Authors: Scott Britz
Cricket's gaze bounced from the monitor to Jean. “Which alarm is that?”
“All of them!” said Jean, her mouth agape.
“What do you mean, all of them?”
“I mean . . .
all of them
.”
Even from where he stood, Hank could see that the numbers on the screen were in free fall. Blood pressure. Heart rate. Oxygen saturation. All were diving toward zero.
“One mg of epinephrine!” shouted Cricket. “Hurry!”
As Jean scrambled for the crash cart, Cricket unzipped the vent and applied the stethoscope. This time Hank heard no breath sounds over the intercom, only the muted, drumlike beats of Yolanda's heart. Beating a dirgeânot a march. And slowing.
“Something's wrong with her airway.” Cricket deflated the little balloon that held the tube in place and tried to pull it out. But there was a hitch. The airway wouldn't budge.
The tugging triggered something inside Yolanda. Her chest heaved, and an instant later an explosion of blood spattered the inside of the tent. From where Hank stood, it looked as if blood was gushing out of both sides of Yolanda's mouth, staining her entire front.
With the epinephrine syringe in her hand, Jean stopped in her tracks and screamed, “Look! There! It's . . . it's underneath her, too.”
Hank saw it, tooâa waterfall of blood dripping over the edge of the mattress. Cricket jammed her hands through the plastic sleeves of the tent and ripped off the sheet that covered Yolanda's body. A massive pool had soaked through the undersheet, staining it bright, glistening red from Yolanda's hips to her knees.
“It must be coming from her bowel.” Cricket pulled back from the isolation tent. Hank was shocked to see Cricket freeze, her hands in midair, as if in panic.
“What'll we do, Doctor?” cried Jean.
“Hang another unit of blood!” Cricket shouted, but the pitch of her voice rose, almost like a question. “Open all fluid lines full bore. We've got to get her blood pressure up. Up! Up!” Jean ran to the IV rack and hastily connected a plastic bag containing dark, wine-colored blood.
The beeping of the monitor became a solid toneâwarning of a flat line on the heart monitor. Jean rushed the cardiac defibrillator cart to the bedside, but Cricket shook her head. “Defibrillation won't work. Her heart's failing from lack of oxygen.”
Shoving her arms back through the sleeves of the tent, Cricket began chest compressions, crossing her hands, thrusting with the fleshy parts of her palms. Hank could see blood squirt from Yolanda's mouth with each push. Minutes went by. Minutes of futility. The flat line didn't budge. As her arms and shoulders tired, Cricket had to hunch forward to use her body weight. The spikes of blood pressure that accompanied each thrust grew smaller and smaller, until . . .
“Time of deathâone seventeen p.m.,” came Cricket's voice over the intercomâwilting, defeated, drained of all expression. Letting her arms slide out of the plastic sleeves, she slumped against the frame of the isolation tent. She was shaking.
“Cricket, are you okay?” Hank called out.
Cricket gave no answer. Several times she knocked her helmet against the IV pole. Over the intercom, her breathing was rapid, forced, and rough. Suddenly, she doubled over as the plastic visor of her helmet went dark with an eruption of yellow vomit.
“Cricket! Cricket! What's going on?” Hank's own heart was pounding.
Has she hurt herself? Has she caught the virus?
“Jean, can you see the problem?” Hank shouted, when Cricket failed to answer. “What's wrong with her?”
“I don't know.” Jean moved forward and put her hand on Cricket's shoulder. Instantly, Cricket jumped up, almost knocking Jean onto the ground. Cricket bounded toward the door. But her visor was clouded over. Veering off course, she collided with a sink and slipped to the floor with a thud, scrabbling in vain for a handhold on the faucet.
Muffled screams came through her helmet.
Hank was horrified as he saw Cricket reach for the Velcro tab behind her neck. “Jean, look out!” he shouted. “She's trying to take her helmet off! Stop her!”
Jean ran and grabbed Cricket by the wrists. As the two women struggled, Hank called out. “Hold her! I'm coming!”
Hank rushed to the air lock and scanned himself in. Once through, he kicked off his street shoes, grabbed an extra-large biosafety suit in the changing room, and zipped himself up. He threw on a helmet and a portable respirator pack on the fly as he ran toward Bay 1. Cricket was huddled in the corner, rocking back and forth and sobbing as Jean held her in her arms. Her helmet, thank God, was still secure.
“Let's get her out of here,” said Hank.
With Jean's help, Hank lifted Cricket and carried her through the air lock to the decontamination shower. Propping her on her feet, he rinsed the outside of both their plastic suits with the Lysol jets. Then he led her into the inner changing room. Leaning her against the wall, he gently removed her helmet. Her face was white and spattered with straw-colored vomit. Her breathing came fast and shallow. “In the locker . . . my purse . . . pillbox,” she gasped.
Still in his biosafety suit, Hank rushed to the outer changing room, opened Cricket's locker, and quickly found the pillbox. Flipping it open, he saw a dozen white pills inside.
He heard water running in the shower between the two changing rooms. Cricket had stripped down to a black bra and panties and stood under the spray. As Hank extended the pillbox, she groped for it without looking, took two pills, and tossed her head back, chewing them and swallowing them dry. Then she braced herself against the shower wall, letting the water spray against her face. The droplets that ricocheted against Hank's forearm were icy cold.
Hank pulled the shower door shut, took off his helmet, and waited on the bench in the changing room. After a few minutes, the showerhead went silent. Cricket slid open the door and emerged, her hair dripping, a skimpy, white towel wrapped around her slim frame. She seemed sullen as she went to her locker and took out a pair of tan shorts.
“So that's what a panic attack looks like,” Hank remarked.
“Aren't you fucking smart.”
The Cricket he knew would have been the last person to have a panic attack. But something had changed. “Don't blame yourself for Yolanda. I could see you did everything you could.”
“Like hell. I didn't even know what I was fighting against.”
“What's going to happen now?”
“We wait for the next case.”
“Shouldn't you do an autopsy or something?”
“Not me. USAMRIID.”
“That's in Maryland, isn't it? You're going to ship the body there? How long will that take?”
“A day or two. I don't know. It's not my problem anymore.”
“Could the virus spread before then?”
Cricket gave a sardonic laugh. “I'll be on my way to Atlanta within the hour, and Emmy with me. My advice to you is to sail away on that boat of yours. Get out while you can.”
“Run away? Really?”
“You have a right to save yourself.”
“That doesn't sound like the Cricket I know.”
“What do you want from me, Hank? You have no idea what I've been through.” Still holding her shorts bunched up in one hand, Cricket absentmindedly pulled a pair of shoes out of the locker. “I'm sorry. I can't go on with this. I just can't.”
“Let me help, Cricket.”
“You?”
With her bare foot, Cricket kicked the door of the locker so hard that it slammed open and shut again. “What the fuck can you do? You don't know the first thing about performing an autopsy.”
“I'll follow directions. Whatever you say.”
“You think it's easy? It's dangerous, Hank. One scratch with a scalpel or a sharp piece of bone and you're dead.”
“Noted.”
The door to the shower room slid open. Jean Litwack's long-nosed, slope-chinned face poked through. “What do you want me to do with her, Doctor? The, uh, body, I mean.”
Cricket, wrenching her jaw from side to side, gave her a seething look. The last time Hank saw that look, a bottle of Scotch shattered against a wall, just inches from his head. “Why are you asking me? Ask Charles Gifford,” she snapped. Smacking her thighs with her shorts, she paced up and down the room, scowling alternately at Jean and at Hank. Hank could see that she was struggling with a decision. But he knew her well enough to know that the outcome was foreordained.
At last she threw her shorts and shoes back into the locker and slammed it shut. “Put her in Bay Five,” she ordered.
Jean's pale eyes opened wide. “The autopsy suite?”
“Yes.” Cricket glared at Hank, as if to say,
Here's that triple-hot enchilada you ordered, Buster
.
Let me know how you like it
. But her voice was businesslike. “My ex-husband and I will be there directly.”
Seven
HANK STOOD OUTSIDE
THE SLIDING DOOR
to Bay 5, holding up his arms while Cricket double-checked his biosafety suit and tested the Velcro fittings of his gloves and helmet.
“It's going to be ghastly, isn't it?” he asked with a nervous chuckle.
“Ghastly on a
good
day. This one will be off the charts.”
Back when they were married, Cricket had often talked about performing autopsies while on her field assignments, but Hank could never bring himself to actually visualize her doing one. It's hard to share a bed with someone you know has been up to her elbows in blood that day. Having never seen an autopsy himself, all he could imagine was that it was something cruel, unhallowed, and nauseating in the extreme.
“Your suit's okay,” Cricket said primly. “Now check mine.” She made the same 360-degree spin he had, like a ballerina in slow motion.
“Lookin' good.”
“We're going to work
ve-rry
carefully. This is no ordinary autopsy, where you take out each organ and dissect it. That's too dangerous. We're only going to scout around and take a few samples to study later. To minimize the chance of an accidental cut, we'll be wearing double gloves, and using a fixed-blade scalpel, a little on the dull side. Scissors, too, will have rounded points. Above all else, stay alert and avoid accidents. Otherwise, the next autopsy could be on you.”
“Oops! I think I need to change my underwear.”
Hank chuckled at his own joke, and even Cricket couldn't resist a smile. Hank was amazed at how calm Cricket seemed, how businesslike. It was hard to believe she had gone to pieces minutes before. Those pills of hers must have been magic.
The automatic sliding door of the air lock whooshed. Hank followed Cricket inside. The lab bay was bright from the glare of porcelain tiles and stainless-steel cabinets. In the center a heavy steel table, very much like an altar, was bolted to the floor. Hanging above it were spray nozzles for water and Lysol and a four-foot-wide surgical lamp that could be aimed in any direction.
Off to one side was the blood-spattered isolator that Jean had wheeled in from Bay 1.
“I failed her,” Cricket said.
“What else could you have done?”
“That's the point. I never had a fucking clue.” With a fierce motion, Cricket unzipped the tent. Hank rolled the naked body onto one side while Cricket slid a plastic backboard under it. Then they lifted Yolanda onto the stainless-steel table. Gently and methodically, Cricket rinsed away the still-wet blood with water.
Hank went woozy as he viewed the corpse under the bright light of the surgical lamp. Yolanda's face and chest were covered with purple splotches. Her arms and legs were swollen to such an extreme that the skin had split open in parallel lines like gills. Her purple lips were encrusted with blisters.
“Why is she bloated like this?” asked Hank.
“We had to pump her full of fluid to keep her heart beating. But it leaked out of her blood as fast as we could put it in. It's a sign of septic shock.”
Cricket pulled down an overhanging microphone and began to speak clearly and precisely, even as she went on examining the body.
“August fifteenth, one forty-five p.m. Autopsy performed on Yolanda Maria Carlson, age
twenty-seven, under extraordinary infection precautions, at Acadia Springs Research Institute, by Sandra Rensselaer-Wright, MD, PhD, assisted by Henry Morris Wright, PhD. Consent requirement waived in view of public-health considerations, as authorized by the Centers for Disease Control.
“The decedent is a well-proportioned, well-nourished female of mixed race, 173 centimeters in height from crown to heel and weighing approximately 125 pounds.
“Rigor mortis is absent. The skin surface is marked by extensive purpura covering most of the face and chest, the left flank, and the upper half of the anterior surface of the left thigh. Generalized anasarca is present, with numerous skin fissures about the upper arms and thighs. There is cyanosis about the lips. An endotracheal tube is present, taped to the left corner of the mouth. Abundant blood is present within the oral cavity. A vesicular rash is noted about the mouth, the nares, and eyelids, the external genitalia, and the inguinal folds bilaterally.”