobias, Wes. I wondered where you two were.' Edmund gestured to them both and they joined him at the table where a property map was unfurled, each corner held down by a paperweight, the whiskey decanter, Edmund's hand and the day's mail.
âYou looked pleased,' Tobias commented.
Edmund traced a pencil line drawn diagonally in the south-west corner of the map with a neatly trimmed nail. âThat there is our new boundary fence on the station.'
âAnd what's that?' Wes pointed to a dotted line that stretched from the new fence across a bend in the Condamine River.
âA give and take â a stretch of fence that crosses the river and adjoins a neighbour's fence on the other side.'
Tobias examined the names of the property owners adjoining their new fence. Their holdings were represented by four-sided diagrams although each shape could vary from square or rectangular to the irregular sized. âI don't know why you just don't buy them out, Father. Look how small the blocks are and we know they're mainly dairy farmers.'
Edmund took a sip of his whiskey. âMost of those blocks are soldier-settler blocks and it's returned soldiers from The Great War who live on them. Besides, a man has to have some neighbours.'
âAnd what about that Marcus Todd? Didn't Hugh approach him with a view to buying the man's dairy farm? I recall something about a crossing.' Tobias pointed at the map. âThere's the property.'
Edmund followed his son's finger. âYes, apparently the river narrows there and is a lot shallower. Hugh thought it would be a handy block to own as it's a perfect spot to cross sheep. At the moment we either have to bypass the village and cross the river further down or take a long detour when we need to move sheep out to our western lands.'
âAnd he still won't sell?' Tobias checked.
Edmund gave a shake of his head. âNo interest. Hocking says Marcus Todd is a simple man but he has his pride.'
âAnd Hocking?' Wes questioned. âIs he still behaving himself?'
âYou've never liked Hocking, have you?' Tobias turned to his father. âWes still won't share the reason for his dislike of the man.'
âThere's just something about him. The day I met him â'
âThe day you met him, Wes,' Edmund reiterated, âyou were a wet-nosed fifteen-year-old. Let's leave it at that. Hocking's doing an excellent job and I trust him implicitly.'
Wes's dislike of Hugh was one of those things that Edmund was never able to understand, but it was a fact of life that sometimes two people just couldn't get on. The men had spent some brief time together prior to Hugh's departure for Australia. By that stage, Wes, having proved himself to be one of Edmund's saviours, was a permanent resident of the Wade household, having moved from his bunkhouse accommodation into one of the upstairs bedrooms. Hugh Hocking had been offered a cot-bed in the drafty ballroom on the top floor for the duration of his time in Oklahoma City. Although rebuilt the previous summer after a particularly nasty twister ravaged that part of the house, only the most essential of repair work was done. Consequently, the ballroom was not the most comfortable of places to bed down. It was a fact Wes delighted in and he succeeded in riling Hugh every morning at breakfast by commenting on the comfort of his own room and the soundness of his sleep.
âWes thinks we should pay Hocking a surprise visit, Father.'
Edmund placed his glass on the table, the liquid sloshed. âWhat? Go to Australia? The two of you?'
âWhy yes,' Tobias grinned. âI'm up for it.'
âMe too,' Wes chimed in.
âRidiculous. That's a ridiculous idea. Firstly we have business interests here to attend to.'
Tobias walked to the sideboard and returned with a glass apiece for himself and Wes. âFather, we spend our days chasing outlaws with Sheriff Cadell, riding out morning and night to exercise the horses and studying the financials of your many business interests.'
Edmund poured whiskey into all three glasses. âTwo years you've been back in my life, Tobias, two years. As for you, Wes, well you're like a son to me.'
The men drank their whiskey in silence.
âI'd like to see the property one of these days, Father.'
âAnd you will, Tobias, one day both you and Wes will.'
The solemn moment was broken by a knock on the front door.
âIt's a bit late in the afternoon for visitors,' Wes complained, rising to his feet.
Their housekeeper Ellen walked sedately to the front door. An earnest church-goer with a most inflexible nature, the Wade residence was run with efficient briskness much to the dismay of Wes and Tobias, who bore the brunt of Ellen's mantra of cleanliness and godliness.
Wes pulled back the curtain framing the dormer window. âIt's a woman and ⦠and an Injun.'
Edmund knocked his whiskey over as he stood. âDamn,' he muttered, using his handkerchief to mop up the liquid.
âI'll see to it,' Wes offered.
âNo,' Edmund answered curtly, throwing the sodden material into the hearth. âI'll see to it.'
Ellen met her employer at the sitting-room door. âMr Wade, sir, there is a woman at the door who says her surname is Wade.'
âEdmund? Edmund, is that you? It's me, Serena.'
Edmund rested a hand on the door frame, his shoulders sagged. âIt's all right, Ellen.'
Ellen stood to one side to let Edmund pass. Tobias and Wes were at his elbow. For a split second Edmund recalled the words of promise made to Philomena. Caring for Serena, if she ever returned to Oklahoma City, was the one wish his beloved had requested of him.
âFather?' Tobias prompted. âIs it really Serena?'
âNot the Injun girl?' Wes said softly.
âDon't forget it's her grandmother buried outside,' Tobias argued. âI can't really remember Serena. When was the last time you saw her, Father?'
Edmund turned and gave his son a wan smile. To his credit Tobias was intrigued with rather than appalled by the life of the woman buried in their garden seventeen years ago. But that didn't make the situation any easier. With Philomena's passing Edmund had tried his best to put the past behind him, to forget the mixed-blood slip of a girl who'd caused his parents so much heartache. Now Serena was back. Seventeen years after the death of her grandmother, she was back. As he walked to the front door, instructing the intrigued housekeeper to return to her duties, he was aware of Tobias and Wes close behind him, of a sudden urge to shut the door in Serena's face. He had a son to consider. Their lives were settled now. He glanced heavenward. It was as if Philomena was watching from afar. âGive me a moment with her first, Tobias.' Edmund opened the front door, stepped outside and closed it firmly behind him.
âHello, Serena.' As he spoke, Edmund studied the woman opposite. Dressed neatly in a skirt and blouse, there was a worn look about her. Fine lines spread out from the corners of her eyes and mouth and her skin was dull, weathered. The silver-haired child had disappeared to be replaced by a prematurely ageing woman with gunmetal-coloured hair.
âHello, Edmund.' Serena jiggled a baby in her arms. By her side was a boy who could not have been aged more than five. âThis is my son Jerome,' her tone was proud, âand my daughter Abelena. And this is George.'
George turned from where he'd been standing, looking out at the houses lining the road. Dressed in a dark suit and necktie, two long black plaits extended out from under the wide-brimmed felt hat he wore. âSerena told me that her house was surrounded by fields.'
Edmund stared at the Indian. âYou're Serena's great-uncle?'
âI am the son of Philomena Wade, yes.'
Edmund couldn't help but grimace at being reminded of this association. The man standing on his porch had been with Geronimo at the Delmar Gardens the day his father had died. How Aloysius would have despaired seeing George at his home.
âHow are you, Edmund?'
âI am well, Serena. I assume you have come to pay your respects to your grandmother?' Edmund said cordially.
Repositioning the baby in her arms Serena hesitated. âI, that is, we â¦' She looked at George who remained silent. âI thought you would like to see my children, after all they're Wades too.'
They watched as the boy Jerome escaped his mother's grasp and ran to explore the garden. âI'm sure their father would not like to hear that. They bear his surname â'
âThey have
my
name, Wade,' Serena corrected. âIt is my right.'
Edmund didn't bother to argue or ask where the father was. The boy was Mexican in appearance.
âIt has been a long trip,' George said frankly. âThe children are tired.'
âWhat can I do for you, Serena?'
âCan you not see that Serena is tired?' George interrupted. âThat the children are tired?'
âPerhaps you should come back in the morning then after you have rested. Philomena's grave is in the garden. You are free to pay your respects.'
âWe have travelled from our land at Fort Sill,' George told him.
âYou have done well then.' Edmund tried to sound pleased for them. âIf you also wish to visit my father's resting place, Serena, I can give you the directions.'
âWe did not come here to visit the dead. Tell him, niece, tell this man why we are here.'