The
only
child he would ever have...
Their
child, who would know its father and love him.
That’s what this whole day had been about. She couldn’t lose sight of that pertinent reality. After letting out an anxious sigh, she sat up straighter in the seat. “Forgive me for my show of temper. I can be a crosspatch sometimes. This has been a beautiful day and a wedding every bride dreams of. The flowers were beautiful and I love my ring. Thank you for making it all possible, Nikos.”
“As long as you’re feeling better and there’s no harm to the baby, it’s all that matters.”
His need to protect had come out. No wonder he’d snapped. She had to remember that and watch what she said from now on.
“We’re headed for the most traditional taverna on the island, where there are few tourists. The owner’s family makes their pasta and
dolmadakia
by hand. Besides oven-baked lamb and spit roast with lemon potatoes and garlic, you’ll enjoy stuffed zucchini and meatballs, called
keftedes,
that melt in your mouth.”
“I love meatballs.”
“They’re made in a tomato sauce that’s out of this world.”
Nikos sounded hungry.
Within fifteen minutes they were all assembled inside the authentic Greek restaurant, where everyone laughed and ate with great relish to the accompaniment of music. Stephanie found Kon’s family members charming and felt the women’s acceptance.
More pictures were taken, and toasts rendered, along with speeches from everyone including Yannis. It was clear they all loved Nikos. At one point he reached for her and kissed her warmly several times on the mouth, to the delight of their wedding party.
She couldn’t drink alcohol and instead opted for a spoon sweet, which was a fruit embedded in syrup. “You taste delicious,” he murmured as she kissed him back, always telling herself it was for the pictures that would go in the family album.
The evening wore on in a celebration she would always cherish, but when she looked around, she felt an ache in her heart that Nikos’s family wasn’t a part of it. As for herself, she wished her mother were still alive and could have been here.
If there’d been time, Stephanie would have invited her friends who’d met Nikos on vacation. But it wasn’t meant to be, because this had been pulled together on an emergency basis. Every flash of light from the diamond solitaire on her finger seemed to be sending a warning.
You may have had a wedding with all the trappings, but remember, it’s the baby he wants, if it’s his....
She felt Nikos’s gaze on her. “It’s still too warm in here for you. I can see your eyelids are drooping. It’s time to get you back home to bed, where you’ll be cooler.”
He stood up and announced they were leaving. “Stephanie and I thank you for making this day the most memorable of our lives.” On that note he ushered her out of the taverna. Twilight had stolen over the island, giving it a magical feel. Nikos helped her into the car. Once more Yannis drove them down the hillside.
In the distance she saw the yacht. Nikos had called it home. Until he bought them a place here on the island to live, it would be hers, too.
Tassos and Elianna had followed them and brought half a dozen of the flower sprays from the church to decorate the lower lounge. His kindness today had touched her deeply and she gave him a hug before Nikos went up on deck with him. Besides being a good friend, he and her brand-new husband were in business together and had a lot to talk about.
Elianna started to leave, but Stephanie touched her arm. “Before you go, would you mind unbuttoning the back of my dress?” She put her veil on the couch to make it easier.
An odd smile broke out on the other woman’s face. “You don’t want Nikos to do it?”
Stephanie averted her eyes. “He wants to talk to Tassos right now.”
“If you’re sure.”
“I am.”
Elianna got busy. “It’s the most beautiful dress I ever saw. How did you get it fastened?”
“Yannis helped me.”
She let out a quiet laugh. “With all these buttons, it must have taken quite a while. Nikos didn’t mind?”
“Yannis told Nikos to go away so he wouldn’t see me until we left for the church.”
“You are the envy of every woman in the Oinousses. People here thought he would marry Natasa Lander.”
“I understand she’s very lovely.”
“Yes, and very rich. Her family is in shipping, too. They have the largest mansion on Chios Island. Nikos has surprised everyone.”
“Our marriage surprised me, too,” Stephanie said in a tremulous voice.
“Tassos tells me you two met on vacation in the Caribbean before the explosion happened.”
“Yes. We were both scuba diving and paired up to explore.” She was tempted to tell Elianna she was pregnant, but then thought the better of it, since Nikos hadn’t chosen to tell Tassos yet.
“Ah. Nikos and Kon tried to teach me, but I got too frightened and couldn’t control my breathing. I panicked.”
“With more practice, you can overcome your fear of it, Elianna. I’d be happy to work with you if you’d like.”
“Tassos wants me to dive with him.”
“It’s a beautiful world under the sea. If you can shake your fear, you’ll learn to love it.”
Stephanie felt the last button release and turned around. “What do you say?”
“Maybe I’ll try again with your help.”
“That’s wonderful! I’ll call you in a few days. We’ll have lunch and make plans. Bring your baby. How old is he?”
“Theo is ten months and trying to walk.”
“I can’t wait to see him.”
Elianna’s dark brown eyes widened in surprise. “You won’t be on your honeymoon?”
“We already had ours in the Caribbean. Right now Nikos is anxious to get started on the drilling with your husband. Since the accident that killed Kon, Yannis tells me he’s been morose and unhappy. Now that he can’t be in the navy, he needs to plunge into something else.”
The other woman nodded. “Everyone took Kon’s death hard, especially Tassos. He’s thrilled that Nikos is interested in his ideas to start their own company.”
“Then we need to help them. Right?”
They stared at each other for a moment before she nodded. “Yes. I’m glad he married you.”
“I’m glad, too.” If Elianna only knew the half of it. “Thank you for helping me.” She gave her a hug before they parted.
While Tassos’s wife disappeared up the stairs, Stephanie reached for the veil and walked down the hall to her bedroom to remove her wedding finery. First she stepped out of her dress and underskirt, which she hung in the closet. What a relief, so her stomach could expand! Another week and she wouldn’t have been able to wear a size 4. The shop probably wouldn’t have sold that gown any larger.
After a quick shower, she wrapped herself in her plaid flannel robe, then folded the veil with care and put it on the shelf above. Since she had no idea how long Nikos would be, she decided now would be the perfect time to phone Melinda.
With the room pleasantly cool, she lay down on top of the bed to make the call. So much had happened since her arrival in Greece, it felt like a century instead of a few days since she’d talked to her friend, let alone seen her.
After three rings Melinda picked up. “I’m so glad it’s you, Steph. I’ve been worried.”
“Don’t be. Everything’s fine. I have a lot to tell you, but if this is a bad time—”
“No, no. I’m taking a late lunch. Tell me what’s going on. I’m dying to know how your hunch is panning out. Are you onto anything?”
Stephanie sat up, almost crushing the phone in her hand. “I found him, Melinda.”
“You’re kidding...”
“No. His real name is Nikos Vassalos. I don’t know how much time I have before he comes to find me, so I’ll make this quick.”
For the next few minutes she told her what she could, ending with, “We were married a little while ago and now we’re back on the yacht.”
“Wait, wait, wait. You’re
married?
”
“Yes, and I won’t be coming back to Florida until after the baby is born and it’s safe to fly.” A noise in the hall attracted her attention, followed by a tap on the door. “Listen, Melinda— I’m not alone. I’ll have to call you tomorrow.
Ciao.”
She hung up and tightened the belt on her robe before opening the door. Nikos was still dressed in his uniform. His dark gorgeous looks affected her the same way they’d done on the island when she’d first laid eyes on him. She couldn’t breathe then, either.
“I take it Tassos and Elianna have gone?”
He nodded. “I could hear your voice just now.”
“Yes. I was talking to Melinda.”
His black eyes searched the depths of hers. “Elianna told me you’ve invited her over in a few days.”
Nervous, Stephanie clasped the lapels of her robe. “Yes, if that’s all right. But if you have other plans for us, I’ll phone her and we’ll decide on a later time for a visit. I just assumed you would want to get back to work.” When he didn’t respond, she added, “Ours isn’t a conventional marriage, and my coming to Greece interrupted everything. I don’t want you to think you have to entertain me.”
“Elianna told me you were going to try and help her get over her fear of scuba diving. How did she know you’re an expert?”
At the way his brows furrowed, alarm shot through Stephanie’s body. “While she was helping me out of my dress, I mentioned that we met scuba diving in the Caribbean. Did I say something wrong?”
He undid his tie and removed it in a way that made her pulse pick up speed. “Have you forgotten you’re having a baby? You told me you were giving up diving.”
“Nikos...that doesn’t mean I can’t swim at all. A little exercise for pleasure will be good for me. As for helping her, I won’t be descending with her. I’ll only work with her on the surface and encourage her until she overcomes her fear. Tassos wants her to do it, but she would probably feel better around someone like me who doesn’t intimidate her.”
“You mean Tassos
does,
” Nikos drawled in a tone with an edge.
“He’s her husband. She wants him to be proud of her, not watch her struggle.”
In a quick move Nikos unbuttoned the jacket of his uniform. “Anytime you go in the water, I intend to be close by.” With that parting remark, he started walking down the corridor.
“Wait...”
He paused midstride and looked back.
“Is Yannis still on board?”
“No. He won’t be coming until morning. Why?”
That meant they weren’t going out to sea. “I just wanted to thank him for everything he did for me today.”
Nikos turned to face her. “It was no penance for him to button you up. He asked my permission, by the way. Yannis was worried you had no one to attend you.”
Silly as it was, she felt heat swarm her cheeks. “He was very sweet.”
“You can tell him that tomorrow.”
She shoved her hands in her robe pockets. “Let me thank you now for making this day perfect. The Gregerov family couldn’t have been kinder. I can see why you feel so close to them. I—I wish I’d been able to meet Kon.” She stuttered over the words. “Your heart must have been touched to receive his ring.”
“You can’t imagine. It belonged to his grandfather, who gave it to him before he died. Kon wore it until he entered the military, then put it away to make sure nothing would happen to it until he retired. He planned to give it to a son if he ever had one.”
Stephanie heard tears in Nikos’s voice. She wasn’t at all surprised at the depth of his grief and understood more than ever why she’d found him so broken when she’d first collided with him on board. “I’m sure Kon would have wanted you to have it.”
She bit her lip, not knowing what else to say to comfort him. In fact, she feared her talking was irritating him. “Do you mind if I go up on deck for a while?”
He gave an elegant shrug of his shoulders. “This is your home. You can do whatever you like. When I was in town this morning, I bought some English speaking films on disk, which you can watch in the lounge. I won’t set the security alarm until we’re ready for bed.”
“Thank you,” she said to his retreating back.
After drinking some water from the galley, Stephanie went up on deck to take in the wonder of the night. She’d always lived by the water, but no place in her experience lived up to the beauty of these isolated islands set like glittering jewels on dark velvet.
Time passed, but Nikos still didn’t join her. She had assumed that, in marrying her, he intended to sleep with her. She didn’t know and he hadn’t spelled out a detail like that, but without love on his part, she wouldn’t be able to respond.
The problem was this was their wedding night. The kisses he’d given her at the restaurant had felt like a prelude to making love, but maybe they’d been for show.
For the photographs.
Deciding not to wait for him any longer, she went below. There was no sign of him in the lounge. She could go down the hall and knock on his door. Was he waiting for her to come to him? Stephanie had no idea what to do. When they’d been together on the island, he’d never left her alone.
But they weren’t married then, and he’d never intended to propose to her. They’d found intense pleasure together, but in his mind it had been temporary until he returned to his unit and ultimately to Natasa Lander.
Even leaving the other woman out of it, the more Stephanie thought about the situation, the more she understood that if he still didn’t believe she was carrying his child, he wouldn’t want to sleep with her. Maybe the thought was distasteful, even repugnant to him. Shivering at the possibility, she made up her mind never to expect a physical relationship with him.
After brushing her teeth, she took a pill and turned out the light. But once she was under the covers another thought came to her, with such force she let out a small cry and sat up. She didn’t know why she hadn’t considered it before. Since he was sterile, it was more than possible he was impotent, too.
Nikos...
If that was the case, then her heart grieved for him. He was such a proud man, it was only natural that since the explosion he wouldn’t want to marry Natasa or
any
woman.