In the shower, she let the water soothe. She'd make it up to him. Maybe she wasn't sure what she wanted, or what she dared to wish for. But she knew she loved him. Maybe that could be enough to get them through.
As she lifted her face to the spray, the snake began its silent slither out of the drain.
QUINN STARTED OFF WITH A POWER WALK BECAUSE it made her feel righteous. It wasn't a hardship to do the extra stint of exerciseânot with ice cream at the end of it, and with spring stirring all around. Daffodils and hyacinths, she thought, swinging her arms to kick up her heart rate. Blooming trees and grass starting to green up.
It was a damn pretty town, and Cybil was right. It had been easy for her to slide into the idea of living there. She liked the old houses, the covered porches, the sloping lawns as the ground rose. She liked, being a sociable sort, coming to know so many people by name.
She turned at a corner, kept up the steady pace. Pistachio and cookie dough, she thought. And she might go for the fudge ripple, and screw the healthy, balanced dinner idea. Her friend needed ice cream and girl vibes. Who was she to count the calories?
She paused a moment, frowned at the houses on the corners. Hadn't she already passed this corner? She could've sworn . . . shaking her head, she picked up her pace again, turned, and in moments found herself back at the exact same spot.
A trickle of fear worked down her spine. Deliberately, she turned the opposite way, kicked up to a jog. There was the same corner, the same houses. She ran straight, only to arrive at the same spot, as if the street itself shifted its position to taunt her. Even when she tried to run to one of the houses, call for help, her feet were somehow back on the sidewalk again, back on that same corner.
When the dark dropped on her, she ran full out, chased by her own panic.
IN THE BOWLING CENTER, CAL STOOD BESIDE HIS father, hands on hips as they watched the new (reconditioned) automatic scoring systems being installed.
“It's going to be great.”
“Hope you're right.” Jim puffed out his cheeks. “Big expense.”
“Gotta spend it to make it.”
They'd had to close the lanes for the day, but the arcade and the grill were both open. Cal's idea there had been to have anyone who came in get a look at the processâthe progress.
“Computers run everything. I know how that sounds,” Jim muttered before Cal could speak. “It sounds like my old man crabbing when I finally talked him into going with automatic pin setters instead of having a couple guys back there putting it up by hand.”
“You were right.”
“Yeah, I was right. I couldn't help but be right.” Jim tucked his hands into the pockets of his traditional khakis. “I guess you're feeling the same way about this.”
“It's going to streamline the business, and increase it. It's going to pay for itself in the long run.”
“Well, we're in it now, so we'll see how it goes. And damn it, that sounds like my old man, too.”
With a laugh, Cal patted Jim's shoulder. “I've got to take Lump out for a walk, Grandpa. You want to come along?”
“No. I'll stay here, scowl some and complain about newfangled ways.”
“I'll be back in a few minutes.”
Amused, Cal went up to get Lump. The dog enjoyed going out when they were in town, but was filled with sorrow at the sight of the leash. It gleamed out of his eyes as Cal clipped it to his collar.
“Don't be such a baby. It's the law, pal. I know and you know you're not going to do anything stupid, but the law's the law. Or do you want me to have to come up to the pen and bail you out?”
Lump walked, head lowered like a prisoner of war, as they went down the back stairs, and out. Since they'd had this routine for a while, Cal knew the dog would perk up, as much as Lump ever perked, after the first few minutes.
He kept his eyes on the dog, waiting for the moment of acceptance as they started around the building. Unless they were walking to Quinn's, Lump preferred his leg-stretching along Main Street, where Larry at the barbershop would wander out as they passed, and give Lump a biscuit and a rub.
Cal waited patiently while Lump lifted his leg and peed lavishly on the trunk of the big oak between the buildings, then let the dog lead him out to the sidewalk on Main.
There, Cal's heart slammed into his throat.
Scarred and broken asphalt marred the street; charred bricks heaved out of the sidewalk. The rest of the town was gone, leveled into rubble. And the rubble still smoked. Blackened, splintered trees lay like maimed soldiers on jagged shards of glass and blood-smeared stone. Scorched to ruin, the grass of the Square and its cheerful spring plantings steamed. Bodies, or the horrible remnants of them, scattered over the ground, hung obscenely from the torn trees.
Beside him, Lump quivered, then sat on his haunches, lifted his head, and howled. Still holding the leash, Cal ran to the entrance of the bowling center, yanked at the door. But the door refused him. There was no sound, within or without, but his pounding fists and frantic calls.
When his hands were bloody from the beating, he ran, the dog galloping beside him. He had to get to Quinn.
GAGE WASN'T SURE WHY HE'D COME BY. HE'D BEEN itchy at homeâwell, at Cal's. Home was wherever he stayed long enough to bother to unpack his bag. He started to knock, then shrugging, just opened the unlocked door of the rental house. His concession to the inhabitants was to call out.
“Anybody home?”
He heard the footsteps, knew they were Cybil's before she appeared at the top of the stairs. “I'm anybody.” She started down. “What brings you by before happy hour?”
She had her hair scooped back at the napeâall that thick, curling blackâas she was prone to do when working. Her feet were bare. Even wearing faded jeans and a sweater, she managed to look like stylish royalty.
It was a hell of a knack, in Gage's opinion. “I had a conversation with Professor Litz, the demon expert in Europe. I told him about the idea of a blood ritual. He's against it.”
“Sounds like a sensible man.” She angled her head. “Come on back. You can have what's probably your tenth cup of coffee of the day, and I'll have some tea while you tell me his very sensible reasons.”
“His first, and most emphatic echoed something you said.” Gage followed her into the kitchen. “We could let something out we aren't prepared for. Something worse, or stronger, simply because of the ritual.”
“I agree.” She put the kettle on, and while it heated, started to measure for a fresh pot of coffee. “Which makes it essential not to rush into it. To gather all information possible first, and to proceed with great care.”
“So you're voting to do it.”
“I am, or I'm leaning that way, once we're as protected as possible. Aren't you?”
“I figure the odds at fifty-fifty, and that's good enough.”
“Maybe, but I'm hoping to weigh them a little heavier in our favor first.” She lifted a hand, pressed it against her eye. “I've been . . .”
“What is it?”
“Maybe I've been at the monitor too long today. My eyes are tired.” She reached up to open the cupboard for cups, missed the handle by inches. “My eyes are . . . Oh God. I can't see. I can't see.”
“Hold on. Here, let me look.” When he took her shoulders to turn her, she gripped his arm.
“I can't see anything. It's all gray. Everything's gray.”
He turned her around, bit off his own sharp intake of breath. Her eyes, those exotic gypsy eyes, were filmed over white.
“Let's sit you down. It's a trick. It's just another trick. It's not real, Cybil.”
But as she clung to him, shuddering, he felt himself fade away.
He stood in the dull and dingy apartment he'd once shared with his father over the bowling alley. The smells struck him with violent memory. Whiskey, tobacco, sweat, unwashed sheets and dishes.
There was the old couch with the frayed arms, and the folding chair with the duct-taped X over the torn seat. The lamp was on, the pole lamp beside the couch. But that had been broken, Gage thought. Years ago, that had been broken when he'd shoved his father back. When he'd finally been big enough, strong enough to use his fists.
No, Gage thought. No, I won't be here again. He walked to the door, grabbed the knob. It wouldn't budge, no matter how he turned, how he pulled. And in shock he looked at the hand on the knob, and saw the hand of a child.
Out the window then, he told himself as sweat slid down his back. It wouldn't be the first time he'd escaped that way. Fighting the urge to run, he went into his old roomâ unmade bed, a scatter of school books, single dresser, single lamp. Nothing showing. Any treasuresâcomics, candy, toysâhe'd hid away, out of sight.
The window refused to open. When he was desperate enough to try, the glass in it wouldn't break. Whirling around, he looked for escape, and saw himself in the mirror over the dresser. Small, dark, thin as a rail. And terrified.
A lie. Another lie. He wasn't that boy now, he told himself. Wasn't that helpless boy of seven or eight. He was a man, full grown.
But when he heard the door slam open, when he heard the stumbling tread of his drunken father, it was the boy who trembled.
FOX BEAT AND KICKED AT THE SPIDERS. THEY covered his desk now, spilled in a waterfall from the edge to the floor. They leaped on him, hungrily bit. Where they bit, their poison burned, and the flesh swelled and broke like rotted fruit.
His mind couldn't cool, couldn't steady, not with dozens of them crawling up his legs, down his shirt. He stomped them into the floor, into the rug, while his breath whistled out between gritted teeth. The pocket doors he'd left open slammed shut. As he backed against them, the windows ran black with spiders.
He shook like a man in a fever, but he shut his eyes, ordered himself to control his breathing. As they crawled and clawed and bit, as they covered him he wanted to give in and scream.
I've seen worse than this, he told himself. His heart pounded, hammer to anvil, as he struggled for some level of calm. Sure, I've seen worse. I've had worse, you fucker. Just a bunch of spiders. I'd call the exterminator tomorrow except
they're not real
, you asshole. I can wait you out. I can wait till you run out of juice.
The sheer rage inside him won over the fear and disgust until he could bring his heart rate down. “Play all the games you want, you bastard. We won't be playing when we come for you. This time, we'll
end
you.”
He felt the rush of cold that burned as bright as the bites.
You will die screaming.
Don't count on it, Fox thought, gathering himself. Don't you fucking count on it. He grabbed one of the spiders on his arm, crushed it in his fist. Let the blood and pus run like fire through his fingers.
They dropped from him, first one, then another. It was they who screamed as they died. With his swollen hands, Fox pushed open the doors. And now he ran. Not for himself, but for Layla. One of the screams inside his head was hers.
As he ran, he bled; as he bled, he healed.
He cut through buildings, leaped fences, sprinted across yards. He saw Quinn standing in the middle of the street, shaking.
“I'm lost. I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I can't get home.”
He grabbed her hand, dragged her with him.
“It's the same place. It's always the same place. I can'tâ”
“Shut it down,” he snapped at her. “Shut everything down.”
“I don't know how long. I don't even know how long I've been . . . Cal!”
She jerked away from Fox, and whatever she had left, she pulled into her, and ran to where Cal stood with his howling dog.
“It's gone, it's all gone.” He caught Quinn in his arms, pressed his face to her neck. “I thought you were gone. I couldn't find you.”
“It's lies.” Fox shoved Cal back. “It's lies. My God, can't you hear her screaming?”
He hurtled across the street, up it, then burst into the rental house. Charging up the stairs he felt his fear tearing at him as the spiders had torn at his flesh. Her screaming stopped. But its echo led him to her, had him shoving open the bathroom door where she lay naked and unconscious on the floor.
In the kitchen, Cybil cried out when she heard the front door slam open. She threw her arms up, took a blind step forward. The gray wavered, thinned. And she sobbed as her vision cleared. She saw Gage, only Gage, pale as a sheet, staring back at her. When she threw herself into his arms, he caught her, and held her as much for himself as for her.
Seventeen
SHE WAS WET AND COLD, SO FOX CARRIED LAYLA to the bed, wrapped the blanket around her. A bruising scrape marred her temple, and would undoubtedly ache when she came to. No blood, no breaks as far as he could see on a quick and cursory look. Getting her warm and dry were priorities, he thought. Then he'd make certain, then he'd look closer, look deeper. He'd barely had time to check her pulse before Quinn and Cal rushed in.
“Is Laylaâ Oh, God.”
“Fainted, I think. I think she just fainted,” Fox told Quinn when she dropped down beside him. “Maybe hit her head. Something happened when she was in the shower. I don't think there's anything there now, but Calâ”
“I'll check.”
“You said . . . Sorry.” Quinn mopped at her own tears. “Really bad day. You said you heard her screaming.”
“Yeah, I heard her.” Her terror had been so huge, he thought as he pushed her wet hair away from her face. It had reached out and gripped him by the throat, had filled his head with her screams. “I heard all of you.”