The Heir (36 page)

Congratulations over with and thanks given that Mavis Newbolt turned out to be a decent lass after all, Neville and Archibald were back where they had started, in disagreement over how to get Duncan married.

“He’ll have to go to London,” Neville said, seeing no other solution himself.

Archie groaned. “Gawd, I’ve heard the devil hisself lives in yer London.”

“What utter tripe. Our London is no different than your Edinburgh, I’m sure.”

Archie snorted. “Ye ain’t sure, since ye’ve ne’er been there.”

“And you’ve been to London?” Neville countered. “When was that?”

Archie bristled, being put on the spot like that, and maintained, “That’s neither here nor there. A big city, nae matter the country ‘tis in, isna the answer. What’s wrong wi’ anither gathering here, eh?”

“This house will
not
undergo another invasion,” Neville replied adamantly, which was the same as saying that he simply wouldn’t tolerate another mass of strangers peeking into his every nook and cranny. “The social Season is still in full swing in London. Invitations can be easily obtained to all of the upcoming affairs of note, and
more will pour in once Duncan makes an appearance there.”

“There’ll be far tae many lassies in a city that big,” Archibald pointed out. “How will the lad e’er be able tae make a choice—”

“Archibald, haven’t we been over this ground once before? As it happens, and it can’t be disputed, London
is
the place that all the marriageable young women flock to each Season. It’s a well-known marriage mart. If Englishmen have managed just fine finding their wives there for years, myself included, why then wouldn’t Duncan be able to? And no one said you have to accompany him.”

“Then ye mean tae?”

Neville shuddered at the very thought. “No, actually, I was thinking of asking young Locke, who seems to have become quite chummy with Duncan, to take him around and introduce him to all the right people.”

Hearing the end of that as he entered the room, Duncan said, “If there’s any asking tae be doing o’ friends o’ mine, I’ll be doing it. The both o’ you are really going tae have tae stop treating me like a bairn in swaddling that canna do a bluidy thing for himself. And no’ that I’m conceding one hundred percent that Rafe is a friend, but what is it I’m tae ask him tae do for me?”

“Get you immersed in the London Season.”

Duncan, about to take the chair between the two old men, paused with an appalled look. “Whatever would I want tae do that for? Archie,
you told me yourself that place is a hellhole nae sane man would want tae visit.”

Archie coughed uncomfortably. “Well, whether it is or no’, Neville is sure that’s the place tae be finding yer wife now. And I’ll hae tae agree wi’ him,” Archie said, gaining a raised brow from Neville since he had just got done disagreeing with him, which he ignored for the moment. “We’ve had an unpleasant detour, but ‘tis time tae be getting back tae the matter at hand, which is finding ye a wife.”

“Then rest easy,” Duncan replied. “I’ve already made my choice if she’ll have me.”

“Who?” Archie asked in surprise.

Neville, figuring out the “who” part and not all that surprised, but not all that pleased either, dropped a hand over his eyes and mumbled the least of his objections. “She’s not titled. You can do better.”

“Who?” Archie repeated, glaring at Neville now since he seemed to know but hadn’t warned him.

Neville didn’t notice the hot look, with his hand still covering his eyes. But Duncan answered for him. “Sabrina Lambert, o’ course.”

Archie did some brow raising now at his grandson, both of his bushy arches shooting straight up in surprise. “There’s nae o’ course aboot it, lad,” Archie admonished. “She’s a friend. Ye dinna marry yer friends, and ye dinna hae tae marry this one tae keep her friendship.”

“Much as I’d like to see you married soon,’ Neville said, adding his own misgivings. “I don’t want you marrying for the wrong reasons either.”

Duncan didn’t take offense, he even smiled as he replied, “Either o’ you consider I might have more feelings for her than friendship?”

“Nonsense,” Archie abruptly snorted. “Ye assured us otherwise, if ye’ll recall. And she’s no’ e’en pretty. There is nothing wrong wi’ valuing a friend, but ye dinna need tae take it tae extremes.”

“Archie, she has more beauty within than anyone I’ve ever met. Besides, you’ve been blinded by Ophelia, and now find every other female lacking in comparison. I wasna impressed wi’ Ophelia, so I find Sabrina more than lovely. I find her perfect, actually.”

“She does have her good qualities,’ Neville put in. “But she also has a scandal on her back that she will never be rid of.”

“A silly scandal that’s bluidy well groundless, Duncan pointed out, and then challenged, “You’re afraid o’ a wee scandal, Neville?”

“Not at all. I even happen to agree it’s silly It’s still not something we want in the family if it can be avoided. But if you tell me you’re in love with the chit, then by all means, marry her.”

“Bedamned, Neville,” Archie blustered at that. “Can ye no’ see the lad is deluding hisself? Dinna be encouraging this nonsense.”

Duncan was amazed, once again, that Neville was taking his side, albeit with protest, but his support was nonetheless there. Archie, on the other hand, didn’t surprise him at all in the stand he was taking.

“Archie, let me worry aboot m’feelings,” Duncan
said as he stood back up. “You trusted me tae run your many businesses. Trust me tae know what I want and why I want it. And I think I’ll be paying the lass a visit right now.”

Archibald dropped his head on the table the moment Duncan left the room, even banged it a few times in his frustration. Neville, unimpressed with the theatrics, waved away the servants who chose that inopportune moment to come in with their dinner. Drink was more in order at the moment, at least for his Highland guest.

“You’re taking this too hard,” Neville suggested as soon as they were alone again.

Archie looked up to scowl at him. “Am I? Can ye nae see what a mistake this is?”

“Not if he loves the girl.”

“Bah, that’s the bluidy trouble. He does love her. I dinna doubt that one bit. But it’s nae the love a man gives tae a wife, ye ken?”

“Love is love—” Neville began.

“Nae, there’s many a difference,’ Archie interrupted, stressing, “She’s a dear friend o’ his, and that’s what he loves her as. But because this friend happens tae be a lass, he’s got it mixed up in his mind that what he feels for her is the same as the mating kind o’ love, when it isna. Och, ye see what happens when men make friends o’ lasses?”

“And what if you’re wrong?”

“I’m nae wrong. I know the lad. He’s been lacking really close friends in his life, and now he’s found one, he’s loath tae risk losing her. He’s thinking marriage will keep her always by his
side, and sae it will, but he’ll nae be happy wi’ it in the end. And he’ll be finding that oout as soon as he tries tae bed her, and finds he’d rather be playing a bluidy game o’ whist wi’ her instead.”

Neville couldn’t help it, he burst out laughing. “I swear, Archibald, the way you think sometimes boggles the mind. Hasn’t it occurred to you yet that what might have begun as friendship could have progressed to something much deeper? Not all love occurs immediately, you know. Occasionally it simply grows on you.”

Archie snorted. “Love, aye, but lust is either there or it isna, and he doesna lust after this lass. Now, what hope is there for a marriage that doesna start wi’ good, healthy lust, eh? E’en the kind o’ love that grows on ye at least begins wi’ lust. Wi’oout it, there’s nothing tae work wi’, nothing tae get any feelings at all started, you ken?”

Neville rolled his eyes. “I think when Ophelia Reid branded Duncan a barbarian, she would have been right on the mark if she’d named you instead. Feelings can
change,
Archibald. Friends can become lovers. Enemies can become friends and vice versa. If everything was writ in black and white as you seem to see it, this would be a very dull world indeed.”

Fifty-two

H
e might not have been allowed to see her. Duncan realized that after he arrived at Cottage by the Bow and Sabrina ‘s aunt Alice, who let him in, gave him a disapproving look because of the late hour. But tsking and mumbling that he wasn’t to stay long and
should
have come in the morning, she still took him through the dining room to a pair of French doors that led to a small garden and pointed him in that direction.

He found Sabrina there, bundled in her winter coat, sitting on a stone bench in a pool of moonlight. That was the only light available, since that side of the house was dark, but it was ample once his eyes adjusted to it. The garden was nearly barren of greenery at that time of year, but was probably quite pretty in summer.

He didn’t wonder why she chose to sit there in
the midst of winter. He knew by now that she simply preferred to be outdoors, no matter the time of year, and apparently no matter the time of day.

“Are you no’ cold, lass?” he asked as soon as he reached her.

She had glanced his way when he stepped outside, watched him as he walked toward her, all without a change in her expression. No curiosity about why he was there, no surprise, almost as if she’d been expecting him, despite the lateness of the hour.

“No, not a’tall,” she said simply.

“I’m thinking you’ll like the Highlands,” he remarked nonchalantly.

“Why do you think so?”

“Because most visitors, e’en Scots Lowlanders, dinna take the time tae really look at what’s around them in the high country, but you, you wouldna be rushing tae get back indoors where ‘tis warm, now would you?”

She smiled. “Probably not, but that can be said of many people and in most any place, even here. Look,” she added, pointing up. “A winter moon is a thing of beauty, no matter what country it appears in, but rarely does anyone stop to marvel at it.”

He chuckled. “Point taken, but I marvel that it ever appears in your cloudy English skies.”

“Do you still hate it here?”

“Nae,” he assured her. “There are some things English I’ve come tae love.”

Sabrina smiled to herself, but then she didn’t
read any hidden meaning in that statement, was just glad that he was no longer so averse to his new home. She had left Summers Glade today with a lightened heart. It had nothing to do with herself, had everything to do with him. She was simply happy for him, that he had escaped a marriage he would have hated.

She didn’t move over when he sat down too close to her on the bench. She was comfortable with him because of their friendship. It was only when she began thinking of him as other than a friend that she got disturbed by his closeness. But those kinds of thoughts had been put to rest after her talk with Archibald, and for her own peace of mind, were going to stay buried.

He still had to get married. He would probably be going to London now to accomplish that. She rather thought that was why he was here, to tell her he would be leaving for a time. She was going to miss him, terribly, but she had to get used to seeing him only infrequently now. When he came back, he’d have a new wife.

“Are your aunts watching us from one of the windows?” he asked her suddenly.

“Quite possibly.”

“I dinna care, I’m still going tae kiss you.”

It was too unexpected. And so swiftly was she gathered in his embrace and his lips were covering hers that there was no time for a single thought before it was happening. He
was
kissing her, thoroughly, deeply. And the second the surprise left her, she realized she didn’t want to think, or analyze, or do anything other
than revel in the joy of being in his arms once again.

It was so selfish of her. It was giving him the wrong impression. But she just couldn’t help herself. It was going to be the very last time she could touch him, taste him, dream for a few moments that he could be hers. She was going to have to insist that it never happen again. She’d stay friends with him, but not if he kept thrusting temptation at her. And he probably didn’t even mean to. This was probably just his way of sharing his relief with her, but—good God, did Highlanders really kiss their friends this way?

She had her answer in the next moment when he leaned back to gaze into her eyes and said simply, “Brina, lass, will you marry me?”

For the longest while she just stared at him, every one of her fanciful hopes realized in those few words of his. She had to savor the joy for a few moments more, to hold back reality and the pain, the pain that was going to rip her to shreds as soon as she answered him. But since she knew what her answer would be, what it had to be, the joy didn’t last long for her. She tried to retain it, but her emotions just wouldn’t cooperate, and if she didn’t get it over with quickly, she was going to start crying all over him.

She ought to explain, but in the end all she could get out was, “No.”

He wasn’t expecting that answer. His expression said as much, the surprise, the hurt he quickly masked, the stiffness that came next. But
he wouldn’t leave it at that, either. He asked her, “Why not?”